well the car's back. hehs. now i know how my brother feels everyday. going to clementi then take bus to ngee ann poly. it's damn troublesome. this is just nothing. with the damn laptop and books, it's a killer. (!!) but whatever it is, it was fun. hehs.

tomorrow's saturday. what to do sia? nothing. except doing my homework and hogging on the laptop. bleargh. now going overseas whatever crap shit this month. oh wells. the main event. not event. the main day that i'm going to freak out is this monday. (!!) padahal i'm not the one who took the exam seys. how can this be?? what's more i'm a walking organizer. i have to keep track of all the events that i know of. and i've been keeping track on THIS one. urgh. i become your walking organizer pula. ape je. haiis...

i'm really bored currently. nothing to do. bleargh. how much more boredness can i handle? nada. hehs. eyhs, i need awak update my blog eyhs. haiis. sorry. boos. oh gawd! i need t buy that book next week. by hook or by crook. i can't stand it. it's killing me. hehs. ok i'm done blogging for now. i think. i don't know. hehs. eyh, online eyh. boos.

today's 151206. happy... wait.. oh. happy 8months to izzatdayah :) may you two last forever. whees~

ok today i'm just that margin of boredom. urgh. so bored. well the least i could do is do my homework right? but then... hehs nevermind. i'm dead bored. later going to have to go all the way to clementi. (!!) oh gawd! nevermind.

it's probably official that i'm not going to melaka. yeas and boos. nevermind. hehs. nak main KL, my family don't really like KL. don't know why. maybe because after that incident. still can't believe it. but thank god it didn't happen. freako.

ok i seriously need to get my hands on those two books. it's really killing me not owning them. grrr. $11.45. ok pers. for a book i mean. use popular card. 20% off. that'll be... umm.. i'm not good in my maths. wait. doing mentally... ok nevermind. nyehs. i'll never be good in maths. boos. oh what the3. hehe.

i've got nothing to blog about. since it's really kind of a boring holiday. it's only exciting when on the day itself there's band. which i'm so loving it. nyehs. so yea.

please... don't fade away.

''... now's the time for you to shine since they're not here... it's like in soccer when the main star's not here, it's the chance for the substitue to shine...'' quoted of ML's mouth. bwahaha. well, maybe he's true. since i'm always present in band, and they're not, so ya. i get to take charge of the whole section. whee~ the vibraphone. hehs, i don't really know the spelling. just call it the VIBES baybeh. but i still love my beloved bells, glockenspeils. hehs. maie! join mallets. better. then i got partner and it'll be more kecoh at the back. hehe. i just hope i can cope seys. it's really hard to move from one mallet to another. and only having ONE score and not extras. so you have to bring it to every mallet when you need to play it. abit melecehkan. oh wells. but mallets rocks really.

so went to central bought cheesey fries and bubbletea and iqa bought epok potato. hehe. sat at blk.. i forgot. nevermind. then we talk and eat. hehe. seriously iqa, she's hard to handle. even HE can tell. i'm needed when i'm only REALLY needed. it almost make my patience gone. but lucky. phew. but whatever it is, i think you're right. D***O. bwahaha. but also kesian. but what can we do? nothing practically. bleargh. and then we went home as it started pouring heavily. nyehs.

oh yes, as promised iqa, the videos on the phantom of the opera. instrumental. played by an unknown band. how would i know seys.




part one of the piece.




part two of the piece.




final part. part three.

and there it is. nyehs. i heard we're playing that for PTM tahun hadapan. ooos. going to have to move here and there i guess. nevermind. i so can't wait for SYF. nyehs.

i've got nothing to say anymore. i'm bored. hello? are you even wanting to chat or not?? nevermind. haiis. oh ya note to self. the word EUTHANASIA kills the mind. so the susah to find the definition all. lucky sabar and i've completed it. nyehs. oh wells.

damn! it was fun just now. sekali terputus. damn. i was having fun playing msn games. and was busy trying out my built-in mic suddenly cut off. grrr. screw up seys. prfft.

well ok so iqa didn't mind it. hehe. by the way, you know right siska ask me for the pic you in prom dress. or did you ask her to ask? nevermind. oh wells.

they should be coming any moment now. abg andi's here. HAKIM!! cute! finally you're able to crawl foward. or else forever move backwards. now you just have to learn to walk. hehe. oh gawd! can't wait to get my hands on the taste-exactly-like-macDonalds-nuggets. but weren't bought at mac cause it will be cold already. boos. oh wells. i'm bored. iqa, you HAVE to show me that pic. shhh. i'll take it away. hehe no lah. but maybe. who knows. and i can't wait to get my hands on the mallets again. i miss my baby. hehe. daa~

i lost my temper just now after what i thought was suppose to calm other people down. but in the end i was the one ending up losing my patience after that. but lucky i soon calm down since i was eating. phew! sometimes it just pays to be patience you know. hehe. nyehs.

eyh my microphone can use?? i myself don't know. built in mic katakan. hahas. gawd! i've been hogging on the laptop yet i didn't do my lit. assignment. find what this word means which actually means slow death. something like that. oh well no bothers.

i've nothing to blog about. waiting for a friend of mine to be online. prffft. gawd! i'm still hungry. nyehs.

well, ain't i a slow girl? i guess i AM slow afterall. oh wells it doesn't bother me. hehs. i've read enough of it. stupiDumb. hmmms, that name still exsit eyh? hehs, i don't know. maybe so. oh wells. it doesn't concern me you know. so yea. you know i've always been scared to talk to you ever since that. haiis, but let's not bring up the past. case close vamoosh. apsih? apish. so yea. consider it done.

never in my life have i ever read that. it's........ gross you know. i'm not talking about the top one. this is another blog. eeewws. i mean out of the scale umm 1-10. how many people would type about that? negative i should say. prfft. iqa i'm still laughing about it ok. you should read this time one. it really kills me. hahs. bleargh. people these days. what more can i ever say? well, nothing practically for now.

oh damn! i forgot to vacuum the house. oh well there's still time. let's see now's like 1300h plus. you ain't telling me anything are you? it's fine with me. since now i've got my laptop i'm free to do what i want. glue my eyes to the screen. hehs. and i'm not a bunny alright. bleargh. oh wells. i'm bored. i want to eat. wood? nah. proper food. instant noodle. since i can't find anything else to eat. oh wells. off to eat noodles. weee~

iqa, i hope you don't mind about the pic. nyehs. forever i'll never upload the pic me in prom dress. it sux alright. nyehs. two more years. next after one of the band days go see prom dress again. hehe. i mean after band practices that are held during these times. nyehs.

i'm really laughing out loud yesterday. it really kills me to laugh till i can laugh no more. haiis, i read the WHOLE tagboard. nice. hahas. may you and your faizal last. insya'allah. note that alright.

boos seys. today nothing to do. i don't know. no plans being made yet. all i know they coming today. at night. haiis...

i'm bored. update later lah. maybe ah. nyehs.

ok so after band me, iqa, umai and nad rush home to change baju. cause we were going out. met iqa dulu then umai and nad at whitesand mrt. then we're off to TM. hehehe. in the mrt it was slightly kecoh. hehehe. then alighted at tamp mrt and went to CS to makan. too bad me and iqa da makan. the tudung-less da makan. but the tudungs belum. so we teman them. saw abg ramli. hehs. saw syazwan toos. boos. then we went to take neos. hahas. fun. ish so the fuyoo. hehe then gi the 2nd floor exclusive toilet. ahahaha. took pics. iqa, that eyes poping out scares me alright. hehehe. JU-ON. hahas. then we bought ice-cream, went to TIMES and TOYS 'R' US!!! hehehe. funny like siao. the bunny rabbit. the fairy. hahas. saw the dora with horrible about to die falling off hair. hehe. oh yes before that we went metro. and look at the prom dresses. nice sia. hehe then me and iqa tried the ones we liked. setakat satu je. and we took pic of it. hehehe. only iqa one i'm showing. umai don't you dare ok. boos. hehe. after the camwhore at the toy store we went home. hehe. here are some of the pics. hehe.


nadrah sempat masuk x)


in the mrt [nad&me]


iqa, is that an extra tooth (?)


rau,nad,iqa&maie [band -.-"]


iqa sempat masuk pula x)


cookie monster wants a cookie or a rose ??


isnt she gorgeous in that prom dress.


easter sh. nursyafiqah


the war of... roses (?)


easter raudhah


what the hell are we doing with the toy (?)

well that's about it. hehe.

wah, that's so the inference you made that made you fed-up about band? hais, i know how you feel. but you just got to have the patience you know. most probably you won't go to SYF if you're like this. come on. band's fun. try to feel the feeling of having fun you know. how i know about it? nothing have to do with people's mouth. i have my ways. so don't bother alright. just come to band. i'm worried for your attendance. haiis.

well this thursday's the last day of band. for NOW. dang. then it'll resume on the 27th dec. 2 days after christmas. shacks! nevermind. hehe. i'm really excited for SYF next year. hehe. well, mr leung knows about it already. hey, i didn't bring up the topic alright. but he asked for you two. so i had to say it alright. i DIDN'T blabber ok. haiis.

i'm done. by the way, iqa i'm still laughing about that phrase you know. hehe. 5times, 4times. ahahaha. and... *tweety's voice* : ''don't we all win when we're all friends.'' hehe. i'll stop it don't worry. hehe. don't mind me update your pic eyh? please. you look gorgeous la girl. weeee~

first and for most. the post that were dated 1dec was suppose to be in oct. my comp somehow was damage. and somehow that someone didn't check his mail to update it for me. oh wells. but he did in the end. and it was dated 1dec. iqa told me and i had to check it for myself. and true enough. it was. oh wells nevermind.

i love nadrah alright. she's me and i'm her. well not literally. we are almost similar and think similar. hehe. she's there for me and vice versa. yeaps yeaps. let's just say she's one friend that is reliable and can be relied on and vice versa. nyehs. thanks nadrah.

consider you and me done alright. we have nothing already. we are now strangers as we are before. you had the fanciness to say that. i'm really disappointed in you. how could you? consider it done and forever it will be. fancy of you saying that. now that it's clear, thank you.

boys, sheesh. sabar je raudhah. haiis, well it seems so fast that 2006 is coming to an end. before you know it, the next thing you know it's already 2007. iqa, note the phrase the next thing you know. hehehe. well that's all ah. i can wait to see my friends. but i can't wait to get back to studying. it really kills to not have any knowledge inside my head for now due to the fact that it's the holidays and the only thing that is polluting my head is all the scores of my band practices which really makes me sick but making me love band more. i've said enough. weee heee. and not forgeting some people pwe me somethings. like kakliyana... you owe me something. and from abg fee. hehehe. ok i'm done. ciao.

ok just a short update today. first. fcuk laptops. nyehs. kind of hard to type properly. second. sorry for not updating my blog. my comp spoil. but now i update it already. boos. third. umm... nothing. nyehs. ok i've update. for now only. byes.

irwanshah & acha ; my heart.

this song or rather the movie is being played almost every where in geylang pasar malam. shops that sell DVDs and all. kind of making me being sick of it. but i love the song :) it's really touching. nyehs.

geylang is still no.1 place to shop for raya stuffs. but i must say, the baju-s this year ain't really what i expected. astaga. it's really a sakit mata to me. well to the boys, maybe not. but still! mum too doesn't approve that kind of wearing during raya. neither do i. i'll never fancy that kind be it 10 years or forever. and also most baju got tons of manik. it'll be hard to wash the baju once it's dirty. prfft. also, for what wear baju that's full of manik? ish3. yea so this year i'll be wearing baju kurung. the fact that baju kebaya really suck just that bit after i wore it last year. the red especially. the green not so bad. so the kurung i bought was... nyehs. blue. light blue. blue is LOVEEEE :) wanted the purple or lime green. but since i only can buy one. better buy the one with my favourite color. nyehs.

after next week, school would be as good as close. yayness. exams are officially over for the sec1s, 2s, 3s and 4 NAs. everyone has already ended their secondary level for this year. next year will be a big and not-so-energetic HELLO to sec.3 education for me. groan. new teachers i'll be facing with. not literally new. but teachers who've not taught me before. oh well. at least still have one bloddy more year i'll get to see him in school. but the fact i don't know if i'm happy about it. haiis. oopps. nevermind. but i'll still be happy no matter what :)

band resumes tuesday or friday?? well next weeks band i'll be sure to go. since i miss WX. and of course my crazy trios. nyehs. the week after next i'll screw them up till the 4th week of raya. like i said, screw band for the first three weeks. enjoy raya while we still can. only comes once A year. nyehs. i've been telling my juniors to screw band for the first three weeks. but must resume after that. as SYF's coming next year. hurrah to devillic funeral and that celebration. i love to say devillic celebration as it sounds nice eyhs. with the oh-so insulting part of the mallet which my dead daughter refuses to play. but i'll play yeas :) i miss my timpani baby. han zhen really abused it. tsk3 BF. i've aborted my baby snare as i'm banned from playing it unless i'm asked to which is like 90:10, the boys will ask to. prfft. oh and he'll most probably show up in band since he's still in school. but it's up to him whether to show face or not. and how am i to survive in band? i'll think about that with mrsURIE xP

my computer's going to get rebooted soon :) as i wanted it to. because yesterday afternoon it was jammed. it wouldn't even enter the windows. i cried because all my stuffs gone. plus my bro's pictures all. but surprisingly, when my bro got home, the computer was fine back. you see. when my bro's home, everything will be ok. when he's away, something will bound to not work. you control all eyhs? nyehs.

i've said enough. oh yea happy 6mths to eizzadAYAH and belated 8mnths to Z&A :) shh... nyehs. i Y you lah ok. do you too? :(

one more paper to go and that marks the end of EOY for this year, 2006 :) well, art was ok. i was lucky enough to use my tracing paper to trace how many of the picture i wanted before it was taken away. because we, my class, some didn't know tracing papers are not allowed. but phew for me.then i drew one pathetic eyes on fire in the middle and started painting it. the painting was horrible including the color combination alright. i had to borrow paint brushes. mus did help me by lending me his paint brush. but my happiness died off after that. there was only one brush. but it did help though. really. the brush came in handy. so i had to borrow siska's brushes since she was coloring. and i lent her my sharpener. so art was quite a frustrating paper. the brushes won't so-call cooperate. it was hard to paint. but i got frust up i so-called scolded the brushes. nyehs :P but in the end i manage to finish it. the only color that was totally not available though i really need it was white. my white was dried like to the maximum. eew.

well the day didn't really started off that well. it seems that insects are chasing me. in my home, i mean. like after sahur, i went into my room, there was this cicak on the wall. when i entered my room, it came close. then when i sat on my bed, it froze and went crawling behind my all-time huge cupboard. after i woke up, done with my bathing, changed into my uniform, i saw a dead baby cockroach on my edge of the bed. yucks. followed by a month that's like chasing me in my room. i had to whack it alot of times. in the end i manage to do it. i was on my mp3 ear phone strap and all i did was whack it with the umm adobe photoshop cover. teehee sorry eyh rre. worry no more. i wipe it cleaned :) and the worst was yet to come. i wore my school shoes. the left shoe was ok. the right shoe on the other hand... i slip my leg foot into it. i felt something at the tip of it. but i didn't cared. it could be leaf or what. suddenly when i stood up, something was crawling on my leg. it tickled me and i kicked my shoe off. lucky and thank god for my socks were on. cause when i kick the shoe again, a cockroach went crawling out of bloody shoe!!! it was freaking gross. but lucky for the creation of socks :) but it's still gross.

what should i do after tomorrow's paper? hmmms...

so i've switched to the blogger beta. nothing much of a difference. what's difference, you have to use your gmail or hotmail to sign in. sheesh. but oh wells, once done can't be undone.

talking about what's done can't be undone, will this pharse be applied to what's happening now? the surroundings i'm in. the surroundings when you're around. whatever that has happened. can it be undone or otherwise? i've nothing else to say.

why was there an invention called the handphone? for what ever reason was it invented? to contact people right. to communicate with one another if we're far, when i mean i mean FAR, from the person you need to talk to right. so why the hell did those boys from coral sec. shouting for my neighbour's name like there was no tomorrow? it's very irritating alright. and were you two successful? no. why? because he was asleep. the father had to tell you he was asleep. sheesh. and i was already sms-ing him asking if he was at home. because i was about to shout at them to ask them to go up to his house and kindly ask for him. i hate it when my sleeping time is being disturbed. you'll get grouchy so fast that you wish you didn't sleep. sheesh. lucky you shouted for my what mr zafran say cousin name only once. because why? both are from coral sec. both fairly know each other and live side by side, not that literally. oh boy, his mum would have chased you two away from the block if you had called for his name. and after that what happens to me? i woke up from my sleep. prfft. oh wells.

should i give up on playing the guitar when the fact that i don't even know any chords nor know any fingering except for the A not fingering. i don't know. it's hard to find someone to teach. oreo cheesecake guy says he can teach. but must go his house. i go your house i tag her along ah. teehee. zikir wanted to teach through webcam, i turn down his offer. he until now nothing. must i go up to your sisters and beg them? sheesh. i had it already. i'll ask oreo cheesecake guy to help :) in return of me helping with you,JH&bro's don't know whatever ehem. i won't say it. i won't help to spread it yet. suddenly, it turned out ugly and not what you all had discussed it to be like, i better shut up first. in case you all are wondering what it is. it's just some buisness you know. when it's really slowly building up, i'll advertise it :)

ok. 'N' level is now officially over. chipmunk got home already. which means you, not chipmunk, can relax and all. i wish you all the best in whatever you're thinking of doing now. speaking of these two, did mafiasesat and her ummm kapissh? please say no. they looked so sweet together.

retard, can i salute you in school? that picture of you&D is finally out in msn, at your display picture. so sweet&cute. i was stunned by the aww-ness of it. happy being together :) if you two were to get married, retard half MUST invite idiot to your wedding ok :) i think too far. nevermind. it's my retard's future we're talking about here xP i've said enough.

tuesday
5:36pm

if there's ever one thing that i wish to do now is... SHOUT! all the core subjects are cleared, for my sec.2 life of examinations. and oh yes, not forgettting, sleep. i just love to sleep. now, malay was that hard. the comprehension. see, i'm getting stupid at malay. many say it was easy. like you heh? i know your malays good. but i'm better than you. hehks. whatever. maths was oh-so-ok. didn't expect it that do-able. i mean i would be struggling usually. well ya now i still leave some blanks. but not that i'm out time or what. but i purposely deliberately did it. cause it was really obvious i can't do that some. well, i don't know lah. malay was gosh. i've said enough about exams. now that core papers are down, i'm loving it :)

she thought i was going home with him. he wasn't even school. because he doesn't even have school. oh well. i'm sorry.
bleargh. i wish i'm dead.

is there a band somewhere near my house? because i was hearing drums, cornets, the brasses instruments. in the middle of a nowhere suitable place to play? oh well. i miss band. i spilt the band memories into two. the time i met you. and the time i had to survive without you. i'm confuse. help...?

may i screw science paper just now? it just pass the margin of extreme difficult-ness. bleargh. many mistake had to be corrected toos. to many mistake. tsk3. two major papers tomorrow then i'll slack :) i'm going to screw art and maybe D&T. but maybe my last resort of class combination will be d&t. triple science is a goodbye already. third class with optional of 'A' maths may still be possible. that class will probably be my last resort referring to something which i shan't post it here. teehee. well it all depends on the results which i'm having doubt i did well :/

last paper for 'n' level 'A' maths' takers. he's one of them. paper 2. at 1430h. i seem to know the time huhs. wait was it 1400h or 1430h? neverminds. then after that, life will still go on as per normal. now, then, past, present, future, forever = you&me, us (?) please. i'm lost for words to say anything already.

i want to sleep. toodles :)

history is LOVEEEEE :)

assume by the expression i made, you can tell i pretty much love history more than geography though history is a much harder subject compared to geography. that one sentence tells alot about how i feel about history :) spread history baybeh :)

approximately less than 3hrs our dear friend of the 4/2s will take their 'n' level 'A' maths paper one. tomorrow shall be their last and final paper and they can rest till next year. prfft. well lucky for some, exam finish last friday. i'm referring to you You YOU [there isn't any need to guess who is it ya] (!) enough said yea.

i'll blog later. if i ever want to :)

the whole house is being cleaned. well almost. the fact that it seems like forever but it's actually nearing. raya that is. in 13 days time. and before you know it, after the 3rd week of raya, it's back to the normal life of every individual.

every room is almost perfectly as it is. except mine. the room with the most dust. the fact that my room is being labelled the rubbish room. things that can't be stuffed into other room will go into mine. how neat. well that's coming to an end. at least i think it is. everything that i wish to be out shall be out :) and some furnitures will be shift away from it's original place to make it look spacious. but it's the same area just the shifting of the position of the furnitures makes it differ. oh wells.

happy birthday mr zulfadhli [2/8] :) you're fourteen now. same age as me and most of the sec.2s :)

i love you i love you not (?) 190406 (?) i Y you :)

ok have to clean my room. how i wish the comp is in my room. much more better. prfft.

it shall be obvious that i'm going to flunk my maths paper as i already lost about 5-6 marks (?) but on the other hand, i'm really hoping i'll pass. trying to go to a class with no extra subject is really hard and needs effort to into one. what's more once entered that class, i really have to start studying from the beginning of the year and keep on mugging be it common test, MYE or EOY. the pressure is already on by next year twenty07. but subsequently, i may choose to go to DnT class. but after hearing about the 70pages long folio, i might reconsider. hmpfs.

papers were fairly easy. english was just that twitch of difficult but i'm able to pull through. maths was do-able. IF only the time of 1hour, pretty much not enough, be lengthen to say, 1h15mins? but then, it was just that easy except the fact that i was rushing and was careless at one point, it wasn't much time. i sure do hate height huh since i forgotten to time it when finding the volume of the cone. but let's hope for the best. the worst is yet to come on tuesday. maths paper 2 kills. but with the help of what they call the scientific calculator, i hope i'm able to do with ease.

raya is drawing near. no preparation is being done due to tha fact that mum's busy with the PSLE students and examinations. but by this weekends, which is tomorrow, some cleaning is to be done in each of our own rooms. with the dust collecting behind that oh so can't even get any bigger cupboard, i seriously have to ''spring'' clean the whole of my ever so small but nice room. today may be the last post for time being due to the fact i'm trying to mug. mugging. which is kind of late i presume. but i'll try to suck as many as i can into my oh so not working brain. and that, i'm done blogging.

and dear aisyah[2four] came back. i really miss her so. seriously. she looks gorgeous with the new haircut. we miss you aisyah. we love you girl. stay gorgeous.

how long must it take for me to really understand all this? it takes patiency, understandings and of course time to really make everything that very fairly clear for me to understand. it's still unclear to me. it's as though there's just that faint fog blocking the way. i could use some help. using the vacuum or the fan. ok i'm talking nonsense here. but basically i hope i'm able to understand it. with the mids of Ramadhan, much patiency i'm having, that would make me feel better :)

preparation for the EOY? pretty much on the right road. every recess and break will sit in the classroom[though not allow, but it doesn't matter] where there's only bobo, nini & aminabi making a whole lot noise, and me there sitting alone concentrating on what i suppose-to-kill-me-instantly, i think i'm getting a hang of it. with much insultations turn words of encouragement by my brother, i realise it's not just study, revise, do the papers and get over it. it's more of doing it to understand it really hard and trying to put it all into that one thing they call the brain. at the same time trying not to panic when something doesn't go into the brain but rather having a say that do well to pass and not just do and get over with it.

'N' levels kicked off yesterday. he seemed to be doing pretty well, i presume. he commented it was not as hard as what he thought it was. have a straight thinking that you will pass and you'll, insya'allah, pass without a doubt. why am i saying all this? prfft.

is it just that fairly wrong to be talkative when it's already in you since you started talking? i doubt so. you, on the other hand, go around talking as though that person is on a deserted island and is partially deaf. pretty much obvious you told him, who yesterday talked me off. nevertheless, i'm still patient and these all are not fully in my brain. it's been drained out after my-oreo-cheese-cake-friend talked nonsense about sec. life he's gone through. you, obviously, had to tell lies to oh-so-emo-guy that so taught me the wrong way to feel relax. talk and no stop but knows when to stop is already in me. what do you expect me to do if you hate it? give it to you? nah, that's a bad one. 'cause i'll have to take that oh-so-irritating-voice-of-yours. do you want me to stitch my mouth so that i can't talk and totally keep tight shut? that's better. but then i'll probably have to pour out that much amount of money to do so. so, why don't you sponser and give me the money to stitch my mouth? wouldn't that be nice? think about it. on top of that, be sure, i'm still standing strong and trying hard to do what's best for me. which is studying, though it kills me deeply. but nevermind. that too drained out all this sec. life crisis and all the formula and methods and more shits enters leaving absolutely no space for nonsense to enter and stay.

i think i've said enough. i'm off.

i was so crazy searching for the movie that thing you do. sadly i couldn't find it. HOWEVER, i got these two videos. it's bits from the movie. it's really nice. one is at the high school dinner i think where they debute the song for the first time. the other one is at the open to get themselves into the music chart. they made it at no.49. have fun watching it :)
i'm still trying to find the whole movie :)


at the high shcool dinner.


at the open to make it to the music chart.


this is the possible trailer of the movie.

now then i remember dancing to this song back when i was in K1 or K2. i don't really remember. it was all so funny. remembering i was in swimsuit. eeewww. but hearing it back really brings back the fond memories. and the all so hot drummer and his playing skills. i got some part of it right though :)
i'm still not really desperately but rather crazily trying to search fot the movie. THAT THING YOU DO. and that's the song title of the song too. ok what am i talking about. it's really cool alright the movie.

love love buka-ing at cousins house. love love syuhrah girl. love love the ice-cream mooncake. i want to buka outside with all cousins just the kids one day ah. after your PSLE and after our examinations. if can ah. teehees. ok i want to sleep. oh by the way...

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO ALL KIDDIES. be it you are one or it's in you.
HAPPY MISERY 14 TO AMIRAH NABILAH ; AMINABI.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO DINIE FAEEQA ; DINIE.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL 'N' LEVELS' TAKERS FOR MONDAY'S FIRST 'N' LEVEL PAPER :)
that means yellowPR, pinkPR, thePRmembers, TR, mafiaSESAT, scandal, chiMATAsepet, iceKACANGboy, dinie and all NA students la ok :)

exciting day. not really. but i may consider it. berbuka-ing with lovely cousins. though all are boys except for me, dear syuhrah & syahrah. oh what the hell. cheese fries anyone? undying finger licking cheese fries. woots. why don't why don't kamu the kids go buy kfc. teehee. but i still love the central cheesey fries.

when will i start to mug? it seems like i'm obviously dumb and stupid. even he agrees with it. you did by the way. so don't say you didn't. bweek. monday awak nya 'n' level bermula ya? good luck ya. same goes to you pink PR. sungguh nonsense sekali.

papaer1 of england and malaysia. good combination of having both on the same day adding up equals to 3hrs of both the papers, can cause painess to the joints of your fingers. trust me. i got it. and it's really bad. hand will tremble due to the pain. but with a straight focus mind, you'll be able to finish it in time. like 10 to 15 mins before the paper ends.

dinie, many thanks for lending the kamus to dear siska. the z is such a righttt. it's true we only use it when in exams. you also right? that's why you stared at me when i was busily flipping through my kamus. oh but what's the use of the kamus when most words that pop up in the brains are english? is not as if we'll find it in the kamus. so..(?)

having done the music thingy was kind of relieving due to the fact that i did alone. and that i'm paired up with shabby as maine tag with nis. but it doesn't matter. unfortunately or fortunately, i have to add shabby on the account she'll get the credit still. but it doesn't matter.

and yea, you just had to tail me and made me didn't realise you were behind me. i did turn and felt someone was following. not fully turning back. but i was already smiling. and the next i knew there was a ''hello kamu'' from you. woah. so whatever to the somewhat you decided to have? hmmms... ok i'm done blogging.

tomorrow's where the examinations begins. start off with paper1 of england&malaysia. i'm not that confident in myself if i'm able to go through it. it seems impossible for me to really recall back all what i've learn this year due to come conflicts. and me getting older by the day. which makes me losing my memory about 0.000000001% or so. which by the age of don't know what, i'll be as good as nothing. but that all won't happen if i were to put in much effort and believe that i'm able to go through with tomorrow's paper. so i hope i'm able to do well :)

fasting month have not been really a smooth ride for me. i shan't talk about it. it's really sucking up to me telling me i've to pay the whole 1month. but on the other hand, i'm praying really hard i'm able to fast. so i'll hope for the best.

what happen to what was once friendship bonding now turned into friendship breaking? a question of a question that's yet to be solve by the time, well, when everything has gotten back on road. her life reminded me of sarah i think, in the book soLITTLEtime. whereby outside school compound she's what she is to be. but in school compund, she's a totally different side of what you see. much similar in reality. but i shan't compare it to what's in book to reality. but how i see it, it reminds me of that. boohoos.

happy 16mths to RRELIFF :) tomorrow FARZAL... 9mths ayte?

he was the most favourite guy friend i could ever had. he's the one that you can go bonkers forever. he's the one that lighten up my life when i'm sad. he's everything that a person could ever have as a BESTfriend. i'll miss you BENJAMINlooiMINGjie :')
it's really sad to bid goodbye to someone whom you really treated you the way you wanted it without being told and that give help willingly. all the hitting kicking all back in PRPS are still fond memories when i first befriended you. and slowly we got along as GOODpals together with two people. and by the age of eleven, we 4 were as close as siblings. all our interest were the same. we helped one another. gosh. i miss all of them. and i miss him. no more damn hard high5s on the hand. no more that ever cheerful smile anymore. lita, jeff, matt & mike. bestfriends for life :)

time flies by fairly fast. the next thing you know, EOY examinations here. and the next thing you realize, idilFITRI's here :) then it'll fade off and back to the normal life and waiting for the new year and a so call new life awaits you. it's kind of fast if you look foward all the time. but on the other hand looking too much for the future can really sometime... i don't know how to put it. oh wells.

i'm bored. i just miss my bestfriend. and oh yes. mr zafran from coral sec. i didn't know it was you. i'm having eyesight problem. i only recognise your voice like 10minutes later. so sorry lahs ok. so sorry. next time i see you i'll say a very big HI ok. teehees. eyh, pri. sch friend ada organise jalan raya tak? wah, thats so like 3more weeks and i'm talking about it already.

oh yes. happy birthday kakDINIE and AMIRAHnabilah. in advance taus. sweetSIXteen and miseryFOURteen. that's maybe the reason why i'm having a misery life in sec.2. nevermind.

HADY MIRZA WON THE SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!! AAAAHHHHHH!!! HADY WON!!! YEAAAA!!!

plain shits. well as you know nothing in this world is perfect like they say. and so they have proven it. CLEARLY. what does the term friendship mean to people? as i remember what happen a year ago. swapping of friends means friendship. is that true? well, people have their own ways of thinking just one word. it can mean alot. which i'm pretty much lazy to post. 'cause as far as i know friendship just means one thing. be yourself and open up :)
to me i guess that pretty much say it all about friendship.

pouring all your woes, anger and more to someone who's patiency is very high is really much pleasing to me. no matter what, the person is much patient and i'm loving it. teehees. and having someone who really understands your position and situation, you feel like it's not the end of what you think is the end. thank you :) and bare in mind, WX is still mine ok iqa. teehees. though assguy is totally mine.

as we all know fasting month has began like yesterday. sadly, i can't fast due to unforeseen[don't know spelling] circumstances x) but i'll pretty much be able to fast by the next next day which is already the... 4th day. but, whatever. so... happy ber-fasting to all muslim people :)

who will be the winner this year? yesterday show had shown much what singapore need to realize so as to crown the new singapore idol. frankly speaking, hady has more of the voice, looks and has the stage presentation. i'm not being biase[correct?]. but yesterday's show really prove who's the better singer. who has the whole package. voting shouldand WAS suppose to base on the vocals and looks. but more to vocals. not on oh-last-singapore-idol-was-a-malay so this year chinese must win. it's not like that. i really hope singapore choose wisely. 'casue base on yesterday's performance, hady did much more better than jonathan and hady's previous spectacular :)

GO HADY MIRZA! :)

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this is so sucky. now i can't fast on the first day of ramadhan. sobx. but, nevermind. guess i'll have to repay them next year. or this year after all the raya, money collecting from house to house, the taste of kuehs, and the till late night come home from jalan raya :) i guess i'll pretty much be able to finish paying them off this year. if i have the mood to do it. unless paying lst minute like i did for two years straight, would might cause some trouble cause if were to suffer from that, then, you'll might be in trouble :)

now you having two days break that's why you sms-ed? and you'll forever have kenduri anywhere, anytime. we should make that happen in 10years eyh. everyday have kenduri. how about that? but on the other hand, food will always have to be cooked in huge quantities. and as you know i'm a horrible cook, unless you volunteer to cook which i doubt you can too right? *giggles* but anyways, it's neat that i get to sense you will see me but not me. so what does that mean to you? a connection that's like being connected to your eyes and to my senses. but i'm talking crap here as usual. but anyway, i love you lah ok.

pretty much i love my size. cause like i told you through the sms, small do have it's advantages. yea when small gets sad or merajuk, the big ones always gets it. as a matter of fact, they usually do. and they have to pujuk the small ones to smile and be happy. and that's kind of stupid cause they know they were the ones who did it. but ususally people don't really agree on this but that's how i see it at times. but still, it doesn't matter if the big bullies the small or vie versa. but it doesn't matter.

and examinations are next week. though i'm not fully prepared, i think i'm able to pull it all through though it seems impossible, like what my bro said, i'll try my best. i have to agree with my bro on what he thinks of ms wong that destroying-her-voice teacher. stress out in everything that has the connection to maths. prfft. but whatever.

as you know, tomorrow's the final of singapore idol. the match between what is like a repeated history in 2004. hady mirza and jonathan leong. similar to that during the idol fever when it was first launched. taufik batisah and slyvester sim. but the good news about this year's idol is that it wasn't much of a big crisis unlike the first. where... singaporeans should know about it. so it's a good thing no such nonsense is being repeated in this years big hit. so yea.
and as you can see, i've not blog this much before. well yea probably i have. but i don't recall any. having it out about on events and nothing about personal life is one great thing compare than letting all the thoughts gush out to the world. letting anonymous or friends, family whoever to read it as though is nothing that's why it's being posted. when it's something that is a crisis to one's life.

ayyyaaammmmm!!! teehees. that what i did when lyn said she was hungry. heys, haikal gave me the whole tupperware to me to eat the chicken up. nice siol. first time i taste a guy's food that's sedap giluurrr. teehees. but it was fun hanging out with them for once. the neos were funny though. hahas. shila, happy eyh you girl. so semangat cari present for your darl. teehees. mel, sorry eyh use your fone to sms hanisah. sorry taus.

so on the way there, met with nishabi. they going to aminabi the house. wanted to ajak them, but then they so kesian. carry so many bags. aminis got home ec. practical. haiis. so they alighted first. then me, shila and melynaz alighted at interchange. took neos. then help shila find prezzie then we balik. lynaz go lepak. haiyyax you two urhs.

haiis, i really miss the time me, nis, aminabi and shab had. i mean individually ah. 'cause i never like have fun with they three and me together. but rather separate. now i like wish those time would come back. i really want us to all be friends again. no more left out, fights or what. just friends. that's all.

nis, you, me, shab and aminabi go jamming one day ah. teringin pula nak pergi jamming. why i ask you three? 'cause i feel like you know. the others if ajak nanti all nak. so macam whathell like that. one day we go jamming eyh. and make up for our friendship back? please.

Mr TR. goody lucky for your 'n' levels and that maths 'o' too. assguy and yasin also kan take? hmmms, and slash means kill to you. hmmms... teehees. about what i told you, shhh ok. don't tell anyone. including assguy ok. thank you :)

next week paper one already lerx. haven't done any revision. shit-o. but i'm starting now. hope got time. now since me and him don't sms for now. so i kind of have my own time to set things right again. and i hope i'm able too. haiis...

things are going well i guess. alyah is going to have a band. consist of nurli and some 2six-ers. haiis. nak buat juga. tapi, nak tanya siapa? nak tanya si melynaz macam paiseh like that. but i'll try asking them ah. seriously i want to make a band seys. macam syiok like that. maybe after exams, start jamming ah. nak ask a'an nanti she macam eeyer, don't know larx. nadrah, can't. if she can, i already ask her seys. nak ask boys, siapa? irfan hakim? hahas. i can laugh my head out. siapa ah. bobo, macam don't know ah. but then very weird if i ask budak sec.1. how?? the ''popular'' people all have their own groups. so how seys. nevermind. i try ask melynaz. then can ah. i'll get az to ajar melyn to play guitar. and i'll somehow [don't know how], learn to play the drum set. seriously, i nak buat band seys. nak ask kak dayah? haiyyax. HOW?!

but then kalau nak buat band, mesti kekal. macam mana ah?? sec.2 aminabi & shab. tapi those two macam, urgh! hulabagi, mana they nak. BM, eeee. tak nak arh. menyusahkan jerx. ya, the only way is ask the melynaz. i'll try. woots. harap-harap dapat buat band urhs.

now 2five is at the first floor, 1seven classroom. it was a classswap. whathell la. nevermind. bobo, get well soon aites :) exams are around the corner. hope can pass. gugugugu.

it started off sweet and all. but now, it seems sour and falling apart. what does all this mean? i know you know. but you didn't want it to happen. why? yea i found out something about her. yea i know all about it. now then i found out about it. why can't she just say it all out? yea, i'm just the third party between you and her. what more? i'm done with all this. i can't take it. what must i do right? you never did what you always do once in the past. now you're diff. i can accept that fact. you seems diff towards me. how can i ever tell you that. what will happen of us in the future? 5mths on 190906. do you want it happen. or just act like nothing ever come between us both? you decide. it's up to you. i've done what i'm suppose to. now it's yours. i ♥ you. do you too?

nadrah, thanks you for telling me. why didn't you tell me earlier? if i had known earlier, i could have back out from it. but now, everything falls apart. i don't blame you la ok. but i just wish you told me earlier. so that all these wouldn't have happen. thank you girl. now i really open my mind and heart. i don't know what to do. now i'm all confuse. i wish to be alone.

happy 5mths to eizzad&dayah and happy belated 7mths to ZA and the long lost crush 17mths 2R. whatever. 190406 still alive(?) i don't know. mr28?

i let out everything. it really is killing me inside. i had enough of it all. this all have link to it i guess. some things recently do have link to it. i shan't say what. but i'll keep it to myself and to two people whom i told and trust. don't let it separate us please. if i had known earlier, i would have backed out between you and her. why am i always the third party in broken relationship? i want to cry. toodles. haiis... 190406(?)

i want to cry 'cause of what happen yesterday during P.E. i almost cried la ok. haiyyax. but i'm doing my best to ease his burden in school. if by thursday you know... i'll cry for sure. you better make that a promise. so ok almost the whole of sec.2s knows. hahas. razzan tau? hmmms... nevermind. talking about razzan, i want to ask you. erm nevermind la eyhs.

infactuation it is i'm having alright. yea true i feel insecure and stuffs. you know how it was like when about that incident. yea we were almost to the edge of fighting. i'm fed-up with all this ok. i just don't get you at time. but one thing you're good at. you can make me smile and cry when you play our song. love it. sayang you :)

abg ferhan came back semalam!! yea!! me and nadrah macam orang gila jumping for joy. he look smaller than the last time i remembered seeing him. hahas. so we helped him clear the rev it up radio room. nice-y. then jason came. vannesa came. i didn't know she was in radio. ahahs. so was farhan shah. =0 hahas. then me, nad, van, rachel, somewho, wei qi cleared up the whole room. syiok giler. we stayed till 7pm plus. ahahah. fun to the max. get to ''cope'' some CDs. nyeh2. hahas. i love the mixer. hahas. then today they came again. jason never. ferhan, nadrah sis, kak nadia and her stead, abg khai came. zikir also came. that guy ah. tsk3. then me and iqa stayed till 6pm plus 'cause got night study. what the hell?

asal ah you girls nampak zikir tadi macam nak sembunyi? he's nothing larx. but yea, i'm still programmed. when see him, i'm down and i'll hardly talk. kak dayah told me some things. OMG! what the hell la he kak dayah. haiyyax.

so had england oral. haahs. ok ok larx. i got ms sajnani. i tersekat-sekat seys. takut. 'cause she abit strict on this. and it was cold. urgh! hahas. but i hope i pass ah. nyeh2.

now he's in school. ader night study. wah. so fun eyhs kalau ader night study. if only we streaming students pun ader. hahakz. hint3. nyeh2. and ok. for once. i have to admit. mr-spike-wrist-band guy is
super fawking HAWT
ok. hehe. for once seys. oh ya. he's from rev it up radio toos. wee~ he's hot Hot HOt HOTTT!!! and he's such a true gentlemen alright. eeee!!! *melts* hehes.

i'm bored. i miss him. i miss you larx. eyh guess what. next week. hehe. but then your exam sudah start. nevermind. eyh this friday can go out? haiyyax. cak!

ok so i'm back. tomorrow school's back. what's more that's back? erm... bulan puasa almost back? uhh... ok nevermind then. haiis...

so melaka was ok. now everything has change. not many are the same. all. and the hotel, no. not hotel. apartment like hotel, was... uhhh.... eeww.? so the change seys. hiyya... but nevermind. not much to say ah. 'cause no fun one lerx. haiyya, didn't buy my moomoo. awww. but nevermind ah. haiyya.

syuhrah girl nak do blog eyh? hahas cute. i'll help la ok? smile2.

how i wish i'm still not in Singapore. it's like bored sia.

so today yasin's birthday. happy birthday dude. kekekeke. eyh teach me how to play sudoku boleh? hahas, hmmms, i ask you and your partner to teach la ok. and you'll pass malay larx. trust me ok? if salah, then... i don't know. hehe.

lolalalalalalala [how many la you put?] relax ah ok. i don't mind larx you hate me. you really do hate me? in return, i really do don't mind. haiyyas. umm, just one thing. can tell who you are? you are so familiar. but then i won't accuse anyhow. hehe. and, it's my blog here. so umm kindly tell who you are and we stay low. it's not that hard. courage is the word :)

aiyya. my mum. astaga astaga. relax ah. baru balik perx. let me and bro touch what once we didn't touch for 2days. gugugugu. so chill ah ok? teehee...

like i said, i'm tired of repeating words that i've said or written out again. it's like, haiyya. you just go read ok. i'll give it to you. it's just you&me. and stop playing that song can? i'll keep crying taus. hahas. yea, it's almost a month since we sang that song. what only me. bwekk. going to miss you tomorrow. you want me not to worry? and you worry me? haiis... insyallah eyh. kekeke. sure ah? 5 taus. not one. you said it ah. bwekk.
ok so i'm off to melaka tomorrow till sunday malam. gugugu. excited to tak sangat ah. but then. yummy. the food. oo yea. haahs. especially their roti john! fuyOO! gerek seys. so nice. and healthy toos. yupp. love that roti john. nyeh2. and i'll see what i can get for mr you you you. hahas. 3days, standrad urhs.

so i went to finish up all my homeworks tadi. went to the study corner and finish up all my work. i didn't exactly finish it ah. 'cause i TOTALLY forgot all. especially maths. he was suppose to help me. like i said... nevermind. too detailed also no good. haiyyas. eyh, you singgah to there, go to the table we sat eyh. just go if you can. hehe. nevermind.

heys, mr.I, thank you for smsing. hahas. hmmms, well i'm ok and all. hahas.

tomorrow got band. and i'm missing it. haiyya. but nevermind. hehe. i want to play mallet part for that piece la daughter. ok. you play the other one. i was struggling seys. haiyyas.

alamaks. the connection got error again. why seys??!! urgh. tak kan selalu gitu seys. what the hell??!!

eyh people, later at 1240hrs, 7 more mins, there's going to be a moon eclipse. must go see ok. hahas. can i go see with bro?? hmmms...

i love you i love you i love you i love you la ok? teehee. i'm already missing you seys. nevermind. eyh remember your yer yer sangat on sunday taus. hahas. you'll be hearing from me till then.

ok i'm going to tidur now. ciao. good night :)

P.S. heard paul twohill out??!!! yea!!! hahahaha. ming yi yea yea. ahahaha. hady is so the better!! weee~

ok i just went up. i went down with bro to see the moon eclispe. at 1240hrs!! but... nothing happen. ??!! only the moon was much more rounder and that the back of the moon was so big yellowish. that's all. haiyya.. ok i'm done blogging. night :)

i guess band was ok tadi. though i was alone at the mallet section. andrea and sock chian didn't come. and so i decided not to go home early. since i found it's PURELY boredom if i were to go home early. so i met up with nizam & iqa at the 359 bustop. i was the late one. i was early uh. all already siap2. then i was syiok2-ing playing computer. 1200hrs gitu i rush all. tak sempat nak ikat rambut. hahas. so just went to meet with them.

like jakun seys we. we went around looking for the POSB atm machine. padahal there was ONLY one.ahahah. then nizam met up with syazwan all while me and iqa went off dulu. reach school on the dot.haiyya. then kena tegur by this teacher. 'cause never tuck in my pe shirt and never tie my hair. ??!! aper la deh. haiyya.. but i hack cared. but i still tucked in. what only me.

yea abg saiful. hahas. i do nothing. you do, the whole band kena pumping position and must run. hahas. ah do again next time aites. hahas. what only you. hahas.

i panic like shit seys when i didn't know what was the notes to play. 'cause it was a SOLO part. haiyya. but thank you nizam for helping :)

so after band, me, nizam & iqa went SPC. nizam blanja ice-cream. all were COOKIES&CREAM. yummy. then we walk to the pasar malam. nizam finish off his ice-cream before we were even at the pasar malam. i had just bite off the hump of the ice-cream and bitten off the top cone. iqa was STILL licking ther ice-cream and didn't touch the cone. i finished mine, she JUST bit the cone off. hahas. when we spilt to go home, she was HALF way the ice-cream. hahas. that shows, iqa enjoy her ice-cream very much-os. hahas. and me and nizam are going gaga over the ice-cream.'cause it was COOKIES&CREAM. woots.

damn. i left english,maths & malay. all are half way done. must complete by tomorrow. 'casue i'm off to balik kampung on fri till sun. and heard i'll be coming back late at night on sun. 'cause the IMF/world bank thingy started. so yea. yea balik kampung. but i never really gone. hahas. 'cause i have this fear of the goose. they chase you, takmo kalah nyer. haiyya. when they chase you ah. it's like forever. and to stop it, i had to run and enter the car back. gulp. me and bro actually. but i love the masakan. pedas but FUYOO power! the last time i ate was... ah. macoroni pedas. and it was the first time my cuzzie mum cooked it. hahas. the kampung people very fun and friendly. all very united. whee~ why am i talking about kampung?? nevermind. but sad2 ah. 'cause... i'll miss you very much-os ah. haiyya. tapi tak per ah. hahas. at least got your gambar. yea. hahas. macam yer jerx. gagaga. gugugu. gogogo.

OMG! i just heard hady mirza sing! and it was SUPERB!!! can MELTS!!! he sing so good. his vocals all are fuyoo!! go HADY MIRZA! hahas. go hady! go hady! yea! hahas. ok i better get going. buhbyes. :)

a sad news? or what? haiyya... but really kind of sad. steve irwin, better known as the croc hunter, passed away today. he got stung by a stingray. he was not eaten up by a croc ok mr. aper jerx you ni. to the extend hahas. cute. and now, currently everyone, almost everyone is putting a cute tortise on their msn nick. here's the foward thingy.

If u haven't heard already, Steve Irwin died today on the 4th of September, on the Barrier Reef, near Cairns As a sign of respect for the Australian cultural icon, place a turtle ( tu ) at the start of ur msn name, and forward this 2 everyone u know Put a turtle ( tu ) infront of your msn nick.
and i put the TORTISE. is soo cute. everyone put. so cute. hahas. duane very nice one the personal nick ah retard half. well, we are the idiot&retard buddies :)

so band today rock so much! hahas. at last, i played something. whees~ or i'll be slacking to the max. hahas. that piece is so nice to play. except for that part. i get lost. and i rushed. haiyaa. andrea girl, RELAX. haahs. funny seys when you were fed-up. hahas, relax. haiyya today, my daughter and andrea, died. they so cold seys. haiyaa. that's the 6th time yea daughter. tsk3.

you and your partner, really ah. hahas. i myself sux in maths. haahs. haiyya. but then i'll try to do well ok. mak! exam belum datang. hahas.

ok my friend just send another about steve irwin. sorry girl. that one i won't do it ah. i don't pray for dead people. haiis, hope you understand yarh. sorry.

ok, auditionSEA is like one of the most maut game i've ever played. hahas. is like so the ahhhh... i tend to get nervous when the arrows appear alot. hahas. yes like what mr t-radhi or known as CoolTR, he says, there's a forum about how to keep calm while playing. i'll keep that in mind. and your head ah your level not high. high lerx. 10 level diff okies. wahahaha.

ok, i'm done blogging. it's getting bored though. haahas. oh ya happy belated one year anniversary to faly&rin :) sorry, i don't you two's combination names. hehe. sorry.

phew! lucky he didn't ask anything about yesterday. haiis. but just now me and 'rents went to parkway ah. then i was busy smsing ah.

dad: can i ask you something. who are you smsing.
me: my classmate ah.
dad: not your boyfriend ah. no boyfriend now ah. just studying.
me: of course la no boyfriend. then what.
dad: i warn you ah. if i saw you got boyfriend, i punish you ah[his elbow almost swing to my face]
me: eyh, of course i got boyfriend. bobo. he's a boy and my friend. and abg also per. ahaha.

and my parents end up laughing. what only la they. hmmms, i'm going to pierce my ear soon. haiyoosh. hmmms, how is the feeling like ah? pain? i feel scared when i see small kids get their ears pierced and they scream. i, myself scared. and when my mom told me how zaman dulu ears are being pierced, i freaked out. but good thing, they allow ah. haiyaa thank ah.

woots.ok i must get 5 As in order to get... my dream laptop. woots. haiyaa. not including d&t. so malay is included. nyeh2. hahas. i really want that laptop badly. not really that bad ah. but then, it really catches my bloody attention. and my mum fancies it toos. yea! hahas. i want to do real well. woopspedoos.

tomorrow band. and 'n' level paper one. i keep saying about that urhs. must stop seys. 'cause i'm not taking it. lerx. haiyaa.

i love you i love you i love you. hahas. i got nothing to blog about. woots.

yesterday was so not a good night. darn. how could i totally forget to put it back into the purse?? dang! i'm so dead if he ask seys. but ok i'll just honestly tell him. but could he at least NOT scold or shout first. there ARE good qualities about him ok. he's not like the previous him. no offence ok. haiyoosh. sorry eyh nadrah & kak marie to sms malam2 yesterday. he already membuta semalam. haiis...

ok, a year have past. now then i watch the damn CD. ahahaha slow me. i watch the national day one ah the finale part. obviously i can spot him. as usual. he always stands at the back. standard him. he was with bodyguard. so cute seys they. hahas. dengan semangat. hahas. very funny. hehes. but the most funny and cute part is... bodyguard doing jumping jacks and tuck jump during PAKA camp. so upfront seys. very funny. hahas. very the cute. and so like selenge. hahas. too bad can't spot him. but nevermind. hahas. funny seys bodyguard do. can laugh till like don't know what. ahahahaha...

tomorrow is 'n' level paper one aite? good luck yea to the jester and to NA's yea. haiis. malay paper one. DO WELL. gugugugu. and oh ya! tomorrow got band. aiyaa. but nevermind. pagi takper. don't petang. boleh maut. so tomorrow 0800-1200. wheee~ can't wait to play my insulting part. ahahaha. very fun lerx. and i don't see conductor play one. i memorize the places to hit one lerx. haiyaa. like the show drumline. he can't read notes. he memorizes the beat and the hits. cool. hahahs.

i seriously don't know what to blog about already. oh yea. this is the second year already. haiyoosh. started blogging ummm, two years ago. eEna introduce it to me. hahas. ok i want to surf the net. no wait. i better go iron some clothes first. woots.

you + me = together or apart? you decide yea mr28 :)

ok so auditionSEA is really really down for the moment. the moment? more like one day. sheesh. well, just have to wait.

ok this is shit. i'm staring at the keyboard now. and like my view is very foggy. what is it?? not taik mata or what ok. 'cause it's like faint foggy-ness. gawd! ahhhh. haiyoosh.

i really L♥VE the song so much. thank you yea. but i ♥ you more. hahakz. but it won't be a kenangan terindah ok. never will it be ok. never. 'cause i won't leave you ok. will you? hmmms...

kak, kak, kak. his hair now not mangkuk. ahaha. aaron so going to kenakan eyh. kepala mangkuk. haiyoosh. they arr. hahas.

my updates are all shorts seys. but who cares. i hack care la. haiyoosh. this is so bored. all i want to do now is play auditionSEA!!! eyh quickly can or not. already bagus2 install sekali say server down. what the shit? nevemind. i'll sabar. woots.

thank you so much eyh. i thought you never search the song lagi after you told me the song tak ader. thank you so much! muuuahs! hahas. i love the song so much-os. very meaningful seys the song. can cry. but neah. haiis...

this sux alright. i bought LIME magazine ah. got free auditionSEA cd. i install it ah. 'cause my comp take ages to download it. urgh. then alraedy install i open it to play ah. sekali cakap not connected to server. so cannot go in. like wtf taus. grrr. but nevermind. i try again later. haiis...

hmmms, i love yesterday alot ok. thank you so much yea. hahas. it's ok if i was late by lil'. hahas. and you told me to eat. i ate. then must eat again. you want me fat is it? hahas. haiis. but i really love semalam so much ok. muahs.

currently, i'm too shock by what i heard. ok. this is so not happening. why? why must it be me? the situation macam like this i cannot handle that well. what's more if that happens? what's going to happen? HELP! seriously. are they such good __________. haiis. i got nothing to blog about now. i'm too sad. haiis...

now realize how much precious you are to me. yea i know. haiis. we made the decision together. i'm yours. you're mine. together but not together. yea 9teen is still alive. but, i don't know. gawd. true. i was jealous about what i knew. i was angry and all. just say it out if it's true. now i realize. i'm really sorry alright. truly truly sorry. hey, i have my reasons alright. but guess what. you still owe me my apple pie ok. nyeh2. x)

yea! nicholas came back! woots. same as ever. political language as usual. and he joined his school debate team instead of band. hahas. eyh keep your dreams ok. 10years down the road, me & friends want to see you be one of the MPs or whatever la ok. must ok. eyh my bro ferhan & jia hao came? sotong me. i don't know ok. haiis, hahas. nicholas's the best. whee~. many ex-crestians came back. woots. hadi, mahir, cladyl[how to spell?], ganesh[correct?], zikir & many many more. woots. wonder if the trios not plus ferhan. the trios fir, jia hao & naufal came. wakakaka. crazy.

yea! lucky tadi sempat masuk prps. hahas. miss all the girls. hug anita, tasneem, soleha, zafirah, aisyah, syamimi and many many more. and oh yes, faly. hahas. though we selalu see each other in prcs. hahas. miss all of them. then me, mary, aisyah, soleha & syamimi went to whitesand to eat at mac. before that at the blk near prps saw zafran, hakim, ahmad fahmy, farahliyana, shahidah & of course my irritating hawt neighbour. zaf, sorry, but it's the truth. your face has shrunk. and i'm so happy for you. ahahaha. then we girls head off to whitesand. ate at mac. saw wei xing, wei liang & their friends. then saw dina & akid. ummm, oh yes syafiq 2/8 and his kawans. your kawan from coral ah, very funny face taus. hahas. and oh ya nadrah & her kawans. we girls[me & kawans] had many girl talks. love it. hahas. then we went home about 1700hrs. it was fun. mimee[you prefered that hahas] your ehem so the wah seys. haahs. tomorrow one year aites? last long. all so the pretty seys when i meet all of the girls. miss all.

muhammad you grown ah? you still seem short to me. hey, no offence ah ok. hahas. edmund was already like apek nyer muker. astaga hahas. so many memories. yeas. and oh yea, ming yi didn't come. eyh it was ben's idea to call you ok. what only.

i had so much fun. woots. hahas. too bad i didn't had any gifts for the teachers. sorry yea. woots. ok. i'm off. ahahaha.

this is pathetic. i could laugh my head off. i could die from laughing it toos. ahahaha. that's all plain bullshit, lame & childish too. hahas. form up together to become ''invincible''. it tickles me so much. hahas. alyah girl, i never hated you larx. siaper cakap i hated you? come on those aren't in my list of life. hate kawan, already old school larx. it's lame to play that dumb game. serious. hahas. it tickles me so much. hahas.

ala mr jeffery ong ming yi! why tomorrow maybe you cannot come? i miss ya so much seys. what the hell. gugugu. try come urh ok. please. miss ya. i hope to meet with maryam sakeenah & the rest. also anita toos. miss all of them. i have so much things to catch up with them. hahas. miss miss them.

i want all this to end boleh? please. urgh. haiis.

kak, saya sayang kamu. ahahaha. kalau kak & ..... itu itu kan bagus. so i can have a wonderful kakak. hahas. i hearts you. whee~

can i just call it off? so it'll be easier for you. though MAYBE for me. then you can go crawling back. urgh. i hate talking about you. why? 'cause 'cause. nevermind. i feel like crying at the sight of you or her at times. i wish to slit my throat so all the blood would trickle out and i'll be dead sooner than you know. then, you go complete the story yourself yea.

happy that i gave you your pathetic present? don't like it? then throw it away. as if i care. prfft. i can die out of this. and it's my pasal i want to give back or not. it's mine what. so i have the right to choose what i want to do with it. i could have torn or burn it and give you back. bleargh.

band was sucky at first. mr goh came so late seys. alermerks. hahas, but then he came. played this piece. aderla. yays! i played the bells. wakakaka. and i'm loving it. woots. before goh came, i was sad sad. keep thinking about it. worst, she came. i kept thinking about all that i saw. urgh. yea, i know. just friends. but... haiis... i don't wish to elaborate. so the bleargh.

arian, i won you! hahas. no la. don't be so sure. maybe it was wrong calculation. who knows right. haha. hearts you. woots. nadrah! i love you girl. wakaka.

i totally hearts mr.A :) not really hearts hearts. just hearts. ahaha. i melt seys when... jeng jeng jeng. won't say it. i'll always remember it. wakaka. heys, you're still hot ok. so, live with it. ahaha. i'm crazy.

fcuk! i'm listening to OUR song. i hate it. can make me wekwek. hahas. if i tell you what's wrong, you might think that oh dear, i'm in one of moods of angryland. urgh. you think it's merepeks.

ok bro home. gtg. wakakaka.

I HATE EVERYHTING IN LIFE.
I HATE YOU TRULY!
28th AUG! YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS ON THIS DAY OF YOUR FUCKING SPECIAL DAY.
I HATE YOU. x'( ♥

ok, today's a so ''not'' good day. ahahaha. i'm so selenge to the MAX. me & andrea are JAKUNS. ahahaha. just now went TM with her larx. went to WS to eat at mac. how nice. met my unloyal trustiee there. don't terasa eyh budak prcs. ate there then went to interchange ah. we wondering what bus to take. 81, 39, 21. possible ah. then andrea suggested 12. i thought so that 12 would go to TM ah so we boarded bus 12. ok so happy happy talking. sekali the bus turn to the left and entered SIMEI!!! astaga. we like selenges went down at the first bustop of simei. then we were laughing like shiets. ahahahaha. we walk all the way back to tampines. we were arguing what bus to take. hahas 39 can larx. hahas. but in the end we boarded 28! ok ah it did went to interchange. at first we were so scared 'cause the bus went one round of the whole of tampines. we like jakuns seys. ahahaha. but we manage to go to CS and took neos. met kak dayah and abg izzat toos. hehe. then all went home. it was fun. next time no matter what i'll never take 12 AND 28. ahahaha.

see la. today's 28. so many things happen. hahas. i took bus 28 and sesat with andrea around tampines. 15mths for RRELIFF /PM28FTB. and today your birthday. wah. nice eyh. and oh yes. siti & datuk 'k' married. woots! i somehow hearts today. but sad toos. well, family always comes first like what i learnt from the movie we watch :) so yeas, nevermind. so looking forward of meeting you. haiis, nevermind. i was kind of sad urhs. but when i held your shirt, hehe. what only me.

today, was amirah-less day. the 3 amirahs tak datang. amirah day off ke aper? doiiinks! and today we had out FIRST sex education. wakakaka. the teacher that took my class rox! hahas. haiis, for once, i did my maths homework given to me. except for, algebra revision never do. oooppps... hahas.

woots. andrea, miss those times seys. we missed out one person. anita natasha. hahas. the trios. fight friend and goes on. ahahaha. love those times.

hey hey hey! it's your birthday. uh-huh. hahas. happy 16 yarh. getting a year older. be happy stay healthy and yada yada yada. muahaha. 432787 8 56237 :)

blog blog blog. now hafiz is here. wootays! hahas. haiis. so bored seys. but next week. wootay! ahahahaha, i giler already.

haiis, i still ♥ him though. how much more longer can this go on? nevermind. eyh guess what. tomorrow. jeng jeng jeng. hehehe. shhh...

tomorrow datuk 'K' & siti are kahwin-ing. yays. hahas.at least they telah dijodohkan. woots.

how much longer do you two want to go on like that. you want me to get into trouble? go ahead. you think it's funny is it. well, go to hell. i don't care ok.

mr.I, haiis, you ah. hahas. i'm fine ok. relax. we equal eyh.

mr.you, i ♥ you la. you know who you are. psst. meow2. hehe. shhh... i still tak puas hati ah. i nak kacau bodyguard. i already kacau icekacangboy & you. i nak kacau him ok. help me. wakakaka.

kak ayn. saya sayang kamu. eyh, my bro selenge to the max. hahas. you know last night, me & him like orang jakun. trying to see mars. betul ader ke? we like selenge go every room and try see if can find. but i think we also terlambat sikit. gag. hahas. we are selenge siblings. woots.

i... i... i'm falling ill again. shit seys. temperature's up & down ok ok ah. but then i keep getting terrible sore throats and feel giddy all the time. then my body temperature seems to rise up and down all the time. what the hack? might as well end up in hospital. but on the other hand, nah. i have this glitz about hospitals. *shivers...*

mr. I have been smsing lately ever since got my number. just today he called me for the first time to see if i'm ok. i'm ok la. relax okies. haiyoosh. don't worry too much ok. thank you so much for being there. by the way, mr. I is just a close pal of my pal of mine. woots. wooits fir[meridian]. hahas. thanks eyh for your testi. kak, you RULE seys. you and your kawans all rock! hahas. you're not serious about what you told me are you? hmmms, lalala.

today hafiz suppose to come for tuition. but then it's tomorrow. but so what. yays. and... next week going to have family dinner with syuhrah darling and hafiz families. woots. nenek coming? hmmms, hehe. love love my cousins.

my gawd! memekak seys bawah. it's that kid from loyang pri. one of the best badminton player i've challenge when i was pr.4. prfft. but abit ego and show off. and love to scold and shout when people don't follow him. what the hack? ala, nevermind ah. they're or rather HE's still young. serious.

jeng jeng jeng. monday's coming. siti & datuk 'K' kahwin-ing. yays. prfft. i shall not remember other events on that day except that. whatever the other event is, since you wish not to meet up, then forget about it. for your present, i'll figure out somehow. gag.

hmmmms, suddenly i'm missing a date. actually not one. but two. haiis... what's ever going to become of me? i love kakaYn, & many many more. woots. wakakaka.

one word today. to you, her & myself.
PAISEH-ED. X)

this is all NOT funny. i knew it. it was YOU. stop it already can. at least i got a strong memory of you saying you HAD that sim card. the pattern is so similar. yea, so i'm a fool. at least i take the initiative to find out who's the person. i DON'T flirt. i'm not a gatal-er person ok. stop it with all your nonsense can. and oh ya. don't try and make your voice sound squeaky. it's so the obvious it's you and her. enough with it. mind-pollutor. prfft. this is all plain bullshits. what do you both want from me?

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19. a number that has no meaning to me anymore. i don't care about it. 'cause it all began and ended there. it's our choice to do so. at least what we decicded, together, would do both of us good. so yea.

hmmmms, i got something up on my sleeves. not literally. but yea. it'll benefit me lots. i don't know if it will to you guys. but oh what ever the hell. ok going kedai to buy eggs.

wahliao. did he take the desktop mouse and brought it to school??! astaga bro! and you left me you optical mouse, which is SOT abit. i mean, haiyoosh. weird la you. tsk3. nevermind. i've lived with your weirdness since i was born. gugugugu.

ok is someone trying to prank me or what? if you are, you can stop now. it's not funny. hmmms, the way the sms was sent, it's so recognisable. but it couldn't be, could it? the pattern of it, it's so similar to that of hers. but, how true is it? haiis, thanks fir[bdk meridian].

sonia! saw you girl. wah, sudah makin jambu seys. woots. sorry never tegur you. scared salah orang. hahas. but i promise okies. when i see someone that resembles you, i'll say hi. you must also okies. hahas.

merepeks to the merabans la khairul nizam. ahahaha. the mocha is so the ahhhh. but then, i slept when i reached home. hahas. thanks eyh kak dayah. woots! gugugugu. izzat, BOO. ahahaha.

thank you chi wai for saying i'm crazy. and you had to remind me about THAT incident ah. i call you and nazeeb to replay back what happen to him, then you know. wooits! you ask ah nazeeb to teach you the meow walk. since you nak sangat. wakakaka.

well, i guess me and him decided together. it was the best for both of us. it'll do us good. sorry yea. maybe it's not the time. but i guess what we decided together was right. eyh, if you read this right, call me ok. i want to tell you something. and eyh guess what, you sux.

woots! teachers' day coming. mummy also teacher. what to buy for her? hmmms,... la don't need ah. that plushie good enough. wakakaka.

i have an announcement to make: *ehem testing* i... am... a... lamer... gawd it's lame right. ok, i want to do nothing. bro!! i need the desktop mouse back la!!! slap you then you know.

woots. so yea, i came school today. wasn't much of any diff. hahas. got to see our CA2 results. i l♥ve my results. hahas. jeez. no Cs!!! yeeps! and... A2 for MATHS. wootay! i hope it's really ah the grades i counted tadi. haiis...

ahahahaha. ms chua is so the selenge to the max. i'm from 2/5 la lady. and you never see me before. haiyoosh. gugugu. and she believed that i'm not an art student and thinks i'm from diff level. hahaha. selenge to the max.

shereen, what only. hahahs. serious ben looi last time short? ehehehe. ben looi, guess what? you're short last time. wakakaka

heys, i____ thanks for lending your ear. not literally ok. thank you so much. owe you one. and thanks to the rest to yarh.

yeeps! tomorrow no band! at last FOR ONCE. band is not on. glee. hmmms, tomorrow nak lepak or tak? thinking. woots.

i think for once, i should thank, haiis, someone.

psssst... eyh guess what. turning a year older on monday yarh. hehe.

oh no! nurul's out. haiis, wanted joakim. haiis, but... HADY MIRZA IS STILL IN! yes! he sing, foyoo! hahas...

ok saya nak tidur buh byes...

aok, so here i am now, at home blogging. fcuk. i'm sick. i'm down with fever. i can't go school. but nevermind. haiis, school called up this morning. whatthehell? but nevermind. they have every right to call by the way. gag. suppose, to later go school and collect my homework from nadrah. but i decided not to. i told nadrah yesterday night forget about collecting my homework. suppose to pass the homework to him. something bad, i think, happen. so i decided not to. ohs wells. hope tomorrow able to go school ah. hmmms, then how to bayar puasa seys? urgh.

eyh guess what? i hate you ok. nevermind. i'll just give your birthday present to you before your birthday next week. how lucky. siti nurhaliza & datuk K are marrying on your birthday.

this seems to be the worst year i've ever gone through. dang. eyh yarhs. yesterday was 2/2 & 2/7 performance. i have to say. 2/seven's was a BLAST! areen, jambu seys. ben looi cool dude. nice seys, the effect of the tv on the projector. erm, 2/2's was no offence, *yawn*. and it's kind of too over. mr ong sure wasn't happy about it. using real names of the people seys. uh-oh. huge critics you got there. and, razzan! where's my cd? i really need it back. gugugugu. oh ya, bobo, i try to ask my bro for the red alert cd adn yuri's revenge okies?

hmmms, now is break. then CME. zaidah's probably gone for oral. then is maths supp. yesterday i skip the remediation seys. boring ah. then iqa says that wong said that whoever never attend the remediation semalam have to stay back longer today. too bad. i'm down with fever. but then, i'll miss out on today's lesson seys.

when's mummy going tuition?? i want to go central buy chicken porridge and cheese fries. i'm still not getting any better. nadrah, thanks for being concern okies. love ya. eyh, i nak the brownies boleh? tengok sedap urhs. hurhuhu.

i have nothing to blog. supposed i'm outside now. but bleargh. nevermind. tomorrow then go out. ok whatever. 3 days from now is mom's birthday. then it's areen's birthday the very next. but i'm in no mood for celebration. i'm sure others are right. so yea.

at tampines mall today, now, is the singapore idol roadshow. bleargh. confirm banyak orang nyer. go just to see hady mirza is so not worth it when the venue is flooded to the max. can i just start a new life? where all the bad past is being brainwashed? i hope i can. but when?

now i'm ok with the band members and not friends. oh whathehell. i'm so going to make this right once and for all. i'm going to get back on the right road again. by hook or by crook. forget about people who wants fame. but when they fall, they come crawling to the normal students. yea, that's what i'll do.

yea later going to sakura at downtown nyer. to makan. ohs whatthehell. i have nothing much to say.

ok so now my name's appearing everywhere. wow. yea ok so now it's raudhah just can't shut her mouth about that and had to tell kak dayah bte yahya. great. nevertheless, i won't do anything to create anything. from now on, i won't help people. 'cause i'll only cause trouble. that's already proven in your eyes right people. so yea. so now, the matter's close? ok. yea i know. i SHOULD apologize too. i'm SORRY. sincerely. if you all think i'm just saying sorry for the sake 'cause no one is fighting, so be it. i know i'm wrong also. i said sorry for like forever ok.

rre's name appear the most once. now me. way to go. lya, i'll forever be the one to read your book last after like forever. and allowed to read the first page of your ever so new diary when it's a new book. then, no more. might as well don't let read kan. you're lucky that thing that happen, i shut my mouth. if you don't remember, typical. and you better go ngaji. i'm sick of telling ustazah why you never come. and i'm sick of her asking if you quit or continue or why you come or never. i'm tired of blabbering about why you never come. i can't think of anymore excuses to cover up for you. 'cause i'll be repeating it over and over again if i keep saying the same thing.

everytime when something comes to an end, i'm end up being the one picked. 'cause i told both parties what i know. but what happens in the end? the problem ends also kan. and it goes to someone else. but the... nevermind. i know it's useless saying this, 'cause no one ever thinks that way. ohs wells. yea i know. i have bad reputation of can't keep my mouth shut. kan? okies then. i'm fine with it. i'll never get involved in anything anymore. i know. i can't be trusted anymore. trust-liar.

i hate 9teen. bleargh.

ok so i got ''hit'' yesterday at her blog, i think. i know about it ok. haiis, if only i can do something to make the situation back to peace again. i think, i should satay away from helping people and making the situation better when it's not. gugugu. ok fine, and i'll swear i won't get into any of this. 'cause it's best i stay out. and that's what i think too.

dnt ws ok i guess. well, to me everything is ok. no good or bad. except sometimes bad. gagagaga.continued doing pratical. almost done i think. but whatsoever la eyhs. haiis...

that's so insulting seys. playing the mallets. ahaha. fine so i suddenly hit the wrong note. memalukan. i got all red seys. dang! but i'm slowly learning. woiits syed ahmad. who's the selenge one? you tell me. wakakakaka. selenge to the max. sayyid [fat], thanks eyhs for asking abg ash to teach me drums. woopspedo :)

i totally have no idea what to post. i shan't post about what happen today. feel like imitating that line again. but scared seys. damn ass seys. prfft. i hope things will be back to normal pretty soon.

a word of caution to YOU , not rre ok. don't think i'm like this to you, you pijak my fcuking head ok. look at me when talk or whisper to people. terasa ke apa? gaah. sometimes i feel like slapping you. but i won't. 'cause i think it's pathetic to slap you. you won't even understand it. and 'cause of YOU, i got scolded a few times. think what? you can come and go as you like? eyh please la, don't act princess can. wait, you can't even be one. i'm not saying i can be, 'cause i can't. unlike you who think so to the max of that. guess what. GET A LIFE. don't step punk. not shab okies. nothing have to do with 2/five girls.

continue from where i stop from previous post. is it she lost her trust in me? that's why she's like that? is this what's all about? trusting one another? i guess so. i know i was in the wrong of doing that. but i thought she knows it since like from dulu? haiis, all she wanted to know was. why do you hate her? that's all. i know alot of your trust in me i misused it. i didn't mean to. but then when i let out what you tell me, is what i think it should be out. i didn't mean it turn out this way ok. i thought telling her would like resolve abit the situation. but i was wrong. it turned out differently 'cause you took it differently. i didn't mean any backstabbing or what.

so now i'm back to square one. all this doesn't make sense. everything i do, is wrong. so, what is it that i do is... right? this has no meaning at all. i just don't understand. why is it that i'm always the one that is usually being flooded with many stories when it's just ONE SITUATION? why? trying to find fault in me? now i learnt the real way of handling it and i'll apply to it. thanks yarh awak.

i'll make it up to you someday as a true friend. i don't want any fog to be in our way as friends. i hope i'm able to do so. sorry for making you lose trust in me. really sorry.