combined science tomorrow laa.
gawd, i'm going to miss mr.di's lessons seyys. ohh wells.
insya'allah i will do well for tomorrow's common test :)

Quote #14 : Love is not blind - It sees more and not less,
but because it sees more it is willing to see less.
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Quote #09 : When you love someone,
all your saved-up wishes start coming out.
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Inspirational Quote #05 : A champion is someone who gets up,
even when he can't.

now you know how much it hurts to actually having to do this.
now you know how much it hurts to be sarcastic towards a friend.
now you know how much it hurts to actually defend the right of a friend.
now you know how much it hurts having to earn the rights.
now you know how much it hurts to feel bad and sad.
now you know how much it hurts when people make your life hard.
now you know how much it hurts to see your friend lose a friend.
now you know how much it hurts to see yourself losing your friend's friend.
now you know how much it hurts when no one cares.

but then again, like what you said. you don't bother.
but i hope you do.
because i don't enjoying doing this.
and i don't this out of hatred.
but i did this out of hurt and sadness.
it's not fun doing this.
do read and understand.

imagine. that's your heart.
and i deliberately took a knife and stab you.
cool right if that happens.
or wait.
how about the other way round.
i know you will be dying to do that.

but then again...
tsk! to people who have thick skin la deyy.
do slap yourself and come back to reality.
or better yet. slap your fats :)
oh yes. i'm being mean here.
i know what you said about me.
prfft la okayy.

as i read the book and sang to the music,
i can't help it. but to let the rose bleed.
i can't help it but to let the tears roll.
you taught me this song. you got me to tears.
i regret having to learn it. but i know.
everything happens for a reason

school's been alright i guess. haas. band was ok. SUPERMAN RETURNNNNN -.-" nice la okay. timpy timpy. mallets, i'll leave it to chian & drea. haas O.o

maths, been a sucker lately. oh wells. it may seem true what jas said. if he keeps on teaching us, 3/5's going to lose hope in studying maths. oh wells. now we can only depend on our maths files. and whatever foundation about maths that we know of. completing squares, what heck method he teaching?? *doink* masya'allah. what's more with the stupid pass which he confidently claimed that it was a student from our class who placed it at the water cooler *doink* oh wells. asalkan dia bahagia, sudah la.

okay i got nothing to blog about. this is like my first proper entry after how many eons of not giving a proper one -__-" oh wells. HAH. bye :D

oh, & i'm so tempted to go to her face, tell her that the letter D & F ARE different. and can be identified easily. unless of course you're identifying the letter E and F, quickly. which can be hard at times. hell yea i'm rude right now. STOP ME, please.

& i let the blood drip to the floor.
& i let everything disappear.
& i let my mind turn me inside out.
& i let it take me far away from where i thought i belong.
& i let what i thought was true turn to lie.
& i let the blade run through my hand, again.
...............

mum said not to mess with those kind of kids above.
they're violent. sadly, i'm one of them too.

get a life while you can la seyy.
but then again, i shall rest my case :)
i know i'm good :)

there's a HUGE, i mean HUGE difference you know.
tsk tsk tsk! and hell yea i'm insulting here.

*note: to all people, don't teraser ok. no worries la seyy :D
trust me!

HARRY POTTER IS A MUST WATCH, OK :D
fcuk killers. fcuk that stupid pink-cat-lady who always use her fcuking authority to earn or gain her rights which are totally fcuking bull-to-the-shit.
get the picture? don't bother. go watch it.


you know we can't be that close. but we are that close as friends. i just can't take it. did it really have to happen. i wonder to myself, why.

don't depict how my life is now. don't ever change how it is like. because the picture is apparently telling a lie.

AND WHEN THE TRIGGER GOES, I'LL GO TOO

GET THE PICTURE, hazwan?

SHOOT ME!
.haiis.

Izinku Pergi

Sinaran mata
Cerita segalanya
Duka lara terpendam
Memori semalam
Tinggal segala cinta
Tiada kembalinya
Abadi kasih kita
Kau bawa bersama
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya

* Chorus

Pergilah rinduku
Hilangkan dirimu
Tak sanggup menanggung
Derita di kalbuku
Pergilah sayangku
Bermula semula
Semangat cintaku
Membara kerana dia
Tiada niatku

Tersemat jiwa
Setia bersamanya
Cinta murni berdua
Beribu tahunnya
Mimpi indah mekar
Saat cinta bersemi
Sedetik asmara syurga selamanya..

Repeat Chorus: *

Maafkan daku duhai kasih
Izinkan Ku Pergi…
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i won't let you go. the friendship means alot to me. after 9years, this is what you want in the end.
i won't let you do that. please. don't let that happen and stay and insya'allah everything will be ok.
everything happens for a reason. & i'm not going to let our friendship just vanish off like that.
i can't have you gone missing again. please. *cries* ))':

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu
Sebegitu
Pudar kah sudah cinta yang ku beri
Berwarna warni segala
Yang dijanjikan ia

Chorus
Usah biarku bersendirian
Usah biar hati mu di tawan
Usah biar diri ku di sini
Seorang menunggu tanpa teman

Usah lepas genggaman tangan mu
Usah biar semua berlalu
Usah terlupa perasaan hati
Pertama kali kita bertemu

Usah lepaskan

Bridge
Tak mudah ku melupa segala yang berlalu
Ku ingin selalu bersama mu

Repeat Chorus

Ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
Engkau dan dia harus bersama
Mendungnya langit bila berkata
Kita patutnya masih bercinta
Usah lepaskan

Usah lepaskan
Usah lepaskan

Yang terindah
Terlukis di bibir mu
Tak pernah ku lihat senyum mu

Sebegitu
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& you know it's not worth looking back to the past. because everything happens for a reason.
& if this song really talks about the situation now, i'll be left speechless.
& that part which is bold, it really says what you feel.

MILK RUN 2007 was BLAST-OFF la okay! much better than last year, no offence. more people, more fun. and i managed to take a picture with PAUL TWOHILL AND LIONAL LEWIS :DDD
syafiqah too. haha, it was nice. there was glenn and jean too. venetta(correct spelling?) also. JDI from the dance floor was also there. CHERS, i think that's the spelling, was there too. made up of Serenade and another girl. they rap, aiseyy! it was superb. haha. && i saw someone from my past who i still remember and made me cry because of something personal. i smiled at him :) haha, still looks the same. i don't think he remembers me. ohh wells. students from loyang secondary were there too. CRESTWINDS & SEMWINDS were there. and we thought they pulled out. hmmm.
overall it was blast la okayy. better than expeceted. except sock chian didn't turn up. take care okay. i worry for you. many are. haiis. the weather wasn't that bad when the actual event happened. at least my eyes didn't go blind. phew. unlike the practice just minutes before the actual one. gawdd, everything was blue seyys. haha. lame. so ya, I LOVE MILK RUN 2007. ANDDDD i LOVE ZOUK TOO :D
OH! not to forget. there were darth vader, chicken little, fantastic4, harry potter's friend, cosplay, CAPTAIN JACK SPARROW (...RRE :D...) and that's about it. of course la not the real cast. but the captain jack did look similar to the real one. only this one, haiis haiis haiis. *shakes head* rayyan, i agree with you bro :) but whatever.

okay, the pictures are down there. and i'm done blogging about today. :D
tomorrow no school. at least i got time to do up my D&T. sheesh. prfft. bye. night :D



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