a quick one i supposed. will be going out at 0830h to school with the usuals :D

anyways, updates frm last... errr... friday? around there. ya.

250108 ; Friday
can't remember anything about it though. OH! all i know is that i came late for band. however(!), i fall in :D ahahks, i'm a good band member (-.-)

260108 ; Saturday
had T.A. was ok laa. after T.A, took another long route home. once home, i went to sleep, back. tired laa seyy. slept like a pig till around 1700h? then followed my parents to Expo to some halal thingy, i forgot the name of it. OH! & i tell you, THERE WAS A MD HAZWAN HAMDAN LOOK ALIKE. literally, you know. only, this one was skinnier, doesn't wear specs and uhhh... yes, tall. ahahks, *am i insulting hazwan? =x * & ya, the voice almost sounded like him. ahahks, whatever. after that headed to MAK'S PLACE! i love the thai spicy fried rice. yummy! *to my friend you should go there ok. food there are delicious. hehe*

270108 ; Sunday
HAPPY 14TH DEAREST COUSIN SYUHRAH HASSAN :D [did i get that name right?]
she's finally 14. sorry eyys, i'm going to be 16 this year. you wait long long ok. ahahks. still have no idea what to get for her =x nothing much happen here. only, followed parents to some wedding. after which we headed to GIANT. i was in baju kebaya?! and was a GIANT -.- whatever.

280108 ; Monday
2YRS 8MTHS RRELIFF :)
am i missing out anyone's birthday here? ok nevermind. anyways, school as usual. surprisingly english supplementary class ended early. yayness. after that accompanied allyme to clinic after which we headed to Loyang Point. waited for shazni and nadrah. then we went to central again, and slacked. till 1800++h and headed home (: OH! never buy mee kuah if you can't stand the smell of goats (-.-) thank you shazni for eating my portion, sorry =x

290108 ; Tuesday
1YR FRINE&NIZAM :)
nothing much happened. we had our sexuality education today. on going steady vs. dating (go, ohh?) after that had band. i fall in again :D hehe. so happy seyys rau. that's the 3rd or 4th time i think. ohh wells. after that had sectionals. wahh tired seyys. OH! nizamFish came back :DD miss him so much! after that nadrah, nizam and i headed to central. update each other about life. then walked home, met nash. and we all got home. ya. nothing much. I MISS NIZAMfish. ahahks.

alrights, that's all for the updates. shall edit here and there later on once i got home from school. heading to school now. BYE :)

07`STUDENTS' RESULTS

& really, the pressure is already up. the results were out about 1430h in school just now. it was seriously a shocking but a positive news. the 07`O level students did well. as usual, 4five-er(s) were full of excitements. not to forget, were full of fear.

the sec4s & 5s were asked to be in the hall with the 07` graduands to witness and hear the results. there were 32 students with 4distinctions (go "wow"). 27 with 5distinctions (go "omg"). 16 with 6distinctions (go "omfg"). && nizam, shafiq and el-malique were those few who got 6 distinctions :D congrats! wait, i'm not done yet. then there were 9 with 7distinctions (go "wth"). && finally... 3 with 8distinctions (go "omg!are they crazy?!") one of them was umar (ally, go wooo). omg laa ok the results. the tension is already building up, i tell you. sigh.

most of them did well (: dayah, aishah, huda, emiliyana, etc. however, someone, *no comments* it was truly shocking upon sawing it. don't be dishearten alrights. sigh. OH! nash scored an A1 for malay! congrats :D

anyways, with those results revealed, everyone this year is going to have work their brains and butts out. stress stress stress. work smart, rau. shit, i'm talking to myself. gaah. i'm scared.

alrights, i'm done. mugging starts from now. sigh. here comes hell. ok, i want to eat. bye.

belated 16th MD RAZZAN RAZAKI (:

HAPPY BELATED 16TH TO MD RAZZAN RAZAKI :Dlove you laa seyy bro (:
NC16 for you, boo! anyways, sorry it's nothing much the present. ahaks, loves!

anyways, school was ok today. 4five went back to our supposedly classroom, 4th floor. i'm sitting near the corridor, ohh wells, it doesn't matter (: as long as i still have those good companies around me. nyehs.

after school had english supplementary class. my friend i went ok, bwekk. i'm good girl (as if), gaah. after that, headed to Whitesands with nadrah. bought my colored pens for D&T, sigh. after that headed to Central. slacked around. hehe, then a friend of ours came. HAHA, crazy laa seyy. && thanks for the bubble tea treat. this friday, if we normal 5 slack again, my treat alrights (: about 1830h left for home. that's about it. yaa.

D&T, sigh. i've not transferred anything to the A3 papers. cautious laa seyy. tomorrow will be showing my teachers my drafts. if they approve, i'll copy them down right to the A3s. although, i'm short of marker pens. sigh. talking about marker pens, this whole week, money needs to be out, alot. aiyoo! ohh wells, whatever.

ok, i'm done, bye (:

updates updates updates :)

proper update today, i presume? feeling much better i supposed. friday just had me cracking up with laughter. like i told the friday people, if i die, i know who to blame. ALI H. (: muahaha. ok enough of that. let's update about the 3days camp which i had from 14-16 of january (:

140108 ; Monday
first day of camp. atmosphere was filling with excitement. ya laa mainly, the sec1s, 2s and 3s were having their over night camps at wherever-it-is. while us, sec4s and 5s had learning camp. but what do we got to lose. so anyways, first lesson was interesting. mr dass rocked hard. after the lesson we had a short break and proceeded to mdm hani's lesson. omg, she was effingly funny. with the eyes and expressions. she taught us well about eating etiquette (: after that headed home since parents was at home (: that's about it for monday.

150108 ; tuesday
2nd day of the camp. that also meant swensens day too! ahahks. headed to school. first thing in the morning, someone went up to me & asked me to partner him. being half awake, i stupidly agreed and realise the regret i was in. wahh was trying to avoid him as much as possible. sadly, it got around. omg laa seyy. i was begging sean to partner me. after mdm hani's class, we had break. then that someone went up to me and said, "you'll be my date for the day" !@#$% like uncomfortable laa. ok, cut that skit. i'm lazy to type it out. whoever knows about it, shush (: sean, thanks for calming me down. literally, i felt good that solomon, roy and rui yuan and my girls made me better. plus, the 'F' language and chinese speaking. huahuahua :D
back to swensens. obviously fish was more than chicken. but chicken tasted better. whatever it is, it was awesomely delicious (: we had chocolate ice-cream, and there was an inside joke about it (-.-) gross, yuck. after that headed back to school and went to loyang point with nash. bought my files, then we headed to whitesands. had a great time and talk with her (: i miss her loads. it was raining. but manage to head home about 1600h.
about 1830h, my friend messaged. met up for a while. sorry, your A.S.A.P doesn't work. nyehs (: while mine, did. omg, shut up about it to those who knows what i said. 2230h baybeh! ahahks. that's for tuesday (:

160108 ; wednesday
last day of the 3days camp. we did the DISC test for the 1242352th time. omg. ahahks, as usually i'm an 'S'. gaah. i love mr dass's talking. interesting and funny (: after that we had the final lesson which was on interview skills. it's a very useful lesson. i love it laa (: after everything has ended, i didn't had any where to go. OH! supposed to go for my backbone appointment. but it was rushing so my dad had it canceled and set up to another day, which i have not picked yet. whatever. so anyways, since i had to talk to someone, i messaged with amina mastura asking if we could meet up. she agreed and we met. thank you so much dearest! ily (: we talked alot. catch up with many things (: we got home about 1700h. ya, that was about it for wednesday (:

170108 ; thursday
yesterday, nothing much happened? except, sean, nadrah and i were supposed to do our Design & technology. but somehow, that didn't happen. ahahks, ate at loyang point MacD. azmi, duaneRetard, namiraSushiTwin and salihahFlyFlyFriend were there. joke alot laa they all. omg, duane, ahahks! then my friend came. nyehs. we all left about 1700h. sean went off first. nadrah went... i don't remember where. whereas my friend and i went to slack. ahahks. after which we went home. huhu ^^

180108 ; friday
i love today! ahahks. had SS class test. de-contextualised SBQ. omg, it was hard(!!) i didn't manage to complete the last question, omg. sigh. after school, Mark accompanied me to loyang point(yes, again). had to buy the file which my mum wanted. finally! more varieties of colors. ahaks. then Mark bought his small lunch. omg, ages laa seyy they had to make it. we had many funny stories behind the slow service, opps. after that we headed back to school for band. band was ok? i didn't play anything, huahuahua (:
after band, nadrah and i headed to central to meet those 3 guys, again. aiyoo! can die i tell you being with them. especially ali. ahahks. boleh naik gila laa seyy. ohh! and unlike ali, fareedz is kind ok ali. nyehs, at least he lend me his bike. hehe. we had a good laugh all together. about 1930h we all split and headed home (: enjoyed my day. at least they made my day. next friday again? ahahks (:
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i need time to settle myself first. i'm in a state of blank, unsure. if it's about time management that i failed, speak. i'm willing to listen. i'll talk when i'm ready. sorry i turn down the offer to talk together. honestly, i'm afraid to face you girls. knowing that i had made major mistake in neglecting you girls, in a way. i need time first, please. but seriously, from the bottom of my heart, i miss you girls. and that includes you too, andrea (: i really miss all the times that we had. laughing, disturbing people. having those funny moments, everything. and you girls never place me as someone who is the odd one. i miss all of you, really. sigh.
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that's all. tomorrow T.A.! yay, ahahks, happy seyys rau. ahahks, ok bye night (:

(EDIT) couldn't put up the video(s). too big urhhs. anyone who wants the video, tag me. i'll try to send you the video(s) (: (/EDIT)

i got this from abg dani's blog :) somehow, it does make sense. however, i'm still at doubt to whether this includes those people whom are very close to you. in other words, friends. does it... abg dani? ohh wells. blog is back up, i guess. shall do a proper update once all these are gone. a long and proper update. on level camp ya? (: till then, it shall be as it is.

"life is too short to wake up
in the morning with regrets

so love the people who treat you right
forget about the ones who don't

and believe that everything happens
for a reason

if you get a chance, take it
if it changes your life, let it

nobody said it would be easy
they just promise that it would
be worth it"

& i'm lost in the world that is written all over the place as though they are just articles that pleases people around the world. & these articles are personally written by me. there are too many for me that i lost count. in a state that i can't contain, i threw everything around me. these articles flew across the room and landed everywhere. now that part of my life article is wrongly written, i couldn't find that missing article. i sat down in misery and moan. what if that part of the article is not written. what if i had control the state that i couldn't contain. what if... i wrote my life with patience and not rush things. things would have been better... from the beginning. but now, it's too late to erase and rewrite them, back. what seemed like a perfect friendship, turned sour. &... is there anyway i could make it up to it?

"I'm sorry for misunderstanding you.. There's still some tings that are clouded but maybe the 3 of us don't want to talk about it.. sorry again.."

guess they can't be honest, can they? they've found a new member to their ever perfect group. and their new born group, STEPHARD JAN. consist of alyah, liyana, shazni and andrea. *applause* good for you girls.

OVER REACTING, FCUK OFF!

So, sono più di reagire. Ma di fronte, che hanno di lei. Uno che non ha mai la fiducia in noi l'inizio di qualcuno. Colui che non ha come LRB perché RBC (sub gruppo di LRB), è stato chiuso. Ma ora, tutto ciò, lei ha preso. Andare avanti. Hanno tutti lo si desidera. Tutti voi mai aspettato per me durante il recesso. Mentre i, aspettato. Sono stati tutti voi nel vostro mondo con quelle risate e mai preoccuparsi anche di condividere con esso. Applaudire molto, molto sarcasmo! Non hanno mai nemmeno preoccuparsi di parlare con me quel tempo. Tutta l'attenzione è andata a lei. Non c'è più equamente diffuso. Bene, forse lei mi può sostituire. Ya forse lei può. Andare avanti.

Che insanguinano l'inferno male che conosci. Ma la gente ti conosce? NO inferno. Sciopero il mio nome dalla lista. Esso non si sente più la stessa di essere con voi persone. Tanto per la richiesta di un gruppo, prfft.

Sono l'uno senza l'inferno sanguinosa quelli ad alta gadget.
Sono l'inferno sanguinosa uno stupido nel gruppo.
Sono l'inferno sanguinosa bassa classe.
Sono l'inferno sanguinosa colui che non ha un fcuk sui miei amici.
Sono l'inferno sanguinosa colui che ha un basso IQ.
Sono il sanguinoso inferno che è uno tra i peggiori.

Ciò che più ci sono? Ma volto, voi ragazze ha ottenuto la sua. Lei ne ha tenuto conto di tutte le attenzione di distanza. Prendendo la sua handphone tutto il tempo e le persone chiedono per il loro telefono cellulare per visualizzare le immagini, canzoni e mantenere sostanzialmente vantare su di esso. Ho visto. Ya, forse sto saltando a conclusione. Che insanguinano l'inferno si prende cura. Se questo è ciò che è accaduto, potrebbe anche solo salti. Fcuking male alright. Già questo non è che fcuking raudhah che è folle qualunque. Questo è raudhah che odia tutti, il desiderio che tutti raudhah non esiste. Il raudhah che meritano uno stretto schiaffo da tutti. Gaah! Sto NON me. Fcuking che preoccupa!

Lei è sempre tutta l'attenzione. She's getting tutti girando a lei. Anni ha appena fuori una parola per me. , Ma migliaia e milioni di parole per gli altri. Essere felice perché ora si rendono conto tuo errore di non fidandosi di noi e l'inizio. Perché hai ottenuto ciò che si desidera adesso. E sono felicemente divertente. Che per essere felici! Ya, i, è sparito. Ya, i dichiarare io non sono più parte di essa. Lei è il nuovo membro della cricca. Essa sostituisce me. Questo è ciò che si desidera. Queste persone. Hai ottenuto. Hanno appena terminato.

OH, & it's ok. Andare avanti. Essa può essere con tutti voi. È molto meglio che essere con tutti voi, piuttosto che a me. Penso che la parola "noi": è tre, meno di me. Dal volto, voi ragazzi non conoscono nemmeno i giorni che esisteva anche per invitarmi alla conversazione. Molto di più di reagire? Fcuk. Sono soltanto un inutile pezzo di amico che tutti voi pensiero sono cambiati. Verità? Così sia. Evidente, infatti, uno di voi, non cambia. E 'questa la cosa è una smart ass. Contrasto, sono uno stupido con la non IQ, a tutti. Felice?

Le ragazze si sono lei. Sono ya. Bye, sto fuori di lì. Sciopero fuori tutti quei momenti RBC. Chiamarlo ridere e sono tutti di nuovo, se si vuole. Perché stupido e bassa classe di persone non merita questo. So, sono più di reagire e meritano uno schiaffo. Ma ripeto, prima di pensare indietro farlo. Vedere chi è che ignora. Bleargh. * Grida *

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UPDATE!

okay 1 week of not updating. busy with school work. D&T O level theme out, stressing on it, alot. homeworks keep coming in, revision, especially maths, is on the run. and... ya, i think that's about it. ok shut up, i shall update, what i remember (:

070108 ; Monday
nothing that i remember of, except that D&T theme was out on that day. sigh. OH! ya, i remembered. when loyang point with nadrah to do our homeworks. on the way there, ahahks, BIONIC EARS right nad. & that woman ain't reach yaww, ok, shut up. liyana & shazni joined us soon after their classes. ya. nothing much happened (:

080108 ; Tuesday

after school, had a hair cut at loyang point (there, again), with shazni. short short short O.o regret, but i know once it's long, i'll shut up :) after that headed to Whitesands. met liyana there. waited for alyah. we pranked her, ahahks. then headed to Swensens, yummy. Tat Cheong soon came & joined us. joke alot and we were bloated. after that had Ben&Jerry's. my gawdd, was even more bloated. ahahks, after that i headed back to school to visit Band for a little while. the rest went to the beach, i heard. sorry had to leave ): coincidentally, my friend messaged me. ahahks. met up. slacked till 2045h, huhu ^^ caught in the rain, but not much. ahahks. advance right. nyehs (:

090808 ; Wednesday (:
turn down the offer to go breakfast with the usuals. had a frigging headache. woke up at 0830h. mum sent me to school, ahahks. lessons were ok laa. self-study, finished up whatever homework i had. nyehs. P.E, it was raining. so went up to our supposed 4five classroom, nice nice. after that, i don't remember what happened, dang. OH! walked home with alyah & nadrah. ya. hehe (:

100108 ; Thursday
school as per normal. *yawns* after school, headed to whitesands with nadrah. thought of doing D&T and homework, but was lazy once reached whitesands, nyehs. headed to KFC to have our late lunch. then Taufik, Farhan Zainal, nad's friend (i forgot the name) & their friends came. weird people. go in, sit down, change place, stand up, stood still and walk off (-.-) after that headed home. nadrah accompanied me, east loop. then came taufik & friends, again. funny people. ahahks.

110108 ; Friday

school, usual, again. self-study, did whatever i felt needed to be completed, nyehs (: after that, 4five & 4six headed to Singapore Poly Open House. atmosphere was, wow. sadly, nad & i broke off from our group. ahahks. wandered around like lost people. cool courses they offer ^^ walked walked and walked. about 1700h, headed back to school. reached at 1800h. nad & i headed to central. sat down at the stairs. then came ali, zainul & fareez(did i got it right?). we, five, slacked till 1945h. i broke ali's specs, just like that (-.-) sigh. got home, revise, then played jigsaw. ya.

120108 ; TODAY

had T.A today. first class, ahahks. nice class i have (: i felt weird laa eyy. being the only sec4 in the class. friends were not bad (: supposed to meet my friend at 1100h. but class was extended till 1115h, by then he went for is T.A. lucky lucky ^^ wait long long for the next time ok :p after that, headed home. about 1330h, went to meet nad. we went to Temasek Poly Open House :D atmosphere was awesomely wow, literally. goodie bag was superb (: walked around. then saw solomon, jonathan, han zhen, roy, rui yuan, nadzirah and some other PRCS friends (: met ferhan. he became our tour guide. he received many beatings from me, ahahks, sorry bro ): canteen food was delicious (: courses offered were really getting my attention. it was raining by 1600+. nad & i headed to Tampines Mall. walked and walked. dad called. headed home. while walking near the MRT station, nad suddenly shouted, "OMG!" and i turned. huhu ^^ i'm so happy can? coincidental meet, nyehs (: after that, dad rang me again and he fetched me. headed to aunt's house. when i came, Syuhrah & family plus Haris & family went home. sorry la i came late, huhu. i love naylie alot, ok (: hehe, about 1930h headed home. wash up, and now, i'm here (:

not much update, ya? huhu. please, don't mind the pictures. if you can't stand it, kindly leave. huhu ^^ next week, 3days camp. swensens, yet again, yessah! ahahks. oh, & appointment on wednesday. accompanying me, my friend? :D alrights, that's all. won't be blogging that much. ciao :)

today was PRCS CCA Open House. damn i tell you. it was the BOMB (:
met liyana, andrea, sock chian and leroy at downtown Mac. i was late, as usual. bought my breakfast at Burger King instead of Macs (betrayer yaww). abour 0840h left for school. reached school, surprise to see parents still streaming in. wow. yea right -.-

anyways, headed to band room. a few seniors came. kenneth, wei xing, hidayah (:, nizam (:, huda (:, emiliyana (:, jonathan (: & some others that i can't remember. did warm up. then practice afew pieces before going down. once everything down, waited for the parents to leave the hall. OMG, i tell you. we waited for like, i-don't-know-how-many-minutes-coming-to-hour downstairs. sigh. then mr goh said take a break laa. then just as we left for break, the parents came down. we rushed back & started playing. played, in sequence, Sock Hop Tonight, Nursery Rhymes Upside Down, 80's Flashback, British Are Coming. yea. then had break. to allow other CCA to promote theirs. then after that, played again. HUHU. the last song played was Crystal Moon (: after that, pack up & went up. before that, sec4s had to somehow, promote band around. being me, i went to disturb people. i disturb a few teachers, ahahks & a few friends. some had the shock of their life laa when i said "*insert whoever's name* come join band". wonder why. nevermind, anyways, after fall out, headed to Central with alyah, liyana and andrea. nadrah soon came after. after they had eaten, i left for home about 1400h.

1430h, went to meet saiful, to do homework & helped him in his Maths. coincidentally, bumped into mastura & amirah dearest (: at Whitesands's Library. then we four did our homeworks. nyehs, i did my reference on Literature, huahuahua. the three GVSS people were busy with maths, ahahks. then amirah & mastura cam whored. told saiful & i to join in, alamakk, paiseyy laa seyy. then took solo pictures with mastura & amirah, respectively. unfortunate for them, my face destroyed the picture. sigh. & they laughed alot i tell you. sometimes they suddenly burst into laughter. HUHU ^^

amirah & mastura then headed home first. saiful & i slowly walk. walk & walk & walk till my area. and then, home. nyehs, yea. i've completed my homework, yay! ahahks. except for the English cross word puzzle which is kind of hard to solve it. ohh well.

ya, that's all for today. nyehs. OH yes! i got into the religious class i wanted. seriously, i'm so going to be hit on. my gawdd laa seyy. ohh wells, as long as i manage to keep up with my religion, that's good enough (: & i think i'm going to like the ustazah (: she took me & placed me in her class, yayness! ahahks, same day as liy (: only different timing ): nevermind.

ok laa, i want to rest. night (:

note : this monday, D&T O level theme will be out O.o

they HAD to spoil my day

wasn't a good head start on the first day of school. actually school was fine. nothing much. it was great to see all my classmates again. at the beginning of the day, HomeRoom period. Ms Junainah showed us slides on the days till Os begin. as in the written paper. approximately 133days we'll get taught by our teachers. minus all those public holidays, school holidays, school events, weekends, examination periods, about there. it's not really far huh. i bet the tension has already rose.

this shows that i better buck up now. get my butt moving and study and not be blogging here right now and always be online, 24/7. i'm already a sucker at SS/History. maths, still not up to that level whereby i can really be confident in doing it. sigh, what's more, mr ng said next week, D&T O level theme's out. still not worried? you should be now. sigh.

in class, we had our seating arrangement, arranged. i'm sitting at the 2nd row, from the front. OMG. i'm used sitting at the back or in the middle because i don't have to literally look up. my neck hurts from doing that. but nevertheless, i'm ok with it. with the companies i have around me, especially to my right & the front (:

after school, headed to the mosque, again. sigh. 2nd time i tell you. & i'm not registered, yet again. i'll have to come back, again. sigh. honestly, i'm already ashamed having to go there, again to register. what's more, the third time i'm going there, my friend will be tagging along together with liyana & i. && sigh... nevermind. my friend should have followed just now. ohh wells, i don't know ahh. ok rau, shut up. then met matin, to get my drumset score back. gaah. then i received a call, which made me pissed, till now. a great thing to start my first day of sec4 life. prfft.

tomorrow's timetable as per normal. shit. after which, i'll be having band, due to CCA day this saturday, gaah. & i'm currently down with a stupid flu plus a headache, thanks to someone who literally smack my head HARD enough till it's pain. that hurts ok, alot, matin. *preparing parang, not literally*

gaah, bye. tell me all these are really not happening. sigh.