if there's ever one thing that i wish to do now is... SHOUT! all the core subjects are cleared, for my sec.2 life of examinations. and oh yes, not forgettting, sleep. i just love to sleep. now, malay was that hard. the comprehension. see, i'm getting stupid at malay. many say it was easy. like you heh? i know your malays good. but i'm better than you. hehks. whatever. maths was oh-so-ok. didn't expect it that do-able. i mean i would be struggling usually. well ya now i still leave some blanks. but not that i'm out time or what. but i purposely deliberately did it. cause it was really obvious i can't do that some. well, i don't know lah. malay was gosh. i've said enough about exams. now that core papers are down, i'm loving it :)

she thought i was going home with him. he wasn't even school. because he doesn't even have school. oh well. i'm sorry.
bleargh. i wish i'm dead.

is there a band somewhere near my house? because i was hearing drums, cornets, the brasses instruments. in the middle of a nowhere suitable place to play? oh well. i miss band. i spilt the band memories into two. the time i met you. and the time i had to survive without you. i'm confuse. help...?

may i screw science paper just now? it just pass the margin of extreme difficult-ness. bleargh. many mistake had to be corrected toos. to many mistake. tsk3. two major papers tomorrow then i'll slack :) i'm going to screw art and maybe D&T. but maybe my last resort of class combination will be d&t. triple science is a goodbye already. third class with optional of 'A' maths may still be possible. that class will probably be my last resort referring to something which i shan't post it here. teehee. well it all depends on the results which i'm having doubt i did well :/

last paper for 'n' level 'A' maths' takers. he's one of them. paper 2. at 1430h. i seem to know the time huhs. wait was it 1400h or 1430h? neverminds. then after that, life will still go on as per normal. now, then, past, present, future, forever = you&me, us (?) please. i'm lost for words to say anything already.

i want to sleep. toodles :)

history is LOVEEEEE :)

assume by the expression i made, you can tell i pretty much love history more than geography though history is a much harder subject compared to geography. that one sentence tells alot about how i feel about history :) spread history baybeh :)

approximately less than 3hrs our dear friend of the 4/2s will take their 'n' level 'A' maths paper one. tomorrow shall be their last and final paper and they can rest till next year. prfft. well lucky for some, exam finish last friday. i'm referring to you You YOU [there isn't any need to guess who is it ya] (!) enough said yea.

i'll blog later. if i ever want to :)

the whole house is being cleaned. well almost. the fact that it seems like forever but it's actually nearing. raya that is. in 13 days time. and before you know it, after the 3rd week of raya, it's back to the normal life of every individual.

every room is almost perfectly as it is. except mine. the room with the most dust. the fact that my room is being labelled the rubbish room. things that can't be stuffed into other room will go into mine. how neat. well that's coming to an end. at least i think it is. everything that i wish to be out shall be out :) and some furnitures will be shift away from it's original place to make it look spacious. but it's the same area just the shifting of the position of the furnitures makes it differ. oh wells.

happy birthday mr zulfadhli [2/8] :) you're fourteen now. same age as me and most of the sec.2s :)

i love you i love you not (?) 190406 (?) i Y you :)

ok have to clean my room. how i wish the comp is in my room. much more better. prfft.

it shall be obvious that i'm going to flunk my maths paper as i already lost about 5-6 marks (?) but on the other hand, i'm really hoping i'll pass. trying to go to a class with no extra subject is really hard and needs effort to into one. what's more once entered that class, i really have to start studying from the beginning of the year and keep on mugging be it common test, MYE or EOY. the pressure is already on by next year twenty07. but subsequently, i may choose to go to DnT class. but after hearing about the 70pages long folio, i might reconsider. hmpfs.

papers were fairly easy. english was just that twitch of difficult but i'm able to pull through. maths was do-able. IF only the time of 1hour, pretty much not enough, be lengthen to say, 1h15mins? but then, it was just that easy except the fact that i was rushing and was careless at one point, it wasn't much time. i sure do hate height huh since i forgotten to time it when finding the volume of the cone. but let's hope for the best. the worst is yet to come on tuesday. maths paper 2 kills. but with the help of what they call the scientific calculator, i hope i'm able to do with ease.

raya is drawing near. no preparation is being done due to tha fact that mum's busy with the PSLE students and examinations. but by this weekends, which is tomorrow, some cleaning is to be done in each of our own rooms. with the dust collecting behind that oh so can't even get any bigger cupboard, i seriously have to ''spring'' clean the whole of my ever so small but nice room. today may be the last post for time being due to the fact i'm trying to mug. mugging. which is kind of late i presume. but i'll try to suck as many as i can into my oh so not working brain. and that, i'm done blogging.

and dear aisyah[2four] came back. i really miss her so. seriously. she looks gorgeous with the new haircut. we miss you aisyah. we love you girl. stay gorgeous.

how long must it take for me to really understand all this? it takes patiency, understandings and of course time to really make everything that very fairly clear for me to understand. it's still unclear to me. it's as though there's just that faint fog blocking the way. i could use some help. using the vacuum or the fan. ok i'm talking nonsense here. but basically i hope i'm able to understand it. with the mids of Ramadhan, much patiency i'm having, that would make me feel better :)

preparation for the EOY? pretty much on the right road. every recess and break will sit in the classroom[though not allow, but it doesn't matter] where there's only bobo, nini & aminabi making a whole lot noise, and me there sitting alone concentrating on what i suppose-to-kill-me-instantly, i think i'm getting a hang of it. with much insultations turn words of encouragement by my brother, i realise it's not just study, revise, do the papers and get over it. it's more of doing it to understand it really hard and trying to put it all into that one thing they call the brain. at the same time trying not to panic when something doesn't go into the brain but rather having a say that do well to pass and not just do and get over with it.

'N' levels kicked off yesterday. he seemed to be doing pretty well, i presume. he commented it was not as hard as what he thought it was. have a straight thinking that you will pass and you'll, insya'allah, pass without a doubt. why am i saying all this? prfft.

is it just that fairly wrong to be talkative when it's already in you since you started talking? i doubt so. you, on the other hand, go around talking as though that person is on a deserted island and is partially deaf. pretty much obvious you told him, who yesterday talked me off. nevertheless, i'm still patient and these all are not fully in my brain. it's been drained out after my-oreo-cheese-cake-friend talked nonsense about sec. life he's gone through. you, obviously, had to tell lies to oh-so-emo-guy that so taught me the wrong way to feel relax. talk and no stop but knows when to stop is already in me. what do you expect me to do if you hate it? give it to you? nah, that's a bad one. 'cause i'll have to take that oh-so-irritating-voice-of-yours. do you want me to stitch my mouth so that i can't talk and totally keep tight shut? that's better. but then i'll probably have to pour out that much amount of money to do so. so, why don't you sponser and give me the money to stitch my mouth? wouldn't that be nice? think about it. on top of that, be sure, i'm still standing strong and trying hard to do what's best for me. which is studying, though it kills me deeply. but nevermind. that too drained out all this sec. life crisis and all the formula and methods and more shits enters leaving absolutely no space for nonsense to enter and stay.

i think i've said enough. i'm off.

i was so crazy searching for the movie that thing you do. sadly i couldn't find it. HOWEVER, i got these two videos. it's bits from the movie. it's really nice. one is at the high school dinner i think where they debute the song for the first time. the other one is at the open to get themselves into the music chart. they made it at no.49. have fun watching it :)
i'm still trying to find the whole movie :)


at the high shcool dinner.


at the open to make it to the music chart.


this is the possible trailer of the movie.