2008, a new year to welcome (:

everyone is going to welcome the new year in about 4hrs or less. 2008, a big year for me, i must say. i'm taking the Os. my secondary school life is going to end. i'm going to be 16. that means NC16 movies, yayness, ok, no. & ya, that's basically what is in store for me, for the coming 2008. now, resolutions, resolutions, resolutions. hmmm, i made one last year for 2007. alhamdulillah, some were accomplished, some, no. i'm not expecting much for 2008. as next year, nothing much can be done. unless you're talking about after Os, which is 10mths from now. & i shouldn't be planning for that. insya'allah i'm able to carry out those resolutions i'm making for next year. it's never easy to plan it well.

2008,

• able to cope with my studies.
• able to manage my time well.
• do well for my Os.
• never neglect my friends.
• can change/remove those remaining bad habits in me.
• be studious till end of my Os.
• be less sarcastic.
• cherish people around me.
• hold better friendship.
• make my parents proud for my Os.
• mug as much as i'm able to so i won't lose out.
• be a better person.
• not disappoint my friend (:
• help friends when they in need of help.
• try to shut up when i'm suppose to.
• live a happy & wonderful life while i still can (:

hmmm, that's quite a number of things i hope for. too much? can say so. but insya'allah i'll try to accomplish them. hey, it's never too late to correct mistakes if you know you can fix them (:
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2007, a great year, not the first half of it. but the 2nd half of it. with friends who are always there, RBC, (NRS)² and of course, 3FIVE (: a class which bonded well. having RBC is awesome. small group, many laughters. we're never too afraid to voice out what we had in mind. when emergency calls, RBC will always be there, for one another (:

then comes my friend who walked into my life, and ya. *psst. more of it, read my eljaay ok my friend (:*

then comes lovable 3FIVE (: friends there are wonderful. from amirah nabilah all the way to umar. all the people in 3FIVE are great! not forgetting the hometutor who really has been there for us since the beginning of our sec3 life. a great teacher, great friends make up a great class (:

i think i've said enough? yes, i have (: ohh wells. 2008, just another year we're going through. nothing much to celebrate, honestly. but just be prepared to what is being in store for us (: may 2008 be a great year for everyone (: ok, i sound as if 2008 is a year not to be missed, shut up rau (:

& it's now like 0214h. i've just completed watching A Cinderella Story. yes, i know. i'm slow. but hey, i finally watched it. i love the movie alright. ahahks, fine, Chad Michael Murray's voice is uber hotness. & gawdd, he looks awesome in the movie. ok rau, diam. HUHU. i'd rate it 9.5/10. due to the graphics. heyy, i watch online alright. so ya.

anyways, today i had my new study table (: love it yaww. ahahks. had to clear my box which was full of school books. while sorting the books and papers in it, i found a few stuffs. ahahks. sadly, all went down the rubbish chute. ohh wells. i got myself laughing. to think i was hooked. ok shush. don't remind me anything. but i kept one thing though, which tickled me. this story, mr. muhd razzan razaki wrote for me. ahahks, damn. ok, shut up (:

after that, i carried on trying to complete whatever homework i can. i'm left with 4 SEQ qns, composition, summary, literature & design&technology. screw them all! school's starting in 3days time. i'm prepared, not. next year, hectic year. time to buy lots of those Nescafe Ice thingy. i need to request for a mini fridge in my room. hoho! next year, i'm going to start mugging on the first month of 2008 till the end of my Os which is in October, 10mths. long way to go? i think NOT. it's short. trust me. with those D&T folios to do. those art students who have to sketch it right & stuffs. it's not going to be easy. & i can't believe i'm saying this. but i don't want to end my upper secondary school life. note, it's upper, not lower. ohh mann, don't get me started on that. sheesh, screw that raudhah 2years back. even i laughed at myself for being so rough & aggressive & whatever bad adjectives that could describe me. ohh wells. & ohh i still remember what RRE told me last year, somewhere after the midst of the year. "you keep saying sorry to people even though it's not your fault. you make it as though you want the blame to go to you and people blame you for it." something like that. i still remember it RRE. thanks alot for giving that wake up call (: self-cautious siaa me last time. now, still abit here and there, but not so. the only one thing i'll be self-cautious about is my hair when i'm with my friend. since he likes to mess up my hair. & he is self-cautious of his too. since the wind sometimes, doesn't love his hair *sticks tongue out* ok, out of context (:

& tomorrow i shall prepare a long list of resolutions. i made one last year. a few weren't accomplish as... memory lane. ahahks, ohh gawdd. mostly were accomplished, alhamdulillah (: insya'allah i will continue to strive to change to be a better person (: alamakk, stop it eyy rau.

ohh wells, i guess i'm off to bed. i must learn to sleep early now. HOHO. someone's already snuggled up in bed. ahahks, well, i'm off.

bye, night (:

post no.588 O.O

deleted the previous post. i posted that out of anger just now. wrong of me to. sheesh rau. sigh.

went to mosque today to try register for religious class. sadly, the person who was attending to us said that it was full, something like that. i was like "alaa". but then again, i think she didn't hear properly or i don't know. i don't want Year1 laa deyy. Year3. sigh. anyways, the lady told us to come back & try register again on 020108 to see if there are slots to go in. ohh wells, it's worth a try, again. i mean it's like, ahhh, nevermind.

anyways, had band yesterday. went school with alyah. she had PSL training. after that, headed to TM to meet qamarina, HOHO. she was with her new boyfiee yaww. sorry to say this, but Taufik Batisah looks better ok (: anyways, it was her first time meeting him (zzz). jadi matair online laa. sheesh. anyways, alyah decided to become paparazzi-tak-menjadi for the day. HUHU, we followed them. for a while only, then we let them go wander to, i don't know where, HAHA.

headed back to Pasir Ris. went to whitesands. alyah bought food for herself & bro at Macs. someone was at Macs eyy. HUHU. after that went to meet liyana at her block there. sat and chatted for a while. fun. about 1513h had to head home. once home, slept like a pig till 1830h. had weird dreams, really. ohh wells.

school's reopening in about 5days time. i'm not yet quite done with my homeworks. screw them i tell you. literally. sheesh, especially the ever hated(no offence) literature, BOO. shucks! & mr ng said the theme for next year Design & Technology will be out soooooon, which is on _ january. which is so fast laa ok. die die die. that one, cannot hold back. because there's folio, presentation board & artifact which will prolly take 3/4 of my life which i put it to studying use. ok exaggerated, but still. that means i'm going to have to burn the mid night oil almost every single fcuking day of next year. even my weekends are going to used up, sheesh! & mum can't nag at me for putting so much attention into it because it's my O level work, next year. literally, i'm freaking out here. & i need RBC study time sooooooon, like really. sigh.

by the way, RBC, we can't celebrate our mthsry. because it's on a sunday. HOHO. oh ya, i forgot, celebrating it next fri. SWENSEN :D shall chip in yawww (: there's going to be alot of events next year which falls on a wednesday. gaah! that includes nineeeeeeeeeee. wait long long till i end school ok. if that is possible (:

ok, bye.

I LOVE THEM :D

went studying today (: sadly, shazni couldn't make it. sigh. so it was RBC + nadrah, jordan & missyQue. HUHU.

before all these, met alyah. she accomapined me to the market. after 53593893025 years, i entered the market, again. had a hard time finding the things mum wanted. HAHA, this prove that i am not ready to be a housewife, yet. sad sad. HUHU. whatever, shame on you, rau. gaah.

after headed home. around 1315h met alyah, again. then headed to whitesand. walked around. saw jordan, jeremy, azmi & zafran. met MissyQue (we were hiding from her actually). then waited for liyana. lastly waited for the sleeping beauty, nadrah, HOHO. while waiting, liyana & i talked. and suddenly, my slipper damn me. the front part tore. like !@#$. i had to drag my feet all the way to the second floor -.- had no choice but to buy a new pair of slippers. $9.90. cheap & nice (: huhu. headed to MRT station, and finally that woman came. left for TM library. reached there, waited for jordan who was from... i forgot? nevermind. he came, headed to library, reference area. i swore i could have snapped at that orang putih seyys. & come on, we weren't even discussing. & that cina guy just had to spilt us up, great. boo! whatever. anyways, left around 1615h, as we got hungry. amazingly, MissyQue stayed to complete her homework. SHOCKING. HOHO. so we went, minus her, headed to TM. on the way saw mastura :D then headed to LJS. couldn't really find seats. OH! saw yen soon & tiqsy there (: finally gotten seats & settled down. liyana & alyah went to find money changer, ahahks. jordan, nadrah & i bought our food first. >>> fast foward. after finish eating, we were literally talking craps which made us laughed like morons. HOHO. laughed hard. some almost spit their drinks out. HUHU. after that headed to find a birthday present for our friend (: bought a wallet, wazaa! then headed CS, montip. alyah bought her stuffs & we went home.

alyah & i were fighting about who gets jordan. ahahks. sorry eyy alyah, HAHA. whatever it is, it was all for fun. HOHO. the 3 of us took the same bus home (: nyehs. fun laa seyy today. well... at least all of us were talking. unlike the woman-who-is-always-on-the-phone-talking-to-her-boyfriend. PRFFT! emo shiets i tell you. gaah.

ohh wells. pictures are above. HAHA. jordan is like some kind of superstar who is taking pictures with his loyal fan, US! HAHA. it was fun having jordan along with us all. at least he didn't feel that weird... right? i don't know. ahahks.

& a moron thought i was the same age as her. PRFFT. but then again, cool. but still, i don't feel young ok. gaah. don't be shock that i'm a year older than you. HUHU. sorry to those who think it's them. no worries, it's none of you but you. if you get what i mean. nyehs.

that's all. tomorrow band. HOHO YES! meeting alyah at 0740h. ok, bye (:

boredom strikes on Christmas Day -.-

Name 20 people in your mind right now.
1. ahmad saiful
2. nadrah
3. nazura
4. abg dani
5. nur aishah
6. naufal hakim
7. liyana
8. shazni
9. alyah
10. hazwan hamdan
11. atiqah ; CSS
12. shamira ; GVSS
13. dzulfadly
14. alif
15. nizam ; FISH
16. hidayah
17. razzan
18. syuhrah
19. huzaifah
20. anna foo

- How did you meet 14?
Through No.1 (:

- What would you do if you never meet 1?
I would do nothing? What do you expect me to do?

- What would be your reaction if 20 and 9 dated?
They’ve dated before, not literally (:

- Did you or will you ever like 19?
My hot cousin? I will if he’s not my cousin =P

-Would 18 and 17 make a good couple?
Sure why not (:

- Describe 1, 3, 6, 9, 12, 15, and 18.
No.1: My personal ustaz, teacher, counselor &… did I miss out anything? (:
No.3: Bubbly little cute pretty sister belonging to No.1 (:
No.6: Fun, crazy & loud cousin belonging to No.1 too & No.5’s one laa (:
No.9: A neighbor, schoolmate & close friend who’s a smart ass.
No.12: A friendly, bubbly girl who is No.1’s best friend & Aiman’s property (:
No.15: A respected senior who never fails to be there for me & my FISH partner (:
No.18: A lovable, pretty & small cousin whom I share secrets & vice versa (:

- Do you think 8 is attractive?
My kemb(aa/rr)(ee/oo)? Why would I find myself attractive?

- What would you do if 11 confess that he/she likes you?
She confessed before, I like her too, ahahks.

- What language(s) do 5 speak?
International language, mother tongue language & abit of those “nohh” language (:

- How old is 16 this year?
Amazing. No.16 is 16 this year :D

- When was the last time you talked to13?
When he asked about the outing which never happened, on MSN.

- Who's 2 favorite band/ singer/ musician?
Jonas brothers, JOJO, & almost similar to what I like too (:

- Would you ever date 4?
Abg dani? Sure, why not. With the presence of No.1 :D

- And how about 6?
Trust me, he will end up dating his PSP & I’ll end up dating the air -.-
Then again, I will, with the presence of No.1 AND No.5 (:

- Is 15 single/taken?
Single for now.

- What is 1's full name?
AHMAD SAIFUL SAADON :D

- Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 12?
We did, but “serious” relationship. During hari raya outing =P

- What school is 3 in?
EPPS (:

-What if 7 dies?
Trust me, then I won’t have anyone to talk to about certain issues ):

ROSÈNSE, love :D

ok, i had a hard time uploading that. sheesh, slow connection. sigh.
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! :D ok, rau, diam.
thank you, my friend for those above (: pinky pink pink! && it smells niceeeeeee. very the wangi (: ok, i'm literally bad with my languages already. sigh. the brand name also very nice. ahahks. thank you (: Je t'aime.

went out today after doing my house chores :D headed to Tampines to get my daily file & story book of the year for 2008. went to popular. bought my daily file. then searched for a story book. none of them was appealing to me. so headed to TIMES. even worse, all were like !@#$. but forced myself to find a suitable book. ended up buying this book CRYSTAL. that's the name of the main book character laa seyy. ohh wells, hope i will enjoy reading it -.-

after that headed to Century Sq & ate at Food Culture. alamakk, nak suruh makan pun susah. lain kali sumbatkan makanan terus. HOHOHO. after that, headed back to Pasir Ris & home. kekeke. saw naufal at TM. that guy looked like blur when saw me. ahahs.

ok, i think that's all. tomorrow is Christmas Day. HOHOHO. hmmm, imagine if Santa had a new way of laughter. i was thinking of some weird laughter he can come up with. like.. i don't know? ahahks. ohh wells.

ok, bye.

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finally, i've watched Alvin & The Chipmunks. ahahks. cute show i must say. & Theodore is uber cute. ahahks. watch the movie, watch the movie! i'd give the movie 9/10 yaww :D

anyways, just stayed at home, doing nothing. gaah. boredom, ya, that's right. boo. i watched the movie in the dark, save electricity. but still, i'm wasting it. ohh wells. can't be bothered to move my hands to do my homework, gaah. soon urhhs. soon. sigh. ok, bye.

yesterday i followed syuhrah & family to East Coast Beach. they were having BBQ. bla the bla the bla. went home about 2245h. around there. ya. mother nature wasn't being kind to us. ohh wells. stayed in the tend during those times when she cried. water sipped through the tent. were busy playing UNO ATTACK. nyehs. bla the bla the bla. i'm lazy to type out the whole thing. i'm tired. sigh. as usual laa seyy. the pictures are up there, so ya. & don't mind the girl in blue, !@#$%^&* (:

OH! around 2200h, was on the phone with my friend. yay, he has returned! ok, shut up. so sorry had to make you call. your hp experiencing jetlaggggggg also laa seyy. yet again, the connection fails to do its job. ohh wells. A all the way to Z, ok (: tell me tell me! :D

today, nothing much to do. supposed to go back to East Coast. cycling with syuhrah & those who
were there. but i didn't go. woke up late. ahahks, that explains why i'm not there =x ohh wells. homework still not done. sigh. school's opening in like how many days time. & yet, i'm still here, doing nothing. emergency calls. i need my study partner. anna! homework session sooooooon, ok?

*closing eyes counting to 4*
& you know that's how i'm feeling now

& that's the butterfly necklace which i love so much & it broke weeks after i bought it ): thanks to my carelessness. ohh wells. ahahks. will buy it again, if i can find it. nyehs (:

OH, SALAM AIDILADHA TO MUSLIMS YAWWW (:
hmmm, shall update about last saturday. ahahks, that day events slipped out of my mind. so anyways, my family headed to makcik's house around after maghrib. haris's family was already there. left syuhrah's family. oh, bro came at a later time because he went there from his workplace. ya. just sat down in abg remy's room & talked. then played PSP, tennis. ahaks, i tell you, you can go mad seyys playing it. especially the tournament. i got frustrated playing it. nyehs. anyways, syuhrah's family came. the kids were all inside. then syuhrah & i went out to watch part of asian idol & talked about stuffs (: after headed back in, played the Bookworm game. watched videos at youtube.com. then played BLUFF, ahahks. around 0100h, i think, around there, left the house. headed to airport. planned to camp there. ahaks. everyone slept in the car. tired, like obvious right. reached airport, there were many people too. just stand one place and talked. all the kids got hungry, ahahks. got bored & tired of standing, sat down, played UNO. hehe, around 0300h plus makcik checked in. omg, about 1mth she'll be away. so ya. then everyone headed home. sigh. tired yaww.

yesterday, hmmmm... had band. came late, free ride, so i'm willing to go late. if you get what i mean, nyehs. mr shahlame came. ahahks. they were practicing blues&dixies. nyehs, i had no parts to play for that song (: michaelrowtheboat said i was a slacker. ahh, shut up yourself. sheesh. then played 80's flashback, kind of getting hang of the song. but it's still hard. sorry to those who taught me how to play, mainly naufal & syed ahmad. sorry. anyways, then play oteyawarakani song. haha, someone can't play it well. like, no offence, sorry laa. never come band some more. prfft. & get this right, i don't hate anyone. sheesh. then back to 80's flashback song. practice like mad laa ok. se-te-ress i tell you playing that song. sigh. anyways, after band, headed home. wasn't feeling that well =x so ya, that's about it.

sigh, i've still not completed my holiday homework. i'm left with composition [it's done, but i threw it away], combinedHumanities [i suck at it], part of combinedScience, literature [don't even talk about it] & design&technology [going to take up alot of time]. so ya, my enthusiasm of wanting to complete them all way wayy before december holidays faded, drastically. sigh. school's reopening in like 2weeks time. ohh mann. then the stress, pressure & tension begins. good luck to us, taking the Os next year =x

OH! before i forget,

HAPPY 12th BIRTHDAY to HAFIZcousin :D
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY to EFFESS, in advance :D
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY to YENSOON, in advance :D
HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY to NAUFAL, in advance :D

HAPPY 1yr ANNI. to SHAMIR[A]IMAN, in advance :D
HAPPY 9th MTHSRY to UTTREEF, in advance :D
HAPPY 6th MTHSRY to DZUL&ANNA, in advance :D
HAPPY 2yrs7mth to RRELIFF, in advance :D
HAPPY 1yr1mth to FALY&ABDULHAKIM, in advance :D
HAPPY 11th MTHSRY to FRINE&NIZAM, in advance :D

did i get them right?

okay, night (:

HADY MIRZA :D

& he owns ASIAN IDOL :D
like, who could ever thought it was Hady Mirza?! i must admit, he did screw up. but the performance with Jaclyn(sp?) was fabulous. he was awesome i tell you! like hell ya singapore owns it! ahahks :D

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i just finished watching this malaysian drama. omg, that is one of those dramas which could actually really put you to tears. like literally. i almost shed those tears of mine. i bet the director, cameramen were all crying when they filmed that drama. like seriously. & it's also a drama which have a learning point behind it. that is never forget those who had actually sacrifice everything in their life just for you. example, our parents. sigh. omg, the drama is still playing in my mind. watch, if you get the chance to. to those who can't see people cry, please prepare a tissue box, containing tissues, beside you. really. the title of the drama is Srikandi Di Hatiku.

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it's currently 0213h or so. it's about 1945h or so at wherever my friend is. sigh, 6more days. goddamnit, i'm enduring, not really. but i know, he is enjoying his trip, ya (:
seriously, i miss my friend ):

& to aishah: thank you for relying the message to my friend (:
ini macam, selalu laa kena mimpi. ahahks, you know what i mean. nyehs.

obviously, bored

seriously, this made me laughed. ahahks, thanks to syuhrah cousin who told me about it. buffalaxed yawww. they're kind of cool. pick a foreign song, hear it. and translate it to what it suppose to sound like in english. ahahks. although, some of the lyric are... dirty. ohh wells (-.-)

& next is hand shuffle. it's like nice laa okayy. hard to do. but it's nice. don't bother about the sounds. ahahks, i took it off youtube =x anyways, enjoy!

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7 more days. sigh.
eyy come home fast ok? ahahks (:
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Quand vous souriez, i souriez
Lorsque vous riez, i rire.
Lorsque vous êtes heureux, je suis de trop.
Mais quand tu pleures, ne dites pas je ne m'en suis pas trop.
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Lorsque vous êtes allé, i miss you.
Quand i manquez vous, i think of you.
Quand je pense à toi, je pense à toi toujours et à jamais.
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Pour vous dire la vérité, je vous aime vraiment, l'amour ♥

DRINK DANCING MILK :D

& drink milk. it helps you move to the bloody beat (:

so anyways i went out with nur aishah (LJS people) today ^-^ finally i owed her the outing. nyehs (: sorry wasn't that fun ):

anyways, i met her at city hall MRT station at 1240h or so. i was late, hees, sorry. oo we wore blueyy. ahahks. missed her loads can? because today was the 2nd time i saw here after urmmmm... *counts fingers*... 4mths 5days not seeing her. ahh yes, that loooooooooooooong. so we headed to ermmm marina sq. we walked around marina sq aimlessly. but we talked alot. ahahks, everything that was being talked about are kept between aishah & i. so when those two gone-to-Turkey-for-11-days mamats comes back & were to read this, hehe, wear skirt first, ok (: *chuckles*

after walking around marina sq, we headed to suntec hopping to get my ice cream, sadly, no. nyehs. along the way, i disturbed many people. can't help laa seyy. ahahks. now you know what i am like. ahahks.

then we headed back to marina sq to have our lunch (: ate at KFC. omg, that man was there laa seyy. hehe *inside joke* well... it happened a few weeks back? i don't remember. ahahks. *imitates : you want the $2.55 one or the $2.35 one (showing the cup size to my friend)* after that we headed to esplande, roof terrace. just sat down & talked. the breeze wasn't that strong, ohh wells. but then the sun came shining it's damn hot rays down to earth & i was scared of getting darkER, told aishah if she wanted to walk, again. & so we did. walked around suntec again. ahahks, then we got bored, took MRT to bugis yaww.

at bugis, we walked around bugis junction. after which we wanted to head to bugis street. sadly, it was raining, hujan panas somemore, and decided to just stay around bugis junction. OH! bought bubbletea, FINALLY! honeydew milkshaky. ahahks. then we just sat at any stairs we could find. around 1730h we left. i had to be home before 1900h ):

both our MRT came at the same time & i left for home. both feet are aching. ahahks. next meet up, insya'allah, will be when those two guys decides of having an outing at.... *insert place to those who knows :)*

to nur.aishah: thank you for the day out (: finally get to catch up on things. & sorry for the late owe. ily! (:

to KeeM: never tell saiful & i you can make it on that mon (-.-) haiyoosh! next time, speak up ok (:

to my friend: shall meet up with you on 26th alright, insya'allah (:

--------- 9days more, & i know i'm enduring it, not really. ahahks ---------

& get annoyed by the jumping ninja turtle :D

went to band BBQ. ahaks. since dayah sms me in the morning asking if i was going. actually i had no plans to go. but then again, i was bored at home & also syuhrah asked me to her BBQ. so i thought maybe i can go to band's too. around 1300h plus called my mum & asked if i can go. she said ok. but must be back before 1900h. then called dad, he gave the green light too. went there with liyana since she was going to band BBQ.

met her at downtown Macs & headed to nadrah's house to carry the foods. went her house, took the food, went back to downtown to aranda country club. ahahks. ok, i'm tired to type out the whole thing. didn't really went to syuhrah's. just met her outside. ya. around 1800h, called mum to ask to extend. she allowed once again :D thanks mum!

so then both side BBQ didn't start till like 1900h. liyana & i got bored & went to buy ice cream. McFlurry. hehe. irwan & izwan were working. ahahks, cute twinnies (:

headed back to the band chalet. watched army days. then went down for BBQ. ate marshmallows, hot(dick)dog [inside joke] & chicken. then headed upstairs. missed out the waterbomb. but i had my BB gun [watergun -.-] haha. around 2045h liyana & i went home. reached home around 2130h :D

overall it was fun laa. bored a `lil here & there. but it was fun (:
well they are still there though. ahahks.

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someone will be gone for 11 freaking days on the 11th, which is today & is checking at 11pm, which is about now. ya. now. enjoy ok (: KeeM, you too (:
will be missing my friend alot, i must say. ahahks *winks*

ok, i'm tired. night.

& i watched THE GOLDEN COMPASS with saiful & nazura today. interesting movie i must say. the settings, effects all that were good. since someone had a shock, two times. due to the suddenly blast effect. i was literally laughing ok. nyehs, i'm sorry. nyet. hehe. but i was quite disappointed towards to end. want to know why? go watch it laa. although i must say, the demons are totally cool. imagine if we have one of those. since they are somewhat like our innerself? i don't know, but it was cool laa ok. HEHEHE. & the witches are awesome! nyehs :D & damn i must admit, the compass is awesome! if only i can get hold of it. ahahks, dream on rau (-.-)

anyways, after the show, headed home. couldn't extend my curfew. sigh. once reached pasir ris, took west loop bust. ahahks. east loop queue was like !($@*@&*!$@$ long. ehehks. after ages of waiting [ok, part exaggerated], the bus came. took it, alighted at around blk 444? abg dani was there. saw daniel boey. haas. OH! saw kak liyana at the bus interchange. after saiful when to get some stuffs bla the bla the bla, headed home & the siblings headed to whitesands. reached home around 2020h. thank you for the kind heart to send me, saiful (: well, had to lie just that bit. i'm so sorry. sigh.

anyways, it was fun laa. & for this, i should say sorry to a friend whom i made her mad. sigh, really sorry & thank you (:

tomorrow band BBQ. can't go. plus syuhrah's chalet, i don't think i can. but i try urhhs. but more to the can't go side. sigh. so sorry people ):

ok, done updating. night (:

"so you know it's true love if you touch someone's hand?"

ok that, only applies in fairytale. so ya. like the title of the movie, a twist in time. so it was brought back in time.
so i watched that in the afternoon while waiting for my parents to get ready to go to my aunt's house. i love the part where the mouse sang the storyline of what actually happened. hehe cute laa ok. OH! anastasia(sp?) is like the better step sister than the other one. at least she learnt her lesson. & guess what, she found someone who really loves her. well, it didn't show in the movie, but at the end of it, the big picture frame did. OMG i was loving the movie ok. OH! it brings back those childhood days whereby every girl was dreaming of wanting to be like cinderella, sleeping beauty and others. HAHA. ok, i wasn't one of them. but i really loved those characters back then. and the movies & stories. nyehs :D

so anyways, headed to aunt's place. haris & family were there already. my family was the second to come. shortly after that, syuhrah's family came. full 6 laa seyy (: OH! kak girl & abg remy were home too. hees. hafiz, myself, syuhrah & syarah plus kak girl played UNO SPIN. it's the shiet i tell you! fun like hell.! 2nd game, hafiz & kak girl main punya lahh lamer! haha, after that ate. once that, everyone exclusive kak girl played. then we shifted into one of the bedrooms. fun. when someone has to spin, everyone was shouting like "SPIN SPIN SPIN" & at times we're going like "eyy don't get the trade one. i love my cards. if dapat, bawah blk, kiter bantai" / "UNO SPIN"[when it stops at the UNO SPIN area] / "eyy show your cards. ahh baikk ahh dier tk der *insert color of the card*" it was fun laa ok. then the last game we had a forfeit. whoever lost has to dance for 20s, and it will be videorecord. HEHE. everyone was eager to win. scared laa seyy. huzai won first. followed by me. hehe. lucky. syuhrah was already freaking out. HAHA. but i had to leave early. so i'm not sure if the forfeit really happened. hmmm... & there were many inside jokes. hehe *turntable*

anyways, got myself some free stuffs. HEHE thanks kak girl! i saved alot of money baybeh! wayy WAYY alot. wazaaa! hahaha.

ok i've got nothing to talk about. tomorrow, hehe. shall be out. eyys?
OH to syuhrah, i can't confirm tau whether i can go or not. see how first alright. i'm really sorry if i can't go ): but you enjoy alrights (: & i don't think i can attend band BBQ as much as i love to. but then again, no money, no entry. ohh wells.

okay, night (:

hell ya i'm going to make things right again.
hell ya i'm going to correct my mistakes.
hell ya i'm going to make it up to people i've not been making it up to.
hell ya i'm going to let this bad habit of mine off my shoulders.
hell ya i'm going to get hold of myself.
hell ya i'm going to plan my time properly.
hell ya i'm going to change my way of lifestyle.
hell ya i'm going to fulfill them.

& hell no am i going to back off from them. because i know. it's time i do good. for the better life i want to live.
& because it's time i won't let anything ruin something i've build to last. my friend, you know what i mean. sigh.

LIKE LITERALLY. I'M NOT BEHAVING LIKE A HUMAN, NOT LITERALLY. GAAH. SIGH.

& someday, i wish to die just like the tree.
the leaves slowly falling off from the tree.
what's left of it in the end is just the bare branches and the bark of it.
slowly eaten up by termites, the branches left too.
the bark of it stood strong.
but slowly, eaten up too.
it will cripple slowly.
part of it will peel off & fall.
soon, nothing will be left of it.
& it will die...
...just like that...

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& things just got worse by the day. i don't even want to talk about it. plus, what's with parents who keeps on trying to find ways not to let me dress like how i want. but instead, dress like how they want me to, in a way. like come on, you won't see me outside wearing sleeveless or tube or some mini skirt right? & obviously i won't lift up my shirt to make people see the inside of my jeans right?! sigh. sometimes parents think their child are those type of kids. like, hell no. sigh. whatever laa ok. up to you all. i don't bother. besides, i bought that damn jeans with my own money. so don't ask me to keep the jeans as a memory, like wtf, no offence.

& i can't seem to keep up to people's promises. sigh. what's more, dad isn't showing any sign to whether i can go out or not. sigh, life just gets better & better, not. urgh.

i want to get drunk, literally. bye.

lovely weather. simply because it makes me feel sleepy. as always, i sleep in the afternoon. more like afternoon sleeptime rather than afternoon nap (zzz) so ya.

face it, today was just that extra tired. i slept at 0300h in the morning of today. was accompanying my friend who was waiting for his cute mum to come home. honestly, i find your mum cute, really, ok ((:
i was about to die soon but i accompanied him till his mum got home (:

woke up at 0745h. it was bloody hell early dad woke me up. sigh. so as usual, i just slack around. till about 0900h dad sent me to school, for band. mr shahLAME came ((: hehe. percussion wasn't at full strength. sock chianDOTTER, han zhen, michael[row the boat, LAME say one] & syazwanA[lame say one] and myself came. they were having sectionals. mr goh didn't come. sad sad. haas.

we practiced the song oteyawarakani & 80's flashback. 80's flashback, we rotate. & i had to played the drumset :D *cloud nine* but only for 5secs or less. face it, it was bloody hard. hand & leg coordination needed. thank god i can manage it, but then not that good. OH! & my right leg went weak laa ok. hitting the bass drum. as in stepping on the peddle to hit the bass. kaki lenguh laa seyy. & yes yes, i'm one of the worst student a teacher can have. nyehs. sorry. but i managed to do well. omg! i did ok but not ok. i just need to practice more & harder. & LAME, thank you for the compliment (: & i never go nightclub ok, underage laa seyy, haas *inside joke*

after that, headed to SPC & ate instant noodle with nizamFISH. nadrah & syaf tagged along too. by then i was like half dead & couldn't bother to talk. also because... [nur.aishah knows it, shhh]. so ya. after that syaf left first. then nadrah, nizam & i headed to central. i left first since i was tired already. reached home, and landed on the bed & went straight into lala land. sigh. woke up around 1700h, ate & here i am, blogging.

*yawns* i'm still tired though. but ohh wells. tomorrow most probably staying at home, again. ya. sigh. band BBQ, i'm not going. can't go too. sorry i can't pay. sigh. i really wished i could go urhh. ohh wells. next thursday there will be BAND GAMES DAY. OH! pizza for lunch, pretty please ((: hehe.

okay, i'm think that's enough. booyea. i'm still half dead. but nevermind (: out~

& i'm speechless currently. at the same time, blank too. ok, i don't know what's got into me. sigh. ohh wells.

went out with anna today. hehe, many things happened. sorry laa anna i disturbed your moment videotaping. hehe.

at 1200h, accompanied anna to school to buy her school books. ohs, SS books price are up already. shall purchase probably tomorrow since i have band. after that, we went home first. did my prayers about 1300h. anna sms saying she can't go off early. so we agreed to meet up at 1500h. so ya. met up, headed to Whitesands first. took something from KentRidge Center. then headed to MRT station. saw meridyn(spelling?). speak of the devil laa ok. sorry, well, we were talking about her. good stuffs, i supposed.

took the MRT, headed to city hall. the journey was funny. there was the guy who shifted place because he wanted to sit opposite this lady, then this indian couple which had me scared, in a way. then there was this man who wore something which looked like the D&T goggles only bigger & it's tinted. well, he wanted to go swimming i supposed. HAHAHA, ok not funny. the trip to city was funny laa ok to anna & i. went penin & bought my black skinnies. & anna & i thought we both had the same waist size. i mean, our shoe size are the same, weight almost the same, height the same, school skirt almost the same too. but not skinnies. i had mine at 32(!!) conclusion? raudhah is fat alright. sigh, ohh wells. after that we headed to suntec and i just had to buy andersen ice cream ok. & i did! anna & i were arguing of which flavor to pick. i wanted cookies&cream but she wanted macadamia nuts since i told her macadamia nuts were nice, which it is ok! in the end, since i too wanted it, we bought macadamia nuts. nyehs. neither abg dani nor kak zakiah were working. but kak zakiah's *coughs* was. nyehs, don't think dirty people, *shakes head to those who thinks dirty* (:

after that we headed to esplanade & went to the roof terrace. ok, i'm a jakunist, as always, was amazed by the surroundings of it. i mean like.. come on, i'll always be like that. so ya. sat at the grass, but there were ants, so we sat at the concrete area. then laa eyy, got this couple, sweet laa. they sat like metres from us. the guy looks, nerdy, in a way? so ya. ok, we didn't really bother ahh. we're busy laughing & talking about... people? suddenly anna went "SIAL LAAA" & her eyes went big O.O okayy, let's just say, what really happened, it's between anna & i, *chuckles* *shakes head* kids nowadays. ahahaha. anyways, that aside.

my mum called. she said she was heading to tampines. anna & i quickly rushed back to tampines. hehe. in the MRT, stood beside helmy, last year's 4five & masuri's brother. they busy playing PSP slim. then got this cute indian boy, seriously cute, went up to masuri's brother & kept pulling his hand down. he wanted to see what he was playing laa ok. cute laa seyy. & masuri's brother got... scared? in a way. haha, ohh wells. then metres from us was shazreen, suhailah & iqbal. semangat laa seyy shazreen wave from far. haas. alighted at tampines, headed to TM for awhile, then headed home. was slightly late, but thank god, dad didn't scold. heyys, i told him where i went, in a way. ohh wells. & anna had drum classes. so ya. hehe, funny day. many to-be-kept-between-anna-and-i events happened. the shockingv one was ermmm... the one at esplanade i supposed? hehe, the moment whereby anna was busy videotaping. HAHA. ohh wells.

okay, done, i'm tired. i want to eat. hungry laa seyy. tomorrow band. aiyaa. ohh wells. byeee (:

these were the three movies i've been continuously. since ermm... 3 days ago? about there. i was bored. so ya. and yes, these movies really got me hooked. especially bratz, followed by enchanted and game plan. they are wonderful movies to watch ok (: happily ever after. wazaa! nyehs. touching movie laa okay both game plan and enchanted. bratz, it's okay. more to BFFs. and how to not let any personality ruin BFFs bonding. so ya. okay, i shall not go in details about them. lazy urhhs, as usual. nyehs (:

so ya, i think this is the 2nd entry i'm posting today. haha. so ya. nyehs. tomorrow will be going out with anna (: i think so. haas, she hasn't sms me the details. dad didn't allow us to go bugis. but he allowed us to go to EXPO -.- wait, is the sale over or not? if yes, go there for what urhhs? hehs. whatever it is, i may still go bugis to get my items. nyehs, i'm being honest with dad about my whereabouts yaww ok. hehe. only thing i need is ahahks *chuckles* :D

i just finished reading allyme's blog. HAHA, that's all i can say about her post today. well to find out more, visit ALYAH a.k.a ALLYME. alyah, be honoured i'm promoting your blog here. hehe. well the quadraple date didn't happen. due to some circumstances. i went to JB in the end on that day. ohh wells. jordan, jeremy & saiful couldn't make it. hayden didn't make it either. okay wait, i'm repeating this part right? because i remember mentioning this in one of my previous post. oh? ahh nevermind, anything please proceed to alyah's blog (: thank you. nyehs. OH! to alyah & family, have a safe trip back & forth ok (: alyah, remember, grab me something from LA horx. haha. nahhh, will miss you sis! wazaa! & be sure to invite me to your wedding with your beloved wild boar tau. because i'm tempted to rape the child one. nyehs -.- uhh eww. hahas (:

okay i want to watch the television urhhs. cinta indah is going to start sooooooooooon. and someone is busy watching news and later on will be watching hikmah3. you & your hikmah3 jerr. sigh *shakes head* nyehs. haas. ohh wells. haas, okay ciao!

& it's about time i learn about the true meaning of why sometimes life is being unfair.

ohh wells, just got back from some wedding at Tampines. the food was nice. i'm a craze fan of pulut hitam & i have no idea why. it's a very delicious dessert ok. so ya. ok, i was hungry actually. so when i heard we're going to some wedding thingy, i was like "ok, make my stomach empty so can eat later on" evil much rau, sigh. ohh wells.

as usual, mum nags at me for not wearing the proper dress code for a wedding. i wore the black&white dress kind of shirt & wore jeans. somehow, i forgotten where i've placed my black pants. mum wasn't happy. and so i was. finally, found the damn pants. dang, i should learn to wear traditional clothes to weddings, i guess. look, i'm just not that used to it yet. ok fine. since i felt awkward just now. from now on, if there were to be any wedding thingy, i'll wear the traditional clothes. sigh, rau rau *shakes head* self-disappointment. sigh.

now i'm bored at home, doing nothing. sigh. tomorrow will be going out, i think. hope mum allows me to go shopping. damn, i need new clothes ok. also i need new jeans since parents are already nagging about the old ones. gaah, did i just repeated that again? sigh, nevermind.

okay, i want to take my afternoon nap. tired laa seyy. sigh. ohh wells. i really ought to buck up, soon. because things may just go off the road and be unpleasant. sigh. bye.

sigh, i was hoping that delon would make it. but dang no. it was mike who made it to asian idol. ohh wells, whatever it is, all the best to the contestants of Asian Idol happening on 15th Dec. sadly, can't watch in on RCTI(or was it SCTV). ohh wells. sigh. damn, i still have to admit, delon is hawt. HAHA. ok raudhah, shut up.

&& i really need new clothes already laa seyy. & new jeans. since mum's nagging about the old ones. what the heck. sigh. nevermind, skinnies soon. only thing is... when is THAT soon. sigh. anna, shopping soon? ok i'm done blogging. woots, right timing my sms came. nyehs, night (:

& i'm currently craving for this. omg, it's been long since i last ate this ice-cream ok. & someone had me jealous few days back. you were eating macadamia nuts ice-cream from andersen. bwekk. ok when we go out, i want to dine-in there, can? pretty puhhhhhhhleaseeeeeeee. hehehe.

OH! i feel like asking anna down to the pasar malam and buy our all time favorite. nyehs.

RAMLY YAWWW. chicken one that is. nyehs.

ok, face it. i'm currently very hungry. mum's cooking. but the food she's cooking isn't what i want.(?) sigh, fussy laa seyy rau. sigh, but must eat with... rice? & i'm kind of sick of rice for now. sigh. ohh wells. *stomach grumbling* ok, will see what's in the kitchen to eat. bye.