Damn!!

Grr...

It really hurts me...

Just by lukin at it u noe...

Totally make me wana kill him...

Truly this tym...

Cnt take it...

If u tink d boy is him...

Mite as well juz sae yupz...

Eeeee!!!

Haigz...

Da la...

Malas nk ckp psl dier...

Klau aku dpt amik muker dier...

Aku tumbuk habis2...

Cekik dier sampai...Kaput...

Me noe la he Cute la...

Handsem la...

Bla d bla la...

Bt u noe wt...

I cnt b jeles or angry ovr dis u noe...

In fact...

I shud b hapi...

N Thank God tt this is happenin...

Yeah...

Cuz...

Thngs r SO gona chnge soon...

I wana b SINGLE!!

Beta rite??!!

Hmmz...

Haigz...cnt sae much alrdy lerr...

I juz wana DIE!!

Weee~

Gi TM todae..

Dgn nisah...

Amik Neos...

Den gi Library...

Den gi beach..

Jumper rre...

Den balik...

Ok lars..

K la gtg...FUCK!!

Weee~

Da tk update agak lamer...

Lerr,raya ok lerr...

Hmm,aper lagik??

Oh ya smlm aru alik frm Melaka..

Nth...

Cuz it's d same..

Haha...

Haigz...

Sakit...Demam..

Da la malas nk update...

Todae gi jln again...

Dgn Yani,Yana n Aminabi...

K lerr...

Haigz...

So bored to update siah...

Da la..Malas sak...

Snore...

Cnt bleaf it...

Ben has left...

For holidae...

More than a MONTH...

To San Francisco...

N more...

Waaaaa....

He sms his frenz...

Abt his departurin yesterdae...

I was kinda sad...

Haigz...

Gona b quite bored...

Wifowt him arnd...

D BEST bestfwen...

Haigz...k nxt...

YESH!!!

My 'rents alow me...

To BUY guitar!!!

Weee~

Bt usin my money arhs...

Rre,cn help me ar...

Buy guitar...

Acoustic Guitar...

K nt buy ar...

Bt lyk mcm tolong pilih kn...

I kinda gundu n bodoh...

On this issue...

Hahakz...

Er ya on Thurs...

Gi jln lerr...

Wif d same grp of ppl...

Oni Maine was dere...

DIS TYM...

N shab n big momma wasnt...

C Maine...

Hu sae no one nk ajak u...

Da la me kena marah...

Bt nvm...

I cn take it...

Hahakz...

First was my hse...

Bising giler...

Sampai...

Haiy...tk tau nk ckp aper...

Had to wear tudung...

Den wen to zan's place...

Cuz he nk kluar nnti...

Dgn Remy n Fiq lerr...

Nice hse...

Bt a bit cramp...

D owtside...Hall...

Tapi tempt mkn smua...

Besar...

His bro's rm was blue...

N cute...

His rm tk tengok...

Kpo eh...

Hahakz...

Razzin WAS so CUTE...

Small...Hehe...

K den gi umah Izzah...

Was it Izzah??

Ya...

Nice hse...

Big...

N d kuih was SEDAP!!!...

Den afta tt umah...

Err...

Haikal Jamari ehk??...

Foyoo!!!

Teres...3 tingkt...

Den he go order pizza...

Lamer sak kena tunggu...

Hehe...

Den gi umah Sis...

Nice...

He mum cook mee n goreng ayam...

SEDAP!!!

Lepas tu...

Umah Aminabi...

Ape sak...

Kite dtg jln berayer...

Dier tk lyn kiter org...

Aper sak...

Vedge mcm...

K nvm...

We were kinda gt ticked off...

She keeps goin in n owt of d rm...

Her maid lyn us...

Den laz skali...

Umah Maine...

Nice tau her hse...

Nisah n Frine sesat...

End up at blk 14++...

Ntah la...

Haigz...

Bt end up at Maine's hse at last...

Den gt sumone kol rre nye hp...

Ckp mcm bapok nk mampos...

Ntah sape la...

Bt den it turned owt...

To be UMAR...

Ape la...

7 hses all...

Or was it 6??

I duno...

Haigz...

Bt it was fun...

D best was at...

My hse...

Ahahaha...

I duno la...

All fun...

Haigz...

Disasterest...

Bt fun...

Haigz...

Oooo...

Cnt wait to buy guitar...

Harap ader yg murah arh...

Da la nk tido...

Buh Byes...

Smlm n todae...

Gi jln raya...

Fun larz...

Smlm Nurul Atiqah n pri skul frenz dtg my hse first...

Den was Razzan,Haikal n Shafiq,ketot...

Den a big grp dtg...

Shazreen,Umairah,Atiqah(1/7),her sis,Irfan Hakim's sis...

Shafiq(1/8),Bobo,Faris,Amar,Azmi,Iskandar,Nizam,Irfan Hakim...

N dis guy,I duno d name..Hehe...

Fun lerr...

Todae gi dgn Liyana,Ween,Saly,Yani...

Haigz...

Now my mood hilang...

Si Zikir tu arr...

Pegi amik my pic...

Den gi edit..

Taruk ''Pompan nk act COOL''

Eh my psl kn...

Nvm..Raudhah cn sabar...

I'm so gona complain man!!!

Haigz..

Tmr go jln again...

Wakakaka...

Dis tym Maine folo...

Weee~

Haigz...

Ape sehz...

D bdk...nvm...

Cnt tell...

Rumah Ween cantik sehz...

She n Saly took lyk 2 1/2hrs to siap...

Hahakz..

Abeh gi 6 umah jerr...

Last hse was Hanan...

Wakakaka...

Bt den it was worth while Ween n Saly took a long tym...

Alamak he nk meletup arh..gtg..

Haigz....

Bored lerr...

Bro now havin tuition...

Tadi kol nisah...

Ckp psl yg 17th nov arr...

Haigz...

Harap dpt complete all d hses...

Haigz...

Er...

Oh ya...

Smlm fogt to post sumthng...

Pernah kn org dgr d company name...

HAMID & SONS kn...

Pernah tk org dgr company ni...

WOH HAP & SONS???

No rite...

Tt's wt my mum sae lerr...

My aunt gi renovate her kitchen...

Den she fogt d name of d renovater...

She ckp ''Aper n Sons'' arr...

Den my mum,d ''clever'' mum...

Gi ckp...

''Aper ni...Woh Hap n Sons eh..Aper Woh Hap n Sons kn..''

Den my dad ckp ''Said n Sons''

Tt nvm..skali I sae...

''Ma Woh Hap tu Asmah Laily promote kt kitchen''

Den my Aunt ckp..Woh Hap n Sons...

Den my mum terperanjat la...

Den we all larf...

Woh Hap & Sons...

Nyce name tho..Wakakaka...

Haigz...

Besok gi jln raya...

Yeah!!

Dgn pri skul frenz lerr...

Ok lerr...

Da la nk gi download laguz...

WOH HAP & SONS

Tt name is still kinda cute..Hehe...

Haigz..

Now tryin to find report...

On Acid Rain lerr...

Geog skul Holiday H/w...

Man..Kinda hard to find tho...

Todae ovr slpt...

Woke up at arnd 12.30pm...

Den petang2 sikit...

Gi my Aunt's hse...

My mum's side...

Arnd 9p.m. aru sampai umah...

My umah...

Den gi online...

Cari report arr...

Abe my mum membebel sehz...

Org nyari aru nk start uat report kn...

Abe nk uat reason...

Nanti org kol nk dtg ke...

Evrytym d same ol damn F***in reason...

Arrrgghh...!!!

In d car tadi...

Sms Ferhan,my bro's fren,hu's now...

Temasek Poly...

Tanyer him how much one Acoustic Guitar cost...

At Yamaha Music Shop...

U noe how much he sae??

Arnd 5-6 HUNDREDS BUCKS!!!

So MAHAL sehz...

Tkde yg arnd 100-200 bucks ker??

Aru nk syoik2 beli...

Nk learn mah...

Suddenly gt intrest in plaein...

D acoustic guitar...

So..

I muz keep on savin sehz...

Ferhan actualli wana LEND me his guitar...

Bt tk nk arr...

Nanti tiba2 rosak ke per...

Aku plak yg kena...

Den he offer to teach me...

Bt I nt sure...

He is realli kind...

I mean he offer to help me bro fo his 'O' lvl...

N he's offerin me to ask his sis to teach me Eng...

Kind kn??

Thx dude...

My mum kinda ask me n my bro to ask he n his sis to help...

Bt den me n me bro as usual...

Segan nk tanyer...

Haigz...

Gd tmr gt NO NYAA...

Bt Tues ader...

Oh SHIT!!!...

Tues oso me go jln wif me Pri skul frenz...

Aiyoo!!...

Den nnti on Thurs...

Oso gt NYAA n den petang gi jln...

Penat arhs...

Bt nvm...

Jln raya nye sake...

Sanggup jadi penat...

Hehex...

Oh ya rre...

If u readin dis knz...

On Thurs kn...

Kn jln raya lagi...

I go mit at ur hse...

U gimme my selendang,selekop n d rechargable batt. eh...

Den go my hse n put d thngs awae first...

So tk bnyk barang angkt...

Grrr...My parents...

Membebel tellin me to stop...

So kies arr...Ciao...

Nk gi uat Geog. report oso...

Today stayed at hm.gt no wher to go oso…Haigz..den Natasha came.My old neighbour.She wif all her fam.Quite big.Oh ya smlm Alyah sms me.Gt dis gurl name alfiah or alifah or wteva t name is.She wan noe if zan gt gf n wana noe how is zan doin..bla d bla…Den den I sms tt gurl..She tot I was Ayu..Irdayu..WTH??!!Irdayu is Ween’s cuzzie gurl..Den bla d bla..Den mlm she sms saein any news or info. on zan plz tell her…''-.-..
Den todae I ask her I do u lyk zan la.Den she ans:-''

hmm,entah eh…'' den d last part was ''I miss him so much''Den I sae if u mcm hv a crush in zan,I’ll try n help u.Afta all I’m one of his bestfwen.Den u noe wt she sae??''Thk u sooo much.U r a nice gurl.Let’s b frenz..''I m lyk OMG!!!So dis Alfiah has a CRUSH on MUHD RAZZAN larz..LIMA TAHUN da pergi…Baru she cari Zan.Ape ni??!!Mcm tk logic jerr..Btw I tot she was frm Meridain.Ruper nyer East Spring.She’s Zan’s x,x..old Bestfwen.In p.2..End of yr I tink or wt..Zan panda to elias n transfer to Meridian.Now dis Alfiah is in Damai.Bla d bla…I’m NT JEALOUS…Den wen Zan found owt..He kinda scolded me.Cuz I sae I;m one of his bestfwen.Eh my psl la kn.Ape sak.Eeee…Haigz…Now at d badminton court ader Dwilfitri or wdeva show.Celebratin Idul Fitri n Deepavali I tink.Host is Ali,frm Anugerah(Fogt which yr one).Klau ade performance frm d dis yr Anugerah finalist,I’m so gona go down n lk siah.Bored at hm.Oh ya btw,jln raya on 10th Nov was fun.Xcept kecoh abit.Hujan per.Alamak hujan..basah kuyup.Bt thx eh Akid n Akif’s parents.For givin us a few towels to dry ourselves up n hot tea to drink.Man thx eh.Hope 17th Nov jadi gi jln raya…Da tk sabar..Hehe…Man bt raya on 10th Nov was gerek.D gurls were all lyk putting eyeliner,bedak.Alamak..Jambu gilerr sak dorg…D bois lked all so smart sehz.Sulaiman foyoo!!Mcm nk kahwin sehz.Ahahakz…Shabrina was d pwettiest.She n Sulaiman lked lyk couple sehz.Hehe…Bt tk baik arr me ejek..Sowie…D last hse was Namira’s…Haigz..Disaster bt it was FUN N FARNEE…Syiok sehz.Bnyk lagi rumah blum cover sehz.Harap dpt habiskn by 17th nov.Da la nk surf d net…

~Guilty~

Wt man!!!

Psl aku he kena tau!!

I mean Zan tt tym

Sms me usin

Abg2 n Syg2 arr

Den his dad terbace

One of d sms

Containin tt...

Aper lagi..

He gi marah Zan:-

Aper abg2 syg2 ni arh??

Zan pun ngangis arh..

Tt ok lar..

Bt den his dad...

Go n SEPAK him tau..

I didnt noe anythng

Until mlm2 Zan sms me

Tellin me tt...

Saper tk shock sehz

U tell me..

Den smlm he sms he

He sae klau ader org kol frm

D prepaid no. jgn angkt

Cuz he dgr2 his mum wana tok to me.

Den I told Hanisah n Bobo...

Nisah shock..

Bobo plak was lyk:-

Oh sit....Die!

Skarang nk gi umah Zan pun takut tau.

Klau ape2,die!!

Bt den I'm still goin..

Bt wif a stratergy tt

Me n Nisah plan.

Hehe...Hope work

Bt all muz b part of it..

Btw,Zan d pipi Ok arr...

Oh ya rre...

Pegi ikut jln wif us arr..

All pegi tau...

Go arr..

Kim sae d v-edge will

Behave nyer...

Dey wun be menyebuk nyer...

Btul..Plz go arh..

Plz....

Haigz...

Juz receive sms frm Nisah

Izwan nk ikut..

Hmm,I duno la...

Bt den dis is lyk

Oni all sec1 jerr kn...

Alamak lagi messy sehz...

Gini..Kepala bleh meletup...

Smlm my cousin frm Seremban..

I totally HATE him..

He lyk to lyk eeeee...

Feel lyk killin him..

I mean d otha

Gurls,my cousins,

He tk kacau..

Bt me,mesti kacau...

Ape hak dgn dier tu??!!

Asl tk kacau kak gurl2??

Kn she jambu n all..

Or kak nurul..

Or Along..??

Or Syurah??

Y me??!!

I'm so gona KILL u!!!

SETAN!!!

Puii arr....

I so hate him...

Y muz he b in dis world??!!

Ape sehz...

Hmm...K tok sumthng else..

Smlm Afifah kol..

Ask if cn cum my hse..

Sori gurl..

My bro gt tuition..

Haigz..Now muz gomowy..

Beli beg jln lerr...

Hehe...

~Okie lerr~

Okies day todae...go umah syurah dulu...den frm dere gi umah makcik last umah haris...Okie lerr..Bt den dun realli feel any joy of raya.Cuz I mean ppl arnd all made me invisible.Dey hack care whether I'm dere or nt.Juz lyk my dad.Y muz I b d UNLUCKY ONE??!!Even my frenz do tt.Sad tauz...I dun tink dey even go n read my blog.My kwn lain smua dorg tag.I noe la.Yes I m kinda heart broken n jealous.Bt u all nvr gav me chance to fit in.Juz lyk HER...='(

At least made me feel lyk I m nt left owt.Korg je uat among korg nye self.Me??I nvr knew a SINGLE thng.Tag my blog pun tk.Wt is dis man??I noe la u all still hv a ANTINESS towards me.Tell me la.It's nt lyk I'm gona backstab or mulut kurang ajar or ngangis or wt ok.I'm NT lyk last tym!!!Now I c u all hv frenz.Here n dere.Me???NT even a SINGLE ONE!!!Y cnt u all juz accept d way I m??I keep askin u all

"Wt abt me u all hate??"

N wt did u all ans

"Nth..no la u r ok...Juz stay d same..."

I noe it's nt true...U all were nvr sincere to me eva since tt incident.I noe...I was a CRY BABY n all...I was:-

A CRY BABY..

BDK TK TAU NK JAGE MULUT...

POMPAN SIALAN...

POMPAN NK ACT CUTE...

BDK NK ACT STEP...

BDK YG KWN BNYK TK SUKA...

I noe...Cuz dis all happen to me.All I need is my frenz to really giv me a true chance.Ppl hate me for hu I m n wt I m...All tt ppl one in otha ppl is PERFECTIONS lyk dem.Den dey r FIT in d grp or SOCIETY...I nvr had lyk tt.I dun a best fren.Tho I sae I hv.Bt I dun.If u frenz r readin dis,I'm really sori to sae all dis.I noe u all tink tt I'm EXAGERATTIN.Fine so be it ok.It's juz I duno wher else to throw owt all dis kies.It's very hard fo me to fit in n very hard fo u all to accept me as a FREN.Plz...plz...plz...let me feel lyk I'm part of d society of frenz...Juz lyk HER...Alot of ppl told me she is left owt.N u guys try to fit her in so she wun feel left owt.I dun need u all to lyk lyn me n all stuffs.Bt at least tok to me la.All I need is to feel attended juz lyk all of u.

Rre,Nisah,Mary,Frine,Maine,Sis,Ira,Fiqa,Nur Amirah,Shab:-

Plz dun do dis to me arr...Dun make me feel left owt.Kwn pun kwn btul2 arr...I juz need frenz.I dun wan to be invisible among ppl.Plz giv me a chance to show tt I really wan to be part of d society of frenz.If u tink I'm DESPERATE...YES I M!!!Plz....

~FriDay~

Update...
Day:Friday
Date:4 th Nov
2nd Day Of Syawal

Todae,at hm lerr...Nvr go owt.Wait fo ppl to cum.Yesterdae me bro's came.Oni 3 of dem.One of dem I totally dun even noe alrdy.He was so smart n handsem.Bt tt was yrs ago.Wen I was 3-4 yrs old.Now he is so...BLUEEK!!!D side burn is so...EEeeeewwww...Me n my cousin,my mum's side,d young one..kolled him d hairy ape guy.Sori lerr to sae tt.Bt it's true.I so HATE him!!He oso hilang kn diri wen I was in Pri.1...Since den raya pun tk dtg jenguk my dad.I hate him so much!!!Dis den he dtg wif Abg Ramli...Haigz..K d bro tt I'm tokin abt yg hilang kn diri tu is Abg Anjas(is tt how dey spell it).I use tyo luv him d MOST!!Bt now NO!!!Hell off!!
Haigz...Collectin duit raya.So fun!!Hehe...Jln raya dgn kwn blum lagi.Da jln,duit foyooo!!!gi MP3 terus sehz...Hehe...Haigz..Hope d jln raya is nt a disaster lerrr....
Todae suppose to hv bend m I rite??"-.-...I nvr go.Cnt go..Cuz ppl cumin...Den oso I duno lerr..Dey sae chnge schedule.Haigz...Wteva is gona happen...
Wt is wrong wif him??!!Zan lerr...Haigz..I duno la..Da la mls nk ckp psl bdk tu...Eeeee...Mcm nk tear him frm limb to limb.Juz lyk wt I had intended to do to Helmi,my abg angkt.Tapi tk cuz...we r chill alrdy.
Yesterdae was kinda ok.Quite alot of ppl dtg.D best was wen my mak cik dtg.Hehe...Tok n kacau her fun sehz...
Bored siah me..
Eh nk jln ayer cam maner??!!Maine,rre smua tk jln dgn vedge...Haigz...
Now lkin at rre's frensta pics.Sori ehk rre...
Oh ya walao eh my fam...I mean ok my dad's side d guys wear baju casual on raya.Fam smua pakai baju lain2 color...My mum's side howeva is diff.D whole fam baju all same color tau.All lk lyk a real fam.Baju smua same color...Laki pakai songkok n sampind.Smua.N my fam??Unfortunately foloed my dad's side.Pakai ape yg bleh pakai la.Tk pernah tau satu kali we,as a fam,pakai satu suit.Harap2 satu hari nanti raya we as a fam pakai baju raya satu suit.N on d first dae of raya KLUAR LA!!!Asyik2 first n second dae of raya tk kluar.Oni tunggu org dtg.Haigz..

~Syawal Da Tiba~

"Syawal Suda Tiba

Tanda Hari Raya

Mari Semua Kita

Bergembira!!!"

Weee~Afta Maghrib was alreadi Syawal!!!So happi siah me.Raya da tiba...Juz now me n me Muslims frenz all gi sms to one anotha Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dn Batin...N all sehz.Fun tauz..Bt waste sms lerr..Wakaka..So wht..Juz now NYAA lmbt.Me n me bodyguard,Remy,last to arrive.Bt I was d LAST one!!!Kena marah sehz..Bt I was lyk hack care la...Haigz..played Badminton.Fun.Challenge Ben.Bt I still nt tt gud lerr...Haigz...Frenz all I duno..Lyk,Rau nice hair.No it's NT!!!Haigz...Watchin Salam Lebaran Lerr...Wana c Syed Azmir,Khairul Anuar,Khairil Mohd Yusof n Fauzie Laily Sing!!!OMG!!!Dey lk so SMART in baju kurung!!!Weeee~Ok...51 more mins den THURSDAE!!!3 NOV!!!Hari Raya!!!I'm so XCITED!!!Now my cousin,one of dem at my hse.Amik ketupt n sum lauk pauk...Weee~Cnt wait to jln raya lerr...Haigz..Oh ya me gt kad raya frm Razzan.So funni one.My 'rents suspect sehz tt he my bf.Sampai my dad ckp "Eh u gt kad raya frm ur bf"I was lyk noo..He my best fren la.One of my best fren..Den my mum make fun of me...I so scared tauz..Haigz...Harap2 dey nvr suspect lerr...3-6 yrs frm now den I will tell dem...Hope dey fancy him wen he cum to my hse for raya..Hehe...Niwaes wana wish to all d MUSLIM ppl owt dere...Selamat Hari Raya!!!

"Kumohon Maaf

Kepada semua

Teman-temanku

Serta yg

Rapt dgnku

Inginku

Mohon maaf

Atas kesalahanku

Serta jika salahsilapku

Tolong dimaafkn

Dn inginku

Ucapkn

Selamat Hari Raya

Aidilfitri

Maaf Zahir & Batin"

~1 more dae~

Weee~

1 more dae...

To....

HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!!

Oh ya btw todae is..Deepavali...
So wishin ya ppl owtder..
Yg celebrate Deepavali...

HAPPI DEEPAVALI!!!

Haigz...todae menganyam ketupat..Me n my bro challenge hu cn do d smallest ketupat..In d end we both make bite size ketupt...Tiny one lerr...Nice tau..Den we uat ketupt..Serious...My bro nvr do tt many.He do arnd 6-7.Me uat 33...All 2gdr 40 ketupts..Plus anotha 30,my 'rents beli kt geylg,70 altogdr.Bnyk eh.Bt sum giv cousins lerr...Fun sehz uat ketupt.Duduk frm 12pm sampai 3pm.Bck pain.Bt no regrets.Hahakz..Weee~Haigz...raya cumin..Jln raya bnyk nyer.Bagos2...Collect duit raya..buy camera,MP3 n go watch movie n amik neoprint..n of course save sum lerr...Haigz..Er..er...Oh ya tmr is NYAA..Badminton..Meet biggy Ben..Weee~Haigz..Aper la nk uat.Hmm,gud news...Rre all da okie2 wif Shab...Gud2..Bt I hv to admit.Argh...nvm...Hmm biler la my mum gona kol me.I mean she's now in d kitchen.Makin marble cake.Den ltr gona coat d london almond.I wonder..Izzit london almond or almond london??My mum n my aunt sae it's london almond.While ppl arnd me all sae almond london...So..Which one is rite???!!Haigz...Wana go n...slp??Hehe...D nite is still kinda young.Wakaka..Oh ya tokin abt d nite is still young..yesterdae was...

HALLOWEEN!!Muahaha...So Tiffany,my penpal..

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!

Hope u gt more treats than tricks..Hehex...
Wanna find a new blog skins lerr...