Ok...
So long never update...
Kinda getting bored...
First...
Wanna wish...
All the Chinese people...
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR...
In advance...
Hahakz...
Gong Xi Fa Cai...
Hang Bao Na Lai...
Did I got it rite?
I duno...
Bt I tried my best...
Now...
Some news...
Mr.M patch already...
That's good to know...
Uh...
I get to know this Amat guy...
Cool...
Hahakz...
As if...
Uh...
Some things....
I don't think I should type...
Personal...
Oh ya the sec.1s...
Some are BITCHES...
Eeeewww...
Skirt all DAMN short...
Hmmm...
I flunk all...
My first class test...
Literature...
Geography...
Maths..
Haigz...
Razzan studying hard...
So is Mr.M...
Haigz...
Went back to pri. skul...
Yesterday...
Met Mdm.Shama...
Saw Mr.Ng...
But never talk to him siah...
Hmm,btw...
Hadi...
Sori for telling you tt...
You know la...
That 2/8 guy say you kinda angry...
So I want to apologize...
Btw,this Wed...
Maybe go running...
Wit...
Hanisah,Chubby,Fiq,Shab...
Just..
Nevermind...
Hahakz...
YES!!!
Pass my 2.4km mock test...
By just DAMN FEW SECONDS...
Happy lar me...
Oso...
I do on behalf of Namira...
Cuz she sick...
So,I took ovr her place...
But it was worth it...
Hehe...
Right now...
Razzan at...
Nazyah(izzit right??)...
Burfdae party...
HAPPY 14th BURFDAE GURL...
Haigz...
Hmm...
Rre,...
Smile la...
You look dead...
No offence...
In skul...
Dun lar k...
Smile...
Frine,you dun cry oso la...
La guys lyk tt one...
But they will soften...
Sooner or later...
HANISAH!!!
You!!!
Don't you dare...
Go into the...
VIOLENCY ZONE!!!
If you do...
I oso duno what will happen..
Hehe...
But dun tink to much abt it k...
If you were to be violent...
You can maki2 me sampai puas...
N hit chubby...
Like what you ckp...
Dun wori...
I'll tell him...
To stop toking...
Abt tt tall guy...
Ween,...
You so...
The quiet one...
These days...
The innocent eyes when look up...
All no more...
La...
Smile n b happy larz...
Be the crzy ween I noe...
PEOPLE!!!
SMILE LA!!!
Niwae...
That's the few gurls...
I c lyk got no happiness...
I realy feel guilty...
I just duno y...
Haigz...
Btw,got dis sumone rite...
Yg told me tt...
Hanyut gurl...
Chg attitude...
To a positive sense...
I CAN'T bleaf...
He said tt...
He was...
THE MOST LEAST...
PERSON I EXPECTED...
TO SAE THAT!!!
Oh well...
Cnt sae much...
Ok..
I'm outta here...
~out~

Haigz...

I'm damn an IDIOT!!!

Ya I noe...

I'm over reacting...

Like what some ppl say...

Haigz...

From tmr onwards...

I'm gona b d whole new me...

Dead and dull...

That would make people happy...

I guess...

Now having second tots...

Abt whether to giv him d present or not...

Either to giv him...

Or my mom...

Haigz...

So confuse sehz...

Simple decision...

I also can't make...

Maybe I was borned...

To be a girl...

Who can't make things up...

That's why people HATE me...

*Sobx*...

Nevermind..

Haigz....

Wow...

Everyone is sick...

Maryam,siska,namira...

Even ZAIDAH!!!

Hahakz...

Kesian sehz...

Get well soon aites ppl??

I was lucky not to fall sick...

But fall sick also fun...

I'm hurt to luk at him...

I can't bear...

Lies...

But nevermind...

THanx for telling me...

hat I over-reacting...

Now I chnge aite...

Hope you like d new me...

Argh!!!

Slalu kena shout at sehz me...

Ape...

Tkde keja laen ke??

SHout2 at me...

Not my frenz...

My dad....

Shiet siahz...

Whattuhell...

Da la...

Nk uat hw..

Ciao..

Wow!!!

Yesterdae bck frm camp...

Fun arrs...

Ok2 larz...

Haigz...

First dae on camp...

Fell sick...

Vomit la...

Crap siah my health...

Gosh!!!

Kept staring at him!!!

Nt NPCC guy...

Bt SPONGEBOB!!!

Hahakz...

Tok to Mustaqim...

Abt...

Aderla...

Non stop...

Gosh!!!

Thanx Mus...

I can only trust u...

Abt tt...

Haigz...

Went for nite walk...

On d second nite...

Gosh...

When we reach at a place...

I sense d thng...

3 ppl saw it siah...

I sense...

Scary...

Oh ya...

On d first nite...

I sense it...

Wen in d bunk...

Spongebob oso sense it...

Mus told me...

Haigz...

Dae walk...

On d last dae...

Reach summit of bukit timah...

Took 1 1/2 hr sehz...

At least beat d record of 2hrs!!!

Hahakz...

Slping in d bunk...

COLD LYK WT SEHZ!!!

Nvm...

Btw todae...

I went to buy sumthng...

For tt sumone...

I spent 30 buucks on it...

Including card and wrapping...

Regret siah me...

Cuz...

It's OBVIOUS...

That he doesnt love me..

Well tt's wht I tink...

Haigz...

But wt to do...

Juz hav to giv larz...

Cuz of tt...

I gt scolded by my mum...

Bla bla bla....

I cant tell her...

It's for sumone I love rite??!!

Ltr...

She will scold me more...

I'll prove to her tt...

I'll get for her sumthng which...

Cost more than 30 bucks...

For her damn burfdae...

I'll show her tt...

I love her...

And tt I nvr buy for ppl tt expensive

Xcept for d one I love...

Haigz...

Enuf of tt...

Btw...

His fone line kena cut off...

Whattahell...

Nvm...

Gosh!!!

Mus!!!

It's true wht u sae...

I love him...

But I still cnt get ovr...

His frenz HOTNESS!!!

Hahakz...

Bt...

Nvm....

Gosh...

Me and Mus...

R gona hav a long tok abt...

Sumthng...

Hahakz...

Niwae...

Gtg larz...

Mkn..hahakz...

Waaaaa....

I'm MISSING him...

BADLY!!!

As BADLY enuf to get an

IPOD!!!

Hahakz...

Nola...

But then really..

I miss him being with him...

Haigz...

Now I'm lyk hurt...

I never dare look at him...

Cuz it will juz hurt me...

Haigz...

But I still love him...

Ok...

School is great...

At least I hope so...

Haigz...

On this Wed,Thurs and Fri is Camp days...

Going to Dairy Farm...

Kat Bukit Timah there...

Weee~

GOD!!!

My comp dial up line kena HIJACK!!!

Shit!!!

Haigz...

K la...

I beta log off...

I scared siah...

Niwaes...

I juz wana sae...

I LOVE YOU...(Spongebob)

And I miss being stds with you...

Smlm really made me cry...

A whole lot!!!

Well,I dun wan to post..

Cuz for sum personal reason...

But he really made me HATE him...

Hu does he tink he is??!!!

Crazy...

BLA LA!!!

Btw,his mulut mcm mulut ikan...

Hahahahaahhaahahkz...

I larf sehz..

Wen I tink bck abt tt...

Really farnee...

Nt my kind of guy...

Smlm oso almost kena langgar...

By a VAN!!!

Haigz...

Bt sygnyer...

Tk,...

Cuz tt seseorg tarik me...

Haigz...

Thx...

Haigz...

Skul is so great!!!

Loving it...

Hahakz...

Haigz...

Mcm malas arr nk update...

Buhbyes...

Tt seseorg,BANDguy and NPCC guy!!!

I HEARTS THEM!!!

Hahakz...

Todae...

Skul reopens!!!

GAWD!!!

Wen I came to skul..

Wen I saw Amirah Nabilah...

I ran to her n we hug..

GAWD!!!

I miss her.

And my otha frenz too...

Haigz...

We tok and larf2...

Lyk wt sehz...

D sec1...

Were ok2 arr...

Hahakz...

Cnt sae much...

Miss Zaidah was OBVIOUSLY...

2/5 home tutor...

AGAIN...

Wakaka...

Haigz...

Nxt week,dgr2...

On weds,thurs and fri...

Sec 2 NYAA camp.

Haigz...

I jadi BELAYER...

Nk jdi NITE DUTY...

Bt tk dpt..

Den I found owt...

Tt my hand cnt hold...

Any excessive amout..

Haigz...

But nvm...

Haigz...

Um,todae Band...

I sat bside him AGAIN...

Hahakz...

Cuz I owaes do...

Haigz...

GAWD!!!

He is SO HOT!!!

Wearin long pants!!!

And get dis...

One of my seniors...

Whom I told abt I lyk BAND GUY...

Lyk threaten me sehz tt he will tell him...

Haigz...

Den he told Joanne...

Den me and Joanne owaes larf..

Wen we luk at each otha...

haha...

I nvr dare luk at BAND GUY u noe...

Oni wen he luk awae...

I luk at him,...

But oni his kepala blakang...

Hahakz..

Haigz...

He todae lyk so d baek 2 me u noe...

Den he lyk kip lukin at me..

Kinda Creepy...

Hahakz..

Den in d end Joanne and my Fav. senior...

Told BAND GUY tt sumone lyks him...

Den he luk at Arian...

Arian was lyk...

No!no!...Not me..

She!!,pointing to me...

I was so EMBARRASSED!!!

And it turned owt...

BAND GUY was EMBARRASSED TOO!!!...

OMG!!!

GAWD!!!

My embarrassement naik sampai kt telinga...

Haigz...

Den juz now I duduk kt bench arr...

Wif Iqa...

Den I was tokin to her...

And lukin at my daily file...

Den suddenly..

BAND GUY n his fren...

Walk pass me...

And Iqa..

I was lyk..OMG!!

He walk pass...

Aaaaahhh!!!

Hahakz...

GAWD!!!

I LUV BAND GUY!!!

I LUV RAZZAN!!!

But...

No guys will I luv as

Much as how I luv zan...

Haigz...

Sorry...Helmi...

I tink I beta go...

I wana cry...

Hopen BAND GUY lyks me...

Hahakz..

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!!

Hahakz...

ok...

My resolutions are:-

1)Hate STEEL HEART!!!
2)...and I duno..

Yesterdae...

It took one damn wrong move...

To cause my 2005...

The HATEST YEAR I EVA HATE!!!

Y was I tt STUPID!!!

If u r wonderin wht Im tokin abt...

Dun bother to find out...

N he...

HE...

HE...!!

Is gona cum n pick me up frm skul!!!

On WEDNESDAY!!...

FUCK!!!

HELL!!!

BASTARD!!!

Sori for d...

Extreme vulgarities...

Can't hlp it...

Husni,Razzan,Alyah and Hanisah...

Thx for willing to help me...

I promise!!

I SWEAR!!!...

I will repay and owe you guys...

BIG TIME...

And Husni...

Thx for tellin me early..

Bt it was kinda late...

Haigz...

Tok to u guys in skul on Tues...

Abt d plan aits?

Well...

OH GOD!!!

I'm fallin for a GUY!!!

DUHH!!!

Haha...

Someone in...

BAND!!!...

GOD!!!

Haigz...

But he attached alrdy...

Nvm..

Whats important is tt...

I study hard this year...

Cuz 2006 alrdy..

Hahakz...

And either go to...

Pure Science..

Or...

Combine science and...

Take Literature...

Then,my dream goin to Meridian Jc...

Then..University...

Big dreams huh?

Hehe...

Haigz...

Weee~...

Now I really love my CCA!!!

BAND!!!

Weee~

I turning crazy already...

Well,I'm fully ready for Wed...

Ok..

I cried...

Todae...

Uncontrolably...

Haigz...

K la...

Ciao...

I nk gi ngok cita AHMAD ALBAB!!!

Wakakaka....