~MENGUMPATIN ABT ME??!!~

Y R DEY DOIN DIS TO ME??!!WHT IS WRONG WIF ME??HAIGZ...I HEARD FRM SUMONE TT A.N. MENGUMPAT ABT ME TO NISAH!!DEN WEN I CAME TOWARDS DEM,A/N. KATER "EHK DIER DTG.DIAM!!"HAIGZ..I NOE LA DEY ONE ME TO B MATURED N NT FUNNI LARZ..BT DEY CNT LYK JUZ KEEP QUIET N DUN TELL ME RITE??!!MAN!!HAIGZ...ALL I WAN IS TO B FRENZ WIF EVERYONE...IZ TT HARD TO ACCEPT ME FOR WHT I WANTED??!!!I DUNNO WHT ELSE TO DO...LUK EVEN TT A.N DEY CAN ACCEPT.I NOE LA PPL TELL LIES ABT ME..PLZ LA PPL ALL I WAN IS TO B FRENZ..I NOE DEN U WILL SAE DEN WHT ABT US??RITE??WELL,IF U GUYS GIV ME CHANCE TO B FRENZ WIF U PPL..PLZ K..N SORI IF I EVA DO ANYTHNG WRONG..JUZ FOR GIV ME K??PLZ..HAIGZ..K LA I'LL STOP HERE...HAIGZ..HOPE U GUYS WILL ACCEPT AS A FREN AGAIN...SAD...
By:Mike='(((((((((((

~Over D Moon~

OMG!!!I'm wae wae wae over d moonnnnnnnnn.............Hahahahahahahahakz....Haigz..Erm..erm..Went home wif him larz...Zan la...But we didn't even tok sehz..All d wae..I walk apart frm him..Haigz..too hurt mah we both..He gave me a letter..N he put,to d gurl tt hurt me but still lovin her..I was lyk OMG!!Haigz..K la I wun exaggerate too much..Erm ya in class,among my malay frenz..d "POPULAR" badge..I'm known as d bird..Aderla..Haigz..I noe I exaggerate tooooooooooo much...Kkiez..I noe la..Sori..Frenz..If u wan to tell me abt my attitude or wtsoeva..Bt dun wan to hurt my feelins,write a note n pass it to me..Den I'll undastand..Kkiez..Plz If u guys dun tell me wht u hate abt me,I wun b able to change to d person I shud b bt I'm not at d moment..Haigz...K la..I wun tok abt RaZzAn in skul animore..As so I tot it wuld irritate u guys..So frm now on I wun kiez??I'll promise..I wun majuk over any stuff..Cuz I noe it's irritatin u all..Haigz..Now doin nth..Juz listenin to music..Chattin to a councillor..upper sec one..Fun siah...Haigz..Crazy crazy..Hahakz...Haigz..Wish I sick..Duno y lerr I ask for it..Haigz..K la I'll stop here for now larz..wanna go mkn..Hehe..K la..Ciao...
By:Mike=????

~YEAH!!Settled!!~

Smlm malam smua da SETTLED!!YEAH!!!Wohoo!!Hahakz..I had to choose btween zan n drie..I chose zan Larz..Bt den I had to choose whether to let him go a not..Bt in d end I chose nt to..Cuz ltr I'll suffer a lot!!!so will he!!But in d end we settled it...Haigz..nth much to sae actualli larz...Haigz..k tok a bt todae..FREAK MAN!!!My dad lar..I was abt to off d fone..Den it accidentally slip frm my hand la..so jatuh..Den I did sumthng else,he marah me for sumthng else nth related to d droppin of d fone!!!Walao ehk...FREAK!!Wadeva..den he sae lar..go off tt bloody fone...Oh ya btw,he is sooooooo d discouragin..He sae I wan ur bro to go to ITE!!!WT D F*** RITE??!!Haigz...wadeva larz..He can go hell..kiss my damn ass!!!JUZ GET OUT OF MY HELL LYF!!!N FINE KOL ME A BDK SIALAN!!!I DUN CARE!!!HAigz...K I sabar...In...Out...In...Out...K..Now I'm relax..Hahkz..Hmm,dun realli hv nth much to sae...Juz felt PISSED OFF jerr!!!Haigz...Wt man..every wkend kena scoldin for no reason..Mcm Bleh mati tau gini..Bt nvm,I cn still live wif mua lurve ones..Which is..my fam,eb=ven if dey PISS me OFF...N ehem aderlarz...Hahakz...Haigz...K la I tink I'll stop here for now jerr larz..Haigz..PISSEC OFF!!!
By:Mike>=(((((

~Fed Up Man~

Wt D Hack Siah!!!"Y U CHOOSE ME??Y NT ADRIE??" Tt's wt Zan sae...Y is he lyk tt??I choose him cuz I noe tt he is d one for me!!I noe it!!Hurtin siah he sae tt..It's as though he dun care abt me n he dun wan to be cared by me...Haigz...I'm gona solve dis on mon..Wif Zan N ADRIE!!!Y cnt he juz ans it honestly??ADRIE larz..Zan one more...Y Muz u LIE??!!Y cnt u juz let out d truth..Haigz...I LURVE U DEARLY K ZAN!!!Cnt u get tt in ur head??!!To u,wht language am I tokin to u??greek??Hawaii??Wadeva larz...Haigz...I noe u cried..I noe wt u feel...Bt do u realli noe how I FELT??DO U??!!Juz tink for a sec. k...Juz tink..Wht if U were in my shoes n I was in urs n I did wht is happenin now??
Haigz..K STOP IT RAUDHAH!!!I NOE I"M TRYIN TO HATE U ZAN!!BUT D MORE I TRY,D MORE I LURVE..JUZ TINK TT K ZAN!!I CRY N ALL CUZ I LURVE U!!LURVE TAU!!!Haigz..I'll forgiv u k..I'll forgiv abg..I noe u lurve me too..Tt's y u cried n tried ur best to cheer me up.I thk u for tt...=)))
I hope to..ehem...hehe...Nvm...Haigz...Man,I juz hope I'll get to solve dis damn prob todae n on mon...Y muz ppl do dis to us??Y??We r so well goin 2geder sehz...
Ehh ppl yg nk break us up,DUN TINK U'LL GET THRU!!!Haigz...Tink tt's all...Lamer sak type..Buh Byes...N...Zan..
I 4GIV U N....I REALLI REALLI SO SO D DAMN LURVE ABG!!!!*MUACCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKZZZZZZZZZZ*
By:Mike=???

~Stupid Drill~

Man,freak sehz d drill tadi.Until my ankle almost sprain.Tapi sakit giler..Aduh Mak!!!Haigz...Erm ya went bck hm wif him todae..Cuz he gt choir!!YEAH!!Hahakz..happi sehz me..Haigz...umm,bt I had problem to jln arr...He noticed it..*BLUSH*Haigz..we walk arr sampai kt bus stop near me hm..Me dudk arr,...quite close to him larz..den suddenly,i saw my bro sehz..Walao sehz..I was so shocked to death!!I dun tink he noe larz..Bt wadeva..haigz...Me now chattin n aderla..Hahakz..No la nth..Eh ya I heard tt almost all d 1/2 suspect Adire lykes me.Kesian sehz abg.I noe he hurt inside..I feel so d GUILTY!!!Haigz..ani o wadeva..I still LURP him..Him as in rAzZaN!!!YEAH!!Haigz..oh ya heard tt rasikin quit councillor..Cuz dunno larz..Dun wan to find out..Malas arr..K la End here..Malas nk type lagik..Buh byes...
P.S.I juz treat Adire as my fren..but sumtyms as my bro..No matter wht..I'll still lurve d one tt I feel safe wif..RaZzAn!!!*MUACCCCCKKKKKKKZZZZZZZZZZ*
By:Mike=???

~Sori To Susahkn Abg..Ehem~

Haigz..nari susahkn dier jerr...Haigz..Me bad sehz..Haigz..I 4gt to sign my scholarship form larz..Sampai kt junction saner baru teringat...Den walao..kena patah balik sehz...Haigz...He sanggup pegi balik sehz...Lurp ya...Bt me bad sehz...Sori..sori ehk abg...Haigz..todae was o.kiez...juz sum probs...Heard tt N.A. sae tt Zan is UGLY!!!FREAK!!!F***!!!Go hell...Haigz...Sabar Rau...Sabar...K I relax...Haigz...Hmm,Haha...Tadi I terkol Zan yg Si Kecik tu..Cuz Maine tadi arr..kater Eh gt two..cuz Adrie ikut me n Zan..Den she sae pilih one.I den sae of course yg si kecik tu..Haigz..sori ehk abg..Haigz...Oh I da solve d prob wif Sikin..Haigz..Gd la at least da settle...Haigz...Da la aku malas nk post..Aku fed up wif my classmates...Haigz..ask me if u wanna noe kiez..Peace...
By:Mike=????
I LURP EEU RAZZAN!!!<3>

~Gawd!!Tell me it's nt true!!~

OMG!!!Plz tell me it's nt true...Plz...It cnt b.It cnt b tt ADRIE LYKES ME!!!Haigz...wt la man...Bt I alreadi ask him,n he oni lyke me as a fren!!YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!...Bt scary siahz...Cuz..cuz..Zan hurt siah wen he tot Adrie u noe...Haigz...He oso hurt cuz of tt "fatty"..Hehe...Erm name nt to b revealled...Hahakz...Haigz...Wen I koll him juz now..His voce was lyk...cryin...Kesian sehz...Haigz...Erm ya he..erm..erm..fail maths!!='(((( Waaaa.....Haigz...But I'm willin to help him..Cuz cuz...he kan my boi..Hehe...Erm,ya he was hurt tt I had to cheer him up.By saein tt,cuz "fatty" beat him in maths...Den he hurt n sedih.Den I sae larz tt "fatty" dulu bottom of d list.So she slalu diam nyer.So wen she gt beta marks den sumone else,she boast larz..It's her TRADITION...Den he laugh!!!YEAH!!!Erm den it's abt tt Adrie thngy,I told him tt I wun fall for him,n trust me n I PROMISE!!!Cuz rite,he actualli scared tt I will break up wif him.Mcm aku pulak yg lelaki,he pompan.Haigz...but wadeva.Den la afta I sae I wun break frm him,he was happi again!!YEAH!!!Haigz...Den we ended d koll..n he sae LURP U!!Meltin...Hahakz..me oso sae larz..Tk kn tk nk ckp sehz..nanti mcm tk der adab sehz..Haigz..No matter wht kanz...I'll still LURP him...Realli..n I PROMISE TT ZAN!!!No wait..nt promise but...
I SWEAR!!!U muz oso tauz..If tk...HMPF!!!Hahakz...K la panjang aku tulis..nk stop larz..So till here for now jerr larz...Buh byez...Peace...Yeahz...=P
By:Mike=)))))))))Damn....
<3>

~So sweet~

Hahakz...todae dun realli felt tt well...Haigz...erm ya erm,todae choir gt no cca...NO FAIR!!!He oso la..So he went hm..Haigz..den I gt band larz..Den at 6.30pm,I was walkin wif Alyah.Mus n Fik larz..Den suddenly Alyah n Fik was lyk Eh razzan..I was so shocked tt wen I saw him,I wave to him HAPPILY!!!Haigz..I'm too speechless sehz...N...He luks cute in specs..Hehe...Oh ya tokin abt specs rite...Juz now durin recess,I went wif Faqiha n frenz larz...Den I went to Mus to ask for my neoprint bck..I was wearin specs larz..cuz zan wear mah..Hehe...Den arr I went to Mus n sae "Muz aku nyer neoprint kasi alik besok"..While I was tokin to Mus,notice arr Adrie lukin at me.Den wen I luked at him,he sae "Eh Raudhah u luk pretty wen u wear specs arr..."Den juz kept smilin an lukin at me..A bit weird...Man hairs r raisin..Hehe...Haigz...Kinda lyk him a bit...Last tym arrz...Haigz...Wah so long one arr I ryte..So k la I stop here...Wanna practice mua singin..Hehe ehem...Wanna sing for zan marz...Hehe no la...So tt's all larz..Ya'll chill...
By:Mike=))))))))
P.S.Erm...hehe sori...4gt wt to sae...

~BAD Dae..Hehe~

Cuz I had a Bad Dae...Lyk reall..Well ya cuz...I DUNNO WT SONG TO SING FOR MUSIC EXAM!!!Haigz..oni gt lyrics..bt gt no bckgrnd song..Muz find minus 1 one...Haigz..walao..FREAK!!!Walao..k la me wanna stop here...PENING cari lyrics man..Buhbyes
By:Mike>=(((( Grrr......

~WAT SIAH~

Haigz..haigz..yes..koll me wteva u wan..I DUN CARE!!!Mua dad kolled me a F**KIN BAS***D!!Damn siah...Haigz...wadeva..yeah he online..n chattin wif him now...Erm,erm...I dun realli noe wt to sae...Juz wanna sae OUCH!!My chest hurts...Haigz...Hmm,tink I'll stop here larz...So..gd nitez...
By:Mike=PPPPP

~Emotional~

Todae..was soooo emotional...He rite...nvm..can't saez...kiez..he cried in frnt of me...I oso la cry bt for a while.He cry mcm lamer sehz..Tt means he Lurve me sooo d much..Hope so....Bt he nvr sms me punz...Haigz...K Tt's tt...Erm,ya everythngs fine now...No prob nth..All perfectz...Realli..Well,at least I felt so...Haigz...Me..Ki** him siahz...AGAIN!!!Bt on d cheeks la..Dun tink dirty kiez..no more dirty tots...I wanna chnge...Haigz...Hmm,gt realli nth much to sae..I'll stop here larz...Chillz..=P
By:Mike=))))
P.S.Zan,<3>

~Sian..Sian~

Wasiah...Hehekz...Erm,tmr gt band arr...Bt me oni until arnd 3pm cuz me gt religious class.Hahakz...Haigz..me a bit feverish arr.Gt flu n sore throat!!Waaaa....Haigz..k me arr,crazy man..nvm...EEEEEEwwww.....H3lmi my abg angkt...sae..."Syg Adq"...eeeewww...Dun wanna sae larz..geli aku..Hahakz...oni Spongebob cn sae..Hahahahaahahahkz...Bt true...Haigz..gt nth much to sae...Me malas abit nk update..Haigz...So k la me stop here...Oh ya wait..gd to d 1/2 malays hor..For tmr Malay Oral..N gd luck 2 d 1/4s for d EMP Concert..Peace In..Hahakz...

~Sick MAN!!~

Walao siahz....RRE!!!C now I kena ur jangkit...Bt nvm..wadeva...Oh ya I found out tt he...Tt he....Well...dier kn has been flirtin wif galz...BEHIND MY BACK!!!I cnt bleaf it sehz...I'm so damn HURT!!!Watciala...Nvm....Hmm....wt to sae sumore arr...Erm...erm..well,Dunno lah..I malas nk ckp arr..Since I'm a bit sick,hurt n damn wanna cry siah....How culd he do dis to me siah....Hurtin tauz...Bt wadeva larz...Tink I'll stop here larz...So ya tt's all..Peacey...
By:Mike=((((....='(((

~Fun n Good~

Todae...so d good n fun one.He came to skool todae...YEAH!!Hehe...erm,had band..den yada yada...Fun arr...erm..ya my malay test I didn't scored well..wadeva...Erm...Made fun of tt JIWANG guy again...Hahakz...Haigz...went home wif him todae...We walk d long wae laz...den we walk at d bus stop dere one.No.17 larz...Den me n him walkin...I saw Raimi at d opposite bus stop arr...Den suddenly I heard a lot of ppl lyk "Wooo...""Chey rau ngan dier seh balik samer2"...I was so shocked wen I foun dout tt Raimi n duno hu shout tt sehz...Cuz..At both of d bus stop,were mani BAND MEMBERS!!!Haigz..me and him den separate den we jln close 2geder again...Haigz..we jln 2geder haigz...so nyce siah....Haigz...*YAWN*..K la me tired..Me stop here for nowz kiez...So Gd nitez...Peace Out!!!*MUACKZ*Hehekz...
By:Mike=)))) <3>

~Wht d hack??~

Haigz...todae arr...duno y I fought wif him.Juz a misundastandin...Bt we were cool afta 1hr ltr.Me n aderla promise sumthng...Haha...Haigz...he nvr cum to skool..His sore eyes infectious one n he gt flu.Todae oso nt my gud dae cuz I was down wif cramps,flu n chest n stomach pain.Felt lyk needles piercin thru sehz...Haigz...I tink we both r meant to b 2geder..Cuz rite..he sick,I sick..it's lyk we noe wht each of us sufferin.Haigz..cool man...Erm...erm...gt realli nth much to sae actualli...Bt juz hope he cum tmr la...So we cn do our dare...Cuz..oh ya todae is our 4th mth anniversery...We've been strong...Nth shall tear us apart...True...Erm..erm...I gt nth else to sae...Juz wanna sae...Abg...gt well soon...I hate it wen u suffer bt nt me..Me luv u wif all my heart.I cnt bear to lose u.Honest..So kla me nk carik blogskins...So ciao..Peace Out...
By:Mike='(((

1/5 rox!!!Stay d wae we r!!!2geder we rule!!! 

Walao eh...
She n him break alreadi
Bt she did an EXCELLENT move siah
Bt den rite..realli man
He arr...wt la..
PLAY BOI!!!
Sori bt d wae i c it..
U luk lyk one dude
I dunno wt's wif u dude
Haigz...Luuv is nt
Sumthng u shud fool arnd wif man
It's a SERIOUS matter tauz...
Bt i noe now u feelin
Lyk u cnt accept it..
Bt I'm sori bt u hv too
It's her choice n decision
I cnt do nithng...
Haigz...Bt no matter wt,
Me n him will help u kiez...
Speakin of him...
Tmr is our 4mth anni!!!
Yeaappyyy!!!!
Walao we close 2geder sehz..
Oh ya btw,his parents found out abt us
His dad read one of my letters...
Den dey ask if I was nyce larr..
Den he juz smile
Den rite...instead of scoldin him
His parents sae
"yela tu.Jagfer dier(me) baik2..."
Man wt gud parents siah
N now he cn hang out wif me nitym..
Xcept me la..I muz find tym..
Hehekz...
Haigz...
If oni...
Nvm...
Now he's at hm..
Hav sore eyes siah...
Tt's y rite...my eyes...
Lef eye..cum out tears...
Cuz it's hurtin...
Cuz it felt d pain too...
Haigz...wt to do..
We r meant 4 each otha...
Hahakz...
Haigz...k la me end here
So ya,tt's all me hav to sae...BYEZ...
By:Mike=)))...='(((

Omg!!!Izzit me o did I saw sumthng tt is shockin??!! 

I'm tinkin abt him...Wish I'm lukin at him... 

Mua 3 pretti frenz... 

Am I in <3 wif him??!!Hahakz...=) 

Rock yo...Chill...=P 

Foreva Shall We.... 

~Wt D Hack??!!~

Walao....
He online...
Bt nvr chat...
Wt D Hack rites??...
Walao...Haigz....
Hmm,me now updatin blog,
Surfin d net,smsin,chattin n
Frensta...
A lot eh me do thngs at one go...
Wt to do...Raudhah per...
Hahakz....
Haigz...erm,erm,....
Now thngs r goin on well...
Good u noe...
Shamaine has change...
Me and frenz are sooooooo.....
Happi siah...
Goody jobby maine...
Hehe...erm...
Aper seh nk type lagik,...
Oh ya...
I change mah blog skin...
Obvious kn...saper tk nmpk
BUTER MAKNER TU...
Muahaha....Hahakz...
K la I'll stop d damn crap...
I noe I'm lame and all
Bt bware wen I am to go crazy...
Damn...
My bro got B4 for his 'O' lvl
Malay exmaz...
Wt la my bro ni..
Kater melayu jerr...
Hahakz....
Bt no matter wt kan...
Hope he got beta grades in d finals la...
Me got no comments for him la....
K la me nk stop sini dulu..lain kali i update lagik..
Buh-Byes...Peace Out...
So ya,tt's all me hv to sae...BYEZ...
By:Mike=)))....
P.S.Aper la,online tapi tk chat...Haigz...me pecah hati siak...='(

~At last~

At last cn go online
AGAIN!!!
Happi sgt uat aper ehkz...
Haigz...so far 2r has been gud...
Hee hee...Hahakz...
Haigz...erm oh yesh..
We KISSED each otha...
WOW!!!Heeeeee......
I'm so obssess wif him siah
Haigz...wanna hug him
So small,cwit,cute and all
He,to me,has wt I need..
Hehe....
Haigz...2R...
Foreva shall we...
me luv him
Him luv me
Or at least I tink la
*YAWN*
K la me nk sleep
So,ya tt's all me hv to sae...BYEZ...
By:Mike=))))
P.S.Juz now in skool,took pic wif him..