2 birthdays, consecutively...

today's the 27th. since i was busy webcamming almost the whole afternoon and was literally bored, i couldn't be bothered to update. now that i am just that bit active after coming home from dinner/supper with my family, i think i'm able to update. as said earlier, today's the 27th. means...

HAPPY *insert double digit* ABAH! ♥♥


he & my mum so cute laa. i love you a lot okay (: though i don't have any gifts, literally, for you on your birthday (bad bad daughter), but the best gift i can ever give is me doing well in my tests, since secondary till now, till whichever education level i can achieve. though i can be an ass at times, but i really love you. nothing beats having a dad like you even if you are strict. & thank you for all the awesome talks we had whenever i come home from school and complain to you about almost everything that happened in school. i love you, abah (': happy birthday again : D

and tomorrow's the 28th. so...

HAPPY 17th SHAMIRA DEAREST : DD

*sorry i took it from your blog*

it's been long since i saw her. well she's taking Os this year, so all the best in mugging for Os and taking the Os (: JIA YOU! see you around (: ♥

& tomorrow shall the last day i'm paying back my fast. yessah! & i know, i know, very the late laa. ahahks. but heyy, i managed to pay them all right (: & it shall be studying day for me, again. geez. MST week starts this monday, 29th all the way to friday, 3rd july. which is BM's 17th birthday and PRCS 10th anniversary. damn, my bro is going. sheesh. must tell me how it went horr!

alright, shall turn in now. i miss my book. nevermind, at least i'm able to tell myself to study and not read. CPPA and MIP and Basic Maths. ohgawddd! need to buck up on them. i've spent too much time on chemistry and physics (well more on chemistry). so it's time i give the other 3 modules more attention. JIA YOU RAU! sigh.

ohh, by the way, the world already know that the king of pop passed away yesterday (singapore time). of course it was a shocked for us all.
his songs are all awesome. and i still remember when in sec2, danced to the song, BEAT IT. lol. catchy song. i doubt anyone can replace his spot and the king of pop. even if there is, it won't be the same. R.I.P michael jackson.

alright, i better turn in. night.

& experience of a life time,

& yesterday i enjoyed my afternoon/evening. i was a happy girl : D

watched ghosts of girlfriends past. yes, i know, slow. however, i did enjoy the show.
& your eye socket is mine okay if you are like that xD

anyway, after that headed for Singapore Flyer : DD the hightlight of the day. yes, cheapo us. S$10 for students during the June holidays. so... grab the opportunity laa. LOL. there weren't many people, probably because it was raining. had the whole capsule, A4, to ourselves. okay, i was like jakun/suaku. take picture here and there, ahahks. feeling feeling tourist a bit. however, the ride was okay. better than some other ferris wheel i took.

after the approximate 30mins (i think it was 30mins but it felt shorter because we were talking & taking pictures... a lot) got off the capsule and went to see our photograph. it was nice, except my body blend in with the background given as i was wearing green. lol. but they managed to change it to maroon, which is nice (: we bought the wallet size photograph which was a bomb, 25bucks. gawddd! till now i'm still shocked by it. lol. however, it was kind of worth it to us, just this once. haas. memory laa.

overall, the day went smoothly. all went according to the plan (:

i think i better turn in now. i do not have my book with me. so i can't read tonight. or the following day. all the way till monday. nevermind2. i shall study then (:

night.

when they came to life,

& i'm currently watching Night at the Museum on RCTI : D i'm supposed to be asleep right now (i know i know) however, i just can't. one, i want to watch night at the museum. two, i'm going to have supper since i'll paying back my fast. 3 more days left baybeh! woo.

anyway, i didn't know that yesterday, was fathers' day. i mean, it felt like a normal day to me. since i didn't really go out. i only went out at night to eat, yummy!

anyway, i wanted to blog about a local show i watched just now, Angel. it was a really touching show, on fathers' day. gawdd, i can tear on the spot. it really, ohgawdd, taught me how to appreciate my dad. and how lucky i am. i'm no gambler but at times we gamble our lives, in a way. to try out things (good things). like a certain guy would say, "what's life without a risk?" hence, we are lucky. to love and to be loved. to have second chance at things that we messed up when we wanted it so much, not the negative things of course. it was really a touching show. if they show it again on air, i would definitely watch it. for the first time, i think, i loved a local show this much. lol. but seriously, it's a nice show to watch (: plus! nat ho is hot hot hot : D

i think that's all i have to blog about? i still have yet to start on my revision for MST. lol, i've done too much for A&PC, but i'm still not to the level of expectation. shiet. however, i should be worrying about my A Maths plus CPPA and AE&E. oh! and MIP too. too much to put in the brain. but they're managable, i think. *chants mug mug mug*

& i can't wait for wednesday. Singapore flyer x3! : D
i want to bring ken along!

okay, i want to eat something.

14th & 15h, & it gets better, i think.

i told myself to update early today but due to me, being outside till 1600hr & resting like a pig till 1900hr, i have to update at a later time of the day. however, it don't matter.





see the bigger picture? see the guy in red? yes he's my brother. no, he's not chinese. & yes, i love him to bits. he turns 20 today. one more freaking year & he has his freedom. ohmygayy, i have to wait for another 4 years for that to happen. however, it's okay, i still love the life i'm having now ^_^

anyway, the two small pictures were the few that were taken yesterday. the adults & the kick ass cousins. yes, they rock like hell. first time we had that kind of big group photo : D i love them all!

had gathering-cum-birthday/anniversary celebration dinner at orchid country club. the food were awesome! we ate so much that we literally got full. then... someone (i forgot who) suggested we play this particular game. ohmygayy, i tell you! i lost in that game before & the forfeit was to drink up this avocado + coconut drink which looked horrible, well, cause the color looks like shiet. & yesterday we played it again. this time, 9 people. we played with much enthusiasm as we do not want to be the loser and eat up the chosen plates. haha. unfortunately for me, i lost, yet again. & hazwan was like, "rau tak yah main lagi laa. 2nd time kalah" like what the heck, lol. my bro was the 2nd loser and hafiz was 3rd. so we each were given a plate or bowl of the unfinished vegetables and have to finsih it up. i was lucky to get the nice one. HEHE! although i had problem swallowing it and need to wash it down with water. after that they played again till we had a sole winner, which was hariz, who doesn't eat veggies... AT ALL, or maybe a lil but ya, he was lucky enough. while the rest of us had to eat, ahahks. our parents were laughing at us because we were all like scared freaks when playing the game. LOL.

after that had birthday cake. OREO CHEESECAKE! yummy! it was to celebrate brother's 20th, dad's.... shall not disclose it & my parents' 21st anniversary. yes yes, all in the month of june. hehe.

after everything, got out of the restaurant &... camwhored, literally. this is the first time my cousins all are cam-freaks. really. we never had so much fun taking pictures & we decided to have a cousin picture. hehe.

after everything, we left for home. i love my family & cousins : D
can't wait for the next gathering. teehee ♥

as for today, somehow my morning didn't turn out right, but it's okay (:
after that went to had my picture taken for my passport & headed home to take my studying materials & head down to hougang. studied till 1200hr & had lunch at LJS : D *ahh, bully people somemore, see what happen, hehe* then went to meet derek & toured around hougang. oooo, monfort junior & secondary are two nice buildings : D i like. however, i was kind of amused upon hearing one of the visitors' rules. but, true true. lol.

after that derek left to meet fauzi & the rest & we continued our walk all the way to buangkok area there. just kept on talking and talking. funnaye (:

head home after that & slept for a while but i slept till 1900hrs & managed to only teach my cousin for about 10mins. lol. my bad. will be a better tutor next time xD

overall, the days are fun. i love them. can't wait for 17th & 18th : D


OH! before i go...

HAPPY 22nd TO ABG DANI :DD
ALL THE BEST IN YOUR FUTURE ENDAVORS :D

nights (:

bad bad blogger for the night,

& when mummy literally tells you not to mix with bad kids, it's simply because they can get pretty vulgar. much vulgar than you expected.

i'm at the verge of becoming one of those vulgar kids simply because some people are just too much of a heartless freak and thinks they are the only ones with feelings. ironic much. go F. yourself upside down.

i feel like telling you off. let me the bad kid for once, please.

*points middle finger & starts cursing*

let's not dampen my mood, even though it already is.
however, i dare to say this. i don't care if you are reading this. like as if you will but if you do, don't get too worked up.

i'm so happy i'm smarter than you. i'm so happy i get into a science course. i'm so happy our points are far apart because i had the last laugh. i so don't give a fcuk if you're hot because your attitude is not. it's shiet i should say. & i so am glad you are stupid : D oh, i forgot to mention. it's only you i'm looking down on, for an ITE student like you.


shiet, i'm an SMACT blogger today. oh gawd. no no!
look on the bright side, rau. tomorrow you'll be blogging as happily as you could. & hell yea i'm going to.

good night (:

& it may look gay laa the video but i find it rather cute (:
OH! & i so love her white gown as well as her band uniform (minus the hat!)

& 5yrs from now, when pebble returns, we're so going to own the world! ;D

& i won't come back, bleeding love,

today is rather a... umm... tiring day. yes. somehow mochachinno (sp?) didn't do its work & to make it worse, the taste of it was so, bleargh. i think i'll stick to normal coffee or latte? latte doesn't contain espresso thingy thingy right? hmmm...

anyway, went to do my formal report from 0800hr till about 1100+ hr? about there. 3 hours & i've completed... not much. sadly for me. however, i agree, that it's better to do the report with a friend as we can help one another. even though my answers didn't really make sense? i just need to get over & done with my report & i can start doing others. yes yes, many projects at hand. as well as MST revision. SHU & JAS! study soooon : D

after that basically just walk around and round and round. mann, cityhall is not as big as i thought it was O.o anyway, we got tired & were losing energy. gawdd, how morning can really take away much of our energy. lol. however, the quote for the day that makes us joke about almost anything we can think of...
" pork... you know babi? "
okay, you have to hear what happened in order to get the joke. after that, left for home.
thank you for sending all the way to the east though you alighted 2 stops earlier & had to head back to cityhall. thank you thank you thank you! : D

& finally! tomorrow whole day at home. after being out since morning & going back in the evening, 4 days straight, i had to turn down the class movie outing since, i don't feel too good :/ however, will be tutoring my cousin in the evening. as long as i stay put at home tomorrow & rest, i should be fine. my brain's going to be working a lot this month O.o

on saturday, went out with shab & rre. & like what i said at rre's facebook (yes she has one, hoorah! lol). whenever i'm out with them & we take pictures, my hair will be shortest of them all. next want to take, make sure my hair long okayy. gawdd, i miss my long hair & my fringe *chants "grow fringe grow" * however, we had fun. read up rre's blog. haas (:

on sunday, tagged along to sentosa. ohhgayy, felt paisey. however, it turned out to be very fun. very hyper people. i like! oh! went for desperate shopping spree. walk here & there like a mad woman, pulling my partner along. & i got the things i needed at cheap price! ohmygayy, hakka! haha, no laa. once that, ate at pastamania then went around and headed home. tireddddddd~

yesterday, yet another awesome day. school in the afternoon. had MST mock test. after that headed to kallang to meet up with nicholas, amanda, ariffin and duncan. all of them were from school too. headed to nic's condo & a few were already there. gawdd, EXCO outing was awesome urhh. darren's cooking is the best! though i didn't try his chicken which were marinated by sarah mummy (: izzaty's spicaye stingray was the bomb too. i did have an enjoyable evening with them all (: & thanks to nicholas, i'm going to give guitaring another shot.

well, i better get going. have to rest but for the first time (i think,) dad told me to wake up late. lol. awesome.

good night!

& today marks 2yrs the day i met you for the first time. i know you long forgotten it. idc. i don't miss you. i know i don't because i told myself so. what happened to the A.S i thought won't turn away from friendship? 090607...

A.G.M & loads of fun!

some of the pictures taken during A.G.M. yes i know, so many SPSU group photos taken. however, all different shots. very funnaye (: A.G.M was a success. even though the planning took 2weeks. a great achievement i should say : D it was kind of a new feeling for me to actually get to feel what it is like being in EXCO, even if it is as an assistant (:
after the whole thing, we headed out to the refreshment area. i have a funnaye senior kept bowing to me, in a form of respect *inside joke*. taking photos with the people whom i managed to take with. & yes, all the guys are taller than me. geez, LOL. & the last two pictures are dedicated to izzat who... LOL. hahaha.

though there were some unpleasant things which happened before that, but i'm glad it all got erased off my chest just right before A.G.M. for that moment. i love my seniors (: thank you so much! ♥
& thank god i have patience. if not, my mouth would have gone like !@#$. like literlly.

shabrina made a stop at SP today. & we made a conclusion about the two polytechnics. don't need feel awkward (: haas. funnaye things happened. & she managed to meet the infamous person, *inside story*. went off after that. sadly, didn't overnight at union. couldn't ):

on a lighter note, meet up with shab & rre. there's so much to talk about & we know it! haas. & to add on, sunday! ♥

alright, got to go. tired already.
& oh, i passed A&PC quiz! : D *aizat, we did it!*

DOUBLE THE FUN, TRIPLE THE ANNOYANCE, OVERALL HAPPINESS : D

ohmygayy! what is wrong with you. obviously you haven't change since all our secondary school life ended. & my bad. i thought that part of you will lessen. but sadly, it didn't. grow up already. you're smarter than me. in JC for gawd sake. that's not enough is it? gawdd.

come on, ask me personally first if you want to go around spreading about it. i bet your relationship is so much better to talk about & letting the whole world know. but, nooo. you just had to find someone else's and make it into your own hot news. does it kill you if you don't find something to tell the whole world about? sheesh.

you can be my guest and go on spreading things. i don't care. like what rre said in her blog, "KEEP TALKING, YOU'RE JUST MAKING ME FAMOUS" (:

like come on, go find something from your school that is relatively good for the whole world to know. i'm far from where you are now. & thank god for that. you know, the same old story would just be kept written if we're in the same school. never ending war. be it internal or external. which would be an embarrassment you see. gawdd, what is it with you that just won't stop that bloody mouth of yours from telling things to people? things which aren't even fully true?

it's a very shameful thing that this kind of thing still goes on even though secondary school have ended. we've all moved on and entered a new environment. whatever happens to everyone of us now doesn't concern anyone of us anymore unless we still keep close in contact or are in the same school. i'm glad i have people who do bother to still keep in contact with each other & still catch up on things. at least they still bother. & they don't go around making up things yknoww.

& also it is a pity that you're a malay & you are doing this. like what the heck. already i have one dufus in my school which makes me feel ashamed being a malay. thank god i'm half chinese. & now i wish i was 3/4 chinese. really, it's an embarrassment to hear things like this is still going on.

of course you have a life to live. so live it well & live it right. don't speculate if you don't know the real deal here. & gawdd, both the senior & junior mouth are the same. no wonder half the world might have heard it. no surprise. yay, no.

i would really appreciate if both mouth would just shut it. but nevertheless, if it kills you for that to happen, it's okay. just go on and make your mouth bloody. it's your life. & i have better things to focus on (:

& thank you mister for letting me know. since it involves me like you said, i had the right to know. it's still a happy thing for me that you still let me know of things. thank you (:

good bye.