sometimes fairy tales do come true...
I'M IN PAIN. HELP ME, *CRIES*
is it cramps or indigestion or... both? it's killing me inside. the pain is !@#$. zomg, i feel like dieing here. gawddd. HELP!
Wednesday, March 26, 2008
I'M IN PAIN...
sometimes fairy tales do come true...
I'M IN PAIN. HELP ME, *CRIES*
is it cramps or indigestion or... both? it's killing me inside. the pain is !@#$. zomg, i feel like dieing here. gawddd. HELP!
Monday, March 24, 2008
THE MISTAKE?
...spring doesn't always have to have colors...
& i tell you what i feel as a friend of _ years coming _.
what seem to be the most treasured friendship, is now as good as a destroyed friendship. just because that happened, you left just like that? the countless number of "be right back" from you are as good as "good bye". save them for those who doesn't know that. i've notice it always. question is... why?
like what i've said in the past. _years of lost contact is nothing compared to _months of knowing. i don't know the "you" now. the "you" back then was different than the "you" now. you've changed. so did i. every now & then when i tried to talk to you, as a friend to friend basis & nothing more, you would avoid. you once told me maybe _years later we'll meet again. i don't know. _days of catching up, & i discovered, quite a lot. you can never get what you wanted from me. & vice versa. i can never have that friendship back. & you can never have __ _____ ever.
I ont jamais regretté une fois protestataire ton amour, et prenant son. ♥
to my friend : i'll tell you what's the catch behind this post. however, do remember, Eu vou sempre te amo, e sempre será. É uma promessa feita i (:
Sunday, March 23, 2008
... for the sake of them ...
alright, shall do a proper update. however, pictures of Istanbul may not be put up as they are mostly sceneries & there are too many of them. yea.
Istanbul Trip ; 080308-170803
if you ask me, there was nothing much being done there. even though it was spring, the wind was still chilling. it's the same old stuffs there. stayed at the same hotel, free breakfast buffet for the entire stay baybeh! everyday ate the same food. kebab(s). oh, there was no chilly sauce there. no MSG food. so to those who are spicy & MSG food lovers, please do bring your own sambal there (: there was no rice too, exception of glutinous rice which doesn't taste a single bit like the rice here. there was no noodles, thus, that explain why there aren't any cup noodles on the super market shelves.
a few places we went. blue mosque, grand bazaar, spice market. the places not entered as we've been there before & felt it weren't worth our money to enter again: topkapi palace & haigh sophia. the place which we went to the front entrance but didn't enter is dolmabache palace. yea.
a few street names that i remembered. Eminonu, Beyazit (where my hotel was located at), Sultanahmet, Kabatas... i think that's all. OH, we went to the Asia (known as Uskudar) side too. the people of istanbul at the Asia area are just like our size. however, the ones in Europe side were bigger & taller. same country, different continent. strange, but true.
that's about it. nothing much. heyy, i was practically worrying about what was being taught during the holidays while i was away. sorry for that. nyehs. Istanbul is great, however, the plane ride there and back is not.
School ; 180308-200308
lot's of homework? i don't know. luckily i manage to catch up. nothing much being taught during holidays i heard. nyehs. finally, i can get started with my artifact. i just to do detailed research on the stand & drum set. must get it done by tomorrow. urghh. please, let's get over & done with D&T O level practical. i want to stop worrying about it. gawddd!
on Thursday, after school went library with nadrah & sean. suppose to do D&t but end up not. ahahks. we ate at the cafe library. sean & nadrah, mine is more worth it. TEEHEE. random pictures taken. nyehs. that's about it for school -.-
Good Friday ; 210308
no school. was bored at home. lucky alyah & shazni saved me. met them at downtown Mac. did our work for awhile after which alyah left earlier. shazni & i then walked around whitesands and headed home soon after. yea. ok nothing much.
Saturday ; 220308
busy day for me. sigh. however, it ended off ok.
7am headed for band. however 45minutes later i had to leave for T.A. reached T.A slightly late. at 9.30am left T.A for the Comprehension Workshop held at Tampines Library. wasn't late. was in scarf but took it out soon after.
the workshop is worth going. $20 on it didn't go to waste. the techniques taught were all understandable. i'm glad i attended it. hees.
after the workshop headed to food culture to eat with sean & nadrah. i bought home-made ban mian noodles (fish). half way through i couldn't finish it. & irfan(4/4) ate the remaining. since he was hungry & i couldn't finish it. cute laa the guys. after that, they left except for haikal & ben tan. we decided to watch movie. wanted to watch semi-pro. however, ben tan & haikal's birthday had not past, so we couldn't or we would have the whole theater to ourselves. ahahks, ended up watching vantage point. not many people. it was an awesome movie, towards the end. eight point of view of the scene. watch it, it's nice (:
after the movie, headed back to whitesand. ben tan & haikal left first, followed by nadrah & sean. i was left alone at Mac as firstly it was raining like pigs & wild boars. secondly, i was waiting for my friend. unlucky for me, i didn't bring my homeworks, stupid. however, i had my mallet scores with me, so i memorized the notes. & did an update to my handbook. hehe. once my friend reached, we left. slack at... i don't know where. tell ghost stories some more. i won't talk to you, teehee. thanks for the pink monkey. will let you take care of it if it scares me. bwekks. reach home at 2030h. according to the curfew we had. yayness!
at 0000h went to airport to fetch my aunt & uncle. syuhrah & family plus haris & hafiz were there. ate Mac. had double chocolate, ahh heaven. nyehs. went home about 0200h coming 0300h. was very tired & was in lala land once i laid my head on the bed.
ok bye. night.
Istanbul Trip ; 080308-170803
if you ask me, there was nothing much being done there. even though it was spring, the wind was still chilling. it's the same old stuffs there. stayed at the same hotel, free breakfast buffet for the entire stay baybeh! everyday ate the same food. kebab(s). oh, there was no chilly sauce there. no MSG food. so to those who are spicy & MSG food lovers, please do bring your own sambal there (: there was no rice too, exception of glutinous rice which doesn't taste a single bit like the rice here. there was no noodles, thus, that explain why there aren't any cup noodles on the super market shelves.
a few places we went. blue mosque, grand bazaar, spice market. the places not entered as we've been there before & felt it weren't worth our money to enter again: topkapi palace & haigh sophia. the place which we went to the front entrance but didn't enter is dolmabache palace. yea.
a few street names that i remembered. Eminonu, Beyazit (where my hotel was located at), Sultanahmet, Kabatas... i think that's all. OH, we went to the Asia (known as Uskudar) side too. the people of istanbul at the Asia area are just like our size. however, the ones in Europe side were bigger & taller. same country, different continent. strange, but true.
that's about it. nothing much. heyy, i was practically worrying about what was being taught during the holidays while i was away. sorry for that. nyehs. Istanbul is great, however, the plane ride there and back is not.
School ; 180308-200308
lot's of homework? i don't know. luckily i manage to catch up. nothing much being taught during holidays i heard. nyehs. finally, i can get started with my artifact. i just to do detailed research on the stand & drum set. must get it done by tomorrow. urghh. please, let's get over & done with D&T O level practical. i want to stop worrying about it. gawddd!
on Thursday, after school went library with nadrah & sean. suppose to do D&t but end up not. ahahks. we ate at the cafe library. sean & nadrah, mine is more worth it. TEEHEE. random pictures taken. nyehs. that's about it for school -.-
Good Friday ; 210308
no school. was bored at home. lucky alyah & shazni saved me. met them at downtown Mac. did our work for awhile after which alyah left earlier. shazni & i then walked around whitesands and headed home soon after. yea. ok nothing much.
Saturday ; 220308
busy day for me. sigh. however, it ended off ok.
7am headed for band. however 45minutes later i had to leave for T.A. reached T.A slightly late. at 9.30am left T.A for the Comprehension Workshop held at Tampines Library. wasn't late. was in scarf but took it out soon after.
the workshop is worth going. $20 on it didn't go to waste. the techniques taught were all understandable. i'm glad i attended it. hees.
after the workshop headed to food culture to eat with sean & nadrah. i bought home-made ban mian noodles (fish). half way through i couldn't finish it. & irfan(4/4) ate the remaining. since he was hungry & i couldn't finish it. cute laa the guys. after that, they left except for haikal & ben tan. we decided to watch movie. wanted to watch semi-pro. however, ben tan & haikal's birthday had not past, so we couldn't or we would have the whole theater to ourselves. ahahks, ended up watching vantage point. not many people. it was an awesome movie, towards the end. eight point of view of the scene. watch it, it's nice (:
after the movie, headed back to whitesand. ben tan & haikal left first, followed by nadrah & sean. i was left alone at Mac as firstly it was raining like pigs & wild boars. secondly, i was waiting for my friend. unlucky for me, i didn't bring my homeworks, stupid. however, i had my mallet scores with me, so i memorized the notes. & did an update to my handbook. hehe. once my friend reached, we left. slack at... i don't know where. tell ghost stories some more. i won't talk to you, teehee. thanks for the pink monkey. will let you take care of it if it scares me. bwekks. reach home at 2030h. according to the curfew we had. yayness!
at 0000h went to airport to fetch my aunt & uncle. syuhrah & family plus haris & hafiz were there. ate Mac. had double chocolate, ahh heaven. nyehs. went home about 0200h coming 0300h. was very tired & was in lala land once i laid my head on the bed.
ok bye. night.
Friday, March 21, 2008
... 32nd & 33rd NCO camp videos ...
i found this on youtube. spot syafiqah (:
&& the band majors played very well (: can't spot mei ling ):
this is the 32nd NCO camp. band majors practicing. spot joel koh (:
the drum majors did well here (: can't spot syed ahmad :) ahahks.
&& the band majors played very well (: can't spot mei ling ):
this is the 32nd NCO camp. band majors practicing. spot joel koh (:
the drum majors did well here (: can't spot syed ahmad :) ahahks.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
... no comments ...
SOMETIMES ANGELS TOO NEED A TIME OUT. & SO DO US, HUMANS. TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT.
i shall not do a proper update on that freaking holiday to Istanbul. i shall not say anything positive. i shall not relax as far as i'm concern. i shall not be kind & nice, i don't care if they mean the same. i shall not decide on things as long as i am like this.
to sufiah dearest : so sorry i'm not able to update a proper one. due to some unforeseen circumstances, i will put a hold to my excitement of wanting to update about my trip. however, please, attend band this saturday? please.. sigh.
i can't hold my inner feelings anymore. sigh. i rest my case.
sometimes, the teddy bear is much worth talking to. & i have indecisive tears rolling down. what's your say....
Monday, March 17, 2008
... reply tags ...
sorry for the late reply of tags. was away as said in the previous post. will update a proper entry once i feel like it. for now, i'm replying those tags i should have replied long time ago. sorry ):
to dayah ♥ : will link you soon :)
to shamira dear ♥ : thank you fr the wish :) it's ok even though it's late (: loves <3
to allyme ♥ : you don't have to miss me. i'm back baybeh! haha. see you after school, if the plan to meet is a success. teehee.
to nisa ♥ : heyy nisa :) thank you for the wish. nahh no worries for the late wish (: yeap yeap mine falls on the same day as ayu. btw, imy laa seyy.
to leya ♥ : will reply at your blog alright hunns :)
to nuraishah ♥ : i'm back baybeh! i know you miss me. i know you're happy that i'm back. HAHA kerek seyys rau. now we can chat chat chat. ahahks. ohh i need to meet you. plus that mamat turkey too. teehee.
alright, i'm out. need to rest. suffering from jet lag i guess. i'm supposed to be sleeping now since it's 0400+ h in the morning at Istanbul. ok bye.
to dayah ♥ : will link you soon :)
to shamira dear ♥ : thank you fr the wish :) it's ok even though it's late (: loves <3
to allyme ♥ : you don't have to miss me. i'm back baybeh! haha. see you after school, if the plan to meet is a success. teehee.
to nisa ♥ : heyy nisa :) thank you for the wish. nahh no worries for the late wish (: yeap yeap mine falls on the same day as ayu. btw, imy laa seyy.
to leya ♥ : will reply at your blog alright hunns :)
to nuraishah ♥ : i'm back baybeh! i know you miss me. i know you're happy that i'm back. HAHA kerek seyys rau. now we can chat chat chat. ahahks. ohh i need to meet you. plus that mamat turkey too. teehee.
alright, i'm out. need to rest. suffering from jet lag i guess. i'm supposed to be sleeping now since it's 0400+ h in the morning at Istanbul. ok bye.
Friday, March 07, 2008
... when i'm gone ...
...sometimes, a person's joy could be another person's misery...
updates. this will be the latest post until i return from my holiday. sigh, yes, holiday. i'll be missing out a lot in studies. ohh wells. better have it now than later on. istanbul, here i come. *cricket*
Monday ; 3rd March
nothing much happen. all that i can remember is that matin called me a sombong (-.-) just because i didn't notice him. err ohh, tuition rock hard. finished my bloody hell maths holiday assignment. thanks abg yan. other than that, nothing.
Tuesday ; 4th March
i didn't go for CCA. supposed to go familiarization run with shazni but ended not successful. we headed to Tampines library to get their CIP cert. then headed to central to slack. however, i had to leave early as i had to meet up with my friend. shocking shocking shocking. you had me in tears. sadly, you didn't get to video tape it. nyehs. thank you (: then headed to central, again, to buy my bubbletea & his. strawberry milkshake eyys. nyehs. then home.
Wednesday ; 5th March
Happy Birthday to irdayu, that LYSS guy, mrs tan boon yen, afiq & lastly... me :)
went out to school at 0630h with shazni, anna & nash. we headed to downtown Macs to have our breakfast. was obviously late for practice. however, we got there at about 0800h. practice was ok. bla bla bla. school bores me, as usual. had matrices test, passed. after that went to meet my friend, again. thanks eyy. i was freezing cold. sorry you also got wet. nyehs. share the joy of birthday bash ok *winks* went to slack then home.
thank you for all the wishes through sms, friendster comments, blog, tagboards & in school (:
thank you my friend for the teddy bear & photo (:
thank you nadrah, razzan, alyah, shazni & nash for the big pink thingy (:
thank you dearest BM for the teddy bear & that letter (:
thank you ms junainah for the card & that heart shape thingy (:
thank you hanisah for the blue care bear (:
i better stop already. nyehs.
Thursday ; 6th March
school as usual. after that headed to loyang point with nadrah to do our homework. i've 11 papers to complete. so far i've completed almost all. i'm left with english, SS and literature. the rest are all partly done. ohh wells. after that nash came to join us. about 1800h left for home. saw something which was *vomits*. nevermind. that's about it.
TODAY ; 7th March
cheering competition. i've to admit, 4five's costume stood out from the rest. i love it. ahahks. it was fun. although we clinched 3rd & not 1st, we all had fun. yes! after that, home. at 1300h met nash. headed to downtown. waited for alyah , shazni & nadrah. then headed to cross country area. zomg, had to squat like !@#$ freaking long. had the run. wanted top 30. however, i didn't manage. instead i got 40th position. at least it was 2 positions down from last year's. proud of myself. OH! to end the day, 4five was announced as the champion for cross country. yessah! after everything headed to central, excluding alyah. had dinner. then nash went tuition, the remaining 3 bough bubbletea(s) & my handphone pouch, then home. tired tired tired.
i've already packed my bags. will be bringing homeworks there. sigh. exceptional of Design&Technology. boo! errr... tomorrow will be having PTM in the morning then i'll straight away head to my T.A. sigh. ohh wells.
alright, i'm done blogging. will update when... i feel like it. ahahaks. OH! tomorrow kak nab's birthday. so ya. ok random.
ok, bye.
Saturday, March 01, 2008
... nadrah & nazura ...
29th february 2008.
someone turns 4 years old, mentally, and 16 years old, literally. she was just that much extreme weird which could scare you off. however, that never stop the twins from giving her a wonderful man-made rain *due to ali's singing, not* & it's her birthday this year, the actual one, that ended common test *cue to sing joy to the world, temporarily* & it is on this day whereby she celebrates her actual birthday. well, what do you expect. 29th of feb come once every 4years. by the time we're all 40, she is only, mentally, 10. enough grandmother stories. to cut it short (like real)...
01st march 2008.
study hard alright. you're already 12. growing up. always stay positive & happy. all the best in everything that you do. & smile always ok. loves ♥
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had the party today :D & was also my T.A quiz. lucky enough, i did well. i could have scored full marks if i didn't consistently change the answers, dengdeng!
anyways, at 1500h met nash & fareedz first. then we headed to whitesands to meet syafiqah, sean, shazni, ali & alyah. nizam was there too. OH! there was free coke zero too. teehee. nice nice. not because it was free. however, the taste, less gassy, i suppose? whatever.
we then headed to find nadrah's gift. 6 people contributed. we went looking all over whitesands for stitch. unlucky for us, no stitch ): ended up buying her this turtle plush toy whose head is bigger than it's body. cute! by then it was 1600h. supposed to meet razzan & dayah at downtown. rushed to downtown. on the way anaa & shereen tagged along. then once everyone came, met nadrah at escape. kak tas was there. then we all headed to the party. teehee.
we ate first. then played on the sand for a while. then played guitar (-.-) then we played games. kak nadiah and abg khai organized it. funny i tell you. first game was we had to bend out knees (like those sumos) & eat banana in 20s.(!!) everyone ate like !@#$. after 20s, alyah, razzan, fareedz, sean & ali completed eating. lucky for the rest, we didn't need to go to the next round which was to dance. ahahks, cute laa seyy the loyang boys. sorry, i won't be putting the video up (:
next game was that we were divided into 3 groups. then we had to recycle paper. everyone had to be on the paper laa. we all like mad people trying to figure out laa. then after everything, nadrah's cousin's showed us how they do it. zzz. i tell you, everyone went -.-" literally. ahahks.
last was "blow wind blow". funniest shiet ever. i'll put the forfeit not in order.
-razzan had to sing birthday song to nadrah.
-alyah had to dance to a song.
-nizam had to do his last 4 no. on the I/C with his butt.
-sean did the banana dance.
-ali had to burst the balloon by hugging it against the tree.
-abg khai had to dance to a song too.
-he then had to go to a tree & pretended it was going to fall by shouting, "IT'S GOING TO FALL!" something like that.
-syafiqah had to dance around a tree.
-then came me, zomg. seriously embarrassing. i had to chikuka(that's what nizam calls it) in front of any random person. & i did it. & they video taped it. everyone saw -.-
-fareedz had to say "i bring you sexy back" to any random people too. he did that to 2 children who were on bikes.
ok those were the forfeits -.- funny & embarrassing i should say. ahahks. after that had our cakes. then we all, nadrah's friends, sat down together & starting singing while ali played the guitar. ohh by then nash & shazni had gone home :( anyways, we sang like no one's business. ahahks, fun fun fun! then about 1950h we all went home except for shereen, ali & fareedz. overall was fun & tiring. best best best. teehee. thanks for the party nadrah. loves ♥
everyone's tired. ahahks. i need the rest of the pictures from alyah & nadrah. the above are the few from my camera. yea. ok, bye. & i'm not looking forward to getting "under the rain ". nadrah, you know what i mean. MC it is ok. huahuahua.
night.
someone turns 4 years old, mentally, and 16 years old, literally. she was just that much extreme weird which could scare you off. however, that never stop the twins from giving her a wonderful man-made rain *due to ali's singing, not* & it's her birthday this year, the actual one, that ended common test *cue to sing joy to the world, temporarily* & it is on this day whereby she celebrates her actual birthday. well, what do you expect. 29th of feb come once every 4years. by the time we're all 40, she is only, mentally, 10. enough grandmother stories. to cut it short (like real)...
01st march 2008.
study hard alright. you're already 12. growing up. always stay positive & happy. all the best in everything that you do. & smile always ok. loves ♥
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had the party today :D & was also my T.A quiz. lucky enough, i did well. i could have scored full marks if i didn't consistently change the answers, dengdeng!
anyways, at 1500h met nash & fareedz first. then we headed to whitesands to meet syafiqah, sean, shazni, ali & alyah. nizam was there too. OH! there was free coke zero too. teehee. nice nice. not because it was free. however, the taste, less gassy, i suppose? whatever.
we then headed to find nadrah's gift. 6 people contributed. we went looking all over whitesands for stitch. unlucky for us, no stitch ): ended up buying her this turtle plush toy whose head is bigger than it's body. cute! by then it was 1600h. supposed to meet razzan & dayah at downtown. rushed to downtown. on the way anaa & shereen tagged along. then once everyone came, met nadrah at escape. kak tas was there. then we all headed to the party. teehee.
we ate first. then played on the sand for a while. then played guitar (-.-) then we played games. kak nadiah and abg khai organized it. funny i tell you. first game was we had to bend out knees (like those sumos) & eat banana in 20s.(!!) everyone ate like !@#$. after 20s, alyah, razzan, fareedz, sean & ali completed eating. lucky for the rest, we didn't need to go to the next round which was to dance. ahahks, cute laa seyy the loyang boys. sorry, i won't be putting the video up (:
next game was that we were divided into 3 groups. then we had to recycle paper. everyone had to be on the paper laa. we all like mad people trying to figure out laa. then after everything, nadrah's cousin's showed us how they do it. zzz. i tell you, everyone went -.-" literally. ahahks.
last was "blow wind blow". funniest shiet ever. i'll put the forfeit not in order.
-razzan had to sing birthday song to nadrah.
-alyah had to dance to a song.
-nizam had to do his last 4 no. on the I/C with his butt.
-sean did the banana dance.
-ali had to burst the balloon by hugging it against the tree.
-abg khai had to dance to a song too.
-he then had to go to a tree & pretended it was going to fall by shouting, "IT'S GOING TO FALL!" something like that.
-syafiqah had to dance around a tree.
-then came me, zomg. seriously embarrassing. i had to chikuka(that's what nizam calls it) in front of any random person. & i did it. & they video taped it. everyone saw -.-
-fareedz had to say "i bring you sexy back" to any random people too. he did that to 2 children who were on bikes.
ok those were the forfeits -.- funny & embarrassing i should say. ahahks. after that had our cakes. then we all, nadrah's friends, sat down together & starting singing while ali played the guitar. ohh by then nash & shazni had gone home :( anyways, we sang like no one's business. ahahks, fun fun fun! then about 1950h we all went home except for shereen, ali & fareedz. overall was fun & tiring. best best best. teehee. thanks for the party nadrah. loves ♥
everyone's tired. ahahks. i need the rest of the pictures from alyah & nadrah. the above are the few from my camera. yea. ok, bye. & i'm not looking forward to getting "under the rain ". nadrah, you know what i mean. MC it is ok. huahuahua.
night.