imissyoula.

&& good luck in exams to all.
study hard.
&& any friends up for group study during the exam season?

will be back after the last paper on
100507, 1oth may 2007, dumb.

toodles. & GOOD LUCKKKK ((:

MYE SEASON BAYBEH!
On HIATUS.
MYE=stress on subjects.
& i'm LOVING it.
good luck yawww

so tomorrow i'll be having another of my SS test. on Nothern Ireland. using the skills which is comparison & reliability which i know i suck at. especially reliability. prfft. but i'll do my best (: as you know MYE is coming nearer. next week itself, on friday, 270407, it's paper one of both the language paper. & i know my language is turning into rojak. that explains why i feel that i did badly for my oral. oh gawd! but it's the past. so now i'm looking forward to MYE. i want to get it done and over. so, ya.

& currently my right eyebrow is twitching. i don't know why. ahhkayy whatever. so currently i'm doing nothing that is useful. except going through boring same old web. playing online games which is starting to bore me out and chatting with whoever that chats with me. mainly dzul, nadrah andddd... dots.

&& hanisah. tomorrow i'm so going to roll on the floor, laughing. HOPHOP. new genre. hah! man, i think... no, not think. i AM evil yawww. as usual. i'll never change that part of me. commenting and making jokes out of it about people, things, animals. basically, anything that i notice & feel it's worth making a joke out of it. nyehs.

& dear friend, i hope you'll recover soon. even though you don't know me. but you know my bestie. i really hope you will recover soon. i don't wish to lose a friend. even though we don't even know one another. please, for the sake of my bestie. right now, only our prayers is all we've got. & i hope it's enough. i wish you speedy recovery, friend (:

it's sad to hear a close friend or whoever, passed away. and no, i'm not referring to my friend. but someone who is close to my heart. and my cousin's too. no, not someone who is blood related to us. but... she really was a great teacher. she taught us well. i really respect her. it's shocking... she left. i couldn't bear to cry as i know if i cry, i've accept the fact that she's gone. i was really down. but i know... nevermind. i won't say it here. haiis.

okay i've nothing much to say. so ya, byeee.

this was suppose to be SUNDAY'S POST. 220407

190407. uh-huh. & it's been a year since we became friends ((:
eyh jangan nak perasan ok. *raudhah kembang* huahuahua.
ok whatever. so 190406 time 1946hr till 190407 time 1946hr marks exactly a year since we became friends. woots. ahkayy whatever. bodohs you. nyehs.

anyways, razzan, don't be too sad yarh. i know you people tried your best. probably the standard had been raised. you all sang well, really. but maybe this year isn't much luck. but since you'll be sec5 by 2009, i hope you can bring back up the medal you guys achieve two years ago ok? & i won't poke that panda-eye-bag ok if you have it tomorrow. that's sooo ewwww alright. haha you really trigger my laughter even though you're sad. while i trigger yours. macam paham gitu. whatever.

tomorrow is my malay oral. ohh dang. i'm the second last person because my name starts with the letter R. sheesh. oh wells. cikgu hartini's the teacher who'll be taking my class. & the following day is english oral. both are killing me as my speech are bullshits. i talk like an idiot. i can't talk fluently. and my words are all over the place. malay, fcuk it seys. my malay's like going downnnnnnnnnnnnn. sampai esok pun tidak akan berhenti. HAH! trying my oh-so-becoming-rusty malay language. like last year, fcuk shit the word test-tube babies. memalukan since i don't even know it in malay. and cikgu zainab had to say it for me. prfft. but insya'allah, i will do well.

&& nadrah, i'll pay back ok. it's not weird for raudhah not to eat for one day, sunddenly, right. i mean, haiyoosh. & don't worry too much aite. insya'allah everything will be ok. stay strongggggg ((:

ok, i'm done. i better hit the sack. night.
1year of friendship ((: thank you. nyehs. stupid timpani players. forever seys. ahkayy whatever, night.

i'm going to miss :-
-nizam taking the mallet sticks to hit hidayah.
hidayah asking to tag along to toilet.
the laughter and jokes made.
yen soon with his lame jokes.
syed ahmad's command to the band.
joel, cross section all the time.
NEEZ and berok federation people.
raimi's lame moves.
leroy's jokes and camwhoring partner.
ashraf and his singing and funny hilarious stuffs.
all i'm going to miss. i didn't know we could be so close like a family. i really love it. & to you, sorry the things i gave were nothing much. but i hope you like it. ya it's hard. and i know that i can't. & sorry about the picture. i really wish all the seniors good luck in life and for your coming Os and Ns. & i'll miss you guys alot. especially you.

the feeling is just too deep. NEEZ, i promise you, i will take care of berok federation well. i'll be a good president alright. i'm going to miss you sis. i was already in tears. & to syed ahmad. thank you for the handphone holder. MOZOKI. love it loads. it's cute & greennnn (:
sorry seniors. it's nothing much really. but i hope you all liked it. & to some that i didn't give, forgive me. i totally miscounted you guys. really sorry.

before tears, we got hungrehh. && 16 extra large pizzas. (!!) THE life. nyehs. meat lovers & hawaiian classic PLUS green tea are the loveeeee. then back to band room, tears shed. took picture with him. & i'm off. i'll miss all the seniors. & you.

& i hope our bond as a family in CRESTWINDS will forever stay strong. insya'allah.

i was really in tears after we were dismissed. joy & sadness. joy because we really bonded well and thanks for the gifts. sadness because our beloved seniors stepped down and that the atmosphere in band will change. somehow it will and i know it. haiish.

I LOVE CRESTWINDS.
& I'LL MISS YOU SENIORS :'(

crestwinds, you shall always be loved (':

& band no.71, PRCS : BRONZE.<br>
&amp; the mistakes.
flute solo was trembling.
screwed up at bar43 of M.C.
snare wasn't on.

& the superb parts.
opening of M.C was FAB.
running notes were SUPERB.
tempo was on the right road.

yeap that's what we, crestwinds, got. but hey, we gave all we could. we gave the best that we never thought we could. &amp; we know it. hell ya the standards has been raised. but we gave all we could. & that was the medal awarded to us. but hey, the medal doesn't make any difference. but the feeling of how it was being up on stage in a life-&amp;-death competition did make the difference. yes, we did cry. tears trickling down our cheeks. each of us blaming ourselves for screwing up our parts & bla3. but that can't change anything since the results were out already, right. but one thing's for sure. we've bonded closer.

what sounded like a piece of crap a month ago now sounded tremendous. everyone thought of slacking &amp; hell heck cared about SYF. but soon we realise how much it meant. the enthu feeling was there. everyone was as one when some bunch of people insulted us. but we pulled it through & worked harder proving them. &amp; we did.

this year's batch of band members are bonded so well that we can't afford to not be part as one. what's more the Sec4s&5s will be stepping down tomorrow. the seniors who have taught us, who actually didn't really torture us. the seniors that actually make jokes while sectionals &amp; all. the seniors that really tried hard to make everyone of their member in the section able to play well & not think negatively about themselves. we'll miss you people. especially nizam, hidayah, ashraf, CHICKOsaiful, joelCROSSECTIONPARTNER, wei xing, aaron &amp; more. we'll miss you people. & also thanks to marlina, cheryl, kakLIYANA &amp; the other alumni crestwinds members for all their time & effort to come &amp; help at the same time support us. THANKS ((:

2009, the next SYF. the sec3s will be out by then [most]. we'll come back & help the juniors for the SYF. &amp; hell yea we're going to give it our best ((:
I ♥ CRESTWINDS :')

tomorrow's Speech Day. we're going to play well alright guys. &&amp; no school tomorrow. nyehs.

i swear riding the twoseater bike can make me go crazy. no, not in a positive way. but the opposite. simple being i fear riding it. secondly, having to make it balance is a tough thing to do. especially when you're the front seater. ok, to me it was tough ok. trying to balance it. so BM, i still am not use to riding it. HARO bike is still the loveee ok. nyehs. but just now was fun. && disturbing people was double ok. haha.
so me, BM, shab, suuuey, anne, manda, nabz, saly & jean ohh plus sweet dina were at carparkA to watch the guys play soccer. adrieKAWAN showed up as well. haha. the NTs vs the EX. plus some additional people whom i don't even know. avureh was there too. aper sajerr si kakikin tu. step orang marah maner entah. suddenly go and pat and hug uhhh, i don't remember who it was. oh wells.
so the match kicked off around 1500h plus. syed firbla3, sorry forgot full name, played well. *smiles* haha. azmi was omg! fast seys. han zhen was being a good uhhh defender right you, HZ? ahh kayy whatever. cute sia he play. haha.
sadly, i had to go off first. had family plans already. so i went off first. around 1800h, BM sms me. we won (:
but, aiyoo, ash group wasn't happy because of some stuffs. shall not state here. whatever. it was a fair game alright.

it's a wonder how boys actually are willing to fight for the team's right, or should i say winning, in soccer. but of other things, it's as good as making it invincible to them. wonder whyy.

so anyways, went to eat at MAK'S PLACE. 3rd time going there. in the same shirt! &amp; yes, i did wash the shirt ok. prfft. & this time we ordered a proper dinner there. yessah. && it was fabbbb. sweetsourslicedfish is the loveeeee &amp; so is my drink. GT loveeeee (:

dear diary,
somehow i feel there's something hidden in this conversation. & you know it.
byeee.

CONFUSE.
MIXED UP.

TEARS.

dear diary,

if all this were meant to turn to hate, then what was loved?

byee.

i really need to buck up on my fcuking studies that are getting harder and harder by the slowing yet fast days. not forgetting the non-academic events like SYF & speech day which literally killing my sleeping time. gawd damn it for the long freaking hours of standing and barely could steal time to sit and rest. what's more with full dress next mon, followed by SYF on wed and the grand even of 7th annual speech day on fri. all happening next week. mon, wed & fri. wow. & having to perfect the dance moves during the mass display is really a tough thing to do. since everyone don't really know when to move forward and stuffs. nevertheless, the dance step are rocking cool baybeh. some sort.

& if it was really wrong to use the term actions speak louder than words, i guess nothing will ever suit the missing title of whatever is happening. reverse psychology. nahuh. & for my eyes do play tricks on what i see at times. [note: don't think dirty]

& so i have my beloved retard steady, mrduanetan, who actually fooled me big time. &amp; it lasted for only a mere 30s to make me go all worried and to realise it was and april fools' joke. ya duane, you kbnow me too well. haha. i shan't state what he actually say to fool me. but it totally worried me out. hah.

&&amp; 4more days till my bro's back baybeh! miss the hell out of him. the first that i must do is... ask him if he had bought me anything. hehehe. second, uhh try & make a fight with him? i kind of miss that though. wahahaha. i love love him loads. &amp; oh ya toture him by asking him to help me maths. i know, he dreads that alot. haha.

dear diary,

give me something to believe in, will you?

byeee.

& SYF is in 10more days yaww. i mean Crestwinds's going to perform at SCH. no, not the short form for school. but Singapore Confrence Hall. hell ya we're going to do our best. insya'allah we can score for the best. for us sec3s this year, it's our only one chance to actually play in SYF. for the secondary school life we're having now that is. hell ya we're going to play music and NOT notes. &amp; tomorrow during assembly, we're going to perform. & we're going to show some people who thinks we can aim high, that we can aim high. &amp; that with the effort we have in ourselves, we are able to do so. insya'allah. & tomorrow also Crestwinds are going to SCH to try out the place. &amp; get to feel what it is like to play in a hall that is somewhat i heard kind of echoey? i dont know. but fcuk it alright. we will, insya'allah, do well (:
ok, i'm so into the mood of band. ya since that mrshah [lame sia partner for mallet players] totally kick ass while teaching us. you rock sir! woo. hahas. everything also lame. haha. & ya i don't bluff, i lie. what onlyy. haha.

&amp; ok i'm done. hah. blublublu. byeeee. oh ya.

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS DAY yaww (: