another nice day,

seems i'm an hour early but it don't matter.

well, tomorrow's the 26th. council outing. however, i doubt i can go since i got visiting to do. as well as madrasah in the morning. oh gawdd, baju raya to madrasah? hmmm.... lol.

anyway, many things happened for th past 1 week? idk, i think so. many unexpected things happened. the good and the bad. the good shall be kept as memories. while the bad... shall be a learning point. probably?

let's start with first day of raya. hmmm, not many things happened. except i read to naylie. haha. i'm not much of a good reader, but i try to be one. & she's such a sweetie (: there were some turn offs during the midst of it all, but it turned out well. headed to jerry's house for raya. don't ask. derek was there. yay! many funny stories shared. i love jerry's aunt's cooking. so delicious! after that headed home. many people came over at night. got disturbed by an uncle of mine as usual. lol. overall i liked the day.

2nd day... morning was a turn off, again. hey, i'll try to make it a habit yaa (: wasn't quite myself that day. at night, people came again. after which we went to my aunty's house after which my family send bro back to camp :( by the time we reached home, it was 2am in the morning. no decent parking lot hence had to park.. idk what is it called. lol. i slept like a pig after that.

3rd day. can't remember what happened. neither the 4th day. but i know things went back to normal after that. & i am glad : DD oh went visiting to 4th day. at night. mann, tired. lol.

yesterday, went for food testing. omg, the food, were heaven! unfortunately, the waiting of my i/c wasn't. it was funny. marcus and i called him many times. & when he did answer my call, i shout at him and laugh. haha. but he is a nice guy. in the midst of that, something happened, yet again. almost got me to tears. but i told myself not to. & headed to hougang straight after that. things got better after that. haha, it was funny. this cannot. that cannot. haha. but it turned out well after that (:

& today, th late afternoon was great. went to watch the ugly truth. OMG! it's a MUST watch movie. no wonder it's NC16. but it was an awesome show. go watch!

" why do you love me?"

" beats the shit out of me "

after that had fish & co. express. after so loooooooong. omg. th fish & the tar tar sauce. awesomeness! after that walk around & headed home. it's an advance thingy. haas.

have to turn in soon. or else, will get nagged by jerry. shiet. i never sleep at the time i told him i would. lol.

so i'll make it short & simple.

on 26th...

HAPPY 17th DEAREST NURQAMARINA BTE RAMLI (did i get that right?)

finally, same age as most of us (: you're greatly missed! although we're in the same poly, we never bump into each other. simply because our schools are far far from each other. lol. other than that, i'm sorry for those time i've been cruel to you. during sec sch. i still remember you are anna & my mothher. give us bread every morning. very thoughtful friend you are (: hope to catch up with you and umairah or with anna or with nadrah soon (: loves (:

next... HAPPY 20th KAK AIN! : D

it's a small world eyy kak? you knowing my cousins, my friends and all. i miss talking to you. how have you been? hope everything's fine alhamdulillah (: hope to see you around soon ((:

and finally, i think. HAPPY 18th SITI NUR AISHAH.

all the best for the Os. aim for th best. i know you can. & stay focus in life. don't get out of the road. because your life has many better things to offer you. all the best! & th other day, that wasn't my present. a present has to be something nice, pleasant, & that wasn't. i shan't prolong.

i think i'll end here. haha sin ning, yian cheng & myself talking about what color malay baju they should wear. sin ning damn excited! haha. me too. like i said, this year raya, i'm really celebrating it with the chinese (: although i can't wait for 30th sept. raya with my sec sch friends. i miss them all! woo!

jerry! wear malay kurung also okay? pleaseeee : D then later 95mins will become 120mins, okay? (: hahaha. omg, that is so not happening. haha.

okay laa, night!

& he turns 16,

HAPPY 16th RAYYAN : DD

already 16 years old seyys. 2 more years is it? come visit singapore soon, okay? clubbing ah boyy by then? lol.

i miss talking to you in school. miss just pouring out everything. then you, a joker, would try to make a joke out of it. yes yes, junior comforting senior. funny right.

anyways, on a lighter note, since i've graduated from PRCS and you're no longer in there too, i'm quite happy. lol. because then i don't have to complain to sufiah/sarah about me missing you at trombone section there. yes yes, complain only right.

& this post sounds like some boyf/gf post. what the heck. it's not. but yes, i miss you a lot. & i've loads of things to tell you. especially about one thing.

sorry no present. because i'm a noob. i don't know how to send air mail. yes laugh at me. lol. also, i don't know what to get for you. you practically have everything, i supposed. haha.

i think, i'm done. talk to you soon, okay?

HAPPY 16th AGAIN : D

♥♥

& now i've got to rush out to meet up with my food committee for food testing.

an essay,

since i'm free at the moment.

TO SITI NURAISHAH BTE MOHAMED YUSOF

*whole chunk deleted off*

[edit] i had my reasons. it's true. a friend won't humiliate a friend via blog. & as a friend, i respect her and will not humiliate you. it seems this ended off with a wrong foot. but i bear no guilt. i have no sarcasm to this and i have no anger to it. i'm aware of the mistake here. & hence, will let it be. because it seems to keep going on & never end. because of that small mistake. i'm sorry. [/edit]

i think i'm done here. shall update when i have the time. wow, very very very long post since... idk? i shall hit the sack. jerry will be worried sick if i'm still up. i know he is already worried sick.

night.

" & i'll smile to the world no matter what.

for nothing can bring me down.

as i believe,

life's always full of ups & downs "

-rau

"mind blocked"- rau
& i need to relax, now.

& history,

& again, blogger, problem. tsk tsk! nevermind (:

chalet yesterday was fun. jerry's family very funny (:

before that jerry & i went to take the skyride. i'm a suaku! it's my first skyride & i was freaking scared. haha! however, i love the view from the top, beautiful (:

after that we head down to images of singapore. very historical environment when we first entered. then there was this 5mins video about singapore being together as one. & i freaked out, literally. because the 4 freaking pictures moved & talked! scary tau. after that we went to long loooooong trail of from olden singapore to modern singapore. the wax wax thingy are damn scary.

there's one part where there was this chinese man, he fanning himself. i thought real. but it was wax, but, omg! scary laa! ohh! before that. got this chinese lady, she was in white and was wearing a big white hat. then, she sat on this chair and pretend not to move. then when i walked past, she turned around and tried to scare me. i looked at her & went, -_____________________________-" literally. & i wasn't amused. lol, then i think she paisey. haiya! not funny okay.

i love the kampung part. many cultural things they show. like the cukur rambut, mooncake festival, 7th month, and many more. they show how the peranakans (hehe), chinese, malay and indians get married. very interesting. though the wax wax people can blink blink their eyes and move a bit, but still, i love the kampung environment. & i love the history of it all. history is awesome (:

the modern part wasn't the scariest because it was bright, no wax wax people. hahaha. after that we head back to chalet and slacked. played some games and wait for the family to come back. after that helped out in the preparations for the barbecue. they damn cute can. painting the corn, making of tray with aluminium foil. haha. very funny and cute. fun people.

i had to go off in the late afternoon, sad. went back to vivo, met derek and both guys sent me to the taxi stand. haha, personal bodyguards. shared many funny stories with both of them.

in the midst of all the fun, i was coughing badly ): got blood blood taste at the throat :/ however, that didn't dampen my mood. except the last bit because i was very tired. lol.

& tomorrow, visit to the peranakan museum! history history history! then to geylang bazaar! hoho! so many historical place to visit. can't wait. can't wait.

& i miss DCP/1A/05 already ): can't wait for the barbecue. then another semester with them! maybe 6 weeks of holiday isn't that fun at all. lol. speaking of DCP, i'm scared for results. geez. hope i pass and get good GPA. scared scared. and to those JC yr 1, all the best (: hope ya'll get promoted to JC yr 2 : D

alright, till then, night (:

& it's going to be long,

i've finally gotten my damn six weeks break!

yes, you read that right. & i'm so happy, i think.

my last paper ended at 1810hr yesterday! & to think i wasn't going to be able to do the paper, i actually managed to. well, almost all. thanks to my usuals- ee lin dearest, yian cheng, junbrownhao (lol) and linus! (: without them, i doubt i would be able to do the paper. i owe them loads, well maybe except yian cheng. oi, hari raya, remember. lol.

break fast at fish & co. tampines mall with han zhen & yian cheng. lol. yes, i was indecisive while in the mrt. i wanted kfc, pastamania, swensen's, long john, banquet... but wanted fish & co. express, badly. sadly, i didn't get that because the guys were plain lazy to drop at pasir ris. so we chose fish & co. at tampines mall. lol. we took a very long time choose. we had swiss fish & chips & the captain catch. the lala tasted delicious. & so was the fish & chips (: after that we headed home. it was funny la to actually break fast with chinese people. even dad said, "aye, they also want to break fast?" lol.

can't wait for saturday. sentosa baybeh! as well as monday, gelyang bazzar yaww! ooo, can't wait to relax till i become a lazy pig : x

anyways, last monday, rushed back to PRCS with han zhen. we were kind of late though but manage to see some friends. like jaslynBARSTY! shu shu! liy, BM, farah, lat, sue, suf, razzan and most of SHAB & RRE : D & thank you for waiting. after that we trained down to bugis. reserved a table for us to break fast & we headed to NLB to study. but we ended up talking most of the time. lol. shared quite a lot of things. after that, break fast at tong seng, my usual food, hee. can't help it. it's too delicious. we then walked around finding rre's teacher's day gift and thank you card for her coach. i was by then quite tired since i was up since early morning. so sorry that i was quiet :/

we then walked to city hall and went to find M.W (i can't spell the first word properly) to eat frolicks only to find out it was already closed. then we decided to have ice cream at swensen's. had cookie summit, yummy! oh! took pictures too. haha. funny. after that shab's dad drove us home. thank you (:

that's pretty much the only exciting things for the past few days (: since i was having exams back then. however, now, it's over : D waiting for results though.

as for now, i shall turn in. it's getting kind of late. my nose's leaking. shiet. i don't want to fall sick :/

& jerry's a sleep already, haha. speaking of jerry. jerry daddy's birthday today (:

"Orh" *inside joke*

night!