Monday, July 23, 2007

now you know how much it hurts to actually having to do this.
now you know how much it hurts to be sarcastic towards a friend.
now you know how much it hurts to actually defend the right of a friend.
now you know how much it hurts having to earn the rights.
now you know how much it hurts to feel bad and sad.
now you know how much it hurts when people make your life hard.
now you know how much it hurts to see your friend lose a friend.
now you know how much it hurts to see yourself losing your friend's friend.
now you know how much it hurts when no one cares.

but then again, like what you said. you don't bother.
but i hope you do.
because i don't enjoying doing this.
and i don't this out of hatred.
but i did this out of hurt and sadness.
it's not fun doing this.
do read and understand.