now then i remember dancing to this song back when i was in K1 or K2. i don't really remember. it was all so funny. remembering i was in swimsuit. eeewww. but hearing it back really brings back the fond memories. and the all so hot drummer and his playing skills. i got some part of it right though :)
i'm still not really desperately but rather crazily trying to search fot the movie. THAT THING YOU DO. and that's the song title of the song too. ok what am i talking about. it's really cool alright the movie.

love love buka-ing at cousins house. love love syuhrah girl. love love the ice-cream mooncake. i want to buka outside with all cousins just the kids one day ah. after your PSLE and after our examinations. if can ah. teehees. ok i want to sleep. oh by the way...

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY TO ALL KIDDIES. be it you are one or it's in you.
HAPPY MISERY 14 TO AMIRAH NABILAH ; AMINABI.
HAPPY SWEET SIXTEEN TO DINIE FAEEQA ; DINIE.
GOOD LUCK TO ALL 'N' LEVELS' TAKERS FOR MONDAY'S FIRST 'N' LEVEL PAPER :)
that means yellowPR, pinkPR, thePRmembers, TR, mafiaSESAT, scandal, chiMATAsepet, iceKACANGboy, dinie and all NA students la ok :)

exciting day. not really. but i may consider it. berbuka-ing with lovely cousins. though all are boys except for me, dear syuhrah & syahrah. oh what the hell. cheese fries anyone? undying finger licking cheese fries. woots. why don't why don't kamu the kids go buy kfc. teehee. but i still love the central cheesey fries.

when will i start to mug? it seems like i'm obviously dumb and stupid. even he agrees with it. you did by the way. so don't say you didn't. bweek. monday awak nya 'n' level bermula ya? good luck ya. same goes to you pink PR. sungguh nonsense sekali.

papaer1 of england and malaysia. good combination of having both on the same day adding up equals to 3hrs of both the papers, can cause painess to the joints of your fingers. trust me. i got it. and it's really bad. hand will tremble due to the pain. but with a straight focus mind, you'll be able to finish it in time. like 10 to 15 mins before the paper ends.

dinie, many thanks for lending the kamus to dear siska. the z is such a righttt. it's true we only use it when in exams. you also right? that's why you stared at me when i was busily flipping through my kamus. oh but what's the use of the kamus when most words that pop up in the brains are english? is not as if we'll find it in the kamus. so..(?)

having done the music thingy was kind of relieving due to the fact that i did alone. and that i'm paired up with shabby as maine tag with nis. but it doesn't matter. unfortunately or fortunately, i have to add shabby on the account she'll get the credit still. but it doesn't matter.

and yea, you just had to tail me and made me didn't realise you were behind me. i did turn and felt someone was following. not fully turning back. but i was already smiling. and the next i knew there was a ''hello kamu'' from you. woah. so whatever to the somewhat you decided to have? hmmms... ok i'm done blogging.

tomorrow's where the examinations begins. start off with paper1 of england&malaysia. i'm not that confident in myself if i'm able to go through it. it seems impossible for me to really recall back all what i've learn this year due to come conflicts. and me getting older by the day. which makes me losing my memory about 0.000000001% or so. which by the age of don't know what, i'll be as good as nothing. but that all won't happen if i were to put in much effort and believe that i'm able to go through with tomorrow's paper. so i hope i'm able to do well :)

fasting month have not been really a smooth ride for me. i shan't talk about it. it's really sucking up to me telling me i've to pay the whole 1month. but on the other hand, i'm praying really hard i'm able to fast. so i'll hope for the best.

what happen to what was once friendship bonding now turned into friendship breaking? a question of a question that's yet to be solve by the time, well, when everything has gotten back on road. her life reminded me of sarah i think, in the book soLITTLEtime. whereby outside school compound she's what she is to be. but in school compund, she's a totally different side of what you see. much similar in reality. but i shan't compare it to what's in book to reality. but how i see it, it reminds me of that. boohoos.

happy 16mths to RRELIFF :) tomorrow FARZAL... 9mths ayte?

he was the most favourite guy friend i could ever had. he's the one that you can go bonkers forever. he's the one that lighten up my life when i'm sad. he's everything that a person could ever have as a BESTfriend. i'll miss you BENJAMINlooiMINGjie :')
it's really sad to bid goodbye to someone whom you really treated you the way you wanted it without being told and that give help willingly. all the hitting kicking all back in PRPS are still fond memories when i first befriended you. and slowly we got along as GOODpals together with two people. and by the age of eleven, we 4 were as close as siblings. all our interest were the same. we helped one another. gosh. i miss all of them. and i miss him. no more damn hard high5s on the hand. no more that ever cheerful smile anymore. lita, jeff, matt & mike. bestfriends for life :)

time flies by fairly fast. the next thing you know, EOY examinations here. and the next thing you realize, idilFITRI's here :) then it'll fade off and back to the normal life and waiting for the new year and a so call new life awaits you. it's kind of fast if you look foward all the time. but on the other hand looking too much for the future can really sometime... i don't know how to put it. oh wells.

i'm bored. i just miss my bestfriend. and oh yes. mr zafran from coral sec. i didn't know it was you. i'm having eyesight problem. i only recognise your voice like 10minutes later. so sorry lahs ok. so sorry. next time i see you i'll say a very big HI ok. teehees. eyh, pri. sch friend ada organise jalan raya tak? wah, thats so like 3more weeks and i'm talking about it already.

oh yes. happy birthday kakDINIE and AMIRAHnabilah. in advance taus. sweetSIXteen and miseryFOURteen. that's maybe the reason why i'm having a misery life in sec.2. nevermind.

HADY MIRZA WON THE SINGAPORE IDOL!!!!! AAAAHHHHHH!!! HADY WON!!! YEAAAA!!!

plain shits. well as you know nothing in this world is perfect like they say. and so they have proven it. CLEARLY. what does the term friendship mean to people? as i remember what happen a year ago. swapping of friends means friendship. is that true? well, people have their own ways of thinking just one word. it can mean alot. which i'm pretty much lazy to post. 'cause as far as i know friendship just means one thing. be yourself and open up :)
to me i guess that pretty much say it all about friendship.

pouring all your woes, anger and more to someone who's patiency is very high is really much pleasing to me. no matter what, the person is much patient and i'm loving it. teehees. and having someone who really understands your position and situation, you feel like it's not the end of what you think is the end. thank you :) and bare in mind, WX is still mine ok iqa. teehees. though assguy is totally mine.

as we all know fasting month has began like yesterday. sadly, i can't fast due to unforeseen[don't know spelling] circumstances x) but i'll pretty much be able to fast by the next next day which is already the... 4th day. but, whatever. so... happy ber-fasting to all muslim people :)

who will be the winner this year? yesterday show had shown much what singapore need to realize so as to crown the new singapore idol. frankly speaking, hady has more of the voice, looks and has the stage presentation. i'm not being biase[correct?]. but yesterday's show really prove who's the better singer. who has the whole package. voting shouldand WAS suppose to base on the vocals and looks. but more to vocals. not on oh-last-singapore-idol-was-a-malay so this year chinese must win. it's not like that. i really hope singapore choose wisely. 'casue base on yesterday's performance, hady did much more better than jonathan and hady's previous spectacular :)

GO HADY MIRZA! :)

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this is so sucky. now i can't fast on the first day of ramadhan. sobx. but, nevermind. guess i'll have to repay them next year. or this year after all the raya, money collecting from house to house, the taste of kuehs, and the till late night come home from jalan raya :) i guess i'll pretty much be able to finish paying them off this year. if i have the mood to do it. unless paying lst minute like i did for two years straight, would might cause some trouble cause if were to suffer from that, then, you'll might be in trouble :)

now you having two days break that's why you sms-ed? and you'll forever have kenduri anywhere, anytime. we should make that happen in 10years eyh. everyday have kenduri. how about that? but on the other hand, food will always have to be cooked in huge quantities. and as you know i'm a horrible cook, unless you volunteer to cook which i doubt you can too right? *giggles* but anyways, it's neat that i get to sense you will see me but not me. so what does that mean to you? a connection that's like being connected to your eyes and to my senses. but i'm talking crap here as usual. but anyway, i love you lah ok.

pretty much i love my size. cause like i told you through the sms, small do have it's advantages. yea when small gets sad or merajuk, the big ones always gets it. as a matter of fact, they usually do. and they have to pujuk the small ones to smile and be happy. and that's kind of stupid cause they know they were the ones who did it. but ususally people don't really agree on this but that's how i see it at times. but still, it doesn't matter if the big bullies the small or vie versa. but it doesn't matter.

and examinations are next week. though i'm not fully prepared, i think i'm able to pull it all through though it seems impossible, like what my bro said, i'll try my best. i have to agree with my bro on what he thinks of ms wong that destroying-her-voice teacher. stress out in everything that has the connection to maths. prfft. but whatever.

as you know, tomorrow's the final of singapore idol. the match between what is like a repeated history in 2004. hady mirza and jonathan leong. similar to that during the idol fever when it was first launched. taufik batisah and slyvester sim. but the good news about this year's idol is that it wasn't much of a big crisis unlike the first. where... singaporeans should know about it. so it's a good thing no such nonsense is being repeated in this years big hit. so yea.
and as you can see, i've not blog this much before. well yea probably i have. but i don't recall any. having it out about on events and nothing about personal life is one great thing compare than letting all the thoughts gush out to the world. letting anonymous or friends, family whoever to read it as though is nothing that's why it's being posted. when it's something that is a crisis to one's life.

ayyyaaammmmm!!! teehees. that what i did when lyn said she was hungry. heys, haikal gave me the whole tupperware to me to eat the chicken up. nice siol. first time i taste a guy's food that's sedap giluurrr. teehees. but it was fun hanging out with them for once. the neos were funny though. hahas. shila, happy eyh you girl. so semangat cari present for your darl. teehees. mel, sorry eyh use your fone to sms hanisah. sorry taus.

so on the way there, met with nishabi. they going to aminabi the house. wanted to ajak them, but then they so kesian. carry so many bags. aminis got home ec. practical. haiis. so they alighted first. then me, shila and melynaz alighted at interchange. took neos. then help shila find prezzie then we balik. lynaz go lepak. haiyyax you two urhs.

haiis, i really miss the time me, nis, aminabi and shab had. i mean individually ah. 'cause i never like have fun with they three and me together. but rather separate. now i like wish those time would come back. i really want us to all be friends again. no more left out, fights or what. just friends. that's all.

nis, you, me, shab and aminabi go jamming one day ah. teringin pula nak pergi jamming. why i ask you three? 'cause i feel like you know. the others if ajak nanti all nak. so macam whathell like that. one day we go jamming eyh. and make up for our friendship back? please.

Mr TR. goody lucky for your 'n' levels and that maths 'o' too. assguy and yasin also kan take? hmmms, and slash means kill to you. hmmms... teehees. about what i told you, shhh ok. don't tell anyone. including assguy ok. thank you :)

next week paper one already lerx. haven't done any revision. shit-o. but i'm starting now. hope got time. now since me and him don't sms for now. so i kind of have my own time to set things right again. and i hope i'm able too. haiis...

things are going well i guess. alyah is going to have a band. consist of nurli and some 2six-ers. haiis. nak buat juga. tapi, nak tanya siapa? nak tanya si melynaz macam paiseh like that. but i'll try asking them ah. seriously i want to make a band seys. macam syiok like that. maybe after exams, start jamming ah. nak ask a'an nanti she macam eeyer, don't know larx. nadrah, can't. if she can, i already ask her seys. nak ask boys, siapa? irfan hakim? hahas. i can laugh my head out. siapa ah. bobo, macam don't know ah. but then very weird if i ask budak sec.1. how?? the ''popular'' people all have their own groups. so how seys. nevermind. i try ask melynaz. then can ah. i'll get az to ajar melyn to play guitar. and i'll somehow [don't know how], learn to play the drum set. seriously, i nak buat band seys. nak ask kak dayah? haiyyax. HOW?!

but then kalau nak buat band, mesti kekal. macam mana ah?? sec.2 aminabi & shab. tapi those two macam, urgh! hulabagi, mana they nak. BM, eeee. tak nak arh. menyusahkan jerx. ya, the only way is ask the melynaz. i'll try. woots. harap-harap dapat buat band urhs.

now 2five is at the first floor, 1seven classroom. it was a classswap. whathell la. nevermind. bobo, get well soon aites :) exams are around the corner. hope can pass. gugugugu.

it started off sweet and all. but now, it seems sour and falling apart. what does all this mean? i know you know. but you didn't want it to happen. why? yea i found out something about her. yea i know all about it. now then i found out about it. why can't she just say it all out? yea, i'm just the third party between you and her. what more? i'm done with all this. i can't take it. what must i do right? you never did what you always do once in the past. now you're diff. i can accept that fact. you seems diff towards me. how can i ever tell you that. what will happen of us in the future? 5mths on 190906. do you want it happen. or just act like nothing ever come between us both? you decide. it's up to you. i've done what i'm suppose to. now it's yours. i ♥ you. do you too?

nadrah, thanks you for telling me. why didn't you tell me earlier? if i had known earlier, i could have back out from it. but now, everything falls apart. i don't blame you la ok. but i just wish you told me earlier. so that all these wouldn't have happen. thank you girl. now i really open my mind and heart. i don't know what to do. now i'm all confuse. i wish to be alone.

happy 5mths to eizzad&dayah and happy belated 7mths to ZA and the long lost crush 17mths 2R. whatever. 190406 still alive(?) i don't know. mr28?

i let out everything. it really is killing me inside. i had enough of it all. this all have link to it i guess. some things recently do have link to it. i shan't say what. but i'll keep it to myself and to two people whom i told and trust. don't let it separate us please. if i had known earlier, i would have backed out between you and her. why am i always the third party in broken relationship? i want to cry. toodles. haiis... 190406(?)

i want to cry 'cause of what happen yesterday during P.E. i almost cried la ok. haiyyax. but i'm doing my best to ease his burden in school. if by thursday you know... i'll cry for sure. you better make that a promise. so ok almost the whole of sec.2s knows. hahas. razzan tau? hmmms... nevermind. talking about razzan, i want to ask you. erm nevermind la eyhs.

infactuation it is i'm having alright. yea true i feel insecure and stuffs. you know how it was like when about that incident. yea we were almost to the edge of fighting. i'm fed-up with all this ok. i just don't get you at time. but one thing you're good at. you can make me smile and cry when you play our song. love it. sayang you :)

abg ferhan came back semalam!! yea!! me and nadrah macam orang gila jumping for joy. he look smaller than the last time i remembered seeing him. hahas. so we helped him clear the rev it up radio room. nice-y. then jason came. vannesa came. i didn't know she was in radio. ahahs. so was farhan shah. =0 hahas. then me, nad, van, rachel, somewho, wei qi cleared up the whole room. syiok giler. we stayed till 7pm plus. ahahah. fun to the max. get to ''cope'' some CDs. nyeh2. hahas. i love the mixer. hahas. then today they came again. jason never. ferhan, nadrah sis, kak nadia and her stead, abg khai came. zikir also came. that guy ah. tsk3. then me and iqa stayed till 6pm plus 'cause got night study. what the hell?

asal ah you girls nampak zikir tadi macam nak sembunyi? he's nothing larx. but yea, i'm still programmed. when see him, i'm down and i'll hardly talk. kak dayah told me some things. OMG! what the hell la he kak dayah. haiyyax.

so had england oral. haahs. ok ok larx. i got ms sajnani. i tersekat-sekat seys. takut. 'cause she abit strict on this. and it was cold. urgh! hahas. but i hope i pass ah. nyeh2.

now he's in school. ader night study. wah. so fun eyhs kalau ader night study. if only we streaming students pun ader. hahakz. hint3. nyeh2. and ok. for once. i have to admit. mr-spike-wrist-band guy is
super fawking HAWT
ok. hehe. for once seys. oh ya. he's from rev it up radio toos. wee~ he's hot Hot HOt HOTTT!!! and he's such a true gentlemen alright. eeee!!! *melts* hehes.

i'm bored. i miss him. i miss you larx. eyh guess what. next week. hehe. but then your exam sudah start. nevermind. eyh this friday can go out? haiyyax. cak!

ok so i'm back. tomorrow school's back. what's more that's back? erm... bulan puasa almost back? uhh... ok nevermind then. haiis...

so melaka was ok. now everything has change. not many are the same. all. and the hotel, no. not hotel. apartment like hotel, was... uhhh.... eeww.? so the change seys. hiyya... but nevermind. not much to say ah. 'cause no fun one lerx. haiyya, didn't buy my moomoo. awww. but nevermind ah. haiyya.

syuhrah girl nak do blog eyh? hahas cute. i'll help la ok? smile2.

how i wish i'm still not in Singapore. it's like bored sia.

so today yasin's birthday. happy birthday dude. kekekeke. eyh teach me how to play sudoku boleh? hahas, hmmms, i ask you and your partner to teach la ok. and you'll pass malay larx. trust me ok? if salah, then... i don't know. hehe.

lolalalalalalala [how many la you put?] relax ah ok. i don't mind larx you hate me. you really do hate me? in return, i really do don't mind. haiyyas. umm, just one thing. can tell who you are? you are so familiar. but then i won't accuse anyhow. hehe. and, it's my blog here. so umm kindly tell who you are and we stay low. it's not that hard. courage is the word :)

aiyya. my mum. astaga astaga. relax ah. baru balik perx. let me and bro touch what once we didn't touch for 2days. gugugugu. so chill ah ok? teehee...

like i said, i'm tired of repeating words that i've said or written out again. it's like, haiyya. you just go read ok. i'll give it to you. it's just you&me. and stop playing that song can? i'll keep crying taus. hahas. yea, it's almost a month since we sang that song. what only me. bwekk. going to miss you tomorrow. you want me not to worry? and you worry me? haiis... insyallah eyh. kekeke. sure ah? 5 taus. not one. you said it ah. bwekk.
ok so i'm off to melaka tomorrow till sunday malam. gugugu. excited to tak sangat ah. but then. yummy. the food. oo yea. haahs. especially their roti john! fuyOO! gerek seys. so nice. and healthy toos. yupp. love that roti john. nyeh2. and i'll see what i can get for mr you you you. hahas. 3days, standrad urhs.

so i went to finish up all my homeworks tadi. went to the study corner and finish up all my work. i didn't exactly finish it ah. 'cause i TOTALLY forgot all. especially maths. he was suppose to help me. like i said... nevermind. too detailed also no good. haiyyas. eyh, you singgah to there, go to the table we sat eyh. just go if you can. hehe. nevermind.

heys, mr.I, thank you for smsing. hahas. hmmms, well i'm ok and all. hahas.

tomorrow got band. and i'm missing it. haiyya. but nevermind. hehe. i want to play mallet part for that piece la daughter. ok. you play the other one. i was struggling seys. haiyyas.

alamaks. the connection got error again. why seys??!! urgh. tak kan selalu gitu seys. what the hell??!!

eyh people, later at 1240hrs, 7 more mins, there's going to be a moon eclipse. must go see ok. hahas. can i go see with bro?? hmmms...

i love you i love you i love you i love you la ok? teehee. i'm already missing you seys. nevermind. eyh remember your yer yer sangat on sunday taus. hahas. you'll be hearing from me till then.

ok i'm going to tidur now. ciao. good night :)

P.S. heard paul twohill out??!!! yea!!! hahahaha. ming yi yea yea. ahahaha. hady is so the better!! weee~

ok i just went up. i went down with bro to see the moon eclispe. at 1240hrs!! but... nothing happen. ??!! only the moon was much more rounder and that the back of the moon was so big yellowish. that's all. haiyya.. ok i'm done blogging. night :)

i guess band was ok tadi. though i was alone at the mallet section. andrea and sock chian didn't come. and so i decided not to go home early. since i found it's PURELY boredom if i were to go home early. so i met up with nizam & iqa at the 359 bustop. i was the late one. i was early uh. all already siap2. then i was syiok2-ing playing computer. 1200hrs gitu i rush all. tak sempat nak ikat rambut. hahas. so just went to meet with them.

like jakun seys we. we went around looking for the POSB atm machine. padahal there was ONLY one.ahahah. then nizam met up with syazwan all while me and iqa went off dulu. reach school on the dot.haiyya. then kena tegur by this teacher. 'cause never tuck in my pe shirt and never tie my hair. ??!! aper la deh. haiyya.. but i hack cared. but i still tucked in. what only me.

yea abg saiful. hahas. i do nothing. you do, the whole band kena pumping position and must run. hahas. ah do again next time aites. hahas. what only you. hahas.

i panic like shit seys when i didn't know what was the notes to play. 'cause it was a SOLO part. haiyya. but thank you nizam for helping :)

so after band, me, nizam & iqa went SPC. nizam blanja ice-cream. all were COOKIES&CREAM. yummy. then we walk to the pasar malam. nizam finish off his ice-cream before we were even at the pasar malam. i had just bite off the hump of the ice-cream and bitten off the top cone. iqa was STILL licking ther ice-cream and didn't touch the cone. i finished mine, she JUST bit the cone off. hahas. when we spilt to go home, she was HALF way the ice-cream. hahas. that shows, iqa enjoy her ice-cream very much-os. hahas. and me and nizam are going gaga over the ice-cream.'cause it was COOKIES&CREAM. woots.

damn. i left english,maths & malay. all are half way done. must complete by tomorrow. 'casue i'm off to balik kampung on fri till sun. and heard i'll be coming back late at night on sun. 'cause the IMF/world bank thingy started. so yea. yea balik kampung. but i never really gone. hahas. 'cause i have this fear of the goose. they chase you, takmo kalah nyer. haiyya. when they chase you ah. it's like forever. and to stop it, i had to run and enter the car back. gulp. me and bro actually. but i love the masakan. pedas but FUYOO power! the last time i ate was... ah. macoroni pedas. and it was the first time my cuzzie mum cooked it. hahas. the kampung people very fun and friendly. all very united. whee~ why am i talking about kampung?? nevermind. but sad2 ah. 'cause... i'll miss you very much-os ah. haiyya. tapi tak per ah. hahas. at least got your gambar. yea. hahas. macam yer jerx. gagaga. gugugu. gogogo.

OMG! i just heard hady mirza sing! and it was SUPERB!!! can MELTS!!! he sing so good. his vocals all are fuyoo!! go HADY MIRZA! hahas. go hady! go hady! yea! hahas. ok i better get going. buhbyes. :)

a sad news? or what? haiyya... but really kind of sad. steve irwin, better known as the croc hunter, passed away today. he got stung by a stingray. he was not eaten up by a croc ok mr. aper jerx you ni. to the extend hahas. cute. and now, currently everyone, almost everyone is putting a cute tortise on their msn nick. here's the foward thingy.

If u haven't heard already, Steve Irwin died today on the 4th of September, on the Barrier Reef, near Cairns As a sign of respect for the Australian cultural icon, place a turtle ( tu ) at the start of ur msn name, and forward this 2 everyone u know Put a turtle ( tu ) infront of your msn nick.
and i put the TORTISE. is soo cute. everyone put. so cute. hahas. duane very nice one the personal nick ah retard half. well, we are the idiot&retard buddies :)

so band today rock so much! hahas. at last, i played something. whees~ or i'll be slacking to the max. hahas. that piece is so nice to play. except for that part. i get lost. and i rushed. haiyaa. andrea girl, RELAX. haahs. funny seys when you were fed-up. hahas, relax. haiyya today, my daughter and andrea, died. they so cold seys. haiyaa. that's the 6th time yea daughter. tsk3.

you and your partner, really ah. hahas. i myself sux in maths. haahs. haiyya. but then i'll try to do well ok. mak! exam belum datang. hahas.

ok my friend just send another about steve irwin. sorry girl. that one i won't do it ah. i don't pray for dead people. haiis, hope you understand yarh. sorry.

ok, auditionSEA is like one of the most maut game i've ever played. hahas. is like so the ahhhh... i tend to get nervous when the arrows appear alot. hahas. yes like what mr t-radhi or known as CoolTR, he says, there's a forum about how to keep calm while playing. i'll keep that in mind. and your head ah your level not high. high lerx. 10 level diff okies. wahahaha.

ok, i'm done blogging. it's getting bored though. haahas. oh ya happy belated one year anniversary to faly&rin :) sorry, i don't you two's combination names. hehe. sorry.

phew! lucky he didn't ask anything about yesterday. haiis. but just now me and 'rents went to parkway ah. then i was busy smsing ah.

dad: can i ask you something. who are you smsing.
me: my classmate ah.
dad: not your boyfriend ah. no boyfriend now ah. just studying.
me: of course la no boyfriend. then what.
dad: i warn you ah. if i saw you got boyfriend, i punish you ah[his elbow almost swing to my face]
me: eyh, of course i got boyfriend. bobo. he's a boy and my friend. and abg also per. ahaha.

and my parents end up laughing. what only la they. hmmms, i'm going to pierce my ear soon. haiyoosh. hmmms, how is the feeling like ah? pain? i feel scared when i see small kids get their ears pierced and they scream. i, myself scared. and when my mom told me how zaman dulu ears are being pierced, i freaked out. but good thing, they allow ah. haiyaa thank ah.

woots.ok i must get 5 As in order to get... my dream laptop. woots. haiyaa. not including d&t. so malay is included. nyeh2. hahas. i really want that laptop badly. not really that bad ah. but then, it really catches my bloody attention. and my mum fancies it toos. yea! hahas. i want to do real well. woopspedoos.

tomorrow band. and 'n' level paper one. i keep saying about that urhs. must stop seys. 'cause i'm not taking it. lerx. haiyaa.

i love you i love you i love you. hahas. i got nothing to blog about. woots.

yesterday was so not a good night. darn. how could i totally forget to put it back into the purse?? dang! i'm so dead if he ask seys. but ok i'll just honestly tell him. but could he at least NOT scold or shout first. there ARE good qualities about him ok. he's not like the previous him. no offence ok. haiyoosh. sorry eyh nadrah & kak marie to sms malam2 yesterday. he already membuta semalam. haiis...

ok, a year have past. now then i watch the damn CD. ahahaha slow me. i watch the national day one ah the finale part. obviously i can spot him. as usual. he always stands at the back. standard him. he was with bodyguard. so cute seys they. hahas. dengan semangat. hahas. very funny. hehes. but the most funny and cute part is... bodyguard doing jumping jacks and tuck jump during PAKA camp. so upfront seys. very funny. hahas. very the cute. and so like selenge. hahas. too bad can't spot him. but nevermind. hahas. funny seys bodyguard do. can laugh till like don't know what. ahahahaha...

tomorrow is 'n' level paper one aite? good luck yea to the jester and to NA's yea. haiis. malay paper one. DO WELL. gugugugu. and oh ya! tomorrow got band. aiyaa. but nevermind. pagi takper. don't petang. boleh maut. so tomorrow 0800-1200. wheee~ can't wait to play my insulting part. ahahaha. very fun lerx. and i don't see conductor play one. i memorize the places to hit one lerx. haiyaa. like the show drumline. he can't read notes. he memorizes the beat and the hits. cool. hahahs.

i seriously don't know what to blog about already. oh yea. this is the second year already. haiyoosh. started blogging ummm, two years ago. eEna introduce it to me. hahas. ok i want to surf the net. no wait. i better go iron some clothes first. woots.

you + me = together or apart? you decide yea mr28 :)

ok so auditionSEA is really really down for the moment. the moment? more like one day. sheesh. well, just have to wait.

ok this is shit. i'm staring at the keyboard now. and like my view is very foggy. what is it?? not taik mata or what ok. 'cause it's like faint foggy-ness. gawd! ahhhh. haiyoosh.

i really L♥VE the song so much. thank you yea. but i ♥ you more. hahakz. but it won't be a kenangan terindah ok. never will it be ok. never. 'cause i won't leave you ok. will you? hmmms...

kak, kak, kak. his hair now not mangkuk. ahaha. aaron so going to kenakan eyh. kepala mangkuk. haiyoosh. they arr. hahas.

my updates are all shorts seys. but who cares. i hack care la. haiyoosh. this is so bored. all i want to do now is play auditionSEA!!! eyh quickly can or not. already bagus2 install sekali say server down. what the shit? nevemind. i'll sabar. woots.

thank you so much eyh. i thought you never search the song lagi after you told me the song tak ader. thank you so much! muuuahs! hahas. i love the song so much-os. very meaningful seys the song. can cry. but neah. haiis...

this sux alright. i bought LIME magazine ah. got free auditionSEA cd. i install it ah. 'cause my comp take ages to download it. urgh. then alraedy install i open it to play ah. sekali cakap not connected to server. so cannot go in. like wtf taus. grrr. but nevermind. i try again later. haiis...

hmmms, i love yesterday alot ok. thank you so much yea. hahas. it's ok if i was late by lil'. hahas. and you told me to eat. i ate. then must eat again. you want me fat is it? hahas. haiis. but i really love semalam so much ok. muahs.

currently, i'm too shock by what i heard. ok. this is so not happening. why? why must it be me? the situation macam like this i cannot handle that well. what's more if that happens? what's going to happen? HELP! seriously. are they such good __________. haiis. i got nothing to blog about now. i'm too sad. haiis...