well the car's back. hehs. now i know how my brother feels everyday. going to clementi then take bus to ngee ann poly. it's damn troublesome. this is just nothing. with the damn laptop and books, it's a killer. (!!) but whatever it is, it was fun. hehs.

tomorrow's saturday. what to do sia? nothing. except doing my homework and hogging on the laptop. bleargh. now going overseas whatever crap shit this month. oh wells. the main event. not event. the main day that i'm going to freak out is this monday. (!!) padahal i'm not the one who took the exam seys. how can this be?? what's more i'm a walking organizer. i have to keep track of all the events that i know of. and i've been keeping track on THIS one. urgh. i become your walking organizer pula. ape je. haiis...

i'm really bored currently. nothing to do. bleargh. how much more boredness can i handle? nada. hehs. eyhs, i need awak update my blog eyhs. haiis. sorry. boos. oh gawd! i need t buy that book next week. by hook or by crook. i can't stand it. it's killing me. hehs. ok i'm done blogging for now. i think. i don't know. hehs. eyh, online eyh. boos.

today's 151206. happy... wait.. oh. happy 8months to izzatdayah :) may you two last forever. whees~

ok today i'm just that margin of boredom. urgh. so bored. well the least i could do is do my homework right? but then... hehs nevermind. i'm dead bored. later going to have to go all the way to clementi. (!!) oh gawd! nevermind.

it's probably official that i'm not going to melaka. yeas and boos. nevermind. hehs. nak main KL, my family don't really like KL. don't know why. maybe because after that incident. still can't believe it. but thank god it didn't happen. freako.

ok i seriously need to get my hands on those two books. it's really killing me not owning them. grrr. $11.45. ok pers. for a book i mean. use popular card. 20% off. that'll be... umm.. i'm not good in my maths. wait. doing mentally... ok nevermind. nyehs. i'll never be good in maths. boos. oh what the3. hehe.

i've got nothing to blog about. since it's really kind of a boring holiday. it's only exciting when on the day itself there's band. which i'm so loving it. nyehs. so yea.

please... don't fade away.

''... now's the time for you to shine since they're not here... it's like in soccer when the main star's not here, it's the chance for the substitue to shine...'' quoted of ML's mouth. bwahaha. well, maybe he's true. since i'm always present in band, and they're not, so ya. i get to take charge of the whole section. whee~ the vibraphone. hehs, i don't really know the spelling. just call it the VIBES baybeh. but i still love my beloved bells, glockenspeils. hehs. maie! join mallets. better. then i got partner and it'll be more kecoh at the back. hehe. i just hope i can cope seys. it's really hard to move from one mallet to another. and only having ONE score and not extras. so you have to bring it to every mallet when you need to play it. abit melecehkan. oh wells. but mallets rocks really.

so went to central bought cheesey fries and bubbletea and iqa bought epok potato. hehe. sat at blk.. i forgot. nevermind. then we talk and eat. hehe. seriously iqa, she's hard to handle. even HE can tell. i'm needed when i'm only REALLY needed. it almost make my patience gone. but lucky. phew. but whatever it is, i think you're right. D***O. bwahaha. but also kesian. but what can we do? nothing practically. bleargh. and then we went home as it started pouring heavily. nyehs.

oh yes, as promised iqa, the videos on the phantom of the opera. instrumental. played by an unknown band. how would i know seys.




part one of the piece.




part two of the piece.




final part. part three.

and there it is. nyehs. i heard we're playing that for PTM tahun hadapan. ooos. going to have to move here and there i guess. nevermind. i so can't wait for SYF. nyehs.

i've got nothing to say anymore. i'm bored. hello? are you even wanting to chat or not?? nevermind. haiis. oh ya note to self. the word EUTHANASIA kills the mind. so the susah to find the definition all. lucky sabar and i've completed it. nyehs. oh wells.

damn! it was fun just now. sekali terputus. damn. i was having fun playing msn games. and was busy trying out my built-in mic suddenly cut off. grrr. screw up seys. prfft.

well ok so iqa didn't mind it. hehe. by the way, you know right siska ask me for the pic you in prom dress. or did you ask her to ask? nevermind. oh wells.

they should be coming any moment now. abg andi's here. HAKIM!! cute! finally you're able to crawl foward. or else forever move backwards. now you just have to learn to walk. hehe. oh gawd! can't wait to get my hands on the taste-exactly-like-macDonalds-nuggets. but weren't bought at mac cause it will be cold already. boos. oh wells. i'm bored. iqa, you HAVE to show me that pic. shhh. i'll take it away. hehe no lah. but maybe. who knows. and i can't wait to get my hands on the mallets again. i miss my baby. hehe. daa~

i lost my temper just now after what i thought was suppose to calm other people down. but in the end i was the one ending up losing my patience after that. but lucky i soon calm down since i was eating. phew! sometimes it just pays to be patience you know. hehe. nyehs.

eyh my microphone can use?? i myself don't know. built in mic katakan. hahas. gawd! i've been hogging on the laptop yet i didn't do my lit. assignment. find what this word means which actually means slow death. something like that. oh well no bothers.

i've nothing to blog about. waiting for a friend of mine to be online. prffft. gawd! i'm still hungry. nyehs.

well, ain't i a slow girl? i guess i AM slow afterall. oh wells it doesn't bother me. hehs. i've read enough of it. stupiDumb. hmmms, that name still exsit eyh? hehs, i don't know. maybe so. oh wells. it doesn't concern me you know. so yea. you know i've always been scared to talk to you ever since that. haiis, but let's not bring up the past. case close vamoosh. apsih? apish. so yea. consider it done.

never in my life have i ever read that. it's........ gross you know. i'm not talking about the top one. this is another blog. eeewws. i mean out of the scale umm 1-10. how many people would type about that? negative i should say. prfft. iqa i'm still laughing about it ok. you should read this time one. it really kills me. hahs. bleargh. people these days. what more can i ever say? well, nothing practically for now.

oh damn! i forgot to vacuum the house. oh well there's still time. let's see now's like 1300h plus. you ain't telling me anything are you? it's fine with me. since now i've got my laptop i'm free to do what i want. glue my eyes to the screen. hehs. and i'm not a bunny alright. bleargh. oh wells. i'm bored. i want to eat. wood? nah. proper food. instant noodle. since i can't find anything else to eat. oh wells. off to eat noodles. weee~

iqa, i hope you don't mind about the pic. nyehs. forever i'll never upload the pic me in prom dress. it sux alright. nyehs. two more years. next after one of the band days go see prom dress again. hehe. i mean after band practices that are held during these times. nyehs.

i'm really laughing out loud yesterday. it really kills me to laugh till i can laugh no more. haiis, i read the WHOLE tagboard. nice. hahas. may you and your faizal last. insya'allah. note that alright.

boos seys. today nothing to do. i don't know. no plans being made yet. all i know they coming today. at night. haiis...

i'm bored. update later lah. maybe ah. nyehs.

ok so after band me, iqa, umai and nad rush home to change baju. cause we were going out. met iqa dulu then umai and nad at whitesand mrt. then we're off to TM. hehehe. in the mrt it was slightly kecoh. hehehe. then alighted at tamp mrt and went to CS to makan. too bad me and iqa da makan. the tudung-less da makan. but the tudungs belum. so we teman them. saw abg ramli. hehs. saw syazwan toos. boos. then we went to take neos. hahas. fun. ish so the fuyoo. hehe then gi the 2nd floor exclusive toilet. ahahaha. took pics. iqa, that eyes poping out scares me alright. hehehe. JU-ON. hahas. then we bought ice-cream, went to TIMES and TOYS 'R' US!!! hehehe. funny like siao. the bunny rabbit. the fairy. hahas. saw the dora with horrible about to die falling off hair. hehe. oh yes before that we went metro. and look at the prom dresses. nice sia. hehe then me and iqa tried the ones we liked. setakat satu je. and we took pic of it. hehehe. only iqa one i'm showing. umai don't you dare ok. boos. hehe. after the camwhore at the toy store we went home. hehe. here are some of the pics. hehe.


nadrah sempat masuk x)


in the mrt [nad&me]


iqa, is that an extra tooth (?)


rau,nad,iqa&maie [band -.-"]


iqa sempat masuk pula x)


cookie monster wants a cookie or a rose ??


isnt she gorgeous in that prom dress.


easter sh. nursyafiqah


the war of... roses (?)


easter raudhah


what the hell are we doing with the toy (?)

well that's about it. hehe.

wah, that's so the inference you made that made you fed-up about band? hais, i know how you feel. but you just got to have the patience you know. most probably you won't go to SYF if you're like this. come on. band's fun. try to feel the feeling of having fun you know. how i know about it? nothing have to do with people's mouth. i have my ways. so don't bother alright. just come to band. i'm worried for your attendance. haiis.

well this thursday's the last day of band. for NOW. dang. then it'll resume on the 27th dec. 2 days after christmas. shacks! nevermind. hehe. i'm really excited for SYF next year. hehe. well, mr leung knows about it already. hey, i didn't bring up the topic alright. but he asked for you two. so i had to say it alright. i DIDN'T blabber ok. haiis.

i'm done. by the way, iqa i'm still laughing about that phrase you know. hehe. 5times, 4times. ahahaha. and... *tweety's voice* : ''don't we all win when we're all friends.'' hehe. i'll stop it don't worry. hehe. don't mind me update your pic eyh? please. you look gorgeous la girl. weeee~

first and for most. the post that were dated 1dec was suppose to be in oct. my comp somehow was damage. and somehow that someone didn't check his mail to update it for me. oh wells. but he did in the end. and it was dated 1dec. iqa told me and i had to check it for myself. and true enough. it was. oh wells nevermind.

i love nadrah alright. she's me and i'm her. well not literally. we are almost similar and think similar. hehe. she's there for me and vice versa. yeaps yeaps. let's just say she's one friend that is reliable and can be relied on and vice versa. nyehs. thanks nadrah.

consider you and me done alright. we have nothing already. we are now strangers as we are before. you had the fanciness to say that. i'm really disappointed in you. how could you? consider it done and forever it will be. fancy of you saying that. now that it's clear, thank you.

boys, sheesh. sabar je raudhah. haiis, well it seems so fast that 2006 is coming to an end. before you know it, the next thing you know it's already 2007. iqa, note the phrase the next thing you know. hehehe. well that's all ah. i can wait to see my friends. but i can't wait to get back to studying. it really kills to not have any knowledge inside my head for now due to the fact that it's the holidays and the only thing that is polluting my head is all the scores of my band practices which really makes me sick but making me love band more. i've said enough. weee heee. and not forgeting some people pwe me somethings. like kakliyana... you owe me something. and from abg fee. hehehe. ok i'm done. ciao.

ok just a short update today. first. fcuk laptops. nyehs. kind of hard to type properly. second. sorry for not updating my blog. my comp spoil. but now i update it already. boos. third. umm... nothing. nyehs. ok i've update. for now only. byes.

irwanshah & acha ; my heart.

this song or rather the movie is being played almost every where in geylang pasar malam. shops that sell DVDs and all. kind of making me being sick of it. but i love the song :) it's really touching. nyehs.

geylang is still no.1 place to shop for raya stuffs. but i must say, the baju-s this year ain't really what i expected. astaga. it's really a sakit mata to me. well to the boys, maybe not. but still! mum too doesn't approve that kind of wearing during raya. neither do i. i'll never fancy that kind be it 10 years or forever. and also most baju got tons of manik. it'll be hard to wash the baju once it's dirty. prfft. also, for what wear baju that's full of manik? ish3. yea so this year i'll be wearing baju kurung. the fact that baju kebaya really suck just that bit after i wore it last year. the red especially. the green not so bad. so the kurung i bought was... nyehs. blue. light blue. blue is LOVEEEE :) wanted the purple or lime green. but since i only can buy one. better buy the one with my favourite color. nyehs.

after next week, school would be as good as close. yayness. exams are officially over for the sec1s, 2s, 3s and 4 NAs. everyone has already ended their secondary level for this year. next year will be a big and not-so-energetic HELLO to sec.3 education for me. groan. new teachers i'll be facing with. not literally new. but teachers who've not taught me before. oh well. at least still have one bloddy more year i'll get to see him in school. but the fact i don't know if i'm happy about it. haiis. oopps. nevermind. but i'll still be happy no matter what :)

band resumes tuesday or friday?? well next weeks band i'll be sure to go. since i miss WX. and of course my crazy trios. nyehs. the week after next i'll screw them up till the 4th week of raya. like i said, screw band for the first three weeks. enjoy raya while we still can. only comes once A year. nyehs. i've been telling my juniors to screw band for the first three weeks. but must resume after that. as SYF's coming next year. hurrah to devillic funeral and that celebration. i love to say devillic celebration as it sounds nice eyhs. with the oh-so insulting part of the mallet which my dead daughter refuses to play. but i'll play yeas :) i miss my timpani baby. han zhen really abused it. tsk3 BF. i've aborted my baby snare as i'm banned from playing it unless i'm asked to which is like 90:10, the boys will ask to. prfft. oh and he'll most probably show up in band since he's still in school. but it's up to him whether to show face or not. and how am i to survive in band? i'll think about that with mrsURIE xP

my computer's going to get rebooted soon :) as i wanted it to. because yesterday afternoon it was jammed. it wouldn't even enter the windows. i cried because all my stuffs gone. plus my bro's pictures all. but surprisingly, when my bro got home, the computer was fine back. you see. when my bro's home, everything will be ok. when he's away, something will bound to not work. you control all eyhs? nyehs.

i've said enough. oh yea happy 6mths to eizzadAYAH and belated 8mnths to Z&A :) shh... nyehs. i Y you lah ok. do you too? :(

one more paper to go and that marks the end of EOY for this year, 2006 :) well, art was ok. i was lucky enough to use my tracing paper to trace how many of the picture i wanted before it was taken away. because we, my class, some didn't know tracing papers are not allowed. but phew for me.then i drew one pathetic eyes on fire in the middle and started painting it. the painting was horrible including the color combination alright. i had to borrow paint brushes. mus did help me by lending me his paint brush. but my happiness died off after that. there was only one brush. but it did help though. really. the brush came in handy. so i had to borrow siska's brushes since she was coloring. and i lent her my sharpener. so art was quite a frustrating paper. the brushes won't so-call cooperate. it was hard to paint. but i got frust up i so-called scolded the brushes. nyehs :P but in the end i manage to finish it. the only color that was totally not available though i really need it was white. my white was dried like to the maximum. eew.

well the day didn't really started off that well. it seems that insects are chasing me. in my home, i mean. like after sahur, i went into my room, there was this cicak on the wall. when i entered my room, it came close. then when i sat on my bed, it froze and went crawling behind my all-time huge cupboard. after i woke up, done with my bathing, changed into my uniform, i saw a dead baby cockroach on my edge of the bed. yucks. followed by a month that's like chasing me in my room. i had to whack it alot of times. in the end i manage to do it. i was on my mp3 ear phone strap and all i did was whack it with the umm adobe photoshop cover. teehee sorry eyh rre. worry no more. i wipe it cleaned :) and the worst was yet to come. i wore my school shoes. the left shoe was ok. the right shoe on the other hand... i slip my leg foot into it. i felt something at the tip of it. but i didn't cared. it could be leaf or what. suddenly when i stood up, something was crawling on my leg. it tickled me and i kicked my shoe off. lucky and thank god for my socks were on. cause when i kick the shoe again, a cockroach went crawling out of bloody shoe!!! it was freaking gross. but lucky for the creation of socks :) but it's still gross.

what should i do after tomorrow's paper? hmmms...

so i've switched to the blogger beta. nothing much of a difference. what's difference, you have to use your gmail or hotmail to sign in. sheesh. but oh wells, once done can't be undone.

talking about what's done can't be undone, will this pharse be applied to what's happening now? the surroundings i'm in. the surroundings when you're around. whatever that has happened. can it be undone or otherwise? i've nothing else to say.

why was there an invention called the handphone? for what ever reason was it invented? to contact people right. to communicate with one another if we're far, when i mean i mean FAR, from the person you need to talk to right. so why the hell did those boys from coral sec. shouting for my neighbour's name like there was no tomorrow? it's very irritating alright. and were you two successful? no. why? because he was asleep. the father had to tell you he was asleep. sheesh. and i was already sms-ing him asking if he was at home. because i was about to shout at them to ask them to go up to his house and kindly ask for him. i hate it when my sleeping time is being disturbed. you'll get grouchy so fast that you wish you didn't sleep. sheesh. lucky you shouted for my what mr zafran say cousin name only once. because why? both are from coral sec. both fairly know each other and live side by side, not that literally. oh boy, his mum would have chased you two away from the block if you had called for his name. and after that what happens to me? i woke up from my sleep. prfft. oh wells.

should i give up on playing the guitar when the fact that i don't even know any chords nor know any fingering except for the A not fingering. i don't know. it's hard to find someone to teach. oreo cheesecake guy says he can teach. but must go his house. i go your house i tag her along ah. teehee. zikir wanted to teach through webcam, i turn down his offer. he until now nothing. must i go up to your sisters and beg them? sheesh. i had it already. i'll ask oreo cheesecake guy to help :) in return of me helping with you,JH&bro's don't know whatever ehem. i won't say it. i won't help to spread it yet. suddenly, it turned out ugly and not what you all had discussed it to be like, i better shut up first. in case you all are wondering what it is. it's just some buisness you know. when it's really slowly building up, i'll advertise it :)

ok. 'N' level is now officially over. chipmunk got home already. which means you, not chipmunk, can relax and all. i wish you all the best in whatever you're thinking of doing now. speaking of these two, did mafiasesat and her ummm kapissh? please say no. they looked so sweet together.

retard, can i salute you in school? that picture of you&D is finally out in msn, at your display picture. so sweet&cute. i was stunned by the aww-ness of it. happy being together :) if you two were to get married, retard half MUST invite idiot to your wedding ok :) i think too far. nevermind. it's my retard's future we're talking about here xP i've said enough.

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