Today then I update.Long sehz.Hehe.Well,these past few days was ok for me larz..Um,that guy found himself a new girl.Impressive.Despo I think.God.It's true what Joanne and Jonathan(Jonny) said.Why find one now when you can't even marry him/her?True.But for some people maybe they are destine to be with each other from teenage till adults.Cool.Hmm,ya last Monday just came back from Istanbul.God!It was damn cold over there.But it was fun.Experince coldness like never before.And the bast past was...On the second last day over there,it was SNOWING!!!Damn happy sehz.Then played with the snow.It wasn't even cold sehz.Hehe.The kebabs there were AWSOME!Delicious too.Hmm,it was fun la.That's all I can say.Hehe.Well,yesterday and today was band.Fun sehz.Especially today.The last few minutes before leaving the whole band had to clean instruments.The clarinetist were the most fun sehz.We disturb other band members.Then we laugh2 one.Johnny was funny.Hehe.Joanne looked a lil' blur arr.Raimi,he always look serious one.Laugh also rarely.Me and Arian had fun talking to Johnny,Joanne,Kendrick and Raimi.Haigz,next year is a new year.The next year is 2 days away!!Hahakz.Then school open on the 3rd January.And on that they,band start already.Aw..But nevermind.Man played the song Darthmore Variations,something like that.That piece is soooo fun to play man.Quite easy too urhs.DAMN!!Next next year,2007,Sec 3.I want to take pure science class ar.But then my mum told e in order to go JC,I must take Literature.GOD!!!I suck at that subject.Never pass.Johnny also say take literature.It's fun.Man,guess have to go poly.But I will still try my best to go JC in the comeing years=].High hopes and dreams I have for my academic studies.Sports,not so.BGRs..Can wait.Now that I've learn.Trust me,ok don't too trust me la.But from my point of view,BGR right will make your studies SLACK.Johnny was right again.Once have BGR you will slack.Haigz..Oh ya by the way..I want to put my new year resolutions for 2006...Hehe...
My 2006 Resolutions are:-

1)Study Hard
2)Don't Give A Damn About Him
3)Play better in Band
4)Don't put up fights with friends
5)Just be me
6)Be simple and not too complicated
7)Don't think about boys(Like I can)
8)Break all the resolutions except no.2 and 7

Good right?Haha.Ya lame I know.Well,that's me.Man,must start saving money.So can buy Guitar.Weee~That's all I ever think off.Hahakz.Hmm,don't really have..Oh SHIT!!Homework belum buat.Aaaahhhh...DAMN!!Must do now.Ok la..I go do my homework.Ciao

GO FUCK TT GUY TO HELL!!!
WOHOO!!!
HE CAN KISS MY DAMN ASS TO HELL!!
Haha...









RAGING GILERR HE JADI
SETAN GILERR I MENJADI!!









U TINK U WT??
KING OF EVRYTHNG??
N HOW CULD U DO TT
TO UR OLD BESTFREN??!!
HU WULD DO ANYTHNG...




ANYTHNG!!!



JUZ TO CONTACT WIF U!!
FOR 5 DAMN YEARS!!
SHE LOST CONTACT WIF U!!
AT LEAST SHE HAV D COURAGE N HOPE
TO FIND U!!
SHE IS WT EVRYONE I D WORLD WULD ONE!!
A FREN HU IS CARING FO HER FREN...
N WULD DO ANYTHNG JUZ TO FIN DEM!!!


U TINK U HAV




EMBARRASSED ME??!!




WELL FRET NOT!!!



I'M NT EMBARRASSED!!!
Y??
CUZ I HV NTH TO LOSE!!!


N UR NEW GURL!!
JUZ PISSED UR OLD BESTFREN OFF!!!
HOW CAN SHE??!!
SHE CRIED OK!!!

HOW MUCH MORE SICKENIN CAN U GET??!!

OH U HAVENT SEEN D WORST PART OF ME YET!!!

BUT U WILL....

ONCE...




A




NEW




YEAR




BEGINS...

TOT CONTINUE LVUIN U
WAS WORTH IT...

BT GUESS NT...

U PATCHED WIF HER...
U TOLD UR BESTFREN WEN SHE KOLLED U...

GUESS TO U...

STEADS R MORE IMPORTANT THAN FRENZ...


UR BESTFREN NOW...

HAIGZ...

GURL,
I'M GONA GET HIM BACK
FOR WT HE DID TO U AITS??
LUV U...AS A FREN...





WATCH OWT OK...SPONGEBOB!!

YES!!!

How many more hours...

I'm off to...

ISTANBUL!!!

Bt d flight is at 11.25pm..

Aper sak...

Haigz...

Weeee~

I'm facing reality...

N..

Retribution...

Cnt tok abt it...

Cuz I kept my word...

Abt typin it in here...

Weee~

Walao...

The nitemeare...

Zikir...

Still hunting me siah...

eeeeee....

Scary...

I noe sumthng is gona happen...

Haigz...

Dad membebel lagi...

Ask me to jemur baju...

C!!

Now all me!!

Basuh pinggang,me...

Basuh baju...me...

Jemur baju,me...

Gosok baju..me...

Sedia kan makan;me...

Ini..me...

Itu..me...

Smua me..

Haigz...

Giv up siah me..

Tapi klau suruh mkn...

I dun mind it's me ...

Hehe...

Haigz...

My hopes n dreams...

All shattered...

Haigz...

Damn...

K la..dis will b my last post...

Fo now...

Cuz nnti kt INSTABUL...

For satu minggu!!!

So...CIAO!!!

Mum fell sick...

I had to run her errands...

I had to buy food...

She cnt cook...

Wif her bad condition...

Im really worried...

Hopes she gt well soon...

Deep down...

I'll wait...

For him...

Even if it takes...

My whole lyf...

I'm nt a...

DESPO...

Bt I 87859 588 8...

2dae...

Marks...

8 mths 2gdr...

D nitemare of my past...

Zikir...

Hunted me AGAIN...

In my dreams...

He came bck in2 my dreams...

I was in his arms...

Tellin him abt dis...

N he told me...

He is gona beat him up...

It felted lyk...

Dejavu...(Wteva d Spellin)

I culdnt bleaf...

I was in his DAMN arms...

Bt a fren told me...

Dis wun really happen...

N I trust her...

I'm hapy to hv a fren lyk her...

I LUV MY FRENZ AS FRENZ...

Thnk u fo bein my frenz...=]

N I LUV HIM TOO!!!Spongebob...<33

Now still awake...

Haigz...

Watch...

Ikhlas TAA Suria...

FOYOO!!!

Gerek...

Hehe...

Syed Azmir n Fauzie Laily...

Were DA BOMBS!!!

Hehehe...

So was Taufik Batisah...

Bt he wasn't tt...nvm..

Bt d lagu he brought...

Was so...

I duno...

Vry..souly...

Nyce...

Kelvin was great too...

D show was BEST..

Hahaha...

Watch..

Farnee vdeo...

Haigz...

Man,Ikhals Taa...

BOMB!!!

ROX!!

Weee~

Hmm,nth much to sae...

Nk zzzzzzzzzzzzz........

Aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh.........

Bored...

Haigz...

Actually...

Suppose to kluar dgn fam la...

Abe HUJAN!!...

Lebat plak tu...

Grrr...

Haigz...

Cleaned my rm todae...

Juz here n dere...

Repaste my poster...

D A4 size one all taken down...

Haigz...

I realize..

My rm luked more spacious...

Oooo....

Cool...

Hehe...

Lamak...

My bro...

Da alik...

Haigz...

Nth much to sae...

Hohoho...

Christmas blum dtg...

Da Hohoho...

Muahahaha...

Haigz...

Lyk gt no more thngs...

To update abt...

Haigz...

Lukin at d PRCS-GIRLS...

Profile in Frensta...

Foyoo!!!

Btul nyer STRICT giler!!!

Haigz...

Daes pass...

Still...

Nth much is bein solved...

Whattahell???

Haigz...

Uh..uh...

Haigz...

Da la lamer sehz...

Tk kluar...

Dgn Nisah,Rre,Shab...

Jln lar...

Haigz...

Homework...

None is bein done...

Lazy arr nk uat...

Y muz giv holidae h/w...

Towards a new yr???

Nvm...

8 more daes...

Till I'm off...

To Istanbul...

Y m I countin it???

Nvm...

Sms tt guy pon tk guner...

Wt to sae??

It's nt lyk we r on...

Gd terms again...

6 more daes...

8mths...

N nth is bein done...

BULLSHIT!!!

I juz let anythng happen larz...

I cnt force him into...

Settlin probs...

So,he nk settle ok...

He tk nk,sudah...

Leceh jugak arhs gini...

Bt wt to do...

Tralala...

Tralala...

Nth beta to type..

Hehe...

Now nk gi tukar...

Frensta profile...

Customize d bckgrnd n all...

Nk all black...

Ahahaha...

Ciao...

Now currently feelin...

Depress n Crazy n Bored...

Depress cuz...

Ntah sedih jerr...

Crazy cuz...

I m CRAZY...

Bored cuz...

24/7 at hm...

Jarang kluar alrdy...

Nga chat dgn Nisah...

Hmm,ya...

Tt Zan kn...

Eh u tink u wt...

Ya MAEN2 jer...

Smua ur kemarahan...

Is MAEN2 jerr...

Juz kiddin...

Ya...

N kol me GLOJOH sumore...

FUCK LA U!!!

How i noe??

My cuzzie told me k...

N ya u find it a buang...

Masa smsin me kn...

GOOD!!!

U tink u wt...

Farnee...

Cn joke arnd dgn...

KEMARAHAN??!!

WAKE UP LA!!!

At least if u break,...

U cn go bck to ur EX!!!

CUz ur ex is ur BEST FWEN alrdy...

While me...

Forgt abt it...

Im DAMN angry...

Feel lyk breakin his neck...

Arghhh!!!

Hell la u!!!

K let's tok sumthng else...

Weee~

Nis n ehem(nt to b name)...

Da std!!!

YES!!!

Finally!!!

Congrates Nis...

N...

9 more daes...

B4 I fly off to...

ISTANBUL...

Dgn fam la...

TK kn gi sorg sehz...

YES!!!

1 WHOLE DAMN WK...

Him-less...

Weee~

Cn njoy...

N fogt abt me DAMN probs...

Listenin to Simple Plan...

Shut Up...

SHUT UP LA ZAN!!!

Muahahahahaha...

I've really...

OFFICIALLY gone CRAZY...

Thx to him...

I m crazy mentally...

N thx to my fwens...

Hu r fun to b wif..

N brought joy!!!

LUV u fwens...

Muahhss..Hehe...

Haigz...

Gtg...

Gi check frensta arr...

Type arr pape...

Haigz...

Uh ya...

Me n Him...

Will nvr sms each otha...

EVA AGAIN...

Wakakaka...

Bt now duno la...

Uh..uh...

Kluar wif fam tadi...

Kluar mkn jerr...

Abe balik...

Ape sak...

Haigz...

Bored...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...........

Tinkin of chngin blogskin...

Bt den d song too sedap arr...

Hehe...

Uh ya...

Raudha has officially gone

CRAZY...

On d...

1st Of Dec...

Hehe...

Woooweee~...

Wakakakaka...

Tmr,kena jumper him...

*YAWN*...

Haigz...

Skarang nga chat...

Dgn his fwen...

Firdaus...

Haigz...

Haigz...

K la...

Me nk uat me Chores...

Jemur baju n...

Gosok My dad's baju...

Tatas...

5th Dec...Mon...

Uh..12 more daes...

Den I'll off to

ISTANBUL!!!

FO 7 WHOLE DAES!!!

Haigz...

Er...

Bored la...

Todae gi ngaji...

Larf2...

I'm still d same me in ngaji...

Uat klakar...

Ustazah oso cnt scold me...

Cuz she will end up larfin too...

Hehe...

Nth much to sae lerr...

Oh ya gado wif him...

Ntah la dier...

He gi mcm marah2 me...

Pekik2 n lyk u noe...

Marah org habis2...

Mcm SETAN!!..

Abe nnti he will sae...

I was juz kiddin la...

Maen2 jerr...

Da marah org mcm hape..

Kater juz kiddin...

WT D HACK!!!

Haigz...

Pointless tokin abt him...

Deep down...

Nvm...

Haigz...

My fwens wif std...

I c slalu hapi jerr...

Tk de masalah...

Haigz...

Hmmz...

Da la...

Zzzzzzzzzzzz..........

Sick n tired of it...

D waes tt I hv to suffer...

Had to go thru...

All d pain I wasnt suppose to...

U hit me hard at my heart...

U stab me directly frm d bck...

N let d pain...

Slash thru my heart...

It slowly tore...

A drop of blood came down...

Slowly...

Blood began gushin owt...

Frm d open wound...

Of my heart...

U juz stood dere...

N watch...

N did NTH...

U knew u were wrong...

Bt u had to cover it up...

I was left dere alone...

In a pool of blood...

Which gushed owt...

Frm my heart...

To show my luv fo u...

I juz kept quiet...

N nt tellin u...

To do nithng...

Cuz I luv u...

N I'm willin to giv up my lyf...

Fo u...

Even tho it was pain...

Slowly...

Slowly...

I collapsed...

My last words fo u were...

I LOVE U...

U culdnt make it owt...

Bt u knew it...

Cuz u culd feel it in ur heart...

My torn heart...

Tells u...

Tt I still luv u...

Tears began rollin down ur cheeks...

U fell to ur knees...

N shouted ur heats owt...

Tt u regretted it...

Bt dere was NTH u cn do...

As tym CNT b REVERSE...

All d luv tt I had...

Fo u...

Gushed owt frm d blood...

N faded...

N...

DISAPPEARED...

I juz laid dere...

Motionless...

Bt b4 I said gdbye...

My last tear drop...

Fell to Earth's Ground...

N I was gone FOREVA...

U hit me hard at d heartU shot me dead in d headU had me all I cared
I was CONFUSED at all cost...
BECAUSE OF U......

Haigz...

Da mcm malas nk update...

Hmmz...

waitin for him to online...

Klau he skarang at his nenek hse arh...

Haigz...

Uh smlm eh..

Thursdae...Ya...

Gi kluar dgn Zan...

Gi Bugis...

D furthest I've eva been...

Gi ngok wayang...

Chicken Little...

Cute sehz d movie...

Hehe...

B4 d movie...

We amik Neoprint...

Usually kluar we amik urhs...

Lepas ngok wayang...

Gi National Library...

Wana see how big it was...

It was DAMN big...

Lepas tu naik MRT alik...

Alik Pasir Ris...

Gi Baech...

Duduk n raserkn d angin...

D tiupan angin was damn nice...

Sejuk...

Hehe...

Abe ckp2 arh...

Frm gi blayar...

To cruise...

To pulau Ubin...

Sentosa...

Cable Car...

Genting...

N ntah ape lagi...

Crap bt fun...

Bt den kn...

Actualli nk gi town...

Abe tk jdi...

Cuz I ask Nisah...

Town or Beach...

She ckp Beach...

So gi beach...

Lagi pun,Zan told me...

Ya 'rents dier smlm...

Ade kt Town...

Jdi...

We r lyk PHEW!!!

Nasib sehz..

Hehe...

Hmmmz...

Uh..uh...

Ape lagik nk ckp...

Oh ya...

I;m off to Istanbul on d 17th Dec...

Mlm tolak dari S'pore...

Sau Minggu kt saner...

SATU MINGGU tau!!!

Haigz...

Nk raser kn Winter punyer hal...

Hehe...

Erm...

Oh ya...

Wana wish Sonia n Fatinah...

HAPPY BURFDAE U GURLS!!!

Da 13th yrs ol sehz...

Hehe...

Er...

Hehe...

Ya...

Asl eh Zan nyer kwn,Aderla,...

Nk tau sgt abt me n Zan??!!

Mcm...

I duno..

Nvm urhs...

Now den he online...

LAME LA!!!

Wakakaka....

Haigz...

Bored siah me...

Jap..I log off...

Hehe...

Online bck...

Lame la me...

Mcm da malas nk update arr...

Tapi tk pe...

Hehe...

Shit la my comp!!!

I duno y oso...

Mcm lag jer wen I type...

Haigz...

I tink I type...

Too d vry d much...

Hehe...

Lag...

Lagggggggggggggggg.............

Wakakakaka....

Now he da offline...

Wt la he...

Haiyoosshh!!!...

Ahahahahaha...

Ok I'm brain Dead now...

FUCK LA!!!

My dad tiba2 naik angin...

AT ME!!!

Psl my bro...


He now cuz...

Da pandai balik lmbt..

Sampai ukul 11 mlm lebih...

Mak Bapak maner tk risau anak dier

Alik lmbt knz...

Abe juz ni...

My dad pekik at me...

RAUDHAH!!!

ASL ABG KAU BALIK LMBT!!!

N den I juz sae la...

He told me to tell my dad...

He balik lmbt...

Abe my dad ckp

Nvm..

Dun wana tok abt it..

Bt den plz la..

Klau yer pun ckp la kt tembok ke per...

Bukan kt me...

Haigz...

Bt den I cnt do nithng...

I hv to sabar wif his waes n all...

Haigz...

Damn!!

Grr...

It really hurts me...

Just by lukin at it u noe...

Totally make me wana kill him...

Truly this tym...

Cnt take it...

If u tink d boy is him...

Mite as well juz sae yupz...

Eeeee!!!

Haigz...

Da la...

Malas nk ckp psl dier...

Klau aku dpt amik muker dier...

Aku tumbuk habis2...

Cekik dier sampai...Kaput...

Me noe la he Cute la...

Handsem la...

Bla d bla la...

Bt u noe wt...

I cnt b jeles or angry ovr dis u noe...

In fact...

I shud b hapi...

N Thank God tt this is happenin...

Yeah...

Cuz...

Thngs r SO gona chnge soon...

I wana b SINGLE!!

Beta rite??!!

Hmmz...

Haigz...cnt sae much alrdy lerr...

I juz wana DIE!!

Weee~

Gi TM todae..

Dgn nisah...

Amik Neos...

Den gi Library...

Den gi beach..

Jumper rre...

Den balik...

Ok lars..

K la gtg...FUCK!!