resolution, with a twist

1. WHAT I WANT IN 2009

# KEEP CONTACT WITH MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!
# CHANGE THE FLAWS I STILL HAVE.
# LOSE WEIGHT.
# START POLYTECHNIC WITH THE RIGHT FOOT.
# STUDY HARD ENOUGH TO CONTINUE GETTING SCHOLARSHIPS.
# READ MORE BOOKS!
# GET MYSELF CLOSER TO MY RELIGION.
# STRONGER FRIENDSHIPS.
# SMILE MORE OFTEN.
# STOP BEING CAMERA SHY!
# HELP MORE AT HOME.
# GET GUITARING RIGHT.
# LESS FUEDS WITH PEOPLE AROUND ME.
# BE HAPPY & JUST BE ME : D

2. WHAT I HOPE FOR MY FAMILY

* my cousins all have stronger ties with one another.
* brother to complete polytechnic with a diploma : D
* mum to still continue making brownies every now & then : P
* dad to stay healthy : D
* younger cousins to go out together.
* brother to enter NS : P
* mum to still be a great malay teacher : D
* dad to be happy always.
* cousins to visit beach road there on weekends, teehee ; D

3. What I HOPE FOR THE WORLD

* LOVE OBAMA!
* promote awareness to help save the earth.
* to have organisations that help people who have terminal diseases.
* to be in one harmony world.
* to not kill animal for their own purposes (that doesn't include food)

4. IN YEAR 2020 (too far much?)

* completed University by then (hopefully i get into one).
* a happy family.
* a home that could fit most of my family in it (wow)
* being a chemist by then (yes, read that)
* to still be in contact with my old friends.
* to OWN a VOLKSWAGEN BEETLE (personalised!)
* helping out in organisations for children.

5. For 4five `2008 (your secondary 4 class)

* stay in contact.
* everyone being happy on results day.
* must invite the class when getting married, teehee.
* hold outings to catch up on things.
* to see how the guys look like when they come out from NS ; P
* to reach the goals each and everyone had set.
* everyone doesn't change for the worse.
* ben khoh make it into the entertainment industry.
* nur amirah being a malay teacher & probably end up teaching my children, LOL!

6. FOR MY OTHER PALS/BABES/HUNKS/GEEKS/HUNNAYS

* sean to be in the same polytechnic as me!
* regain friendship ties with nadrah!
* syafiqah visit band with me!
* go skating with anna!
* gym with farreha!
* visiting workplace with nur amirah!
* go crazy with alyah when we meet!
* to go sushi with namira!
* to meet up with nur aishah again!
* naufal hakim to think positively!
* see jonathan tan be a bookworm!
* jia qing become a rock nerd, teehee.
* to fulfill promises made with MSN!
* to see dzul become a famous photographer!
* make sure rayyan still remember me when he's in melbourne.
* min (psst, we know who eyy BM) to not scare me when i'm working.
* kak siti to continue studying even at her age (:
* razzan becoming a model! LOL.

another year's gone, another's coming,

by now everyone has realized that 2008 is coming to an end. wow. i can't believe how much things have changed since 2005, where i was a noob shiet in PRCS back then. from the immature thinking & the wannabe of becoming in popular cliques to slashing which became an in thing back then to becoming who i am now. as i recall through the memories, it tickles me. how much i've changed. you have no idea. i myself still am freaked out by it.

2005/2006...
i got into class 1/5. i made wonderful friends there. i had a home tutor who was famous among the 1/5`05 students, "the world doesn't revolves around you". i really love 1/5`05. even though i suffered unpleasant events at that time. well, it didn't stop there actually. it followed me in 2/5`06. the agony of living in what i thought was hell. the process of changing. trust me, it was truly an agony. back then i was those tomboy. i thought i could live through secondary life with that attitude, but i was wrong. not only that. i had a change in the friends i made. i learnt to appreciate friends who i thought i won't befriend with. however, in the end, i did & i was really glad that i was starting to open up.

2007/2008...
as you know, 4 years in secondary, i've been in the 5's class. 1/5 to 4/5. cool aye? throughout this 4years, i was with nur amirah, farreha, farah ain, amirah nabilah, ben tan, haikal etc. it's great to be with them. very fun people indeed. i remember getting caught by ms junainah on my first day of school for my colored hair. i entered class late, 30mins before recess to be exact. that was when i made friends with jonathan tan ming song. crazy fella. by sec3, life for me took a whole new turn. i wasn't really who i was during lower sec. i realized i learnt to appreciate friends & ya, basically not be rough. i also learnt to appreciate studying. & with all the friends i made, i really love my class. the bond we had. though there were ups & downs, we still manage to push ourselves for the coming Os which we countdown since the beginning of 2008. & ohh! how can i forget. i still remember the class all going "eyy sial ahh what happened. die siaa, she's going to scold. confirm kena one" and looking at each other then to rre, hoping she would know what happened whenever ms junainah asked us to close the windows & doors. it's funny because most of the time it's not scolding that we got. & the birthday gift each and everyone of us would get when our birthdays are nearing.

in a nutshell, secondary life has change me, a lot & i've learnt things i never thought i would. it really made me who i am, today. i learnt to realize things i never understood before entering secondary school. well, i still got room for improvements, but 4years really did a lot of changing.

now to thank a few people.

ms junainah,
for your committment to the class. though she was on leave a few months before Os, she made an effort to still teach us at her house. she's a teacher who puts herself as one of us when talking to us personally. thank you ms junainah for being a great teacher who inspired the class. with your motherly care towards us when we were seen struggling during your absence, we challenged ourselves to study harer & not to let you down. 4/5`08 loves you (': ♥♥

farreha,
4 years in the same class. from the kentals we were back then to what we are now. the laughters we had when we were in sec1. i got to admit though. i was scared to talk to her for almost 1 1/2yr. don't ask me why, but i had my reasons. come sec4, we put most of the bad memories behind. i really want to thank rre for everything that she had done. really one super woman. hope we won't lose contact ok! i love you! ♥

nur farah ain/nur amirah/amirah nabilah,
4 years of friendship too. these girls are fun to be with. with all the worst things that can ever when you're with them. though we all have our downs with each other, we try to erase it off and start a new. what's more, we one who can sing, one who is a food provider & one who you can always rely on for marker pens. teehee. it's great knowing them. they may be different but one thing's for sure, they are all crazy. & i mean it in a good way. don't lose contact ok! will miss you people. loves! ♥

jaslyn/anna/shu ming/amanda,
the chinese girls who i never regret making friends with. firstly, they were formerly 2/4`07 girls. & one thing great about them is they are fun to hang out with. the study moments at coffeebean till night time. the gossip sessions with them in class with the malay girls. it's like being in primary school all over again. befriending only chinese people. however, this group of people really add color into my circle of friendship & i don't mean literally. will miss you girls )': loves! ♥

benjamin tan,
before anything, TURTEY says hi. the guy who lights up the class. though he sits at the back but his jokes, all the way to the front, can be heard. a friend who is there when you need one. i still remember in sec2, the camp. in sec3, sat at the back with him. uber funny. benjamin tan is really a great friend ((:

jonathan tan,
a great friend. can talk to him almost about everything. though at times blur blur but he still stood by his friends. can gossip also. not bad for a guy. oiii, remember me horr! & my new moon, please : D

sean tan,
seanaye! yes, i still keep the badge. in a nice box some more, ok. thank you for helping me out most of the time. i really appreciate what you've done for me, the time wasted on me etc. though i thank you, you still owe me a present next year : P

khairul nizam,
i still remember that "head spin" you did just for me so that i would not cry. thank you, really. i know i'm not much of a friend to you, but i really appreciate what you've done throughout sec4. && don't be sad sad horrr ((:

nur alyah,
neighbour-religious classmates-schoolmates. since young, wow. we've gone through a lot of obstacles laa. though i admit at times i'm being a bitch, i still appreciate the things she's done. for a smart ass like her to go crazy, that's something. we've got a lot to catch up on yawww! call me down whenever you can ok (: ♥

nur qamarina,
missy que! she's one brave girl. she put up with a lot of things in life. i really felt bad to turn my back to her. she's a friend you could go to & share it. a friend who is there even though she was being hurt by any of us. a brave girl you are (: ♥

nadrah,
for 2 1/2 years, nadrah & i stood by each other. i really appreciate whatever that she had done for me. well, almost all. many times, she had done a lot of things for me. she was my listening ear. she was where i could laugh out loud without putting up a mask. she was like a twin sister to me who does everything with me. i really love her. i got admit, as much as a bitch i am cursing/swearing her behind her back, deep down, i'm hurting myself with those words. she's like a true friend come back after i've lost mine 10yrs ago. it's not going to be easy building up the friendship back since after this year, we're entering to different institutions. i really wish to make it up to her. i really miss her. ohmygayyy, i'm trying to hold back my tears while typing this. nadrah, i'm really sorry for everything that i've done. i don't wish to be that friend back. imy, bestfriend ♥

60 QUESTIONS PEOPLE DON'T ASK IN SURVEYS.
CAUTION: A VERY LONG QUIZ.

When's the last time you ran?
-2 days ago at work.

Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
-i'm no cloth eater horr.

What are you dreading right now?
-having to go to work tomorrow, sheesh.

Do you celebrate 420?
-what is 420?

Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
-8 hours isn't even full, prfft.

If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?
-in the beginning, anyone won't even come into my house since i'm lazy to even open my door on my "lazy days", ya dig?

Who last grabbed your ass?
-how in the hell world do you grab an ass, omfg.

Have you ever been on your school's track team?
-hah, look at my size & you will know, lol.

Do you own a pair of Converse?
-Converse is a brand, how can i own the brand? that'll be awesome shiet.

Did you copy and paste this survey?
-totally. yes, i manage to copy it from farah's blog, muahaha.

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
-the one for making cookie or the B&J?

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
-no, because it couldn't fly like a soccer ball.

Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
-the radio is innocent. blame the person who works as the radio deejay. radio can't work on their own.

Do you watch Trading Spaces?
-there's such a thing? wow, i didn't know. so that answers the question already (:

How do you eat oreos?
-i open my mouth, pop the oreo in, close my mouth, bite on it till it become bits and swallow. cool right, i know -.-

Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
-yea, it's worse than waiting for the cow to go "oink", trust me.

Are you cocky?
-my english is just that bad for me to even understand that.

Could you live without a computer?
-i've survived without a computer when i was an infant, so that answers the question (:

Do you wear your shoes in the house?
-not enough is it wearing shoes outside?

Who or what sleeps with you?
-the word "who" is kind of *shivers*. what sleeps with me, nothing. because non-living thing can't possibly sleep because they are already dead -.-

At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
-i was supposed to believe he was real? O.o

How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
-isn't the word "phones" a general term for house & cell phones?

What do you do when you're sad?
-be sad. then what? be happy? -.-

Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
-the person in-charge of giving me the money for my winning lottery, so i can claim my money.

Last time you saw your best friend?
-best friend is dead. great friends still lives (:

Are you in high school?
-what is school at current (:

What jewelry are you wearing?
-if i tell you, what are you going to do?

Is anyone on your bad side now?
-uhh no?

What's the first thing you do when you get online?
-since when do i appear online nowadays? lol.

Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
-no, because i don't get a single thing about the series.

How do most people spell your name?
-by spelling it out or writing or typing it (:

Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes?
-yes, because girls can wear almost anything that guys wear, awesome aye.

Where do you work?
-where i earn money is where i work.

What are you doing tomorrow?
-work, what else.

Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson?
-if justin goes for a nose surgery and grows long black hair, yes.

Favorite name for a girl?
-i shan't say it.

Favorite name for a boy?
-neither for this too.

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
-from the day i was born till the day i die, my last name will be with me, forever.

When was the last time you left your house?
-27nd december 2008 at 7.15am (:

Do you return your cart?
-i wish i could steal it, but i can't, so i return it.

Do you have a dishwasher?
-as in the machine or manually?

What noise do you hear?
-noise that ranges from 20Hz to 20000Hz. go figure.

Would you survive in prison?
-totally. why won't i when i'm provided with food, place to sleep etc.

Who is the youngest in your family?
-the person who is doing this quiz.

If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack?
-see the one with the most things in hand, & that person is the one who overpack.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
-same name, yes but they got additional name at the front &/or different spelling.

What's the last thing you purchased?
-yesterday afternoon.

Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you?
-yes, when it's my birthday, the present which becomes my stuff is being paid by them.

What brand are your pants right now?
-GIORDANO :D

Ever been to Georgia (the state)?
-yes, in lala land. or so i thought.

What irritates you most on the internet?
-the internet itself when it goes bonkers.

What brand is your digital camera?
-canon & fuji.

Do you watch movies with your parents?
-on television, yes. in cinemas, don't even think about it.

What song best describes your life right now?
-who cares what type of song describe my life right now. i'm lovin' it. lol.

Do you own expensive perfume/cologne?
-yes, & i'm afraid of finishing it.

Are you taking college classes right now?
-what is college classes? lol.

Do you like sushi?
-scrape the like. put LOVE. *screams to namira, "sushi!"

Do you get your hair cut every month?
-if that happens, it's like getting your period every month.

Do you go online everyday?
-i don't bother like i used to.

Will you pass this survey on to 5 people?
1. farreha
2. namira
3. syafiqah
4. aishah
5. syuhrah COUSIN

QUIZZAYE :D

TAGGED BY NAMIRA & FARREHA.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
there's such a thing as favourite spot for kissing? wow, ok. well, where else if not the cheek.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
i feel like how i always feel when i wake up on every other morning.

3. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
MSN. gosh, the face was priceless.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
spoiled as in what way? i'm still working/moving fine -__-"

5. Would you ever donate blood?
yes, i would. however, i have this fear of needles, don't know why, but i'll be brave.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex (boy because I am a girl)?
yes, i used to have. *bestfriend sound so fake*

7. Do you want someone dead?
why do i? it's his/her business lorr want to be dead or not.

8. What does your last text message say?
my last text message can't talk.

9. What are you thinking of right now?
sleep. tell me, what ELSE do i think about?

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no, because i want to sleep.

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
ermm, can't quite remember because i remember falling asleep after sending the last text message.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Bangkok, Thailand, 6years ago. *yes, the T-shirt still fits*

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
literally or mentally? literally, no. mentally, i doubt so too.

14. Who was the last person to text you?
MSN :D

10 people to tag(random order):
1) AISHAH (nyahahaha)
2) FARREHA (she's done it, so don't do the quiz)
3) SYUHRAH (she'll love me more)
4) MSN (forever will never do)
5) NAUFAL HAKIM (japan eyy, hehs)
6) FARAH AIN (i miss this N81 buddy)
7) JASLYN (barsty who stood by me)
8) NADRAH (you owe me two quiz now, lol)
9) QAYYUM (a great person to talk to)
10) HIDAYAT ADQ (he'll do it, i hope)
PEOPLE CAN BE RE-TAGGED

15) Who is 2 [farreha] having a relationship with?
singular aye? Ariff yaww.

16) Is 3 [syuhrah] a male of a female?
FEmale, ya dig?

17) If 7 [jaslyn] and 10 [hidayat adq] get together will that be a good thing?
seriously, i want to laugh. worlds apart yawww.

18) What is Number 1 [aishah] studying about?
whatever she is supposed to study for sec5 next year? ya.

19) When was the last time you had a chat with them?
i wish i have a memory like the computer because i don't remember.

20) Is Number 4 [MSN] single?
hahaha. ok, no.

21) Say something about Number 2 [farreha].
to the Number 2, something. to farreha, she's a smart ass girl who is bubbly & is worth being friends with her because she'll be there for her friends when they need her. rre, thank you for everything & ILY.

22) What do you think about Number 3 [syuhrah] and 6 [farah ain] being together?
first, both are respectively attached. secondly, syuhrah's my cousin & farah ain is my N81 buddy, so ya.

23) Describe Number 9 [qayyum].
a friend who goes to the same school with me fr the past 10 years. i remember him taking my school bad accidentally because we had identical bags. & a great person to talk to (:

24) What will you do if Number 6 [farah ain] and 7 [jaslyn] fight?
these two fight? i laugh can? they are each other's bitch ever since *inside story*. why would they fight in the beginning?

tagggggggggggggggggggggged

tagged by RRE!

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.
1. i eat strawberries with chilli sauce (together with NAMIRA SUSHI : D)
2. i will smile and laugh whenever someone kisses me on the cheek, O.o
3. i'm a hardcore cyclist.
4. i can sleep at anytime anywhere whenever necessary.
5. i have danced in front of a random jogger which scared the hell out of him & made him ran faster : P
6. i'm no good in describing things, trust me.
7. my fork is always on my right and spoon on my left, no matter what.
8. i will react differently at wrong situations at times.
9. cats are afraid of me & so am i afraid of them though i will approach them (they will keep a distance or run away when i try approaching them)
10. i ♥ MOOMOO! (i bet you didn't know this one)

The 10 people:
AISHAHHHHHHH
NAMIRAAAAAAA
SYAFIQAHHHHH
ALYAHHHHHHH
NADRAHHHHHH
HIDAYAT ADQQ
JASLYN BARSTY
MSNNNN (though it'll never be done)
DEWIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
ZAHIRAHHHHH

For tears fall down like rain,

& i really owe you more than ever,

caramel in your pants!

110% pure hotness!


tomorrow! picnic with 4five baybeh! can't wait. i'm already all excited for it : D
i'm contented with my life right now *smiles widely*
bloody motherfuckers can just walk away ;D

strum cleanly.
turns to the left when the "punch" given came from the left -.-
laughter that are forever endless.
random topics.
i'm grateful to have a great friend, like you (:

such a self-praising shit motherfucker.


rre, i'm tempted to use your phrase. however, i won't.





& i want this baby next.

when you can live forever, what do you live for?

simple...

YOU.

quiz i'm asked to do by jaslyn barsty (imy like mad okayy!)

1. The person who tag/pass you: JASLYN BARSTY.
2. Your relationship with him/her: my barsty, duhh.
3. Your five impression of him/her: why 5 when i've got a lot?
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: a lot.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: am i suppose to recall?
6.If he/she become your lover,you will: i love her already.
7.If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: i'd rather make a robot.
8.If he/she become your enemy,you will: what you want me to do?
9.If he/she become your enemy,the reason will be: because she's my enemy.
10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is : desire, strong word.
11.Your overall impression of him/her is: an awesometastic friend : D
12.How you think people around you will feel about you? : like that ahh.
13.The characters you love of yourself are: i talk a lot & sleep a lot.
14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are: i talk too much & sleep like a pig.
15.The most ideal person you want be is: R-A-U-D-H-A-H M-O-H-A-M-E-D, ya dig?
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them: something ( i was asked to say something to them )

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1.Farreha
2.Farah Ain
3.Sh. Syafiqah
4.Nur Aishah
5.Namira SUSHI
6.MSN
7.rayyan PEBBLE
8.dewi
9.hidayat ADQ
10.zahirah

1. Is no.6 [MSN] having relationship?
; of course he does, who doesn't?

2.Is no.9 [hidayat ADQ] a male or female?
; does the name sound female to you? no right?

3. If no.7 [rayyan PEBBLE] and 10 [zahirah] are together,will it be a good thing?
; i don't even know if they know each other in the first place.

4.What is no.2 [farah ain] studying about?
; what is studying? :P

5. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 [sh. syafiqah]?
; chat as in where?

6.What kind of music does no.8 [dewi] like?
; the music that she likes laa.

7.Does no.1 [farreha] have any siblings?
; yes.

8.Will you woo no.3 [sh. syafiqah]?
; is just saying "woo" to her alright? yes right.

9.How about no.7 [rayyan PEBBLE]?
; i'll stick to saying "woo" to him too.

10. Is no.4 [nur aishah] single?
; ya, why? you want a double?

11.What is the surname of no.5 [namira SUSHI]?
; she got a surname?!

12.What's the hobby of no.10 [zahirah]?
; i don't keep track of her hobby. however, one of it is dancing (:

13. Does no.5 [namira SUSHI] and 9 [hidayat ADQ] get along well?
; i suppose they do. i don't keep track of people get along well with each other.

14.Where is no.2 [farah ain] studying at?
; seriously, what is studying? :D

15.Talk something casually about no.1 [farreha].
; no.1 is a number. the person that's written as no.1 is a girl.

16. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6 [MSN]?
; to the number, no. to the person written as that no., yes. or else, why am i a friend?

17.Where does no.9 [hidayat ADQ] live at?
; wherever he finds it comfortable to live, that's where he live.

18.What colours does no.4 [nur aishah] like?
; i know this one. B-R-O-W-N :D

19.Are no.5 [namira SUSHI] and 1 [farreha] best friends?
; i don't keep track of who are best friends of who, ya know.

20.Does no.1 [farreha] have any pets?
; keep pets? uhh lol?

21.Is no.7 [rayyan PEBBLE] the sexiest person in the world?
; he's hot, but i doubt sexy, lol.

22.What is no.6 [MSN] doing now?
; i'm not a mind reader. i shall fix a webcam on MSN next time so i will know, ok no.

23.Do u like no.8 [dewi]?
; i love her can, (:

irsyadee (:

ah yes, the guys are known as irsyadee (not some weird name that some people pronounced it, lol). for a teenage nasyid group like them, their songs are nice. and so are their voices too (: & as you can see, amirah, afifah and i took 3pictures with them (well, we started the ball rolling of taking pictures with them & all the rest followed, lol) the first two didn't really turn out well because the motion was slow but still it's great. and well so we took another one (ey afifah, lagi-lagi kat stage, depan lagi, lol). & oh, i'm so going to laminate my certificate ^.^

& i still think the chinese looking guy looks good (: don't take it the wrong way, but really, he is.



*ignore the lady at the back. mystery woman, hehe*

this cute orange guy in the middle is haziq. a year 1 student of tweens aL.I.V.E. very quiet you know. however, manage to come up with a few conversations. tweens aL.I.V.E students are simple adorable (:

i'm done blogging. nothing much to post anyway. OH!

HAPPY 16TH SHABRINA DEAREST! FINALLY 16 : D LOVES, ♥

pop the corns.

& make a run for it.

it's pretty sad seeing friends like her. no, not her but her. enough guessing i suppose. i'll drop that topic. it's kind of getting on my nerves. tsk!

about 3mths left before i start polytechnic. can't wait can't wait. however at the same time, i can wait. while most people are relaxing at home, i'll be in school. oooo. i'm not sure of the JC-ians but polytechnic students, ya.

while waiting for a job, or so i thought i would be, i want to brush up on my playing. first up, piano, maybe? i'm only able to play one song but even so, it does sound horrible. tsk, need to get myself a keyboard. second on the list is the guitar. i was about to seek help from sesat, but it seemed it would the last thing in mind i would want to ask. sigh. or probably anna could teach me a thing or two. however, i need to get my guitar in tune. & it's dusty. yes, blame me for not putting it in the guitar case, geez.

twilight movie can said to be awesome. no doubt the cullens are good looking. many cut scenes but who the heck cares, for me at least. i want to watch it again in cinema with rre! can't wait can't wait. speaking of rre...

happy belated 3 1/2 yrs anniversary rreliff (:

not forgetting...

happy 17th khairul nizam MONSTER : DD


P.S i shall ignore tags from people like her, prfft!

[edit] && CONGRATULATION TO CIKGU SALINA FOR GETTING THE TEACHER AWARD THINGY2. INDEED SHE IS THE BEST MALAY TEACHER I'VE EVER GOTTEN : D CONGRATS CIKGU ♥ [/edit]

it's a game, come let's play, prfft!

ha-ha. i feel like an idiot can? just what was i thinking man.

dengar-dengar kawan maknanya tak berbual langsung. lebih tepat, kawan S-E-D-A-R-J-A-H.

*part of post deleted*

& i don't know why but usually when i am really superbly down, the weather seems to go dull too. it even happens when it's not the raining seasons.

i deleted it not because i'm scared or because i was told to. i simply respect the hell out of her. of course some people would have already prepared a long story for her to hear what i wrote here. or so i assume. in any case, wherever place she'll be that i'll be, i'll pull myself out of it. i'd rather isolate myself and read a book than seeing her face. gaah. sigh.

on wednesday, i want to work out till i let loose of everything. including destroying the machine. bleargh.

rre/BM/farah/aishah/pebble: i need lecturing again.
sesat: i need that serious talk again. and the bus/MRT rides.
sarah/chian dotter/sufiah: i want to cryyyyyy.

butter on my hotdog!

can i scream?!
here's the reason why:

I'M STARTING POLYTECHNIC IN FEBRUARY 2009(!!)
(02feb2009 till 27march2009)
i shall then resume polytechnic on april 20th with the rest of the year1 polytechnic students.

can i ever get any happier (or sad) than this?!

& thank you, 4/5`08. miss the class

& yes, 4five 2008 IS the class to be in. although we've got those times which we could have avoided, nevertheless, we still manage to pull them through. as promised, just like in jaslyn's blog (:

In register order (no more register no. *sad*):

*Amirah Nabilah: though the numerous downs in 4yrs, i still love you!
*Felicia Chua: 4yrs in the same class & i only gotten closer to you this yr, ily!
*Anna Foo: 10 yrs in same school. last yr then realise. eyy, skate skate skate! ily!
*Ming Yee: idk what to say but you're a smart ass.
*Roxanne: sleep sleep sleep in class only this girl, LOL.
*Jaslyn Chong: Barsty! just beep for help! we will hang out, definitely! ily!
*Clara: she's the one i turn to for when i'm having menses. thank you.
*Nadrah: *let's think positive* thanks for being there for me always. sorry for the downs. *i don't mean what i said here*
*Nash: thanks for the laughters all. sorry for the downs too.
*Amanda: sorry for the downs that happened. however, thanks for being a good friend.
*Shu Ming: SHU SHU! thank you for comforting me when i'm down. ily!
*Nur Amirah: *i still haven't wear the skirt, lol.* thanks for everything throughout the 4yr. pinky swear on stuffs ya. ily!
*Nur Farah Ain: N81 buddaye. when she sing, fuyoo! eyy when see me, must smile ok, lol. ily!
*Nur Farreha: 4yrs & it was worth it knowing you. small but fierce oiii! thanks for everything rre, owe you loads. ily!
*Nur Qamarina: RINA! sorry for those awful moments. you are the friend that i realise that is true. & girl, you are brave. won't forget you. ily!
*Afifah: sitting in front of her is fun. talking to her is awesome. smart malay woman!
*Rachel: funnaye laughter & smiles a lot!

*Rui Yuan: sometimes talking to you is good. i can catch that correction fluid bottle ok! lol.
*Benjamin Khoh: talking to you is fun. though your lame statements, you're a fun classmate.
*Roy: Manga fan! love the props he made for the class (:
*Danial: i clean your bottom desk many times, still the same, lol. however, you rock with all your actions! (:
*Jia Qing: never go prom! nevertheless, blur but funnaye (:
*Jonathan: you still have big eyes! thank you for always hearing me out. a very great friend to know. keep in contact oiii. (:
*Solomon: 10yr in same school. i can only say 1 phrase. YOU ROCK BALLS! (:
*Dzulfadhli: dzul! i love your photograpy skills & the effort made for the class video. oh, & i like the smile (:
*Nizam: A March baby. thanks for the talks we had. hope you'll be a changed man ya (: CAN MEANS CAN!
*Haikal: NINI! 10yrs in same school. very gentleman. although at times, i can't understand what you talk (;
*Syafiq: awesome class mascot. thank you for the talks we had. sorry for the downs. (:
*Yasin: uhhh, i can only say when he smile, he look like a small kid.
*Zahiruddin Afiq: BOBO! 4yrs of friendship. you still owe me things ya know. you're a great pal (:
*Samuel: alamakk this guy ahh. when he sleep, pro laa eyy.
*Sean: thank you for being there, always. a great guy you are. remember get me something horr, hehe. will miss you. (: *psst, i still keep it though*
*Benjamin Tan: 4 yrs of friendship. great guy. speaks his mind out. turty and i will remember you. don't forget us oii! (:
*Jason: very good english speaker. surprising he isn't the usual nerd.
*Toh Han Zhen: great section leader & friend. easy to talk to. & gentleman de. (:
*Umar: good softballer. can be nice to talk to.

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& to rock ball sesat: quickly come back can? very bored eyy no one to message till wee hours. & i need to talk a lot. LOL.

& to pebble: SUSHI EATING QUICK OII!

PROM PICTURES; WITH FRIENDS :D

& HANAN(the guys were like saying he's taller than me, DUH!)
& AQIL (never in primary school have i talked to him before)
& JORDAN (hot voice + PROM KING 2008)
& BOBBY (he's seen posing like that, everywhere!)

& AZMI (syaf syaf syaf! i love his house)
& SYED AHMAD (experiment/specimen partner)
& ZAKEE (will miss him loads)


& MUSTAQIM (why did i bend?)
& MD. NUR(sp?) (awesome style!)
& NAUFAL (hot & spicy, quoted by MR SHAH!)


& LEROY (camwhore bitch & he IS tall)
& DUANE TAN WEI JUN (RETARD *points middle finger*)
& ADRIE (he rocks! & he was dancing a lot)

& GUO XIN :D (precious precious picture, quoted by guo xin)
& BELVIN (fierce but friendly)
& CHRIS MICHAEL (looks good!)


& LEE KUAN YONG (beatbox guy & lower sec partner)
& RAPHAEL (*shows peace sign & smile big big*)
& XUAN JIE (sepet & science rivalry -.-)


& JOHN KOH (apple pie!)
& IRFAN 4/4 (IRFAAAAAAAAAAAAAN!)
& MD. RAZZAN RAZAKI (will miss you though)


& HUSNI (i'm too short, he's tall)
& HADI LEE (you still sound like chinese -.-)
& MAERII (since primary school)
& SHAMAINE (the person after me in lower sec index no.)


& ANNABEL(sp?) (she look adorable & mrs koh coudln't recognise her from far)
& SRI NURSHAZREEN (lower sec P.E buddy to talk to when doing warm up + PROM QUEEN 2008)
& SHAHIRAH(sp?) (alamakkkk this girl ahh -.-)


& HANANI (first PRCS Idol!)
& SISKA (ya then right syafiqah ask me for geography textbook)
& SHABRINA (blue IS the color baybeh!)


& NAMIRA (SUSHI! & long lost friend for 6years)
& SHAZNI (TWIN!)
& LIYANA (RAINBOW PADDLEPOP!)


& ANDREA (since primary school)
& SALIHAH (fly fly friend)
& SYAFIQAH (she drags me to band, ALWAYS)


& SHEERA (used to talke in lower sec)
& HANISAH TAY (cina girl, will miss you!)

PROM PICTURES; 4FIVEs & GROUP

Above are taken in groups.
spot M.J; ft. chinese loves; ft. ANNA & FELI; ft. 4yrs OF FRIENSHIP ♥; ft. RINA, NASH & SYAZWANI; ft. SULAIMAN & SEAN; ft. SYAFIQ & IDK THE NAME; ft. 4NA guys; ft. sec5/2 GUYS : D


& featuring: JASLYN CHONG; NADRAH ZAINAL; NURFARREHA ABDUL JALIL; NURAMIRAH ABDUL AZIZ; NURFARAH AIN; FELICIA CHUA; AMANDA NG


& featuring: BENJAMIN TAN; SEAN TAN; TOH HAN ZHEN; JONATHAN TAN; JASON TEO; MD. SYAFIQ; HAIRUL NIZAM; DANIAL EFFENDE; ZAHIRUDDIN AFIQ; MD. NURHAIKAL; SAMUEL; MD. DZULFADHLI; UMAR; BENJAMIN KHOH; SOLOMON LAI