Monday, December 29, 2008

another year's gone, another's coming,

by now everyone has realized that 2008 is coming to an end. wow. i can't believe how much things have changed since 2005, where i was a noob shiet in PRCS back then. from the immature thinking & the wannabe of becoming in popular cliques to slashing which became an in thing back then to becoming who i am now. as i recall through the memories, it tickles me. how much i've changed. you have no idea. i myself still am freaked out by it.

2005/2006...
i got into class 1/5. i made wonderful friends there. i had a home tutor who was famous among the 1/5`05 students, "the world doesn't revolves around you". i really love 1/5`05. even though i suffered unpleasant events at that time. well, it didn't stop there actually. it followed me in 2/5`06. the agony of living in what i thought was hell. the process of changing. trust me, it was truly an agony. back then i was those tomboy. i thought i could live through secondary life with that attitude, but i was wrong. not only that. i had a change in the friends i made. i learnt to appreciate friends who i thought i won't befriend with. however, in the end, i did & i was really glad that i was starting to open up.

2007/2008...
as you know, 4 years in secondary, i've been in the 5's class. 1/5 to 4/5. cool aye? throughout this 4years, i was with nur amirah, farreha, farah ain, amirah nabilah, ben tan, haikal etc. it's great to be with them. very fun people indeed. i remember getting caught by ms junainah on my first day of school for my colored hair. i entered class late, 30mins before recess to be exact. that was when i made friends with jonathan tan ming song. crazy fella. by sec3, life for me took a whole new turn. i wasn't really who i was during lower sec. i realized i learnt to appreciate friends & ya, basically not be rough. i also learnt to appreciate studying. & with all the friends i made, i really love my class. the bond we had. though there were ups & downs, we still manage to push ourselves for the coming Os which we countdown since the beginning of 2008. & ohh! how can i forget. i still remember the class all going "eyy sial ahh what happened. die siaa, she's going to scold. confirm kena one" and looking at each other then to rre, hoping she would know what happened whenever ms junainah asked us to close the windows & doors. it's funny because most of the time it's not scolding that we got. & the birthday gift each and everyone of us would get when our birthdays are nearing.

in a nutshell, secondary life has change me, a lot & i've learnt things i never thought i would. it really made me who i am, today. i learnt to realize things i never understood before entering secondary school. well, i still got room for improvements, but 4years really did a lot of changing.

now to thank a few people.

ms junainah,
for your committment to the class. though she was on leave a few months before Os, she made an effort to still teach us at her house. she's a teacher who puts herself as one of us when talking to us personally. thank you ms junainah for being a great teacher who inspired the class. with your motherly care towards us when we were seen struggling during your absence, we challenged ourselves to study harer & not to let you down. 4/5`08 loves you (':

farreha,
4 years in the same class. from the kentals we were back then to what we are now. the laughters we had when we were in sec1. i got to admit though. i was scared to talk to her for almost 1 1/2yr. don't ask me why, but i had my reasons. come sec4, we put most of the bad memories behind. i really want to thank rre for everything that she had done. really one super woman. hope we won't lose contact ok! i love you!

nur farah ain/nur amirah/amirah nabilah,
4 years of friendship too. these girls are fun to be with. with all the worst things that can ever when you're with them. though we all have our downs with each other, we try to erase it off and start a new. what's more, we one who can sing, one who is a food provider & one who you can always rely on for marker pens. teehee. it's great knowing them. they may be different but one thing's for sure, they are all crazy. & i mean it in a good way. don't lose contact ok! will miss you people. loves!

jaslyn/anna/shu ming/amanda,
the chinese girls who i never regret making friends with. firstly, they were formerly 2/4`07 girls. & one thing great about them is they are fun to hang out with. the study moments at coffeebean till night time. the gossip sessions with them in class with the malay girls. it's like being in primary school all over again. befriending only chinese people. however, this group of people really add color into my circle of friendship & i don't mean literally. will miss you girls )': loves!

benjamin tan,
before anything, TURTEY says hi. the guy who lights up the class. though he sits at the back but his jokes, all the way to the front, can be heard. a friend who is there when you need one. i still remember in sec2, the camp. in sec3, sat at the back with him. uber funny. benjamin tan is really a great friend ((:

jonathan tan,
a great friend. can talk to him almost about everything. though at times blur blur but he still stood by his friends. can gossip also. not bad for a guy. oiii, remember me horr! & my new moon, please : D

sean tan,
seanaye! yes, i still keep the badge. in a nice box some more, ok. thank you for helping me out most of the time. i really appreciate what you've done for me, the time wasted on me etc. though i thank you, you still owe me a present next year : P

khairul nizam,
i still remember that "head spin" you did just for me so that i would not cry. thank you, really. i know i'm not much of a friend to you, but i really appreciate what you've done throughout sec4. && don't be sad sad horrr ((:

nur alyah,
neighbour-religious classmates-schoolmates. since young, wow. we've gone through a lot of obstacles laa. though i admit at times i'm being a bitch, i still appreciate the things she's done. for a smart ass like her to go crazy, that's something. we've got a lot to catch up on yawww! call me down whenever you can ok (:

nur qamarina,
missy que! she's one brave girl. she put up with a lot of things in life. i really felt bad to turn my back to her. she's a friend you could go to & share it. a friend who is there even though she was being hurt by any of us. a brave girl you are (:

nadrah,
for 2 1/2 years, nadrah & i stood by each other. i really appreciate whatever that she had done for me. well, almost all. many times, she had done a lot of things for me. she was my listening ear. she was where i could laugh out loud without putting up a mask. she was like a twin sister to me who does everything with me. i really love her. i got admit, as much as a bitch i am cursing/swearing her behind her back, deep down, i'm hurting myself with those words. she's like a true friend come back after i've lost mine 10yrs ago. it's not going to be easy building up the friendship back since after this year, we're entering to different institutions. i really wish to make it up to her. i really miss her. ohmygayyy, i'm trying to hold back my tears while typing this. nadrah, i'm really sorry for everything that i've done. i don't wish to be that friend back. imy, bestfriend