now realize how much precious you are to me. yea i know. haiis. we made the decision together. i'm yours. you're mine. together but not together. yea 9teen is still alive. but, i don't know. gawd. true. i was jealous about what i knew. i was angry and all. just say it out if it's true. now i realize. i'm really sorry alright. truly truly sorry. hey, i have my reasons alright. but guess what. you still owe me my apple pie ok. nyeh2. x)

yea! nicholas came back! woots. same as ever. political language as usual. and he joined his school debate team instead of band. hahas. eyh keep your dreams ok. 10years down the road, me & friends want to see you be one of the MPs or whatever la ok. must ok. eyh my bro ferhan & jia hao came? sotong me. i don't know ok. haiis, hahas. nicholas's the best. whee~. many ex-crestians came back. woots. hadi, mahir, cladyl[how to spell?], ganesh[correct?], zikir & many many more. woots. wonder if the trios not plus ferhan. the trios fir, jia hao & naufal came. wakakaka. crazy.

yea! lucky tadi sempat masuk prps. hahas. miss all the girls. hug anita, tasneem, soleha, zafirah, aisyah, syamimi and many many more. and oh yes, faly. hahas. though we selalu see each other in prcs. hahas. miss all of them. then me, mary, aisyah, soleha & syamimi went to whitesand to eat at mac. before that at the blk near prps saw zafran, hakim, ahmad fahmy, farahliyana, shahidah & of course my irritating hawt neighbour. zaf, sorry, but it's the truth. your face has shrunk. and i'm so happy for you. ahahaha. then we girls head off to whitesand. ate at mac. saw wei xing, wei liang & their friends. then saw dina & akid. ummm, oh yes syafiq 2/8 and his kawans. your kawan from coral ah, very funny face taus. hahas. and oh ya nadrah & her kawans. we girls[me & kawans] had many girl talks. love it. hahas. then we went home about 1700hrs. it was fun. mimee[you prefered that hahas] your ehem so the wah seys. haahs. tomorrow one year aites? last long. all so the pretty seys when i meet all of the girls. miss all.

muhammad you grown ah? you still seem short to me. hey, no offence ah ok. hahas. edmund was already like apek nyer muker. astaga hahas. so many memories. yeas. and oh yea, ming yi didn't come. eyh it was ben's idea to call you ok. what only.

i had so much fun. woots. hahas. too bad i didn't had any gifts for the teachers. sorry yea. woots. ok. i'm off. ahahaha.

this is pathetic. i could laugh my head off. i could die from laughing it toos. ahahaha. that's all plain bullshit, lame & childish too. hahas. form up together to become ''invincible''. it tickles me so much. hahas. alyah girl, i never hated you larx. siaper cakap i hated you? come on those aren't in my list of life. hate kawan, already old school larx. it's lame to play that dumb game. serious. hahas. it tickles me so much. hahas.

ala mr jeffery ong ming yi! why tomorrow maybe you cannot come? i miss ya so much seys. what the hell. gugugu. try come urh ok. please. miss ya. i hope to meet with maryam sakeenah & the rest. also anita toos. miss all of them. i have so much things to catch up with them. hahas. miss miss them.

i want all this to end boleh? please. urgh. haiis.

kak, saya sayang kamu. ahahaha. kalau kak & ..... itu itu kan bagus. so i can have a wonderful kakak. hahas. i hearts you. whee~

can i just call it off? so it'll be easier for you. though MAYBE for me. then you can go crawling back. urgh. i hate talking about you. why? 'cause 'cause. nevermind. i feel like crying at the sight of you or her at times. i wish to slit my throat so all the blood would trickle out and i'll be dead sooner than you know. then, you go complete the story yourself yea.

happy that i gave you your pathetic present? don't like it? then throw it away. as if i care. prfft. i can die out of this. and it's my pasal i want to give back or not. it's mine what. so i have the right to choose what i want to do with it. i could have torn or burn it and give you back. bleargh.

band was sucky at first. mr goh came so late seys. alermerks. hahas, but then he came. played this piece. aderla. yays! i played the bells. wakakaka. and i'm loving it. woots. before goh came, i was sad sad. keep thinking about it. worst, she came. i kept thinking about all that i saw. urgh. yea, i know. just friends. but... haiis... i don't wish to elaborate. so the bleargh.

arian, i won you! hahas. no la. don't be so sure. maybe it was wrong calculation. who knows right. haha. hearts you. woots. nadrah! i love you girl. wakaka.

i totally hearts mr.A :) not really hearts hearts. just hearts. ahaha. i melt seys when... jeng jeng jeng. won't say it. i'll always remember it. wakaka. heys, you're still hot ok. so, live with it. ahaha. i'm crazy.

fcuk! i'm listening to OUR song. i hate it. can make me wekwek. hahas. if i tell you what's wrong, you might think that oh dear, i'm in one of moods of angryland. urgh. you think it's merepeks.

ok bro home. gtg. wakakaka.

I HATE EVERYHTING IN LIFE.
I HATE YOU TRULY!
28th AUG! YOU HAVE TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE THIS ON THIS DAY OF YOUR FUCKING SPECIAL DAY.
I HATE YOU. x'( ♥

ok, today's a so ''not'' good day. ahahaha. i'm so selenge to the MAX. me & andrea are JAKUNS. ahahaha. just now went TM with her larx. went to WS to eat at mac. how nice. met my unloyal trustiee there. don't terasa eyh budak prcs. ate there then went to interchange ah. we wondering what bus to take. 81, 39, 21. possible ah. then andrea suggested 12. i thought so that 12 would go to TM ah so we boarded bus 12. ok so happy happy talking. sekali the bus turn to the left and entered SIMEI!!! astaga. we like selenges went down at the first bustop of simei. then we were laughing like shiets. ahahahaha. we walk all the way back to tampines. we were arguing what bus to take. hahas 39 can larx. hahas. but in the end we boarded 28! ok ah it did went to interchange. at first we were so scared 'cause the bus went one round of the whole of tampines. we like jakuns seys. ahahaha. but we manage to go to CS and took neos. met kak dayah and abg izzat toos. hehe. then all went home. it was fun. next time no matter what i'll never take 12 AND 28. ahahaha.

see la. today's 28. so many things happen. hahas. i took bus 28 and sesat with andrea around tampines. 15mths for RRELIFF /PM28FTB. and today your birthday. wah. nice eyh. and oh yes. siti & datuk 'k' married. woots! i somehow hearts today. but sad toos. well, family always comes first like what i learnt from the movie we watch :) so yeas, nevermind. so looking forward of meeting you. haiis, nevermind. i was kind of sad urhs. but when i held your shirt, hehe. what only me.

today, was amirah-less day. the 3 amirahs tak datang. amirah day off ke aper? doiiinks! and today we had out FIRST sex education. wakakaka. the teacher that took my class rox! hahas. haiis, for once, i did my maths homework given to me. except for, algebra revision never do. oooppps... hahas.

woots. andrea, miss those times seys. we missed out one person. anita natasha. hahas. the trios. fight friend and goes on. ahahaha. love those times.

hey hey hey! it's your birthday. uh-huh. hahas. happy 16 yarh. getting a year older. be happy stay healthy and yada yada yada. muahaha. 432787 8 56237 :)

blog blog blog. now hafiz is here. wootays! hahas. haiis. so bored seys. but next week. wootay! ahahahaha, i giler already.

haiis, i still ♥ him though. how much more longer can this go on? nevermind. eyh guess what. tomorrow. jeng jeng jeng. hehehe. shhh...

tomorrow datuk 'K' & siti are kahwin-ing. yays. hahas.at least they telah dijodohkan. woots.

how much longer do you two want to go on like that. you want me to get into trouble? go ahead. you think it's funny is it. well, go to hell. i don't care ok.

mr.I, haiis, you ah. hahas. i'm fine ok. relax. we equal eyh.

mr.you, i ♥ you la. you know who you are. psst. meow2. hehe. shhh... i still tak puas hati ah. i nak kacau bodyguard. i already kacau icekacangboy & you. i nak kacau him ok. help me. wakakaka.

kak ayn. saya sayang kamu. eyh, my bro selenge to the max. hahas. you know last night, me & him like orang jakun. trying to see mars. betul ader ke? we like selenge go every room and try see if can find. but i think we also terlambat sikit. gag. hahas. we are selenge siblings. woots.

i... i... i'm falling ill again. shit seys. temperature's up & down ok ok ah. but then i keep getting terrible sore throats and feel giddy all the time. then my body temperature seems to rise up and down all the time. what the hack? might as well end up in hospital. but on the other hand, nah. i have this glitz about hospitals. *shivers...*

mr. I have been smsing lately ever since got my number. just today he called me for the first time to see if i'm ok. i'm ok la. relax okies. haiyoosh. don't worry too much ok. thank you so much for being there. by the way, mr. I is just a close pal of my pal of mine. woots. wooits fir[meridian]. hahas. thanks eyh for your testi. kak, you RULE seys. you and your kawans all rock! hahas. you're not serious about what you told me are you? hmmms, lalala.

today hafiz suppose to come for tuition. but then it's tomorrow. but so what. yays. and... next week going to have family dinner with syuhrah darling and hafiz families. woots. nenek coming? hmmms, hehe. love love my cousins.

my gawd! memekak seys bawah. it's that kid from loyang pri. one of the best badminton player i've challenge when i was pr.4. prfft. but abit ego and show off. and love to scold and shout when people don't follow him. what the hack? ala, nevermind ah. they're or rather HE's still young. serious.

jeng jeng jeng. monday's coming. siti & datuk 'K' kahwin-ing. yays. prfft. i shall not remember other events on that day except that. whatever the other event is, since you wish not to meet up, then forget about it. for your present, i'll figure out somehow. gag.

hmmmms, suddenly i'm missing a date. actually not one. but two. haiis... what's ever going to become of me? i love kakaYn, & many many more. woots. wakakaka.

one word today. to you, her & myself.
PAISEH-ED. X)

this is all NOT funny. i knew it. it was YOU. stop it already can. at least i got a strong memory of you saying you HAD that sim card. the pattern is so similar. yea, so i'm a fool. at least i take the initiative to find out who's the person. i DON'T flirt. i'm not a gatal-er person ok. stop it with all your nonsense can. and oh ya. don't try and make your voice sound squeaky. it's so the obvious it's you and her. enough with it. mind-pollutor. prfft. this is all plain bullshits. what do you both want from me?

1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19. a number that has no meaning to me anymore. i don't care about it. 'cause it all began and ended there. it's our choice to do so. at least what we decicded, together, would do both of us good. so yea.

hmmmms, i got something up on my sleeves. not literally. but yea. it'll benefit me lots. i don't know if it will to you guys. but oh what ever the hell. ok going kedai to buy eggs.

wahliao. did he take the desktop mouse and brought it to school??! astaga bro! and you left me you optical mouse, which is SOT abit. i mean, haiyoosh. weird la you. tsk3. nevermind. i've lived with your weirdness since i was born. gugugugu.

ok is someone trying to prank me or what? if you are, you can stop now. it's not funny. hmmms, the way the sms was sent, it's so recognisable. but it couldn't be, could it? the pattern of it, it's so similar to that of hers. but, how true is it? haiis, thanks fir[bdk meridian].

sonia! saw you girl. wah, sudah makin jambu seys. woots. sorry never tegur you. scared salah orang. hahas. but i promise okies. when i see someone that resembles you, i'll say hi. you must also okies. hahas.

merepeks to the merabans la khairul nizam. ahahaha. the mocha is so the ahhhh. but then, i slept when i reached home. hahas. thanks eyh kak dayah. woots! gugugugu. izzat, BOO. ahahaha.

thank you chi wai for saying i'm crazy. and you had to remind me about THAT incident ah. i call you and nazeeb to replay back what happen to him, then you know. wooits! you ask ah nazeeb to teach you the meow walk. since you nak sangat. wakakaka.

well, i guess me and him decided together. it was the best for both of us. it'll do us good. sorry yea. maybe it's not the time. but i guess what we decided together was right. eyh, if you read this right, call me ok. i want to tell you something. and eyh guess what, you sux.

woots! teachers' day coming. mummy also teacher. what to buy for her? hmmms,... la don't need ah. that plushie good enough. wakakaka.

i have an announcement to make: *ehem testing* i... am... a... lamer... gawd it's lame right. ok, i want to do nothing. bro!! i need the desktop mouse back la!!! slap you then you know.

woots. so yea, i came school today. wasn't much of any diff. hahas. got to see our CA2 results. i l♥ve my results. hahas. jeez. no Cs!!! yeeps! and... A2 for MATHS. wootay! i hope it's really ah the grades i counted tadi. haiis...

ahahahaha. ms chua is so the selenge to the max. i'm from 2/5 la lady. and you never see me before. haiyoosh. gugugu. and she believed that i'm not an art student and thinks i'm from diff level. hahaha. selenge to the max.

shereen, what only. hahahs. serious ben looi last time short? ehehehe. ben looi, guess what? you're short last time. wakakaka

heys, i____ thanks for lending your ear. not literally ok. thank you so much. owe you one. and thanks to the rest to yarh.

yeeps! tomorrow no band! at last FOR ONCE. band is not on. glee. hmmms, tomorrow nak lepak or tak? thinking. woots.

i think for once, i should thank, haiis, someone.

psssst... eyh guess what. turning a year older on monday yarh. hehe.

oh no! nurul's out. haiis, wanted joakim. haiis, but... HADY MIRZA IS STILL IN! yes! he sing, foyoo! hahas...

ok saya nak tidur buh byes...

aok, so here i am now, at home blogging. fcuk. i'm sick. i'm down with fever. i can't go school. but nevermind. haiis, school called up this morning. whatthehell? but nevermind. they have every right to call by the way. gag. suppose, to later go school and collect my homework from nadrah. but i decided not to. i told nadrah yesterday night forget about collecting my homework. suppose to pass the homework to him. something bad, i think, happen. so i decided not to. ohs wells. hope tomorrow able to go school ah. hmmms, then how to bayar puasa seys? urgh.

eyh guess what? i hate you ok. nevermind. i'll just give your birthday present to you before your birthday next week. how lucky. siti nurhaliza & datuk K are marrying on your birthday.

this seems to be the worst year i've ever gone through. dang. eyh yarhs. yesterday was 2/2 & 2/7 performance. i have to say. 2/seven's was a BLAST! areen, jambu seys. ben looi cool dude. nice seys, the effect of the tv on the projector. erm, 2/2's was no offence, *yawn*. and it's kind of too over. mr ong sure wasn't happy about it. using real names of the people seys. uh-oh. huge critics you got there. and, razzan! where's my cd? i really need it back. gugugugu. oh ya, bobo, i try to ask my bro for the red alert cd adn yuri's revenge okies?

hmmms, now is break. then CME. zaidah's probably gone for oral. then is maths supp. yesterday i skip the remediation seys. boring ah. then iqa says that wong said that whoever never attend the remediation semalam have to stay back longer today. too bad. i'm down with fever. but then, i'll miss out on today's lesson seys.

when's mummy going tuition?? i want to go central buy chicken porridge and cheese fries. i'm still not getting any better. nadrah, thanks for being concern okies. love ya. eyh, i nak the brownies boleh? tengok sedap urhs. hurhuhu.

i have nothing to blog. supposed i'm outside now. but bleargh. nevermind. tomorrow then go out. ok whatever. 3 days from now is mom's birthday. then it's areen's birthday the very next. but i'm in no mood for celebration. i'm sure others are right. so yea.

at tampines mall today, now, is the singapore idol roadshow. bleargh. confirm banyak orang nyer. go just to see hady mirza is so not worth it when the venue is flooded to the max. can i just start a new life? where all the bad past is being brainwashed? i hope i can. but when?

now i'm ok with the band members and not friends. oh whathehell. i'm so going to make this right once and for all. i'm going to get back on the right road again. by hook or by crook. forget about people who wants fame. but when they fall, they come crawling to the normal students. yea, that's what i'll do.

yea later going to sakura at downtown nyer. to makan. ohs whatthehell. i have nothing much to say.

ok so now my name's appearing everywhere. wow. yea ok so now it's raudhah just can't shut her mouth about that and had to tell kak dayah bte yahya. great. nevertheless, i won't do anything to create anything. from now on, i won't help people. 'cause i'll only cause trouble. that's already proven in your eyes right people. so yea. so now, the matter's close? ok. yea i know. i SHOULD apologize too. i'm SORRY. sincerely. if you all think i'm just saying sorry for the sake 'cause no one is fighting, so be it. i know i'm wrong also. i said sorry for like forever ok.

rre's name appear the most once. now me. way to go. lya, i'll forever be the one to read your book last after like forever. and allowed to read the first page of your ever so new diary when it's a new book. then, no more. might as well don't let read kan. you're lucky that thing that happen, i shut my mouth. if you don't remember, typical. and you better go ngaji. i'm sick of telling ustazah why you never come. and i'm sick of her asking if you quit or continue or why you come or never. i'm tired of blabbering about why you never come. i can't think of anymore excuses to cover up for you. 'cause i'll be repeating it over and over again if i keep saying the same thing.

everytime when something comes to an end, i'm end up being the one picked. 'cause i told both parties what i know. but what happens in the end? the problem ends also kan. and it goes to someone else. but the... nevermind. i know it's useless saying this, 'cause no one ever thinks that way. ohs wells. yea i know. i have bad reputation of can't keep my mouth shut. kan? okies then. i'm fine with it. i'll never get involved in anything anymore. i know. i can't be trusted anymore. trust-liar.

i hate 9teen. bleargh.

ok so i got ''hit'' yesterday at her blog, i think. i know about it ok. haiis, if only i can do something to make the situation back to peace again. i think, i should satay away from helping people and making the situation better when it's not. gugugu. ok fine, and i'll swear i won't get into any of this. 'cause it's best i stay out. and that's what i think too.

dnt ws ok i guess. well, to me everything is ok. no good or bad. except sometimes bad. gagagaga.continued doing pratical. almost done i think. but whatsoever la eyhs. haiis...

that's so insulting seys. playing the mallets. ahaha. fine so i suddenly hit the wrong note. memalukan. i got all red seys. dang! but i'm slowly learning. woiits syed ahmad. who's the selenge one? you tell me. wakakakaka. selenge to the max. sayyid [fat], thanks eyhs for asking abg ash to teach me drums. woopspedo :)

i totally have no idea what to post. i shan't post about what happen today. feel like imitating that line again. but scared seys. damn ass seys. prfft. i hope things will be back to normal pretty soon.

a word of caution to YOU , not rre ok. don't think i'm like this to you, you pijak my fcuking head ok. look at me when talk or whisper to people. terasa ke apa? gaah. sometimes i feel like slapping you. but i won't. 'cause i think it's pathetic to slap you. you won't even understand it. and 'cause of YOU, i got scolded a few times. think what? you can come and go as you like? eyh please la, don't act princess can. wait, you can't even be one. i'm not saying i can be, 'cause i can't. unlike you who think so to the max of that. guess what. GET A LIFE. don't step punk. not shab okies. nothing have to do with 2/five girls.

continue from where i stop from previous post. is it she lost her trust in me? that's why she's like that? is this what's all about? trusting one another? i guess so. i know i was in the wrong of doing that. but i thought she knows it since like from dulu? haiis, all she wanted to know was. why do you hate her? that's all. i know alot of your trust in me i misused it. i didn't mean to. but then when i let out what you tell me, is what i think it should be out. i didn't mean it turn out this way ok. i thought telling her would like resolve abit the situation. but i was wrong. it turned out differently 'cause you took it differently. i didn't mean any backstabbing or what.

so now i'm back to square one. all this doesn't make sense. everything i do, is wrong. so, what is it that i do is... right? this has no meaning at all. i just don't understand. why is it that i'm always the one that is usually being flooded with many stories when it's just ONE SITUATION? why? trying to find fault in me? now i learnt the real way of handling it and i'll apply to it. thanks yarh awak.

i'll make it up to you someday as a true friend. i don't want any fog to be in our way as friends. i hope i'm able to do so. sorry for making you lose trust in me. really sorry.

hmmms, what's the ruled applied here? you tell me. is it wrong i tell people about what i know about the situation? if you don't like it, tell me straight to my face! i'm not timid scared or whatever. i have my right to tell her ok. this is what they call it friend-cist. but NO matter what. i won't hate or make it a big fuss. at least i know how to draw the line. you? kata jerx everyone has drawn the line. but i doubt so. or maybe you have, but you gone over it. at least i don't get attention by telling about something. unless i ter-tell to people who can't shut their mouth and tell people just to gain popularity. but at least i know when to stop. i know, i will never fit in the group. but then, why can SHE?! she hates everyone, yet you all still can tahan her? nevermind.

positive about you being popular. people don't see the negative side of you. you're lucky. normal students like me, negative side is easily seen. so be thankful about that. i don't evny you being popular. but then, how come you changed so DRASTICALLY?! the innocent you, friendly you, all GONE! this is all bull to the shit.

and, she born FIRST ok. i really don't understand you anymore. haiis, but you are still my friend. i'm not an emo anymore ok. and i don't seek attention like you all do. no offence ok. hate me all you want. that's a dumb thing to do. why? 'cause no matter how much you hate that someone, you'll see her all the time. a friend stays a friend. i dare you to say it to my face i'm pathetic or whatever you have in your mind. if you don't feel like saying or don't want to say it to my face, means you are the one in wrong. i know i admit. i'm at wrong in your eyes. you were never wrong in my eyes as a friend. 'cause i know you were the perfect one in people's eyes. but now i dare you to say whatever you have in your mind about me. why? tak berani nak sound me to throw out what you have about me? asal? scared? haiyoosh. not a friend that people thought you as a friend. you've gone over the line too far already. you really change. devil in disguise? oh by the way, i DIDN'T maki you ok! so don't go around telling people i maki2 you in my blog. 'cause i DIDN'T.

how i wish i'm OUTSIDE right now. gaah. currently hafiz and mum is at my house. haiyoosh. nevemind lerx. i need batteries!! for my mp3. badly! haiis. the weekends. really true weekends. do nothing. but slack. great. 24/7 IN THE HOUSE. doing nothing. right.

tomorrow. f**k! tomorrow got that 5mins talk thingy. must talk about teenage something thingy. i haven't even do. i don't know what to talk about. gaah. 5 damn long mins. what to talk about?! help! i prefer to debate seys. about craps. against bobo and namira. it's much better. not really crap ar we debate about. we debate about umm, smoking, sex, studies and more. gugugugugu.

this is bullshits. mallets? i decided to play mallets?!! urgh! maybe i should ask the goh if can play both mallets and timpani. more easier. since the muscial moment maybe play that piece. and i know the timpani notes. so yeah. can ah mr goh? pleaseee... speaking of musical moment, i hope it's not on friday of the school holiday. i won't be in singapore seys. i want to go musical moment at victoria concert hall. haiis.

i'm starting to get hold of maths i guess. thanks yarh? but i'm still slow ah. haiyoosh. why am i slow at understanding maths ah? haiis. but nevermind. i'll try my best :))

bila kamu akan balik? hmmms, eyh i've been singing our song so many times eyh. haiis. when i sleep also the song keeps playing in my mind. haiis...

ok what telah happen to my computer? i can't go friendster. i mean can ah. but then like suddenly must debug, don't know what la. haiyoosh. why was i stupid to do that?! haiis...

hello.

i'm lazy to blog.

good bye.

hello i'm idiot. nice to meet you.

i have a friend. he's retard. he's also known as duane.

now that you've met idiot and retard, good bye.

ok, so yeah. today's singapore's 41st birthday. and it's national day. well ok.

woke up damn late. 1345hrs(!) nevermind. bro woke me up lerx. he went to watch the parade. crazy la you. i don't know what to say to you. you desperate to go watch arh? haiyoosh. my lip's sealed about the matter.

nobody at home till like 1500hrs. that's when me parents came home. so between 1400hrs like that met up with him. return back all his things that were with me. forgetful guy. ok it was my fault also. i totally forgot about them okies. sat with him and talked for awhile. then went back home. gugugugu

freak sia! could have puasa-ed today. gag! wasted seys. but nevermind. i don't care. haiis...

what only seys. kena scolding. as if i find excuses to go out. what only seys. i don't care. tomorrow i'm going out. to study. and that's A FACT. you got that! sometimes i don't get parents at certain time. being the youngest sux at times. grrr...

wootay! i totally did something wrong to the comp, i think. now my mcafee is not up-to-date nyer. wahliao. shit nevermind. haiis...

ok, what the hell is wrong with you?! you are being unfair you know that! you want people to live with it [the way you are]. but are YOU living with the way it is too?! i DOUBT so. you can't run away from that kind of people. they are EVERYWHERE. and it happens he's one of them. so... LIVE WITH IT. and they will live with yours too. urgh! i don't tolerate bullshits ok. if you can't tolerate with that kind of people, why don't you open your damn mouth and say so to their faces?! you are the immature one. urgh!go reflect on yourself first before saying about others ok. it's bullshit! and what, whacking is all you can think of?!! get a life larx! unrealistic reason you got there. all are BULL to the SHITS!

hanani won!!! congrates! :)

her voice, fuyoo!! power BABE!

second was effess followed by syazwan :)
frine got conselation. gugugugu.

ok so the idea of going to watch CLICK was cancelled. but me and tin2 still went to watch. it was AWSOME! towards the ending, i cried abit. it was about family love yarh ok. you should really watch it seys.i want to watch again. hehe.

FCUK tau! i lost the movie ticket. i don't know where drop seys. shit sia. eyh, loan your ticket eyh. my mum nak proof seys. ''-.-

anyways, when to buy my fav. cousin [macam paham] baju. tin2 helped me out. eyh, come on la. you boy kan. you should have more taste in boys wear kan. mane i tau seys which was nice. gugugugu. hahas.

saw many people seys. izzah, afifah & naeem. then saw yvonne dear and stead. saw eEna. daphne and more la. so many. and many wore RED. i think from school ah. take the chance. gugugugu. patriotic singaporean students. hahas. what only rau.

tak sempat nak take noes. too many people. ohs wells. at least brought my cam. gagagaga.

went home late. gawd! sorry ah ok. haiis.

national day tomorrow. so what? i puasa tomorrow. wootay! gugugugu.

wooiits! see la now i'm hooked onto that song! but i really love it. so sweet. thanks yarh. gugugugu.

yeah! bro giving tuition. woots. thank you :)
if you want some kind of payment, ask mak ok. she will bereskan everything. nyeh2 xD

ok i'm suddenly missing all my dearie pri. school friends. especially anita, eena, aisyah, zaff, tasneem they all. it seemed so fast eyh. but then it only seem as though we parted just yesterday.

i remember the time i blew up cikgu salina's mood as i lied to her, which i SO did NOT. and the time when she called my home to seek out the truth out from me and understood my situation. the quiz-es we had during mother tongue. ahmad fahmy the-look-up-in-the-kamus guy. all those were still fresh inside.

oh yes not forgetting the time we went to cikgu's house for hari raya. sat at her house and gossip-ed about the school and teachers. haiis, those were the days. suddenly i like jiwang. yuck!

yesterday was almost KAPPISSHHH! it was pathetic telling you about it. you acted as though you didn't care. haiyoosh. but with much patience and love, we pull it through :)

it's really disheartening eyh how just one person, a fight can break out between two people. i'm NOT saying she's to be blame. but then, why does she has to do all this? what does she gain? popularity? attention? is that it? is it worth it? i doubt so. she's probably gaining a title of ''notorious girl''. haiis, i still don't understand. but nevermind. i just really hope this will al come to an end. i really hate this. so does the others, right?

yes going to be maghrib soonn. i want to berbuka. hotdog sambal tumis with prata. ahahaha. yummy! mummy cook larx. i'm a failure at cooking. gaah. nyeh2. ok want to set the table. gugugugu xD

tadi fun! gagagagaga. ahahaha. went to make the banner. ok we had lots of things not with us. and we had very limited things. one brush. NO water and PAPER [to put paint]. but it did work out in the end. me & rre use our hands and paint it. ok people, it wasn't the NATIONAL FLAG we were painting. it was NUR FARAH AIN. rre, sorry ah i never do much.

rre do very nice the banner. haiis... how does it look like? nyeh2. have to wait till tuesday. gugugugu. can't wait seys. cheer till hilang suara. ahahaha

then went to the town park there watch the boys play soccer. saly, nabz and rachel were there. sat down with them and watch the boys play. CEROUS were there too. but at the other end. bro was obviously there. haiyoosh.

sat with saly, rre and nabz [by then rachel went home] till around 1845hrs. the match also ended. then nabz made home dulu. then rre went off with riff and me with saly. then teman her at bustop. rre appear and went home with her. by then was about 1900hrs gitu. drizzled but manage to reach before it downpoured teruk2. hahas. ok urhs.

me and rre loyal citizen to singapore. what only rau.

ok is it HALUBAGI or HULABAGI? me and nabz really confuse. hulababi. ahahaha. the winks. gagagagugugugogogogo...

rre, the boy. ahaha. got this boys ah on his bike. me and rre on the way to town park. then walking2. then suddenly got this boy on his bike fell. his WHOLE body went into the longkang PERFECTLY. and his bike on top of him. me and rre went to help him. ahahah
rre:where's your mother?
boy:at home
...>>fast foward
rre:where you live?
boy:blk 427 la.
sleng sia the boy. then in the end he cakap ''ah nevermind. can already. no pain''. &?! ''-.- selenge to the max. and as usual me and rre laughed. ahahah.

can't wait to see the final touch on the banner. yayness.

i think i better talk to him about it. but then he's too humble. to him nothing is wrong. too gullible[correct?] like what rre cakap. when things ain't right, he sometimes think it's mepeks. what only. nevermind. better talk to him ah.

gagagagaga...

yesterday night was the night i cried. bullshit seys. lucky he say honestly. haiyoosh. well it's true what rre said. people change. i don't know what to say anymore larx.


today go do banner with rre. what time ah? gugugu..


i got no mood to update seys. i like feel very sad2 like that. don't worry ah ok.


oh ya i got back all my common test except for science.

maths ;9TEEN/46
history ;53/60
england ;9TEEN/30

9teen for almost all. gagagagugugugogogo. what the hell am i talking about?! nevermind. da la malas nak update. maybe i update later if i can that is.


oh ya today is the carnival at mayflower pri. my dear cuzzie is part of it. don't if nak go or not. i like no mood like that. haiis. eyh get well soon taus. she has an ulcer in her throat. infection. sakit kan. ouch!


da la nak go sembahyang. ciao!

i can't believe this. why now then happen? not only that. it's just 3months tau us. then now this happen. haiis...

i, honestly, don't mind ah if it's her that tell me. but then now is like not the right moment. when THIS is happening. it's totally at the wrong timing. haiis. nvm ah. i can't just jump to conclusion. i shall see what happens. if the predictions are right, i should mind about the problem. but sometimes i kesiankan her seys. haiis, i don't know ah. i sad2 only.

now i know that boys have a soft heart for chapteh. ahaha. they timbang it right tha base tak come out. but me, rre, nadrah, sis, iqa & nam play, astaga. sampai all the base ter-come out. and we were like the only group of girls trying to play. macam orang gila seys we. laugh2 at how we timbang it. orang see we play and laugh. wah nice ah. cikgu was good enough. he say timbang 3 times get oreo. we were struggling also. hahas. but in the end we still got it as extra lerx. hahas.

tat cheong was the FIRST to get the oreo. he good sia. wah goody2. eadiv action jerx. haiyoosh. but he damn good seys.

the silat just now was nice. hahas. watch it twice. luqman was very cute when he do. hahas. macam he look lost gitu. husni punya la POWER babe! hahas. then there was a short silat spar. umar betul nyer spar habis. relax ok bro. LEPPPAAAKKK!

play congkak before the chapteh. won twice i think. i don't know. danial super seys. hahas. but today was much more fun then semalam. yayness. if got chapteh again, nak main lagi seys. fun gilerr. ahahas.