HAH! no. i'm not really at the stress level yet. however, 3rd day of school, & i'm already worn out. both physically & mentally, really. till the most embarrassing thingy happened to me. i slept through the whole MRT ride after Outram station & didn't realise i was already at Pasir Ris. & a kind lady had to woke me up. thank you so much (: because a few seconds after i got out, the doors closed -__-" imagine the misery i will be in if i have to change to another MRT, & head back to Pasir Ris, again. sheesh.
anyway, i didn't really have a smooth start the modules. i mean, who have. trust me, i'm going to be stress soon. already i've started advance reading on most of my modules because i don't want to get stuck when the lecturers teach them.
yes, laugh it out, i know some people already have (& it's because i'm sharing the same misery as them, lol). i have to take A maths! in AE&E module, there's pure & combined physics, D&T &..... JC physics. yes i know, it's like everything. & i've been doing the same A maths tutorials again & again so that i understand. & i did a head start on the next chapter whereby i got stuck half way. heyy, don't laugh at me. i know the first chapter is only exponents, but hey, i'm no math whizz alright. bear with me, LOL.
other than that, i'm good, i think. i'm hoping at least a B+ for CRS. which is almost similar to ESS. *chants debate debate, argue argue* LOL. & i'm praying i won't asleep during CPPA. seriously, i almost did.
yes, i have to struggle. yes, i will seek help from whoever i can (alyah & shab, A maths, can?) & no, i'm not going crazy. yes, i will cry if i can't cope. no, i won't give up.
alright, i want to rest. i'm not allowed to study for the night since at school just now i already did & some people advice me not to study tonight & give my brain a break since i look sick, terribly.
night.
&& please, what is going on. i'm getting worried. those words keep playing in my head. i could barely study just now after class. what happened. imy.
