resolution, with a twist

1. WHAT I WANT IN 2009

# KEEP CONTACT WITH MY SECONDARY SCHOOL FRIENDS!
# CHANGE THE FLAWS I STILL HAVE.
# LOSE WEIGHT.
# START POLYTECHNIC WITH THE RIGHT FOOT.
# STUDY HARD ENOUGH TO CONTINUE GETTING SCHOLARSHIPS.
# READ MORE BOOKS!
# GET MYSELF CLOSER TO MY RELIGION.
# STRONGER FRIENDSHIPS.
# SMILE MORE OFTEN.
# STOP BEING CAMERA SHY!
# HELP MORE AT HOME.
# GET GUITARING RIGHT.
# LESS FUEDS WITH PEOPLE AROUND ME.
# BE HAPPY & JUST BE ME : D

2. WHAT I HOPE FOR MY FAMILY

* my cousins all have stronger ties with one another.
* brother to complete polytechnic with a diploma : D
* mum to still continue making brownies every now & then : P
* dad to stay healthy : D
* younger cousins to go out together.
* brother to enter NS : P
* mum to still be a great malay teacher : D
* dad to be happy always.
* cousins to visit beach road there on weekends, teehee ; D

3. What I HOPE FOR THE WORLD

* LOVE OBAMA!
* promote awareness to help save the earth.
* to have organisations that help people who have terminal diseases.
* to be in one harmony world.
* to not kill animal for their own purposes (that doesn't include food)

4. IN YEAR 2020 (too far much?)

* completed University by then (hopefully i get into one).
* a happy family.
* a home that could fit most of my family in it (wow)
* being a chemist by then (yes, read that)
* to still be in contact with my old friends.
* to OWN a VOLKSWAGEN BEETLE (personalised!)
* helping out in organisations for children.

5. For 4five `2008 (your secondary 4 class)

* stay in contact.
* everyone being happy on results day.
* must invite the class when getting married, teehee.
* hold outings to catch up on things.
* to see how the guys look like when they come out from NS ; P
* to reach the goals each and everyone had set.
* everyone doesn't change for the worse.
* ben khoh make it into the entertainment industry.
* nur amirah being a malay teacher & probably end up teaching my children, LOL!

6. FOR MY OTHER PALS/BABES/HUNKS/GEEKS/HUNNAYS

* sean to be in the same polytechnic as me!
* regain friendship ties with nadrah!
* syafiqah visit band with me!
* go skating with anna!
* gym with farreha!
* visiting workplace with nur amirah!
* go crazy with alyah when we meet!
* to go sushi with namira!
* to meet up with nur aishah again!
* naufal hakim to think positively!
* see jonathan tan be a bookworm!
* jia qing become a rock nerd, teehee.
* to fulfill promises made with MSN!
* to see dzul become a famous photographer!
* make sure rayyan still remember me when he's in melbourne.
* min (psst, we know who eyy BM) to not scare me when i'm working.
* kak siti to continue studying even at her age (:
* razzan becoming a model! LOL.

another year's gone, another's coming,

by now everyone has realized that 2008 is coming to an end. wow. i can't believe how much things have changed since 2005, where i was a noob shiet in PRCS back then. from the immature thinking & the wannabe of becoming in popular cliques to slashing which became an in thing back then to becoming who i am now. as i recall through the memories, it tickles me. how much i've changed. you have no idea. i myself still am freaked out by it.

2005/2006...
i got into class 1/5. i made wonderful friends there. i had a home tutor who was famous among the 1/5`05 students, "the world doesn't revolves around you". i really love 1/5`05. even though i suffered unpleasant events at that time. well, it didn't stop there actually. it followed me in 2/5`06. the agony of living in what i thought was hell. the process of changing. trust me, it was truly an agony. back then i was those tomboy. i thought i could live through secondary life with that attitude, but i was wrong. not only that. i had a change in the friends i made. i learnt to appreciate friends who i thought i won't befriend with. however, in the end, i did & i was really glad that i was starting to open up.

2007/2008...
as you know, 4 years in secondary, i've been in the 5's class. 1/5 to 4/5. cool aye? throughout this 4years, i was with nur amirah, farreha, farah ain, amirah nabilah, ben tan, haikal etc. it's great to be with them. very fun people indeed. i remember getting caught by ms junainah on my first day of school for my colored hair. i entered class late, 30mins before recess to be exact. that was when i made friends with jonathan tan ming song. crazy fella. by sec3, life for me took a whole new turn. i wasn't really who i was during lower sec. i realized i learnt to appreciate friends & ya, basically not be rough. i also learnt to appreciate studying. & with all the friends i made, i really love my class. the bond we had. though there were ups & downs, we still manage to push ourselves for the coming Os which we countdown since the beginning of 2008. & ohh! how can i forget. i still remember the class all going "eyy sial ahh what happened. die siaa, she's going to scold. confirm kena one" and looking at each other then to rre, hoping she would know what happened whenever ms junainah asked us to close the windows & doors. it's funny because most of the time it's not scolding that we got. & the birthday gift each and everyone of us would get when our birthdays are nearing.

in a nutshell, secondary life has change me, a lot & i've learnt things i never thought i would. it really made me who i am, today. i learnt to realize things i never understood before entering secondary school. well, i still got room for improvements, but 4years really did a lot of changing.

now to thank a few people.

ms junainah,
for your committment to the class. though she was on leave a few months before Os, she made an effort to still teach us at her house. she's a teacher who puts herself as one of us when talking to us personally. thank you ms junainah for being a great teacher who inspired the class. with your motherly care towards us when we were seen struggling during your absence, we challenged ourselves to study harer & not to let you down. 4/5`08 loves you (': ♥♥

farreha,
4 years in the same class. from the kentals we were back then to what we are now. the laughters we had when we were in sec1. i got to admit though. i was scared to talk to her for almost 1 1/2yr. don't ask me why, but i had my reasons. come sec4, we put most of the bad memories behind. i really want to thank rre for everything that she had done. really one super woman. hope we won't lose contact ok! i love you! ♥

nur farah ain/nur amirah/amirah nabilah,
4 years of friendship too. these girls are fun to be with. with all the worst things that can ever when you're with them. though we all have our downs with each other, we try to erase it off and start a new. what's more, we one who can sing, one who is a food provider & one who you can always rely on for marker pens. teehee. it's great knowing them. they may be different but one thing's for sure, they are all crazy. & i mean it in a good way. don't lose contact ok! will miss you people. loves! ♥

jaslyn/anna/shu ming/amanda,
the chinese girls who i never regret making friends with. firstly, they were formerly 2/4`07 girls. & one thing great about them is they are fun to hang out with. the study moments at coffeebean till night time. the gossip sessions with them in class with the malay girls. it's like being in primary school all over again. befriending only chinese people. however, this group of people really add color into my circle of friendship & i don't mean literally. will miss you girls )': loves! ♥

benjamin tan,
before anything, TURTEY says hi. the guy who lights up the class. though he sits at the back but his jokes, all the way to the front, can be heard. a friend who is there when you need one. i still remember in sec2, the camp. in sec3, sat at the back with him. uber funny. benjamin tan is really a great friend ((:

jonathan tan,
a great friend. can talk to him almost about everything. though at times blur blur but he still stood by his friends. can gossip also. not bad for a guy. oiii, remember me horr! & my new moon, please : D

sean tan,
seanaye! yes, i still keep the badge. in a nice box some more, ok. thank you for helping me out most of the time. i really appreciate what you've done for me, the time wasted on me etc. though i thank you, you still owe me a present next year : P

khairul nizam,
i still remember that "head spin" you did just for me so that i would not cry. thank you, really. i know i'm not much of a friend to you, but i really appreciate what you've done throughout sec4. && don't be sad sad horrr ((:

nur alyah,
neighbour-religious classmates-schoolmates. since young, wow. we've gone through a lot of obstacles laa. though i admit at times i'm being a bitch, i still appreciate the things she's done. for a smart ass like her to go crazy, that's something. we've got a lot to catch up on yawww! call me down whenever you can ok (: ♥

nur qamarina,
missy que! she's one brave girl. she put up with a lot of things in life. i really felt bad to turn my back to her. she's a friend you could go to & share it. a friend who is there even though she was being hurt by any of us. a brave girl you are (: ♥

nadrah,
for 2 1/2 years, nadrah & i stood by each other. i really appreciate whatever that she had done for me. well, almost all. many times, she had done a lot of things for me. she was my listening ear. she was where i could laugh out loud without putting up a mask. she was like a twin sister to me who does everything with me. i really love her. i got admit, as much as a bitch i am cursing/swearing her behind her back, deep down, i'm hurting myself with those words. she's like a true friend come back after i've lost mine 10yrs ago. it's not going to be easy building up the friendship back since after this year, we're entering to different institutions. i really wish to make it up to her. i really miss her. ohmygayyy, i'm trying to hold back my tears while typing this. nadrah, i'm really sorry for everything that i've done. i don't wish to be that friend back. imy, bestfriend ♥

60 QUESTIONS PEOPLE DON'T ASK IN SURVEYS.
CAUTION: A VERY LONG QUIZ.

When's the last time you ran?
-2 days ago at work.

Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them?
-i'm no cloth eater horr.

What are you dreading right now?
-having to go to work tomorrow, sheesh.

Do you celebrate 420?
-what is 420?

Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep a night?
-8 hours isn't even full, prfft.

If anyone came to your house on your "lazy days" what would ya'll do?
-in the beginning, anyone won't even come into my house since i'm lazy to even open my door on my "lazy days", ya dig?

Who last grabbed your ass?
-how in the hell world do you grab an ass, omfg.

Have you ever been on your school's track team?
-hah, look at my size & you will know, lol.

Do you own a pair of Converse?
-Converse is a brand, how can i own the brand? that'll be awesome shiet.

Did you copy and paste this survey?
-totally. yes, i manage to copy it from farah's blog, muahaha.

Do you eat raw cookie dough?
-the one for making cookie or the B&J?

Have you ever kicked a vending machine?
-no, because it couldn't fly like a soccer ball.

Don't you hate it when the radio ruins good songs by playing them over and over?
-the radio is innocent. blame the person who works as the radio deejay. radio can't work on their own.

Do you watch Trading Spaces?
-there's such a thing? wow, i didn't know. so that answers the question already (:

How do you eat oreos?
-i open my mouth, pop the oreo in, close my mouth, bite on it till it become bits and swallow. cool right, i know -.-

Have you ever stayed online for a very long time waiting for someone?
-yea, it's worse than waiting for the cow to go "oink", trust me.

Are you cocky?
-my english is just that bad for me to even understand that.

Could you live without a computer?
-i've survived without a computer when i was an infant, so that answers the question (:

Do you wear your shoes in the house?
-not enough is it wearing shoes outside?

Who or what sleeps with you?
-the word "who" is kind of *shivers*. what sleeps with me, nothing. because non-living thing can't possibly sleep because they are already dead -.-

At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real?
-i was supposed to believe he was real? O.o

How many phones, house phones and cell phones are in your house?
-isn't the word "phones" a general term for house & cell phones?

What do you do when you're sad?
-be sad. then what? be happy? -.-

Who would you call first if you won the lottery?
-the person in-charge of giving me the money for my winning lottery, so i can claim my money.

Last time you saw your best friend?
-best friend is dead. great friends still lives (:

Are you in high school?
-what is school at current (:

What jewelry are you wearing?
-if i tell you, what are you going to do?

Is anyone on your bad side now?
-uhh no?

What's the first thing you do when you get online?
-since when do i appear online nowadays? lol.

Do you watch Grey's Anatomy?
-no, because i don't get a single thing about the series.

How do most people spell your name?
-by spelling it out or writing or typing it (:

Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes?
-yes, because girls can wear almost anything that guys wear, awesome aye.

Where do you work?
-where i earn money is where i work.

What are you doing tomorrow?
-work, what else.

Is Justin Timberlake becoming the next Michael Jackson?
-if justin goes for a nose surgery and grows long black hair, yes.

Favorite name for a girl?
-i shan't say it.

Favorite name for a boy?
-neither for this too.

Will you keep your last name when you get married?
-from the day i was born till the day i die, my last name will be with me, forever.

When was the last time you left your house?
-27nd december 2008 at 7.15am (:

Do you return your cart?
-i wish i could steal it, but i can't, so i return it.

Do you have a dishwasher?
-as in the machine or manually?

What noise do you hear?
-noise that ranges from 20Hz to 20000Hz. go figure.

Would you survive in prison?
-totally. why won't i when i'm provided with food, place to sleep etc.

Who is the youngest in your family?
-the person who is doing this quiz.

If all of your friends were going on a road trip, who would most likey overpack?
-see the one with the most things in hand, & that person is the one who overpack.

Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
-same name, yes but they got additional name at the front &/or different spelling.

What's the last thing you purchased?
-yesterday afternoon.

Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you?
-yes, when it's my birthday, the present which becomes my stuff is being paid by them.

What brand are your pants right now?
-GIORDANO :D

Ever been to Georgia (the state)?
-yes, in lala land. or so i thought.

What irritates you most on the internet?
-the internet itself when it goes bonkers.

What brand is your digital camera?
-canon & fuji.

Do you watch movies with your parents?
-on television, yes. in cinemas, don't even think about it.

What song best describes your life right now?
-who cares what type of song describe my life right now. i'm lovin' it. lol.

Do you own expensive perfume/cologne?
-yes, & i'm afraid of finishing it.

Are you taking college classes right now?
-what is college classes? lol.

Do you like sushi?
-scrape the like. put LOVE. *screams to namira, "sushi!"

Do you get your hair cut every month?
-if that happens, it's like getting your period every month.

Do you go online everyday?
-i don't bother like i used to.

Will you pass this survey on to 5 people?
1. farreha
2. namira
3. syafiqah
4. aishah
5. syuhrah COUSIN

QUIZZAYE :D

TAGGED BY NAMIRA & FARREHA.

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
there's such a thing as favourite spot for kissing? wow, ok. well, where else if not the cheek.

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
i feel like how i always feel when i wake up on every other morning.

3. Who was the last person you took a picture of?
MSN. gosh, the face was priceless.

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
spoiled as in what way? i'm still working/moving fine -__-"

5. Would you ever donate blood?
yes, i would. however, i have this fear of needles, don't know why, but i'll be brave.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex (boy because I am a girl)?
yes, i used to have. *bestfriend sound so fake*

7. Do you want someone dead?
why do i? it's his/her business lorr want to be dead or not.

8. What does your last text message say?
my last text message can't talk.

9. What are you thinking of right now?
sleep. tell me, what ELSE do i think about?

10. Do you wish someone was with you right now?
no, because i want to sleep.

11. What time did you go to sleep last night?
ermm, can't quite remember because i remember falling asleep after sending the last text message.

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
Bangkok, Thailand, 6years ago. *yes, the T-shirt still fits*

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
literally or mentally? literally, no. mentally, i doubt so too.

14. Who was the last person to text you?
MSN :D

10 people to tag(random order):
1) AISHAH (nyahahaha)
2) FARREHA (she's done it, so don't do the quiz)
3) SYUHRAH (she'll love me more)
4) MSN (forever will never do)
5) NAUFAL HAKIM (japan eyy, hehs)
6) FARAH AIN (i miss this N81 buddy)
7) JASLYN (barsty who stood by me)
8) NADRAH (you owe me two quiz now, lol)
9) QAYYUM (a great person to talk to)
10) HIDAYAT ADQ (he'll do it, i hope)
PEOPLE CAN BE RE-TAGGED

15) Who is 2 [farreha] having a relationship with?
singular aye? Ariff yaww.

16) Is 3 [syuhrah] a male of a female?
FEmale, ya dig?

17) If 7 [jaslyn] and 10 [hidayat adq] get together will that be a good thing?
seriously, i want to laugh. worlds apart yawww.

18) What is Number 1 [aishah] studying about?
whatever she is supposed to study for sec5 next year? ya.

19) When was the last time you had a chat with them?
i wish i have a memory like the computer because i don't remember.

20) Is Number 4 [MSN] single?
hahaha. ok, no.

21) Say something about Number 2 [farreha].
to the Number 2, something. to farreha, she's a smart ass girl who is bubbly & is worth being friends with her because she'll be there for her friends when they need her. rre, thank you for everything & ILY.

22) What do you think about Number 3 [syuhrah] and 6 [farah ain] being together?
first, both are respectively attached. secondly, syuhrah's my cousin & farah ain is my N81 buddy, so ya.

23) Describe Number 9 [qayyum].
a friend who goes to the same school with me fr the past 10 years. i remember him taking my school bad accidentally because we had identical bags. & a great person to talk to (:

24) What will you do if Number 6 [farah ain] and 7 [jaslyn] fight?
these two fight? i laugh can? they are each other's bitch ever since *inside story*. why would they fight in the beginning?

tagggggggggggggggggggggged

tagged by RRE!

The rules and regulations:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about themself.
2. People who get tagged need to write their own 10 weird things/habits/little known facts.
3. At the end, player needs to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!

10 weird things/habits/little known facts about me.
1. i eat strawberries with chilli sauce (together with NAMIRA SUSHI : D)
2. i will smile and laugh whenever someone kisses me on the cheek, O.o
3. i'm a hardcore cyclist.
4. i can sleep at anytime anywhere whenever necessary.
5. i have danced in front of a random jogger which scared the hell out of him & made him ran faster : P
6. i'm no good in describing things, trust me.
7. my fork is always on my right and spoon on my left, no matter what.
8. i will react differently at wrong situations at times.
9. cats are afraid of me & so am i afraid of them though i will approach them (they will keep a distance or run away when i try approaching them)
10. i ♥ MOOMOO! (i bet you didn't know this one)

The 10 people:
AISHAHHHHHHH
NAMIRAAAAAAA
SYAFIQAHHHHH
ALYAHHHHHHH
NADRAHHHHHH
HIDAYAT ADQQ
JASLYN BARSTY
MSNNNN (though it'll never be done)
DEWIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
ZAHIRAHHHHH

For tears fall down like rain,

& i really owe you more than ever,

caramel in your pants!

110% pure hotness!


tomorrow! picnic with 4five baybeh! can't wait. i'm already all excited for it : D
i'm contented with my life right now *smiles widely*
bloody motherfuckers can just walk away ;D

strum cleanly.
turns to the left when the "punch" given came from the left -.-
laughter that are forever endless.
random topics.
i'm grateful to have a great friend, like you (:

such a self-praising shit motherfucker.


rre, i'm tempted to use your phrase. however, i won't.





& i want this baby next.

when you can live forever, what do you live for?

simple...

YOU.

quiz i'm asked to do by jaslyn barsty (imy like mad okayy!)

1. The person who tag/pass you: JASLYN BARSTY.
2. Your relationship with him/her: my barsty, duhh.
3. Your five impression of him/her: why 5 when i've got a lot?
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: a lot.
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: am i suppose to recall?
6.If he/she become your lover,you will: i love her already.
7.If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: i'd rather make a robot.
8.If he/she become your enemy,you will: what you want me to do?
9.If he/she become your enemy,the reason will be: because she's my enemy.
10.The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is : desire, strong word.
11.Your overall impression of him/her is: an awesometastic friend : D
12.How you think people around you will feel about you? : like that ahh.
13.The characters you love of yourself are: i talk a lot & sleep a lot.
14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are: i talk too much & sleep like a pig.
15.The most ideal person you want be is: R-A-U-D-H-A-H M-O-H-A-M-E-D, ya dig?
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them: something ( i was asked to say something to them )

Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1.Farreha
2.Farah Ain
3.Sh. Syafiqah
4.Nur Aishah
5.Namira SUSHI
6.MSN
7.rayyan PEBBLE
8.dewi
9.hidayat ADQ
10.zahirah

1. Is no.6 [MSN] having relationship?
; of course he does, who doesn't?

2.Is no.9 [hidayat ADQ] a male or female?
; does the name sound female to you? no right?

3. If no.7 [rayyan PEBBLE] and 10 [zahirah] are together,will it be a good thing?
; i don't even know if they know each other in the first place.

4.What is no.2 [farah ain] studying about?
; what is studying? :P

5. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3 [sh. syafiqah]?
; chat as in where?

6.What kind of music does no.8 [dewi] like?
; the music that she likes laa.

7.Does no.1 [farreha] have any siblings?
; yes.

8.Will you woo no.3 [sh. syafiqah]?
; is just saying "woo" to her alright? yes right.

9.How about no.7 [rayyan PEBBLE]?
; i'll stick to saying "woo" to him too.

10. Is no.4 [nur aishah] single?
; ya, why? you want a double?

11.What is the surname of no.5 [namira SUSHI]?
; she got a surname?!

12.What's the hobby of no.10 [zahirah]?
; i don't keep track of her hobby. however, one of it is dancing (:

13. Does no.5 [namira SUSHI] and 9 [hidayat ADQ] get along well?
; i suppose they do. i don't keep track of people get along well with each other.

14.Where is no.2 [farah ain] studying at?
; seriously, what is studying? :D

15.Talk something casually about no.1 [farreha].
; no.1 is a number. the person that's written as no.1 is a girl.

16. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6 [MSN]?
; to the number, no. to the person written as that no., yes. or else, why am i a friend?

17.Where does no.9 [hidayat ADQ] live at?
; wherever he finds it comfortable to live, that's where he live.

18.What colours does no.4 [nur aishah] like?
; i know this one. B-R-O-W-N :D

19.Are no.5 [namira SUSHI] and 1 [farreha] best friends?
; i don't keep track of who are best friends of who, ya know.

20.Does no.1 [farreha] have any pets?
; keep pets? uhh lol?

21.Is no.7 [rayyan PEBBLE] the sexiest person in the world?
; he's hot, but i doubt sexy, lol.

22.What is no.6 [MSN] doing now?
; i'm not a mind reader. i shall fix a webcam on MSN next time so i will know, ok no.

23.Do u like no.8 [dewi]?
; i love her can, (: