currently watching CASPER on RTM1. sigh. omg. it's so... touching. & damn, casper is hot hot HAWT! well, when he became a human till 2200h. hehe. well at lesat that's an interesting movie to watch on TV yaww. haas. omg, he is so cute. yea man that 3evil ghost rock hard mann. they're not that evil. they just want to have fun. haas. nice show (:

sigh, bored laa seyy at home. mum's out, visiting nenek urhhs. supposed to go out with her, but ya. ohh wells. & if possible today suppose to meet my friend. however, due to some circumstances, can't. no worries alrights (: although i have to say, it's hard to contact you nowdays. sigh. dang, next year, M1 ok ((: hehe.

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ok. look, i don't want to bring up the past anymore alrights. you're happy with what you have now. so, what's there for you to know about the past? furthermore, i wouldn't want to betray my friend(s) trust just to give in, you know. blackmail or threaten me for all i care, seriously. because i'm happy with how things are for me now, well at least i am. & you should too. & just to let you know, it's best if you don't know about it. i still remember those words clearly, mind you. sigh, sheesh. it's not the same as how it was ok. prfft. sigh.

i'm happy with the circle of friends i'm having now. i'm happy with how things are now. well, exception of my parents because of a certain situation. but, insya'allah, i will get it over it. with my friend being there for me, i hope i can make it through (: other than that, almost everything is ok. well, i know that there are certain situation which i'm facing it for the first time. but heyys, i can, insya'allah, make it through. it's the first & i want to make it right. things change, so ya. sigh.

& THANK YOU MY FRIEND :D
andersen ice-cream again soon, ok. hehe. & that's so not fair you are macadamia nuts ice cream yesterday. boo! hehe :)
OH! & i'm craving for OREO cheese cake. sigh *stomach grumble* uhh, OH? O.o

& yesterday was a blast. sesat one laa. hehe makcik went too. nyehs. sushi king is the bomb. fear factor moments. haas. but it's nice laa ok. OH! oreo cheese cake from secret recipe[it's spelt that way], is superb! so is banana chocolate, i think. nice nice. well it was to celebrate huzi's 17th birthday. hot cousin. nyehs. syuhrah, sorry laa seyy. no worries, lucky you, i'm your cousin. so ya. haas. -.- ok pictures below. tired to talk about it larhhs (:

* don't mind the faces & all. nyehs.










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today, went to Singapore Poly for some hands-on D&T. fun laa seyyy. hehe. everyone was like jakun can? trying out our game. haha due to the limited supplies of batteries, everyone was going around stealing batteries from the neighbours. HAHA. but it was fun ok. nyehs. OH! the manniquins band was awesome. as in the design laa seyy. too bad we couldn't see them play. & the drum set was uber cool. naufal, hehe. after that, went to whitesands KFC with nadrah, jonathan, han zhen, nur amirah, amirah nabilah & hanisah. reached home around 1930h. nyehs. tired laa seyy. ok pictures, sorry, again, lazy. as usual, i am. my friend knows it. nyehs.

*i'm green for the day. boo. nyehs. don't mind the faces.






ahhkayy. i'm done. tomorrow's band. hope mr shah comes. wazaa! hahaha. ok night (:

& it's spelt with every key i touched ♥

after 9582389572935723 days, i've finally showed up in band. nyehs. hard for me at first. it's quite sometime since i last went. so ya. nyehs. however, i came late. much later than nadrah. haas. i came in at 0900h. woots. hey, main thing, i showed up alrights. nizam & dayah were there. yay. haha. they were playing SUPERMAN RETURNS when i came. han zhen played timpani. boo laa seyy! haas. in the end i played the bass drum. ok, i'm one of the most jakun percussionist ok. i don't even know how to hit a concert bass drum. i mean, duh, everyone knows how to hit. but to produce that sound which most of the guys in the section can produce, i can't. & naufal was being helpful & kind, told me how to. nyehs. must rememeber. hold the bass drum with the cloth provided over the YAMAHA wording on the bass drum & hit it at the center with the mallet stick provided. hehe, ok info. not needed rau. haas. during break, dayah, nizam and i sat at the stairs. ok, my mood wasn't there. i was tired & still not alright from what happen yesterday alright. sigh. & shane, i'm NOT emo laa seyy. just that i can't control my emotions at times. sigh. no wonder the remarks given was that i have to learn to control my physical & psychological well-being. something like that. haas. whatever.

anyways, after band, headed to central. bought 5 buns. face it, i was dead hungry. & there wasn't food at home. well besides instant noodle. bleargh. i gave ate and ate & ended giving the last 2 buns to my bro. since i can't eat anymore & he was hungry. good good rau. haha -.- didn't tag along with anna, alyah & rina. jordan & jeremy couldn't make it. saiful & i too. bleargh, i'm suppose to not think of it. haas. hayden couldn't make it last minute. ohh wells, as usual. accident apa pula nii? whatever it is, at least later on i'm following syuhrah cousin & family + hafiz & haris, i think, to johor. SUSHI BAYBEH! eyys? hehs. *cue: liyana tells her story* haha. nevermind, it's an inside joke of RBC. *smiles*

anyway, tomorrow 3/4 & 3/5 D&T students of 2007 will be heading to SP, singapore poly (: some course related to D&T? haas, i forgot the timing to meet seyys. masya'allah, raudhah raudhah. nyehs. shall ask nadrah later on. wazaa! haas. sigh, i'm bored.

OH! HAPPY 15th TO SHARIFAH NURSYAFIQAH! finally, you're 15. haas. ohh some events to wish. haas.

tomorrow: HAPPY 2YRS 6MTHS RRELIFF (:
thursday: HAPPY 16TH TO KHAIRUL NIZAM ; FISHY, (my camera on thursday ok)
& HAPPY 1YR TO FALY&ABDUL HAKIM (:
friday: HAPPY 15TH TO NUR SHABRINA (:

hehe, i think that's about it? yeaps. haas.

sigh, ok someone is being missed badly yawww. hahaha. & kind of hard to contact my friend nowdays. but i think it's alright now, right? you can reply already (:
sorry eyy cannot tag along to johor. if you want, you can always hide at the car boot :p ok, jokes aside. yea. sigh.

ok, im done updating. want to watch this Philippines show on TV2 urhhs. hehe, nice nice. nyehs (:

aren't they hot? hehe ok bad bad raudhah. but hey, they are like hot laa ok. especially the singer. the eldest, i think? the brother with the curly wurly hair is cute. nyehs. haha ok i should stop this. anyways, it was nadrah who told me about them like few months back. their songs are nice to listen to. especially the song S.O.S [that's already played in 987fm], ermm year3000, kids of the future etc. nyehs. i'm promoting their songs yawww. haha. ok as you can see, i'm bored. therefore, i post about jonas brothers (: dang, they're damn hot. haha *opps*

i must say, he is uber hot laa okayy. like DANG. haha.

ohh wells. sadly, raudhah doesn't know their names. baik ahh rau. only know their group name but doesn't know their individual names. nyehs -__-"

& block nose is really annoying. especially because your voice will become sengau. & currently i have this feeling of throwing up. sighs. ohh yes, since i'm blogging, might as well update about today. hees.

met up with mastura around 0903h. my area had the recycling day thingy today. haha. semangat laa kirakan. anyways, we watched GVSS malay dance [part of the girls] performed. uhhh *no comments* but i must say i totally [read: totally] didn't recognice shafeeqah. she looks uber different when applied make up. nadiah was there too. hehe, mastura, *you know what i'm laughing about* muahahaha. nyehs. anyways, after that headed to downtown burger king and had our lunch while waiting for shafeeqah & nadiah. once they came, we shifted to McCafe and slacked till like 1300+h. by 1330h i had to leave. reached home around 1400h. rest. then at 1600+h went down with anna. since mum said there's another round of lucky draw (-__-) & hell ya i won. actually mum did. haha 0090. hehe. prize no15th. so ya. some 2-in-1 cooker thingy -__- after all had ended, anna and i sat down at the senior citizen area for a while and talked. sigh, many days cannot make it seyys. i try urhhs. after that, went home and ya. haas. ok laa.

dang i feel like throwing up O.o ohh wells. ok, done blogging (:

when boredom strikes, raudhah entertain herself by going to facebook and play with those fight vampire, slayers, etc. DANG. holidays are kind of boring. sigh. next monday, it's still on, right? ALYAH! take 26th nov. please. 27th, 28th cannot urhhs. sigh.

okay the next best thing to do. okay, i'm going to sleep. zzzzz. sigh. okay, starting from next week, by hook or by crook, i'll go band. to kill my boredom at home. and at least, i get to slack around with my friends. shiet, i want to eat first. hungry urhhs. nyehs. bye!

outing with syuhrah cousin was fun i should say? i don't know. haas. ohh, my friend tagged along. thank you (: so ya. met up with syuhrah first at city hall MRT station there. went to get our ice-creams first. nyehs, i had cookies & cream. syuhrah had mocha almond fudge. i was charged total of $9 seyys. sad sad. nevermind. slowly head back to city hall MRT and met up with my friend. tsk tsk tsk. never bring sister. told you to bring along, sigh you ahh. ohh wells. anyways, headed to marina sq [it's always been there, hehe]. syuhrah went to check on her shoe soles, something like that. then headed to the top and sat down and drank coke. muahahaha. talked and talked. basically it's the cousin bonding. hehe, my friend sat there alone, quiet. hehe. but does talk too. good boy. haas. after i'm done drinking my coke [yes, i was the slowest], headed to bugis, since i was hungry, as usual. turns out, those two were hungry too. hehe. you can never not eat when you're with raudhah. nyehs. anyways, my friend and i ordered fried wanton noodle and syuhrah, chicken mushroom noodle. however, the CMN was doubled but the FWN was not. sigh, mixed up but we still ate it. haas. they are trying to make me fat i tell you. bwekks. i know laa i'm always hungry. *make faces* hehe. OH! someone was like eating then wipping, eating, wipping. hehe. syuhrah, you know i know. muahahaha. shhh.

after that we walked and walked. all the way to suntec, again. this time just walk to make time fly past and to burn all those food. ok, my english, horrible. anyways, reached suntec, sat down again, since syuhrah was tired. hahas. after that, mum called. had to go home. like !@#$. hehs. so walked to andersen, bought ice cream, again. hehe. this time i had cookies & chocolate while my friend had hazelnut chip. we had to say jingle bells before abg dani & kak zakiah opened up the ice cream area to scoop up the ice cream. cute laa ok. haha. i love them, can? nyehs (:

after headed home. wazaa. overall was fun. haas, syuhrah, next time, another outing yarhs? hehe. pictures are below. cramped up urhhs. & the one in little miss chatterbox, the face, should be slapped. agree, yes?



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& raindrops will fall (:

& i will never try my luck to go east coast again. next time i will have a proper tour guide ok. hehe :p
ended up going bugis. had lunch at the place mastura & i had last tuesday. haha. there, got this group of people laa seyy. see us, laugh laugh laugh. i almost felt like staring at them. sheesh. ended up, one of them was a junior of my friend. ohh wells. headed to bugis street. intended to buy some shirts. however, money tight laa seyy. so just walk around. sesat all the way to burlington... i don't remember the last part. then decided to go to suntec. hehe, macadamia nuts ice-cream! yummy. then walked to marina sq. then to city hall mrt station & headed home. was late slightly. lucky, never get scoldings. phew. sigh. hehs. was fun, except, i'm going to be fat i tell you. i've put on weight. sheesh. i don't want to end up like that drumstick legs woman laa seyy. really. sigh. anna foo, running soon ok? nyehs.

okay done, bye (:

ahh yes, the personal favourite of the helpers, right? (: it's so the nice laa ok. the dangling stars. oooooo. & those balloons filled with heliums. wazaa. i accidentally let go one of them. luckily it didn't fly off. now i know why we had to fill them up outside the hall. nyehs. slow laa ok. overall the area was ummm... uhh... white? and maroon O.o to blend in with the stage curtains & the red blinds. OH! & the scented candles were smelling nice. if only it was lit, oh gawddd, it would be so relaxing laa seyy. too bad couldn't stay till night. intended to. however, the last survivors were i, amanda & jaslyn. so, decided to head home. & since i had nizam's cooler with me, gaah. haas. oh! pictures are with BM. woots.

speaking of nizam, he looks good. smart laa seyy, & finally, his hair! he styled his hair :D oh! sean tan was looking hot. haas. pictures are in my camera which i loan it to nizam. nyehs. sally was pretty. atiqah [3/3] was looking stunning i tell you. she looked gorgeous! and the dress was wow. haha. omg, next year, *screams* nyehs. so ya. ohh, that woman looked ok. & she had her hair done nicely. her dress was nice. dang laa ok. a year more for me, sigh, haas. while on the way home, bumped into hazwan, abg madir, kak fanaa, zulfiqar, yasin, & don't know who else and matin. nyehs. enjoy yaww people (: matin looked surprisingly smart. and contact lens eyy? haas. mata sepet laa seyy. sorry xp whatever.

okay, i'm done. oh, tomorrow, east coast? hmmm (:

little droplets rain turn to heartshape love ♥

wazaa, today was the last day of foundation programe *joy to the world*. well i must say, today was ok. since the fact that only 20 people came. the class strength was, no comments. haas. anyways, those who came had fun. we had english twice. firstly we went through the short comprehension test we had the other day. the other period we went to computer lab and tried out british council website. the games are like cool ok. especially that mind reader thingy animal. haha. here's the link, BRITISH COUNCIL. it's a very interesting website i tell you. credits to mdm kamisah for telling us =D next, physics was fun. we listened to ms lim talking about her university life and how she actually was not interested in physics and now, look at where she is. haas. ohh! marshmallow blast was a blast. HAHA. although i got to admit, the strawberry flavour tasted funny. haas. so ya. it was ok.

after school, bought my school books and headed straight for home. was like damn weak and tired laa ok. didn't even go for band. sorry laa. someone also didn't go. & claims she never knew i cover up for her everytime she went MIA. prfft. whatever. anyways, once home, slept like a pig from 1300+h till 1700h. ok, information not needed. but ya, nice laa ok. cold cold cold. wasn't in the mood to eat either. sigh. around 1945h, met anna & nizam. handed nizam the camera & anna her books plus homeworks. sorry dayah, i can't lend you my other camera. need it for this saturday urhhs. sigh.

speaking of them, tomorrow's graduation night. aiseyy the mann. oh! hopefully able to see nizam in formal clothes. haha. will be helping out on the deco. tomorrow. together with jaslyn, RRE, nur amirah and farah. 1000h till 1700h. woo. will be fun, yes (:

okay i've got nothing to blog about anymore. saturday, east coast, baybeh! make sure you get it right this time. haas :p
& to allyme, woiit, 26th nov. laa. please. sigh.
okay, bye, night.

& i'm going OMG. my eyes are popping out. you really had me gone all red. my friend really had me there. OMG, sigh. i'm really embarrassed here.okay i should stop. i'm smiling to myself now. dang. nyehs (:

& school today was much more fun than expected. not that anything interesting happened. actually, there was. HAHA, omg, *doing that idiotic action*. anyways, she ought to really look at herself in the mirror. muahahaha. okay, i'm that evil. my bad. what's fun is that, anna & i came up with alot of funny sounds, moves and tones to songs we suddenly just had it in mind. sunggug cool laa. especially the song hey there delilah. *give the cue : IT'S BRITNEY, bitch* haha.

currently watching HEROS. OMG, aku suka sama rancangan ini. i'm in love with the japanese guy. so cute laa. "I'VE MADE IT! HELLO NEW YORK!" *doing the actions* nyehs. nama dia
HIRO NAKAMURA =D
ohh, before that was watching hantu jatuh cinta. that hantu sungguh hot hot hot. really, that murderer in the show should be given a slap laa. i really cannot take it till i keep swearing & cursing the poor innocent television of mine. haas. okay ini dua rancangan aku suka bangat =D

& i ought to face down for now, yes?
won't be blogging that much now. will update once i'm ok.
i promise, i'm okay.

& dad is sure sensing i'm hiding something.
HELP?!
sigh

yesterday, was the bomb! however, by the time i got to the pit, again, i couldn't take in any more food. all i did was drink &... getting wet. yes, waterbomb was already on when i came. & to welcome new comers to the pit area, my friends threw the waterbombs at them. cool huh. i heard that only ms lim [chemistry] came. ohh wells.

i came to the pit around 1530h to put the chickens there first. i was with anna & nadrah. straight after that i rushed to whitesand interchange where i met my friend & headed to east coast. unfortunately, we didn't. so headed to bugis. saw many familiar faces of the friends. since it was packed, headed to marina sq which is at city hall [jaslyn, i got it right! haha]. ate KFC. then headed to suntec & met his cousin there. woo. okay, next time i'll eat ice-cream on an empty stomach (: & kak zakiah rock big time ok! woo! anyways, headed back to pasir ris. reached around 1900+ h. straight away headed to the pit. was drizzling [anna, hehe], and ya. haas. left the area around 2200+h. thanks yawww ((: had fun. woo! ben tan was in pink! rock hard laa dude. bobo just had to. he just HAD TO throw it there. sigh. haha. han zhen was so.. i don't know. aku suka! haha. some left by 1900h already. i wonder if burger came. hmm, HAHA ok shut up. anna, amanda came back to the pit area. hehs. OH! i was drenched. haha. it was fun, but cold laa. the wind was nice. aiseyy! haha, so ya, 3five BBQ was a success. everyone who came had fun. as in those stayed till night. let's see if i remember who were there.

nur amirah, amirah nabilah, jaslyn, shu ming, jonathan, farreha, ariff, ben tan, bobo, rui yuan, han zhen, jason, sean, haikal, ashraf, aqil, hanan, husni, solomon, nadrah, umar, nizam, farah, amanda, anna, myself, saiful, dzul, shafiq... that's all i could remember. ya. okay, & i'm sorry i didn't do much. sigh. RRE, remind me horx. 4bucks. thankies! okay, i'm done blogging (: pictures are below. sorry, cramped up again. nyehehe (: & do ignore the girl in black shirt whom appeared in most of the pictures. slap that face, if you may. zzz



& ohh, someone ought to look at her size first before judging others. i know you're dying to fit into clothes like that. just shut up & try to earn that attention from your beloved who met with an accident. PRFFT!

I WONDER.
WILL ALL THESE COME TO AN END?
can i have my happy-to-be life back, please.

& it only takes one move to change it all. & i shan't say whether it's wrong or right. i have no stand for now. i'm speechless. i can't speak my mind out. you need not apologise. you had me shocked and disappointed. all i can do now is let time tell and let the person in me heal. because it's never a great feeling ending up this way. i rest my case.

all it took was that bloody phrase to make my point of view change. i can never see myself as how i was before all this. yes, the term liars is a good word to describe me. but whatever it is, it's your thoughts. yes, in malay, they call it terasa. & boy, i was, greatly. i'm being sarcastic here, mind you. but to the extend where i'm wayyy WAYYY past my boiling point, i become sarcastic. and trust me. it's never a great feeling. the sense of regret after being sarcastic will surface. you feel like turning back the clock to the period when you were the sarcastic you and just stop your ownself from doing that. but too late. the only thing you can do is just... cry. that's what i do. okay, information not needed. anyways, it's okay if the trust is gone. because that has always been the case. ya, i'm not a trusted friend here. but hey, i promised i won't leak it out. but in the end what happens? raudhah just can't seem to shut her damn mouth up. and that's when the talk about trust, comes about. there's an ironic twist here which i shan't say. enough said. let bygones be bygones. i'm at no position to say anything, anymore. i'm at lost of words. but just a question. what kind of friend am i to you and am i being treated like? honestly...

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& i have always believed that you are an optimistic person. you help people by trying to change their mindset to a positive one. the last book written, you tried to change me. alhamdulillah, i did. although ya, i'm still the same old me, but parts of me, changed. but now... i don't even know you anymore. i rest my case. sigh. and whatever it is, please. know your status here, alright. i feel you meant it as a joke, but please, i don't feel right, ok? i hope you understand what i'm trying to say here. as a friend, i care. & you know i always do, for all my friends. & as far as i am here, i will always help, alrights (:
& to my friend [a few people know him, especially nur.aishah. hehe, shh], at this point in time, i really need you to be by my side and help me through. i don't think i'm able to cope it all. & you know what i mean. nevertheless, the ice-cream treat, this friday ok (:

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this friday baybeh! weee~ oooos, 3five really sets the mood up laa. all the laughters shared, ohh joyous. haha, i'm sounding so the.. i don't know? like it desreve a slap laa. hehe. okay i have to wash up. & i so love the song OTEYUWARAKANI can? i love the triangle part. heez, simple laa doink! okay, bye (:

I'VE UPDATED!

okay so i've not been updating for a week or more. i'm lazy. my friend should know it. plus, i'm tired. there's school, still, and i've been going home late and sleeping late. & my eyes can just shut any moment. i've got to be like mr.bean. okay, lame. okay i'll update all the events. starting from.... *counts fingers*... last saturday? well, here goes.

SATURDAY ; 271007
went jalan raya with shamira, dzul, anna, alif, raudhah[anna's friend] & saiful. it was fun but tiring. nyehs. because before the jalan, i had PTM, zzz. the mic was being mean which is good laa. because it was like trying to make the speech short. anyways, i met them all at 1400hr at shamira's blk. there were the purple duo, blue duo (: & the grey duo. plus, raudhahJR. wore orange. sadly. alif was having a bad flu. it's funny laa. every house we went, alif keep having the tissue box near to him. OH! unfortunately, aliah diyana couldn't tag along. to cut short the story, we went 10houses. i went home at 2330hr. thanks to saiful who sent me home (: last house went was aliah diyana. oh, ya ahh i NPCC ahh. ya. zzz. what onlyy. haas. but it was fun going out with them. pictures are as follows. not many urhs. got it from shamira's blog (: OH! all are friendly laa okayyy! & my eyes looks sepet and tired. -__-"


i think that's all that i can remember. i think. OH! next week's 3five BBQ baybeh! i'm so excited. marinating the chickyyy. the gun & baseball bat, if you know what i mean (: woo, clash? who cares. everything's been settled (: yessah. i have the feeling it's going to be the BOMB. exception of someone who doesn't feel part of 3five, prfft. whatever.

as for today, so much for going to SPF, which is next door, the CC laa. everyone thought it was the HQ, but no. sadly, it was raining cats & dogs. and that includes the oh-so loud thunder and bright lightning. woo? no. scary, but oh wells. my friend should know who to blame, right :p raindrops ♥ so we sat in 5/2 classroom and watch some cute animated short videoclips. after which we were released at around 1500hr plus. waited for the NYAA silver students to finish. then went home. my laptop almost caused me to plunge to my death when it loaded so slow after entering windows. boo.

plans for tomorrow? sleep and complete my homeworks which i find it a drag to do. sigh. should buck up. damn it laa. & outings needed to be planned. sigh. i'm clearing off those outings which were supposed to be dued like months ago? i don't know. but ya, i have to get busy and start planning. mastura, your bowling is up soon (: shamira & dzul, combined eyy? okay, best. nyehs :) alright, i'm done blogging. so much for calling it an update? hmm... can i close down? *lalalalala* & someone has it all pink. *winks*