currently waiting fr 1330h. will be meeting awesome ee lin and alyah. ee lin, i feel you. haha. meeting up w awesome people today. can't wait. there is so much to share, idk where to start. things that happened in our lives, which they weren't in it.
i just finished reading a certain someone's blog. eyes pain, because th background was black O.o i have problem reading if th background is black. it hurts my eyes, damn. it got me thinking alot. and idk why. maybe i should be thankful w what i have and how my life is. maybe i shouldn't be complaining too much. maybe, i should live life w no regrets. idk. it's just a thought.
maybe i should make up to people whom i've fought w. exception of one person. suddenly, a certain friend comes into mind. she's one of those i neglected so much. but not because i chose to. but because i really can't be there fr her. come to think of it, i miss her. but i know things won't be th same again if we were to ever meet up and share things. sigh.
there are friends whom i keep in touch still and once in a while either one of us will initiate a meet up. and nevertheless, we would all make it. be it rain or shine. and these companies that always color my life. they can't be there fr us always, but they'll keep reminding us that inside our heart, they always are there.
there's also friends who i'm constantly hanging out w. my classmates. they're people who i've to stick w and who i love to be around w. they will always brighten your day without fail. th funny actions/words/things we do or are tgt, makes them all worth laughing at. not only that, we also manage to learn new things from one another. th fact that i'm surrounded by a race which i'm a quarter of it. and i'm glad i'm friends w them. and this makes me feel like i'm no different from my bro which i'm quite happy of (:
and then there's my family whom i loved a lot. they're always thr. though they don't know much about what's happening, but they're always giving me happiness. i now learn to cherish them even more. spending time w them isn't as bad as i thought it would. and w bro coming home only on weekends, i now realise i bond w them all, even more (: th only way i know i can repay them is doing well in my studies. which i'm slowly building up. mustn't bring their hopes down. being th only child interested in science is smtg i must be proud of.
there's also him. someone who constantly brighten my day be it he's w me or not. though at times words do bring my down. but that will never stop anytg. we're in this tgt and we do everytg right tgt (: and i hope one day, we have one thing less to worry about. te amo.
i think this entry is a lil too long? idk. and i got to go alr. meeting ee lin and alyah soon. see ya.
