in malacca,

currently in malacca, holiday inn. using th hotel's computer.
1hr, 6RM.
can't wait to get back this friday.
missing many people. and i have many things to complete.
can't wait to see my lovely people soon.

bye.

GO SEZAIRI! GO SEZAIRI : D

currently watching Singapore Idol.


GO SEZAIRI : D
been supporting him since th top 12. *screams*
okay, i'll stop. bye!

christmas in town,

& i'm a suaku. i loved th casing they gave. haha.

woke up in th morning to find out 4 people wished me merry christmas. though i don't celebrate it. but it's okay. thoughtful of them to wish. will let them know next time (: & i just got one from sean. haas.

today my day was spent at town, w ee lin dearest. mostly in 313 @ somerset. it was funny. first was NEW smtg smtg smtg, can't remember th name. lol. next was F21. 4 stories high, siao. we surveyed and looked at almost everytg. haha. followed by uniqlo then uhhh... can't remember what shop. and then cotton on. tried out th shades. was tempted to get one since ee lin was persuading me. she's a good persuader. haha! my classmates would know what i mean ;)

then we went to food republic. and we just chatted and smiled at this cute adorable kid who sat beside us. then headed back to cotton on to th shades finally. since i wanted it. ee lin was torn between two and finally i tempted her to purchase th same one as me! : D i'm plan A persuader, while she's plan B, C, D and so on. lol.

after that was takashimaya + wisma atria. walked around. surveyed cotton on again, lol. told ee lin to one day just roam around singapore and survey cotton on shops. she then bought this heavenly delicious ice-cream! yummy. then i suggested we walked from orchard all th way to city hall.

while walking, we talked and shared so many things. laugh here and thr. some more somone was a lil deaf, haha! while th other had problem pronouncing words. lol. half way, we got lost. and this time it wasn't at selegie road. but some where near it though. lol. and we ended up at bugis, one stop ahead. and ee lin trust me! HAHAHAHAHA! and headed home.

it was really an interesting day. funny too. complain complain, make stupid punchlines which weren't supposed to be thr in th beginning. laugh laugh. had a great time. next time must drag th two west people, sin ning and jastina.! haha. oh! and yian cheng too ^^

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been talking to a few people these days. they are th ones whom i really trust and whom always give good opinions. they never fail to make me feel better. to make th tension loosen up and lift up whatever bad feelings i have inside. they are friends whom i know are true friends. & i'm really glad to have them. many loves ♥♥

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i know my friendship w a certain someone is beginning to get better (: i'm glad things are getting better. maybe it's best if it stayed this way, fr now (: hope to visit you soon ^^

& this is th house you've built in me ♥

till th ray of light shine on me,
i will keep wondering.
till then.

It's slowly crumbling down.
It's slowly losing.
Before you even know it.




It's Gone.

ohmygawd! i just found out and remembered that i had 4 abandon blogs in 2004! and they were all crap. haha. and now, i've just claimed and deleted them. hurray fr me. i need not have to worry or wonder anymore. lol. those were th days. lol.

anyway, went to watch those blue alien movie today, avatar. it was interesting. sad too. but very nice movie (: it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be. lol. before that, i went to eat at th nasi padang stall at zion road. like finally. after 7months. th dishes were delicious. except, it was quite a lot. lol. couldn't really finish it.
after movie, headed down to orchard. walked around. went to orchard central. haha. confusing sia th place. but i like. lol. after that, home. quite a long day today.

i've forgotten what to type. it was supposed to be updated ystd. but somehow, they wouldn't let me in here. tsk!

oh, yes. one update i remember was picnic w shab & rre dearest last tuesday. th picture taking was funny. all th funny poses we could ever come up w. lol. followed by appreciation dinner at meritus mandarin hotel. finding th hotel was a headache. lol. well, it was raining and i had to walk under th rain. thank god i changed into rre's heels at th hotel. if not, idk what could had happened. lol. th dinner was alright. i love my table. made me feel comfortable. th food were quite alright. lol.

and yes! finally remembered ystd's update. went fr th student helper workshop. 5 people from my class came plus han zhen. and 6 from th other class came. it was very fun. i like th trainer. very lively. ee lin and i will help out on th same day and time! : D sad sad sin ning didn't come. sigh. but th workshop was great (:

nothing else to update i think. except window shopping w sin ning, ee lin and i think jastina too at 313. haha. ee lin wants to check out th forever 21 thr. 3-4 stories high i heard? siao. lol.

alright, i'm done. bye.

saturday night fever, literally,

& this friendship and love first made in polytechnic will be remembered th most ♥

many te amo(s) to th tallest guy in th picture (;
i suddenly miss those bunch of people in DPA, Cluster3. th best combination of people i've ever had. th madness and all. i wish to have an outing w them again soon (:

& they make friendship bonds seem impossible to be broken ♥♥

met up w shab and rre ystd. shared so many things. laughed quite alot. going to have another meet up this tuesday although i'll have to leave early )): nvm. but i really had a great time ystd w them. imagine if we were to do that 5years later. stories we share ystd and things that are currently happening, when we look back, it'll be smtg amusing or smtg to learn from (:

speaking of tuesday, i have 3 events to squeeze in. yes, yet again. lol. book fest w stalkers. followed by lovely picnic w rre and shab. lastly appreciation dinner at some mandarin hotel at somerset, SPSU. i'll be out from 11am all th way to 11pm. woah. i need a getaway. probably on wednesday i'll stay home and rest? or maybe zion road w jerry? idk? i know on thurs i'll have workshop. yayness, since thr's ee lin and sin ning. sad sad jastina won't be thr ):

i think i better get going. tired shitzx. i think i'm going to get ill :/ nights.

" when i was a small naive kid, i kept seeing love as smtg wonderful. till now, i still see it that way though at times, it will hurt me. and when i was small and naive too, i told myself, i wanted a handsome caring full of love prince to be w me. now that i have him, i want to create my own happy ending "

1330h,

currently waiting fr 1330h. will be meeting awesome ee lin and alyah. ee lin, i feel you. haha. meeting up w awesome people today. can't wait. there is so much to share, idk where to start. things that happened in our lives, which they weren't in it.

i just finished reading a certain someone's blog. eyes pain, because th background was black O.o i have problem reading if th background is black. it hurts my eyes, damn. it got me thinking alot. and idk why. maybe i should be thankful w what i have and how my life is. maybe i shouldn't be complaining too much. maybe, i should live life w no regrets. idk. it's just a thought.

maybe i should make up to people whom i've fought w. exception of one person. suddenly, a certain friend comes into mind. she's one of those i neglected so much. but not because i chose to. but because i really can't be there fr her. come to think of it, i miss her. but i know things won't be th same again if we were to ever meet up and share things. sigh.

there are friends whom i keep in touch still and once in a while either one of us will initiate a meet up. and nevertheless, we would all make it. be it rain or shine. and these companies that always color my life. they can't be there fr us always, but they'll keep reminding us that inside our heart, they always are there.

there's also friends who i'm constantly hanging out w. my classmates. they're people who i've to stick w and who i love to be around w. they will always brighten your day without fail. th funny actions/words/things we do or are tgt, makes them all worth laughing at. not only that, we also manage to learn new things from one another. th fact that i'm surrounded by a race which i'm a quarter of it. and i'm glad i'm friends w them. and this makes me feel like i'm no different from my bro which i'm quite happy of (:

and then there's my family whom i loved a lot. they're always thr. though they don't know much about what's happening, but they're always giving me happiness. i now learn to cherish them even more. spending time w them isn't as bad as i thought it would. and w bro coming home only on weekends, i now realise i bond w them all, even more (: th only way i know i can repay them is doing well in my studies. which i'm slowly building up. mustn't bring their hopes down. being th only child interested in science is smtg i must be proud of.

there's also him. someone who constantly brighten my day be it he's w me or not. though at times words do bring my down. but that will never stop anytg. we're in this tgt and we do everytg right tgt (: and i hope one day, we have one thing less to worry about. te amo.

i think this entry is a lil too long? idk. and i got to go alr. meeting ee lin and alyah soon. see ya.

750,

been away quite a while. since this week is MST week and i've just ended mine today : D
4 papers in 3days. awesome isn't it. unlike last semester, 5 papers in 5 days. oh wells, it's over. & now's my holiday. freaking 3weeks. yessah! although, i have PBL, RWP, and a couple of reports to complete :/
that shan't dampen my mood. i shall complete them all as soon as possible. starting w report which will due this monday.

after my last paper IO chem, to celebrate th temporary relaxation of 3 weeks, i went to watch New Moon w jerry. yes, slow mo. plan to watch it last week was unsuccessful, hence, it was pushed to today. it was an interesting movie. i kept telling jerry what will happen next. not base on th movie but th book. hoho. and someone wish he had powers like jane. lol. thank you fr th day (: te amo.

this friday, will be meeting shab and rre : D i miss them loads. we have many things to share. i'm glad i'm still in contact w them. can't wait and all th best fr your remaining papers, shab (:

oh! 2 days ago, history was being made. haha! i shall remember it fr life. seriously. that is not something you would ever thought raudhah mohamed would do. but, she did. joke of th year. seriously.

i had th urge to blog. th urge to type out so many things. but when i start typing, *flushing sound* everytg got flushed out :/ nvm.

next week will be slightly busy. book fest w my 3 stalkers! haha. followed by maybe doing my PBL and RWP. and will be having a workshop. awesome thing is, jerry, han zhen, sin ning, ee lin, jastina are attending it too. except that th guys are in different slots. nvm, that doesn't matter. haha. followed by trip to zion road. this time, i have to go. 5 months ago we planned to go. 5 months later, we still have not went there. i want to eat th claim-to-be-awesomtastic-nasi-padang. haha. although i still want wanton mee : D

okay, nothing to update alr. bye.