if there's one word that best describe what i'm feeling right now, i would have written it all over my study table. or wherever i find it appropriate to do so. however, there is one word which is possible to use to describe what i've been going through. and that could probably be the word, hell. yes, hell.
4 letters, H-E-L-L.

anyways, if you've been going to numerous malay blogs, you would have notice the phrase, fasting month. true, the whole month of september. which is unlucky for some people *hint hint aishah* that aside.

if you've gone to 4five's blog or even seen my "Notice" column, Os are drawing nearer by each freaking second. & it's far most the best boyfriend i've ever had. very loyal, stays with me throughout this year. however, sadly after 111108, 0900hr, i will break off the stressful yet loyal relationship. sad, huh? whatever.

& i've yet to start on my revision. i know, the books have been calling my name. i hear their calls but i can't bring myself to take them out yet. yes, this laptop i'm facing now is a very good hypnotizer. it managed to get my attention more than anything else, except when its battery goes dead on me. which is good because then i would lose interest in it & find something useful to do. which could also be, sleep. whatever it is, the books will have their calls answered, soon enough. laptop is going to be behind bars for the next 1month or so. i'm laughing right now, can't wait for that!

& for now, it's best if i go grab the charger from my brother. or maybe later. 39%, still much alive. i've to find something productive to do now, goodbye.