happy 15th to nur farahain [i know, this is the 3rd time frine].
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happy belated 2years anniversary to RRELIFF (:

so ya. today was maths remedial. but sadly, i overslept. suppose to meet up with nash to go. coincidentally, she overslept too. so none went to maths remedial. oh wells. RRE said ben tan went. ohhs. so tomorrow's another remediation. and i hope i wake up early. nash, if by 0740h i'm not there, you go off first alright. oh gawd, i think i'm going to get lectured by someone? i don't know.

so anyways, today was like another boring day. almost jump out of my room. because it was sucha an ass killing boring day. then i don't even know where to start off with my homework. and basically i was home alone, as usual. the usuals weren't online. except maybe for shazni. but then she had to log off. by the way, i woke up like about 1258hr. okay that information wasn't needed. i was so damn bored that i ate 5 cheese hotdogs which is so cheesy that i had to gulp down lots of water. dry seyys my throat.

& i can't wait for band practice this friday. 1430hr to 1730hr. not bad. at least i'm out from my home. ooo can't wait to play on my baby again. i missed the chance last friday. because it was purely on SOE and i just played on the xylophone. & i must say, no offence chian & drea, i really wasn't use to the sound. by the way, i was alone. prfft. so ya.

okay i've nothing else to blog about. just tomorrow i'll be having make up tuition for physics at 1800hr. yessah baybeh! can see atiqah and xuan jie. hehe. basically i'm hoping he would turn up or wouldn't turn up. i don't know. prfft. & KAK LIYANA! YOU OWE ME SOMETHING! jeng3 xP

and i can safely say that semester1 is OVER. happy? i think, NOT. why? simple. all thanks to holiday homeworks. part of it however, i killed it yesterday. i'm left with physics, SS, D&T, malay & literature. oh and english too. i'm done with maths[yes, maths!] & chemistry. wheee! i owe RRE a huge one for advicing me on do maths. thanks RRE. owe you huge (:
PRCS Idol was a BLAST. well, the standard wasn't as good as last year. winner was wei min from 2/7. missyQ did well. but she won consolation[correct spelling?]. but everyone was going crazyyyyy! it was fun. lisa marie sang very nice. she almost sounded like the original singer when sang the song, you & your hand. woots. too lazy to talk about PRCS Idol.

then had UYHC[use your hand campaign]. nash, me, shaz were crazy. action only cleaning the railings. hehe. then shaz was caught scrubbing the floor. haha cute la. then end. bla3.

then the moment came. the holy REPORT BOOK. i know! so nervous. but alhamdullillah i passed everything except for SS. lucky for me, there's no need for PTM. i would if i failed maths by 0.4 marks. & i got 13th in class (: 85th in level even (!!) hehe. alhamdullillah i did quite well urhhs. congrates to RRE who top second in class. she is really making use of every single free time in life. wow! ming yee top the class. prfft. congrates too. then school end. bla3. lazy to talk urhhs.

& like what someone told me. if you misplace something which is so precious to the owner, that shows you never really love the person. so does that conclude why you actually ran to her? i think SO. & it seem a pity that it's three and not two. need i say more? (: i'm happy i totally had no memory of you. because you look so different & i see no colors in you anymore. you look dark, cold, dull, color-less. & that, i need not say more (:

by the way, RRE said she dreamt something. haha, this girl. weird dream seyys. sekali si luq. haha. weird dream RRE has that never fail to tickle everyone. haha. & JENG3! 3more days la deyy. go celebrate ok. hehe. boleh saya envy kamu dua? hmmm :)

hmmm, someone owe me an explanation. it's time i know. okay?
by the way, i don't think i'll update as often anymore. life seem so boring now & also so many things to do & catch up! studies are one of them. friends another. so ya. byeee.

& my day started off at 1400hr. slept like on the same day today. around 0500hr. O.o what was i doing, well, i had no idea. then did my things. do chores, eat and eat. then at 1600hr, slept back. because i was having this fcuking headache which make things around me seemed as though they're spinning. & i was busy flooding shaz & sep. i started feeling dizzy. so i slept. at 1900hr, woke up. cousins were here for tuition. then i prayed. took my temperature. 37.6. ohh wells. so now i'm still feeling dizzy. & having this moronic cough which is dry cough. hopefully i won't cough up blood. because that'll be the last thing i'm WON'T want just a week away before the june holiday baybeh!

so, as usual, saturday had no meaning to me. it's the most boring-ness day of the week ever for me if there's no plan being made. some people ain't online. which made it even more boring. highh member weren't online often. haiis. so i just sleep & rested my fucking warm body. i still can eat chocolate although demam (:

i've nothing much to say. tomorrow's madrasah. fcuk. then nothing to do. hopefully go out with family ahh. bored seyys. then monday normal school. insya'allah i'll be fine. so no need MC :)
then normal school timetable the whole of next week, then it's holiday baybeh! hahahaha. okayy currently, highh. oh wells, i better rest now. waiting for my friends to online hees.

lesson of the day that raudhah has learnt : never download anything that i've never heard of before. such as VideoactiveX something.
haiis, lucky me, i know how to restore my laptop. go back in time baybeh. & phew, that thing no longer is there. alhamdullillah.

anyways, i've gotten almost all my papers back. except for english and literature. ms S didn't come to school. haiis, worried for my english. ohh wells. & tomorrow sec3s won't be having proper lesson. we're having the rocket science thingy. 8am to 1pm baybeh. yessah! haha. macam paham. then still have band. awww.

i've got nothing much to say. toodles (:

SPIDERMAN3 IS awsome. harry osborn was cute in the movie. the smileeeee. finally, he accepted peter's explanation that his father killed himself. because the butler told him finally too. & the sadest part of all. HARRY OSBORN DIED. *cries* it's really touching. & that venom. you son of the !@#$%^. you can't be competing with the best dude. and that black thingy thingy's weakness is the sounds of metals being hit together. finally, peter manage to get it off him. because he was being such a pain in the ass with that mat sesat attitude. though the emo hair was nice. nyehs. i hope mary jane & peter propose. they did, in the end, right? okayy i don't know. nyehs. sandman, he killed peter's uncle. ben something. i can't remember the surname. he didn't had any intention killing him. wait, why am i saying all this. haha, half way through telling, then i realise. anyways, GO WATCH IT. it's a MUST watch. love it (:

so i went to watch it with nabilah[lala], nash & sep. gilaaa i tell you. cannot stop laughing. high katakan. nyehs. it's fun urhhs. shazni, couldn't make it. or else, the whole gila gang[minus razzan since he was with his fucharza] confirm kecoh habis. first we queued at GV's. then sep&nash went to CS and see the timing there. end up at CS since it was faster and it wasn't pack unlike at GV. so ya. want to buy popcorn also noisy. nyehs. after watching it, wander around CS and TM. we went to find sep's clothes. haha. *shhh*. overall, it was funn urhhs. hahaha.

& i don't know what i should feel now. it seems that telling you was a wrong thing to do. i feel all embarrass & paisey. i think, sometimes some things are better left untold. now, i really feel so embarrass towards you. although, i know the weird feeling is still there. ohh wells.

enough said. i want to go wander around the net urhhs. & bloody hell. something's wrong with my MSN. people can't start a convo. with me. ishd.

ohh by the way, if you think i'm stealing your boy, who's my bestfriend, away from you. WAKE UP. & stop being sarcastic towards me. of course i still remember your name. who wouldn't remember a pathetic name. sound so animal-ish. if you want to play sarcasm with me, ohh wells. malas ahh. i think you are such a minah that you don't even realise you are actually one. & i think you're a coward deleting your friendster. for crying out loud! how much more of a playgirl can you be seyys. so much for being labelled as a sec3 student. i'm really ashame at how horrible your taste is. come on la. you're pretty but go for those ugly one. & i DON'T include pinkPR alright. he's total greatness. thank you friend (:
so, i hope you will some day learn to accept things. you're being pampered too much i see. sadly, you're wasting your time. & i really pity you. ohh wells. by the way, you suck. so, keep smiling (:

idiots. some girls just doesn't understand the term, i'm just your boyfriend's bestfriend whom i have not even met. although, he's neighbour... nevermind. so ya. i'm laughing right now. this is total funnehh. a big HAHA to you (:

okayy, i'm done.

HAPPY MUM'S DAY TO ALL MUMS OUT THERE (:
so ya. mum's day today. didn't get anything for my mum as i was so worked up during the exam fever till i forgot what to get for her. oh wells. thought going out & eat larhs. but then, looking at the weather[mum nature's not feeling good today. wonder why], dad had second thoughts of eating outside. agreed.

anyways, the usuals ain't online. i just got back from madrasah. nash's outside. shaz was online. now she's not. sep, i don't know. hahs. the rest, i'm not sure. ohh wells. i'm still high right now. don't even know why. damn it.

madrasah was okay. ustazah called my name. there was a test on reading surah yasin. i was about to get off my seat when she called someone elses name. bro's name was being called too. but he just heck cared. many gave excuses. nyehs. oh wells. it's okayy ahh the madrasah. 1h30mins just sit down, hear her talk, tell stories. it's nice ahh. at least i don't get bored. & at least half of my sunday is being filler with activities. setakat madrasah jerx. but still! & ohh ya. the mid-year exam is on the 3rd of june baybeh. fully on sejarah, i think. oh wells. hope i pass (:

nadrah, i just want to keep screaming urhhs. cannot help it seys. shaz, i don't know if it was a good move. but i hope it is. i just want to keep screaming. *screams* damn, i'm bloody highh now. shit. nevermind.
ini sungguh memalukan. *malu* oh wells (:

okayy currently i'm fcuking bored. sep's online. hehs. oh ya. tomorrow going out with 2 of the gilerrs. sep & nash. watching movie, i think. i don't know. haha. sadly, not all the gilerrs can go. *sads* nevermind urhhs. on tuesday, all the gilerrs become highh one. HAH!
& to that person, why the sudden quiet? hmmm. shazni, hello dardar. ewww. damn i'm so evil. nyehs.

okay i'm done. HAPPY MUM'S DAY once again (: ♥

so the day started off with me waking up at 1330hr. my gawd. what have i been dreaming till i woke up late. well, something scary that is. really. i don't even know why i seem so real. & the worst part of it was it had something to do with souls that didn't rest in peace. damn it. ohh whatever. it seemed real. so note to self : sleep early! so i won't have those scary dreams again. if i sleep late, always these dreams will appear. sheesh.

i woke my lapto up as well. chatted with the usuals. then me, shazni, nash & nab[lala] had the most craziest chat of all. regarding the topic of PARENTS. how they can mean at times. how they actually seem bias to the elder ones but not to the younger ones. why is it they seem to be controlling the lives of us teenagers when we feel we should be given the freedom that we ought to have even if it meant 20% of the freedom. & more. then we chat about how saturday is probably more known as the boring weekend. and stuffs. they're fun to chat with. haha. the usuals.

so now since all are logged out, i'm the only one left online. boohoo. played O2JAM. then now here i am. blogging. later at 1600hrs or so, the cousins are coming to study. preparations for their O level malay. as for me, i'll just be walking in and out of my room, eating and staring at my laptop screen till late at night. oh wells.

& if the weird feeling is really there, probably then i'll tell. but what if you took it wrongly & i feel embarrassed? the cute-ness you have (:

& MYE is over for this year baybeh! SCREAMMMMM!

anyways, so chemistry was supposedly the easiest paper. but somehow, it seemed hard to me. & sadly for me, my mind totally flushed out all the chemistry area & i was left with a few which were dangling away. damn it. nevertheless, i somehow still manage to do the paper. only thing is to face my tuiton teacher if she were to know how careless i was. O.o.
then paper one was next. fairly do-able. some questionsn were such suckers. i had a hard time picking the right one. by the time it was 0905hr, my whole row all the heads were down except for mine. amazing. hahs.

after paper had ended. MYE was announced over for us, 2/5`06 headed to the canteen where our supposed last year pizza treat was held. 6 large pizzas baybeh! thank you mszaidah. as stated in RRE's blog, 16 of them didn't turn up. & my dear retard, duanetanweijun, turned up in the end. ya duane. so much for you not wanting the pizza & you've told mszaidah you didn't want her pizza. so much for it. hahas. the same old duane (:

headed home. with shazniGF & nashGF. usual spot. talked & talked. shazni, you know i'll forever scream okay *screams* can't deny it seys. ohmygawd! nyehs.
home, on the computer, & just laze around at home doing, nothing. chat with shazni & nash. haha.

just got back from dinner at MAK's place. hehe. & so here i am. as promised, i'll update after my MYE finished.[note:the date in the picture was totally different & i being such an ass]
okay, i better go watch some shows.
&& tomorrow's mrCHANDRA & mrHO[SCREAMMS :P] last day in PRCS. they are the best seys. not forgetting funny. & thanks for the chocs yawww. going to miss their lessons. *groans* hahs.

& i was wrong to ever judge you like that. i know your intention of doing all those. but not all the time is always the right time to. you had it at the wrong time & i totally blow my top up & screamed at you. i shouldn't have just shoot at you words. & i feel really really bad accusing about the number thingy. please, don't because of my words, you went to that extend. i got worried when i heard what i didn't want to hear. please, don't. i really really feel bad. & i'm wanting to apologise to you now. i don't know how i'm going to ever contact you to tell you. but i hope you'll turn up somehow, & i really would like to talk to you, in person, & really seeking for forgiveness. please. please, _______ *cries*
like he said, you'll never know what you have until one day you lose it & found that you regretted losing it & i lost a friend who tried so hard to... nevermind.

haiis. bye. night.