wootay! hahas. i'm in good mood nowadays. depression days over i guess? wootay!
hmmms, why do people [mostly girls] slash? i know i was one of them last time urhs. but why ah? i still don't get it. ok, for girls like RGS, some do slash. for a reason. they damn stressful. serious. but in a mix school like PRCS, nothing is stress. except if you got bugged by ms wong's maths worksheets and stuffs every single school day. other than that, it's relaxing abit urhs.
i'm still thinking why. WHY PEOPLE?? hmmms... honestly, it's gross taus. and disgusting. in time to come, the hand that we slash right, will be very disgusting. worse than old people wrinkled skin. it's to the extreme horribility. serious.
why does she still do it then? seriously it's damn gross. and honestly, i have phobia of horrible shapes and colors. it really made my hairs stood up. does she feel the pain?
the term slashing means wants attention to her isit? hmmms, well that doesn't make sense at all. but still! why she do?! should i kesiankan her? it's really sad and angry to see her be like that.
so many people anniversary coming. tomorrow alone is RRELIFF 14mths. then next is F:29:F 7mths. then NISKIM 2mths. 30july is something for me. hehes. bad seys. but will it happen? hmmms...
oh yes today maryam's birthday. happy birthday!
now that everything is back to normal [i guess so], common test is on. left two more paper next week. then VAMOOOSH! hahas. i hope i do well urhs.
i clearly don't know what's happen to the people around me. seriously. i'm in my own world with my group of happy crazy friends [yani all]. smile2 okies people :)
saya ♥ awak banyak2. where's my hot apple pie? nyeh2. anything decreasing whatever, no more reason or what, you know what you have to do. nyeh2. after that, you can sambung ah. lepas all the stress are done. alright? smile2.
note to self : umm, eat next time and don't starve?... hehes.
Friday, July 21, 2006
wootay! hehe. today was so much for ''quality time'' with you yarhs. but neverminds ok. smile2. and i'm going to burn your shirt. because you know why? because it smells so nice that i want it not to kill me into smelling it. nyeh2. crap larx me.
today was Racial Harmony Day. nothing of it. only that some teachers wore traditional clothes. what onlys. tomorrow is the home stay thingy. too bad i'm not involved. but it's kind of good not to be involved. *sniggers*
i cabut-ed from band at 1700hrs like that. then i talked with azmeera all. melissa is such a darling. hahas. then i talked with chi wai and abg nazeeb. fun larx those two. crazy. i shan't talk to you guys anymore. i totally DON'T KNOW you guys. i won't be dirty ok! and oh yes.. go rape him all you want. hahas. but NOT my teddy bear. blueek.
his shirt is still with me. i love the smell on it. totally love it. that's why i love him. haiis, many people getting to know about it. ohmigod!
will he go online? haiis...
today was Racial Harmony Day. nothing of it. only that some teachers wore traditional clothes. what onlys. tomorrow is the home stay thingy. too bad i'm not involved. but it's kind of good not to be involved. *sniggers*
i cabut-ed from band at 1700hrs like that. then i talked with azmeera all. melissa is such a darling. hahas. then i talked with chi wai and abg nazeeb. fun larx those two. crazy. i shan't talk to you guys anymore. i totally DON'T KNOW you guys. i won't be dirty ok! and oh yes.. go rape him all you want. hahas. but NOT my teddy bear. blueek.
his shirt is still with me. i love the smell on it. totally love it. that's why i love him. haiis, many people getting to know about it. ohmigod!
will he go online? haiis...
Saturday, July 15, 2006
so here i am now, in the middle of the night, blogging. i'm not in a good mood. yesterday, something terrible happen. i shan't fully post what happened.
it really hurts and sucks when you're called a friend snatcher. i mean for GOD SAKE! it's a FREE WORLD! she can befriend whoever she wants to. i can mix around with whoever i want to. you can't disallow her to do what she wants. ya, admit. i'm an EMO. so what? i have my own probs. so do other people. but not all people can really take their problems. so you're putting in a sense that we EMO people are outcasted people? is that what you're put across here? and speaking of put,
DON'T PUT FUCKING RUBBISHES INTO MY MOUTH!
and oh, don't worry. i won't make you puke THANK YOU. 'coz i know i don't deserve it. but SHE does. you won't get a FUCKING THANK YOU from me if you wanted it. 'coz you didn't say a bloody thank you to HER. she deserve it but you didn't give it. she DOESN'T suck up to other people. what about you?! all glued up to someone else and SHE, just following around. you never included HER! in your msn nick all. there WASN'T even HER name! and what's worst. calling her a BITCH! she's the one willing to BEFRIEND you when you NEEDED at that time. she's the one ALWAYS there FOR YOU. she's the one that made you SMILE! and you didn't thank HER. not even a bloody thanks or what!
and oh, don't give me that ''oh i don't know what you're talking about'' bullshit reaction. you know what's wrong. but you just DON'T want to admit it. 'coz you're a COWARD! just a fucking coward! ya i admit! i'm a lamer, pathetic and a BITCH. well you know what?! it takes a BITCH to KNOW a BITCH, BITCH! so you're a better BITCH than me. go ahead. praise yourself. 'coz BITCHES like you, who are cowards, and never admit, and who think highly of themselves and NEVER appreciate a true friendship are just plain show offs. just want bloody attention. you want popularity, go ahead. no one's stoping you!
and you can't differentiate EMO and DESPO can you?! i don't go around asking people can i be their friend and once i have them, i just leave the ones that were true friends. let me give you the definition ok.
EMO ; people who often cry and get depress easily due to something traumatic or whatever crap shit.
DESPO ; people who wants something BADLY and will do or go around asking for help 'coz they need to feel like one of them.
got that?!
you say SHE suck up to people. how about you?! who cares if SHE goes around mixing with other people. it's a FREE WORLD! she is a TRUE friend. she DOESN'T leave her old ones! i DON'T make things a BIG FUSS without a reason. this time, it's YOU making LIES about me and making BULLSHITS stories. i told you nicely in the beginning to spit out everything about me you hated me befriending HER. but did you take it? nooo. you bloody fucked it all up!
you doubt i have friends? go ahead. think whatever you want. you WERE once in MY SHOE. you went around asking people to be your friend. but i didn't do that. oh no. but you DID. now when you have friends. you think people who mixed arounf with your friends are friend-LESS. two words. FUCK OFF. a TRUE friend deserves something POSITIVE in return. but you NEVER gave HER that kind of feeling. you rather go sucking and glued up to others and just make her like a follower. that's BULLSHIT ok! BULLSHIT!
i've made my stand. and btw, fyi...
THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A FRIEND STEALER.
and oh ya, you, YOURSELF, don't have basic manners. see and reflect. i know i have mine. 'coz i don't go around asking people to befriend with me.
why must people always think that i'm stealing their friend? it's not like i'm going to be glued to them. what's wrong with mixing around with others. don't ever look at the negative side of me. please...
it really hurts and sucks when you're called a friend snatcher. i mean for GOD SAKE! it's a FREE WORLD! she can befriend whoever she wants to. i can mix around with whoever i want to. you can't disallow her to do what she wants. ya, admit. i'm an EMO. so what? i have my own probs. so do other people. but not all people can really take their problems. so you're putting in a sense that we EMO people are outcasted people? is that what you're put across here? and speaking of put,
DON'T PUT FUCKING RUBBISHES INTO MY MOUTH!
and oh, don't worry. i won't make you puke THANK YOU. 'coz i know i don't deserve it. but SHE does. you won't get a FUCKING THANK YOU from me if you wanted it. 'coz you didn't say a bloody thank you to HER. she deserve it but you didn't give it. she DOESN'T suck up to other people. what about you?! all glued up to someone else and SHE, just following around. you never included HER! in your msn nick all. there WASN'T even HER name! and what's worst. calling her a BITCH! she's the one willing to BEFRIEND you when you NEEDED at that time. she's the one ALWAYS there FOR YOU. she's the one that made you SMILE! and you didn't thank HER. not even a bloody thanks or what!
and oh, don't give me that ''oh i don't know what you're talking about'' bullshit reaction. you know what's wrong. but you just DON'T want to admit it. 'coz you're a COWARD! just a fucking coward! ya i admit! i'm a lamer, pathetic and a BITCH. well you know what?! it takes a BITCH to KNOW a BITCH, BITCH! so you're a better BITCH than me. go ahead. praise yourself. 'coz BITCHES like you, who are cowards, and never admit, and who think highly of themselves and NEVER appreciate a true friendship are just plain show offs. just want bloody attention. you want popularity, go ahead. no one's stoping you!
and you can't differentiate EMO and DESPO can you?! i don't go around asking people can i be their friend and once i have them, i just leave the ones that were true friends. let me give you the definition ok.
EMO ; people who often cry and get depress easily due to something traumatic or whatever crap shit.
DESPO ; people who wants something BADLY and will do or go around asking for help 'coz they need to feel like one of them.
got that?!
you say SHE suck up to people. how about you?! who cares if SHE goes around mixing with other people. it's a FREE WORLD! she is a TRUE friend. she DOESN'T leave her old ones! i DON'T make things a BIG FUSS without a reason. this time, it's YOU making LIES about me and making BULLSHITS stories. i told you nicely in the beginning to spit out everything about me you hated me befriending HER. but did you take it? nooo. you bloody fucked it all up!
you doubt i have friends? go ahead. think whatever you want. you WERE once in MY SHOE. you went around asking people to be your friend. but i didn't do that. oh no. but you DID. now when you have friends. you think people who mixed arounf with your friends are friend-LESS. two words. FUCK OFF. a TRUE friend deserves something POSITIVE in return. but you NEVER gave HER that kind of feeling. you rather go sucking and glued up to others and just make her like a follower. that's BULLSHIT ok! BULLSHIT!
i've made my stand. and btw, fyi...
THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS A FRIEND STEALER.
and oh ya, you, YOURSELF, don't have basic manners. see and reflect. i know i have mine. 'coz i don't go around asking people to befriend with me.
why must people always think that i'm stealing their friend? it's not like i'm going to be glued to them. what's wrong with mixing around with others. don't ever look at the negative side of me. please...