& sleep it off,

& all i need is just one night.

one night to sleep it all off.

& i hope i won't have to worry again.

finally, blogger seems decent. for now.

had a good conversation with nadrah. thank you so much. i owe you loads ♥ ♥

see you on monday okay (:

can't wait for Amaths to end. gawddd! jerry's paper is later on in the afternoon. all the best horr! then must make me smile after that : D

anyways, here are some pictures i was dying to update! lol. it's the pictures from the birthday celebration my class had (:

okay. i got to go. need to sleep. studying A maths later on with my awesome people! oh! did i tell you. no i have not. ANG JUN HAO DROVE SIN NING, YIAN CHENG AND I HOME! AHHHH. okay, sorry, too excited because first time laa. ee lin, you should have studied with us. then you won't see that big cockroach. haas xD

night.

early morning, sleepy day

& it's 0525hr in the early morning of 26th August 2009. i'm waiting to do my morning prayers before going back into lala land. yes, i'm desperate for sleep. i've not been getting enough of it. i don't know why. tsk!

anyway, 1 paper down. 3 more to go. A&PC was... manageable. some questions were familiar. however, i must admit. i did have mind block for a moment when i was doing the paper. that's because i didn't have a watch with me, thus, having to rush like a mad dog. i was hungry, because the room was cold & i tend to get hungry even when i'm not. some of the questions totally stunned me. & lastly, because i was kind of busy thinking about the next paper. which is none other than Basic Maths (A maths). then i'll be having another 2 misery papers next week and i'll call sem1 of my yr1... over (:

& just when i thought my 6 weeks can be planned nicely, it has already been planned, not so nicely :/ *stress stress* thank god i got a good O/C who helps me along. see laa rau. who ask you to not attend the first meeting. missed out on a lot of things. later blur like sotong. tsk tsk. anyway, that aside. sigh.

weii! i want to go to geylang serai bazzar! quickly quickly horr. and and i want my wanton noodle. and and i want mount faber. as well as peranakan museum. and and i want you (:

i've got nothing to update already. yay! now's praying time. got to goooooooo. then back to lala land! see ya!

oh! & i can't wait to see rre, shab, amanda, benjamin, sean, han zhen (though i see him almost everytime this past few weeks, lol) & many many more!

& you know what's the shit part? blogger is being a spoilt kid here. eyy, stop it laa! aiyerr -.-

i'm so happy now. know why know why? because applied electricity & electronics is official O-v-e-r, with a capital O : D just pray i'll pass that module. i know i did study for this paper since i studied with dearest ee lin & sin ning from 1000hr to 1430hr on wednesday (: very fun bunch to study with. & now i'm left with 4 papers before my 6weeks break is being given to me.

can't wait! jericho's chalet on 4th to 6th sept! outing outing outing! hari raya! girls' day out! my own getaway! please! i need all of that.

that aside. went to study today. chemistry, again. it was a good one except for one funny part. lol. after that had J Co. thank you aunty (: then this that, home (: but had to go out again. to collect my phone. shit thing, it was ex ): i cried. fcuk. another shit thing, the top buttons can't be used, fcuk. so that means no more N-gage games. good thing, the buttons are not screwed up. but heck. i can't wait to change handphone.

&& tomorrow's the start of fasting month. but the month of ramadhan has alr begun. &! it's my birthday! haha, 1st Ramadhan (: & tomorrow's mum birthday! followed by shazreen's on sunday! eyy babe! i still remember! lol. might be studying with jaslynBARSTY on sunday. omg! i miss you woman! i miss so many people! & the shit part is that on 31st aug, i have paper. well that's not the shit part yet. the shit part is that the paper starts at 1230hr and ends at 1410hr. shit kaninazxz. have to rush back to pasir ris if i want to visit PRCS and see all my sec school friends. sianzxz.

speaking of sec school friends, congratulations to razzan for getting A2 & Distinction for his Malay Os. & to the others too (: do retake if you feel you can do better (:

i've got nothing much to update already. bye.

dear blogger,

*starts cursing & swearing*

love, raudhah

ahh yes, screw my blog. i'm tempted to try tumblr or wordpress or open up another eljaay. however, on the other hand, maybe just blogger will do (:

so, many things happened for the past weeks. i'm done with both presentations. i'm done with two quizes. i'm preparing for tomorrow's AE&E end quiz. please let a miracle happen & let me pass (:

& i'm preparing for my upcoming ESTs which will happen for the next two weeks. & then.. BREAK BAYBEH! can't wait can't wait (:

anyway, i skipped school today. hoho. well the two lessons were optional. hence, i decided not to go. plans to study with ee lin got cancelled too since i had study plans with jericho & yea, kind of forgot :x sorry ee lin! studied AE&E at Esplanade library. screw a particular library. wait, not the library but the guard there. my apologies (:

&& my N81 is currently at the hospital. the front buttons got cocked up. dang! please don't die. i need you for the next 3 freaking months before i can change phone. nevermind. the current phone i'm using is quite comfortable (: can i continue using it? please (: hehe.

seems i got nothing much to update already. oh! yes. i remembered (:

I. CAN'T. TRUST. PEOPLE. LIKE. YOU. ESPECIALLY. Y-O-U.

there (: i feel better now.

damn it. i can't upload pictures. the damn icon. can't even click on it. tsk tsk! nevermind.

bye!

& i need to relax, but i can't :/

again, blogger is giving me shit. nevermind.

so here i am, on a tuesday night, "starts singing *i'm in my room on typical tuesday night, i'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like*", okay, not needed. i'm on the bed. having headache again. been getting it daily for the last few months. is it bad? :/ i never enjoy getting these headaches because it sucks to the max. will have to endure it. oh gawdd, 3years, come quickly. so i can graduate fast, & well too (that's important) and then i can relax for a short while. i need some kind of relaxation a.s.a.p. i'm thinking of therapy or spa or just go to some kedai urut. fuyooo! very stress. *stress stress*

yes, poly's been a whole stress-ER lately. with the upcoming EST (end semestral tests), SPSU (SP student union) and SPOT (SP outstanding talent). i'm coping quite well for my studies exception of AE &E, MIP and A maths. i just hope i get good grades and a good GPA. 3.2 maybe? am i asking too much? hmmm...

as for SPSU... errr... let's just say things haven't been quite well for me there. i'm unable to attend 3 rehearsals for the NDOC (national day observation ceremony) which is happening tomorrow due to unforeseen circumstances. i have a few tasks at hand. busy busy. but yet, i don't seem busy aye? have to get my priority straight and manage the time well. that seems to be my issue here, :/

as for SPOT, sin ning and i got selected to enter SPOT. it's a very cool programme which prepare those selected students for prestigious scholarship, go for dialogue session and many more. and we hope we could get in. the TWT, the world today module is hardcore awesome. we will learn about current affairs, the world today, obviously, about history, watch political movies. which are all awesome laa. the lecturer who explained to us about the module left most of his sentence hanging when he asked questions and will say, "come to class" everytime. which really made us accumulate a big ball of curiosity in our heads. come on laa, historians rock okaay? ;D i've just gotten a reply from Dr Ong (no, not that ong) saying that my name has been sent to the committee for further confirmation. i hope i get shortlisted and have to go for an interview. it'll be like DPA all over again. apply, shortlisted, interview, wait and results. if sin ning i get into SPOT, we'll be sticking together : D ahahks. what's more, she and i are like the same. both in band, play clarinet (well i used to play that) and are the only 2 got SPOT-ed in DCP 1A 05. oh! & we go hungry fast too. lol.

speaking of hungry, today is jacemon (mon mon pokemon) birthday (: 3 days ago was ee lin dearest's. 10th july was james. haha yes long gone. but we celebrated all 3 together today. sin ning, ee lin and i headed to clementi and bought the cake for james since danny's gang buying for jacemon. &&! sin ning & i had a little cake for ee lin dearest. the funniest part was ee lin didn't know a single thing, haha. cute can that girl. and ee lin became silent mover for the day. because the guys got bashed with whipped cream which was a bit ewww. cause it melted : x overall it was okayy (: i gave their presents respectively already. jacey & james got a shirt from Punk Star, same design (rihanna's umbrella laa) : D ee lin got a letter E necklace from minibits (: i hope they love the present (: OH! we 3 girls saw something disgusting just now. hahaha! blue cake, eww, haha.

as much as i am seen slacking and not caring much about school, i actually am. just that, i want to smile and have fun. it's never good to not have a happy life yknoww. but sadly, that's fading aye? need to get my butt smack next sem. it's going to be tough yawww. IO Chem, CPPB and ENGINEERING MATHS! ohmygayyy! feel the misery. shan't let it be a let down for me. for raudhah can do anything. CAN MEANS CAN. gawdd, i miss abg yan saying that to me when i'm having tuition, lol.

i want to fly to Paris, France. sheit. nevermind. hee.

alrighty, done posting. need to rest my eyes. oh! pictures of the birthday thingy will be up soon.
& sin ning! buy shades soon. haha.
& jericho, i need an outing... SOON, please : D
& to jastina, get well soon babe! don't let the oink oink flu get to youuuuuu ; D

it was you,

" it was you
that showed me who i am
& taught me how to stand
for what i know is real "