runinng for love ♥ ♥

You're making me laugh about the silliest stuff
Say that I'm your diamond in the rough
When I'm mad at you, you come with your velvet touch

Can't believe that I'm so lucky
I have never felt so happy
Every time I see that sparkle in your eyes

They say that good things take time
But really great things happen in a blink of an eye
Thought the chances to meet somebody like you were a million to one
I can't believe it...

...You're one in a million ♥ ♥ ...

tears won't show in the rain.

i'm walking out of this misery that i've indulged myself in. it's my own misery that i found. enough of all that. stop being oblivious to the fact i'm still visible. i'm smart. don't underestimate me. i've my ways of knowing things. i've had it. it's becoming more obvious than it should.

nunca es fácil conseguir más de lo que está sucediendo. que están haciendo como si no estoy presente. pueden decir lo que quieran. ella sigue a usted. que no se den por vencidos. i simplemente no puede tener más. es muy evidente que están tratando de hacer como si todavía estás solo y que la hermana se va a acabar con ustedes. ninguno con las interminables mensajes que ambas siempre tienen. i no se por qué me siento tan atrapados con él. Yo sé que ustedes no budge por él. sin embargo, parecen no darse por vencido. eso es lo que tengo miedo de. que parecen no darse por vencido. Puede que usted no puede verlo. Sin embargo, así es como yo lo veo. Tengo miedo de que su adopción. Tengo miedo...
i'll scratch that even so if i truly need one.

every message received on my handphone, i kept wishing it was from you.
everytime that i'm near my laptop, i kept wishing you would go online.
every call i got from my handphone, i kept wishing it was from you.
everytime i stare into space, i kept thinking of you.
every tear i shed, i know i don't want to lose you.
everytime i view the pictures, i'm always reminded of those days.
every second in life i have, i love you.
always & forever ♥

pink Pink PInk PINk PINK :D

& yea i wish i could play with one of those. yes, i've never played or owned one before. prfft.

& yes, as said by rre, TEMPTATIONS.
it's all in the mind. the strong desire to just type it out here grew even more. maybe i should hand over my laptop to my dad just these few months. what's more, my laptop is being a bitch all of a sudden. the screen is seen going haywire at one point a few days back. & while i'm typing here, once in a while it will go crazy for a split second (or less). sigh. (it just went crazy)

anyways, mt O level papers today. err... err, no comments. i was struck with an annoying pain at my tummy just a few minutes before we're called to the hall. damn. however, i manage to survive through with it. including the cold atmosphere in the hall. due to air conditioners :) however, it didn't last long, i was indeed freezing. gaah. other than that, it was alright. i shall pray hard that i'm able to ace both papers. i have to do well in both LC and Oral which will be in Term 3. i'm hoping for an A1 for myself, my friends & of course my friend who said papers were doable *winks*

&& today was pinky pink pink baybeh! :) loves ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

& stuck up person? due to... never mind. at least have some common sense. ever heard of private profile? yea, that is a hint for it all. the rest, crack your brain if you could. tsk tsk.

alright, i'm off to bed. i'm like a zombie already. abg yan claimed i'm acting like his pri4 student (zzz). & there's school tomorrow. ok, night. (& there it goes, going crazy, again)

gone, Gone, GOne, GONe, GONE

shall abandon this blog, yet again. see, i told you.
shall be going back to the olden times.
written with pen, on paper, of a book (:
isn't it just wonderful, the blog's being abandon, again.
shall be back... soon (not) (:
till then, don't procrastinate. & don't enjoy june holidays. good bye.

soccer match

ok, i'm really angry with the two kids on the field. they were damn cute ok. geram tengok. haha. anyways, ahmad saiful, naufal hakim, aishah & myself went to watch a women soccer match. keem & aishah's friend was playing. she's good. plus, her team won, so ya. yay! haha. stress ok when watching the ball being scored in. it was slightly paisey laa being the only east people, saiful & i. haha. anyways, saiful & i were late. nyahaha, went shopping for my slipper.

after the match, headed to Marina sq, LJS. Brand New Feeling people were there. sleeq were hot hot hot. hehe. headed home at 2230h. was fun. I MISS AISHAH & KEEM LOADS OK. i was super happy being able to see them after 9mths i think, about there. && this proves unplanned meeting is workable. haha. i love LJS people loads :D

i'm that lazy to talked about that. haha. aishah & i talked a lot. keem & saiful keep wanting to know what we talked about. nyahahaha. heyy aishah, don't feel down ok. come on, you still have us :D & keem's hair was the bomb, so was saiful's sideburn. OH! everyone wore white! although aishah's was pale pastel color. also, everyone wore spectacles! nyahahaha. weee~ ok too lazy to type the full details. any other details, kindly visit to keem or aishah's blog, if you wish to. & that is if they have updated about yesterday laa, which i doubt they have. nyehs.

school holiday tomorrow. vesak day. sigh, should i do my Design & Technology?? hmmm, gawdd. ok bye.

i love yesterday night. it really made my day. i love LJS people :D & i love my friend

P.S happy 1year to ASA ^^ like as if aizat will read my blog. HOHO!

married to Danny Bear's buyer.

i just have to post today, to let out, yet again. literally, i see this blog as a place for me to vent out my feelings. in whatever form i can think of. gosh, i really have to stop this.

first, MYE results somehow put me into laughing mode. don't ask why. however, the two papers that i weren't happy about were my english paper2 & my SS, SEQ. how much dumber can i get? i don't think by getting a just pass in my maths is something i should happy about now. shockingly, i passed literature, & i'm targeting to achieve that grade in O level... or maybe not, we'll see. enough of MYE.

plan to watch ayat-ayat cinta was canceled. although we could have watched it. it was said to be a movie which could bring tears to everyone, even the supposed strong & tough looking guys. nevertheless, we'll try to catch it, somehow. or never. ohh wells. we'll see, ok?

i'll always type my last paragraph of the post as the one which made me feel that this blog is though a place to vent out. like literally, as much as i love to type it, i won't & never will. i had put extra trust in it. & really, i hope it will lessen. i won't ask to stop, but i hope it lessen. everyday but not everyday still means everyday. what is not everyday other than everyday? nevermind. nevertheless, i'm about to get married to you. although we're already married. P.S, i love you.

there. done. i'm lazy to go on. & aishah, one day, we should really post the same thing about what we talked about last night. literally. she's in a mood of what i am in now, almost similar. sigh. ok bye, night.

back & gone... again?

yes, blog's back up. i don't know why. so don't ask why. i doubt it will stay long. even if so, i'll rarely update it. don't ask why either. i'm not in the best mood in answering those. i see this blog as a place to throw emotions. i find it a bad bad thing to do. gaah.

i'm currently down with fever. temperature doesn't indicate it is in the fever range. however, yes i'm down with fever once it is over 37.0. gaah.

last friday was 9th. MYE over, a temporary celebration. there's still Os. i did enjoy my 2nd half of the day. thank you. however, i wish il a été rappelé à qui vous vous en me demandant, au lieu de votre ami. nevermind about the unplanned outing. what's important to me is that i get to be with you. & Je suis en confiance supplémentaire à cet égard. J'ai toujours fait confiance.

literally, she should stop. really. i'm not saying who, whatsoever. literally, please, stop.
i'm done. there. it's back up & it's updated. i need to rest. the pain is really killing me. i want to go school tomorrow. sigh. or on second thoughts... we'll see. bye.

tomorrow: NINEnineNINEnineNINEnineNINEnineNINE

♫ no, baby, you never have to question my love ♫

tomorrrow's 9th May (:
end of MYE.
& nine nine nine nine nine nine nine nine nine.
double happiness.
ok bye.