& as i walk into the darkness, i wish for everyone i love back into my life.
i'll abandon all my feelings if i can never sort them out right.
i'll abandon all the happiness i had built if i lost a great friend.
i'll abandon everything in life if lies just keep going around.
i'll abandon myself if i can't understand who i am.
i'll abandon my future if i can't dictate/draw it.
i'll abandon this blog if it's just a place to critic myself.
& the question i asked myself is,
"can i pause my life just to rewind & play it back at the mistake scene before the mistake is being made?"
& i wish to go on hiatus till i'm fine.
kak liyana, when you're online, we'll talk ok? *cries*
& i miss siti nuraishah.
& i love ahmadsaiful.
