when will i be rewarded that kind of luxury?
& what i need now is that! however, i'm not suppose to be smiling but rather emotionless. really, soon, i'm going to have to sacrifice my sleeping time. however, i can't. i easily get those bad headaches if i don't rest well. due to the insufficient amount of food intake plus the countless hours of moving around & working my brain out till it will be burnt out. & when that happens, i think there is going to a home for burnt out female patients, & i will be the first.
i'm turning in. sean said i should. i can't stand the pain. hopefully i'm given a chance to extend the deadline of the folio. really, i need to rest. mum said i can't overwork myself. what the hell. i need to sacrifice my time a lot, goddamnit. sigh.
alright, what the hell am i doing here, updating this blog? i'm supposed to be asleep, NOW. go & sleep rau, GO! ok night.
*i'm wishing for all these misery to end. 111108, 0900h is when i will throw everything around in scream for celebration, sigh.
I NEED TO SLEEP! NIGHT.
