they don't always portray nice meanings behind them...
i have to stop slacking from now on. i will start on revising. i will not waste any time i have. that includes recess, please. i must study. if none can help me, so be it. they can't always be there to help me, nor vice versa. i shall try help myself then.
this means time alone for studying. for the sake of Os. sigh. & for the sake of me not asking them help anymore. that's it.
*i'm sick of always giving in to you guys & hardly you guys gave in when i needed help. is this what they call friends?*