ok so this monday, plan may cancel. he going the jamming lerr. nevermind. i told him to go jamming even if it was last minute plan ah. haiis, so maybe i go help hanisah and nur amirah do the sample thingy. haiis...

hanisah, you can tell ah i got problem. ok here's the problem. i don't know what's my problem. haiis, maybe because... i don't know. i don't wish to post it. but i'll tell you when i feel like it alright(?) haiis, having suicide thoughts again. haiis...
what the hell is wrong with that ITE bedok guy(?)(!) since when did i admire him??? gaah. eh i don't mean to be rude. but jangan perasan boleh tak(?) haiis, i only like your voice. ITU ajer. nothing more alright. what is ever going to happen to my life??? abg helmi la luqman la bla bla bla la(!)

gawd(!) i've been getting mosquitoe bites all over my body. ok not all over. but almost alright. gees. i scared i suffering from dengue sey. i scared it's a symptom. wait.... is it a symptom i'm getting dengue fever(?)(!) aaaahhhhh(!)

haiis, haiis, haiis. so many haiis-ing sey. i'm brain dead. gawd(!) when can i truly learn how to play my damn fucking guitar(?) ok i'm learning so many instruments, and i almost forgotten everything that i learn. urgh(!)

by the way, i gave up my chance to apply to JC. haiis. i hope i did the right thing to give up my big dreams of going there. haiis.
haiyoosh(!) ok so now what(?) you coming or not(?) if not, i go help do sample thingy. if yes, then... urgh(!) can die out of this. plan this plan that. jadi, tak jadi. haiyoosh(!)


*astaga* *breath in..2-3-4...* *breath out..2-3-4...* *astaga*


so the brain over controlling(!) haiis, ok i nak go watch MARS ATTACK(!)