& i swear i can break down any moment.
design & technology is killing me.
i'm not done with proper analysis which has to be completed by monday.
i'm not done with that fcuking mind map (my weakest area, doing mind map).
i'm stuck just like that without knowing what to do.
&& is mannequins and dress forms different or similar?
enlighten me, someone, PLEASE )':
i feel like dropping the subject. sigh.
*slap yourself raudhah*

anyways, i'm really blank at the moment. instead of doing my design & technology, i'm updating here. fcuk. alrights, that aside.

&& i swear if i can, i feel like turning everything inside out. i dislike that girl laa okayy. really. aishah, you know who i'm referring to. && if possible, i feel like putting someone into one house and blow it up. sigh. ok, that aside.

really, everytime i stumble upon her profile/blog, i can't help it but to think and feel that way. && that comment. fcuk yaww. i know i shouldn't be acting this way. slap me for all i care. really. seeing her that day, literally, shocked me like fcuk. can all these just stop? sigh, endure. & i'm still considering the fact.

aishah, i don't how else i'm suppose to feel, really. i've hinted about it. however, i don't know how to let it out. what if it's being taken wrongly? sigh. this sucks. we'll talk about it online, can? sigh.