post no. :370
time : 1554h
mood : none(?)

this is so sucky. now i can't fast on the first day of ramadhan. sobx. but, nevermind. guess i'll have to repay them next year. or this year after all the raya, money collecting from house to house, the taste of kuehs, and the till late night come home from jalan raya :) i guess i'll pretty much be able to finish paying them off this year. if i have the mood to do it. unless paying lst minute like i did for two years straight, would might cause some trouble cause if were to suffer from that, then, you'll might be in trouble :)

now you having two days break that's why you sms-ed? and you'll forever have kenduri anywhere, anytime. we should make that happen in 10years eyh. everyday have kenduri. how about that? but on the other hand, food will always have to be cooked in huge quantities. and as you know i'm a horrible cook, unless you volunteer to cook which i doubt you can too right? *giggles* but anyways, it's neat that i get to sense you will see me but not me. so what does that mean to you? a connection that's like being connected to your eyes and to my senses. but i'm talking crap here as usual. but anyway, i love you lah ok.

pretty much i love my size. cause like i told you through the sms, small do have it's advantages. yea when small gets sad or merajuk, the big ones always gets it. as a matter of fact, they usually do. and they have to pujuk the small ones to smile and be happy. and that's kind of stupid cause they know they were the ones who did it. but ususally people don't really agree on this but that's how i see it at times. but still, it doesn't matter if the big bullies the small or vie versa. but it doesn't matter.

and examinations are next week. though i'm not fully prepared, i think i'm able to pull it all through though it seems impossible, like what my bro said, i'll try my best. i have to agree with my bro on what he thinks of ms wong that destroying-her-voice teacher. stress out in everything that has the connection to maths. prfft. but whatever.

as you know, tomorrow's the final of singapore idol. the match between what is like a repeated history in 2004. hady mirza and jonathan leong. similar to that during the idol fever when it was first launched. taufik batisah and slyvester sim. but the good news about this year's idol is that it wasn't much of a big crisis unlike the first. where... singaporeans should know about it. so it's a good thing no such nonsense is being repeated in this years big hit. so yea.
and as you can see, i've not blog this much before. well yea probably i have. but i don't recall any. having it out about on events and nothing about personal life is one great thing compare than letting all the thoughts gush out to the world. letting anonymous or friends, family whoever to read it as though is nothing that's why it's being posted. when it's something that is a crisis to one's life.