it started off sweet and all. but now, it seems sour and falling apart. what does all this mean? i know you know. but you didn't want it to happen. why? yea i found out something about her. yea i know all about it. now then i found out about it. why can't she just say it all out? yea, i'm just the third party between you and her. what more? i'm done with all this. i can't take it. what must i do right? you never did what you always do once in the past. now you're diff. i can accept that fact. you seems diff towards me. how can i ever tell you that. what will happen of us in the future? 5mths on 190906. do you want it happen. or just act like nothing ever come between us both? you decide. it's up to you. i've done what i'm suppose to. now it's yours. i ♥ you. do you too?

nadrah, thanks you for telling me. why didn't you tell me earlier? if i had known earlier, i could have back out from it. but now, everything falls apart. i don't blame you la ok. but i just wish you told me earlier. so that all these wouldn't have happen. thank you girl. now i really open my mind and heart. i don't know what to do. now i'm all confuse. i wish to be alone.

happy 5mths to eizzad&dayah and happy belated 7mths to ZA and the long lost crush 17mths 2R. whatever. 190406 still alive(?) i don't know. mr28?

i let out everything. it really is killing me inside. i had enough of it all. this all have link to it i guess. some things recently do have link to it. i shan't say what. but i'll keep it to myself and to two people whom i told and trust. don't let it separate us please. if i had known earlier, i would have backed out between you and her. why am i always the third party in broken relationship? i want to cry. toodles. haiis... 190406(?)