dengar-dengar kawan maknanya tak berbual langsung. lebih tepat, kawan S-E-D-A-R-J-A-H.
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& i don't know why but usually when i am really superbly down, the weather seems to go dull too. it even happens when it's not the raining seasons.
i deleted it not because i'm scared or because i was told to. i simply respect the hell out of her. of course some people would have already prepared a long story for her to hear what i wrote here. or so i assume. in any case, wherever place she'll be that i'll be, i'll pull myself out of it. i'd rather isolate myself and read a book than seeing her face. gaah. sigh.
on wednesday, i want to work out till i let loose of everything. including destroying the machine. bleargh.
rre/BM/farah/aishah/pebble: i need lecturing again.
sesat: i need that serious talk again. and the bus/MRT rides.
sarah/chian dotter/sufiah: i want to cryyyyyy.
