ti'm in need of specs... BADLY! seriously i'm starting to enter lala land already nowdays. due to ............. & ............. whatever they are, go figure if you think you got the brains. gosh, i already pass most subject. well all are NOT just pass, exception of SS, but rather all are weeee scores (:
if you think i'm this harsh, this is just part of the bad me you're seeing. yes this already hurt you alot. no, i didn't fitnah. this kind of matter, i will never fitnah. for what. what, just to gain support from people? that will die off when the lies are being let out. and i don't waste my time on this matter alright. fitnah people are just prfft alright. you think i'm harsh doing this to you. this is just posting you know. i never even said out your name. if you said i did, yoou're already lying, big time. this is just posting tau. words, hands belum lagi jalan tau. it could already happen. but i sabar. because i know it's worthless and energy wasting to do that to a friend whom i call you BESTIE.
you'll never know how i really feel. go figure what to do ok. i've enough things that need to be settled. i'm no you. you're no me. please, think of what to do. i'll make this a one person's job. sorry. hope you understand. if not, i rest my case.
& i'm starting to miss him so. i feel sad now that his nick... *cries* i really can't take it. everything seems different. it just felt weird and different. i miss all the times. i know it can't be brought back. but i wish it could be... )':
workshop just now was greeaat! love the people there. the place was DA BOMB! the students too were ok. love love the conference table. weeee. cikguHARTINI rock alot! nyehs. after workshop went to TM to find the shirts. unfortunately couldn't find any. so just went to buy some stuffs. met cikgu there, again. hehe. then went to N2 there met up with nis. ate McD. was in pain badly. physically and mentally. ok, that sounded wrong. then went home. oh ya on the way to meet nis, at TM saw alot many many sec_ (fill in the blanks) friends seys. this always happen when this happens. he wasn't there. neither was ms-i-apply-eyeliner-but-terpoke-his-eyes. everywhere i see sec_. i'm starting to miss him already )':
