continue from where i stop from previous post. is it she lost her trust in me? that's why she's like that? is this what's all about? trusting one another? i guess so. i know i was in the wrong of doing that. but i thought she knows it since like from dulu? haiis, all she wanted to know was. why do you hate her? that's all. i know alot of your trust in me i misused it. i didn't mean to. but then when i let out what you tell me, is what i think it should be out. i didn't mean it turn out this way ok. i thought telling her would like resolve abit the situation. but i was wrong. it turned out differently 'cause you took it differently. i didn't mean any backstabbing or what.

so now i'm back to square one. all this doesn't make sense. everything i do, is wrong. so, what is it that i do is... right? this has no meaning at all. i just don't understand. why is it that i'm always the one that is usually being flooded with many stories when it's just ONE SITUATION? why? trying to find fault in me? now i learnt the real way of handling it and i'll apply to it. thanks yarh awak.

i'll make it up to you someday as a true friend. i don't want any fog to be in our way as friends. i hope i'm able to do so. sorry for making you lose trust in me. really sorry.