hmmms, what's the ruled applied here? you tell me. is it wrong i tell people about what i know about the situation? if you don't like it, tell me straight to my face! i'm not timid scared or whatever. i have my right to tell her ok. this is what they call it friend-cist. but NO matter what. i won't hate or make it a big fuss. at least i know how to draw the line. you? kata jerx everyone has drawn the line. but i doubt so. or maybe you have, but you gone over it. at least i don't get attention by telling about something. unless i ter-tell to people who can't shut their mouth and tell people just to gain popularity. but at least i know when to stop. i know, i will never fit in the group. but then, why can SHE?! she hates everyone, yet you all still can tahan her? nevermind.

positive about you being popular. people don't see the negative side of you. you're lucky. normal students like me, negative side is easily seen. so be thankful about that. i don't evny you being popular. but then, how come you changed so DRASTICALLY?! the innocent you, friendly you, all GONE! this is all bull to the shit.

and, she born FIRST ok. i really don't understand you anymore. haiis, but you are still my friend. i'm not an emo anymore ok. and i don't seek attention like you all do. no offence ok. hate me all you want. that's a dumb thing to do. why? 'cause no matter how much you hate that someone, you'll see her all the time. a friend stays a friend. i dare you to say it to my face i'm pathetic or whatever you have in your mind. if you don't feel like saying or don't want to say it to my face, means you are the one in wrong. i know i admit. i'm at wrong in your eyes. you were never wrong in my eyes as a friend. 'cause i know you were the perfect one in people's eyes. but now i dare you to say whatever you have in your mind about me. why? tak berani nak sound me to throw out what you have about me? asal? scared? haiyoosh. not a friend that people thought you as a friend. you've gone over the line too far already. you really change. devil in disguise? oh by the way, i DIDN'T maki you ok! so don't go around telling people i maki2 you in my blog. 'cause i DIDN'T.

how i wish i'm OUTSIDE right now. gaah. currently hafiz and mum is at my house. haiyoosh. nevemind lerx. i need batteries!! for my mp3. badly! haiis. the weekends. really true weekends. do nothing. but slack. great. 24/7 IN THE HOUSE. doing nothing. right.

tomorrow. f**k! tomorrow got that 5mins talk thingy. must talk about teenage something thingy. i haven't even do. i don't know what to talk about. gaah. 5 damn long mins. what to talk about?! help! i prefer to debate seys. about craps. against bobo and namira. it's much better. not really crap ar we debate about. we debate about umm, smoking, sex, studies and more. gugugugugu.

this is bullshits. mallets? i decided to play mallets?!! urgh! maybe i should ask the goh if can play both mallets and timpani. more easier. since the muscial moment maybe play that piece. and i know the timpani notes. so yeah. can ah mr goh? pleaseee... speaking of musical moment, i hope it's not on friday of the school holiday. i won't be in singapore seys. i want to go musical moment at victoria concert hall. haiis.

i'm starting to get hold of maths i guess. thanks yarh? but i'm still slow ah. haiyoosh. why am i slow at understanding maths ah? haiis. but nevermind. i'll try my best :))

bila kamu akan balik? hmmms, eyh i've been singing our song so many times eyh. haiis. when i sleep also the song keeps playing in my mind. haiis...

ok what telah happen to my computer? i can't go friendster. i mean can ah. but then like suddenly must debug, don't know what la. haiyoosh. why was i stupid to do that?! haiis...

hello.

i'm lazy to blog.

good bye.

hello i'm idiot. nice to meet you.

i have a friend. he's retard. he's also known as duane.

now that you've met idiot and retard, good bye.