& i hope GYL camp will be a good one. two days straight searching fr a freaking mask w close-to-heart. it was worth th trip & walking. however not worth my bus/train fare *cries*
hope everytg pays off.

dinner w 11 classmates ystd was fun. at least i managed to speak w almost everyone. shared stories with close ones. bus back home w yian cheng. 518, you caused my bus fare to go below $10 ): however, i enjoyed my time w them.

Please Forgive Me novel is finally done. very beautiful novel. confusions here and thr, written in 3rd person. amazing novel. next up is Vampire Diaries. going to head down to library tomorrow. will bring it to GYL camp. i'll occupy myself w books/ gym/ some friends/ you.

results will be out when i'm still in Johor. going to hog up th internet at th hotel. try & stop me. pray i'll do well in all subjects. i've given all my best. nervous. can't believe year1 has ended. year2 starting soon. damn it.

i've th gay-est thing ever. i can't believe it. wth.

now i understand th whole story behind it. i can't believe you're like that. how could you. i can't trust you anymore. not even a single bit. you very much contradict your words. it hurts me to th max. & th funniest thing is that you don't even bother. i'm not your servant. & neither are th others. sigh.

here i am, sitting on my bed, & wondering what th hell do i want to do next. oh, before that.

MUHD SHAFIQ UNCLE TUNANG TODAY : DD *inside joke*
semoga bahagia selalu xD

i think i shall continue reading Please Forgive Me. though th book is quite uninteresting, fr now. oh wells.

fr th next two weeks, i'll be packed. though i can't wait fr th coming monday. please drop by my house. make a surprise visit ;) followed by Gala comm meeting. omg, camp is so going to rock. which reminds me, i need to get my mask, pronto! wednesday's GYL pre departure briefing followed by shopping w someone close to heart. & on fridayyyyyyy, PICNIC W RRE, SHAB & BM ♥ ♥ ♥ can't wait to meet up w them. i miss them so much.

i find this post is not worth updating anymore. agreed? okay, bye.

pick a lollipop,

today's th 8th! alr, i feel like my holidays are going to be quite a holiday fr me? since i've accomplished my goal of reading Dear John within 2 days ^^ up next is Please Forgive Me.

th last week of exams was literally hardcore. i mugged fr cppb paper w yian cheng fr 7hours. seriously, we were that desperate to pass that module. trust me, other DCP-ians are too. 4th march, th day whereby many had anticipated it since february. after paper, class clique headed down to vivo/harbour front. "de-stressing" day out fr us. a reward fr our hardwork as year 1 students. we had pizza hut & watch alice in wonderland 3D. much to my surprised & blurness, all these was actually to celebrate my advance 18th. super wth. some people tricked me by saying, "we're putting candles on th pizza". old me, believed it. i mean, it's do-able right? lol.

followed by a couple of my friends running in page one at vivo and disappearing themselves. much to my sadness, Dear John novel wasn't in stock. hence, i bought Please Forgive Me. after much walking, we sat down, waited fr th movie. that was when i discovered Dear John novel, somehow. lol. twice everything almost failed. hehe. but i had a great time w my class clique. i love them : D

following day, was a day out w someone closed to heart. meeting up at 9am and heading down to city hall isn't such a bad idea afterall. considering th fact that we watched Percy Jackson movie & there were only 3 people in th movie. lol. after which we just walked aimlessly from city hall to dhouby ghaut to orchard in hope to "digest" our stomach. i took a slow and relaxing bus ride home, 518. though i cost me, quite a bomb? lol. had an unexpected surprise that day. overall, it made my day, yet again : D

saturday and sunday was spent w th parents and cousins respectively. after 18 years of my life, i finally got my first "Happy Birthday" helium balloon. i've always wanted one. hehe. & i had my first ever precious item in hand. haha. it's so dear to me. seoul garden and chit chatting w cousins were awesome. missed them all. once again, both my weekends were awesome. overall, 4days straight, my days were nicely made (:

Alhamdulillah. i thank Allah fr th good things that are happening. insya'Allah things will get better.

i'm quite lazy to post pictures here. screw it. oh wells.

got to turn in. night.

i got myself 4 new awesome novels! i'm super excited. yayness!
although, i just need one more book to complete Vampire Diaries.
shucks ):

anyone knows where i could find th book below?
other than ordering it online. thank you.
it seems to be unavailable at town & pasir ris area ):

Dear March,

today ends almost pretty much everytg.

i ended my end semester examinations.
i ended my Year 1 in Singapore Polytechnic.
& lastly, i'm about to end my 17 years of age.

i shall update soon about today's "destress" outing & tomorrow's outing.
i think i'm going to puke.

Love, Rau