stop scratching laa,

Happy 16th (is it? lol) to my dearest cousin, syuhrah ♥♥
grow taller okay. hoho xD

secondly, today th new batch of DPA students came in. & i was so hyper. i went student hunting. lol. searched fr my lovely DACP-ians. very easy going people.

mavis, twinnie (i can't spell your name right but i know that's th pronounciation), qi jie, justin, danson (i think) and nicole. yes, yes i remembered all! hahahahaha! and it's in th order me meeting them just now. hahahaha again -_-"

only my course talked alot. thank got dr annie tan was thr. so was dr voon. helped me to explain to them better of their new course. hey, i'm a DCP-ian. slightly different from them though i'm their senior. hahahaha! after that we went fr th school tour. mr joseph chan was th lecturer rep fr CLS. hahahaha! funny funny. like a poly student. we all had fun. SPICE training fr them was cool. hahahahaha. jerry and i were injured in a way. he knows, i know, those around us who saw knows. lol. & jerry, take care of my precious nicole okay. even if she's in a different group. sadly, i won't be going fr th camp. *sob sob*

it's okay. thr's forest adventure still. and those 3 days i have to really catch up on my studies. missed engineering math and microbio today. mr ting still can piuwpiuw th pointer at me when i visited th class. lol. so much to catch up on. sin ning, fill me! hahahaha.

jerry and i went fr GYL camp briefing. wee~ i'm in th same sub committee as sin ning. yay! can't wait fr th camp. and it's at a hotel *eyebrow go up down up down* lol. they said thr's free time. hehe. gala committee is so going to rock. MASQUERADE theme! hehe.

today is really one hell of a day. i was worn out by th time it got to lunch. i was sleeping and drinking my green tea. lol. by th time it was th GYL briefing, i was alr shutting down. but thanks to th applause given when they introduced th lecturers, i was quite awake back. but when training home, i went down to almost zero. limitation. when rau is approaching zero. lol.

okay. i shall stop blogging. it's a long post. sheesh. and i think i was hyper fr a short while. my hyper-ness was short lived. and tomorrow's going to be a loooooooooooooong day. sigh sigh. will not dampen my mood (:

and 8 hearts tomorrow ;)

night.

if thr's one important thing i've learnt in T.A today, it would be AMANAH. i've been given quite a no. of it. so far, i've fulfilled a couple of them. th rest, i've failed to do so. & now, i'm going to make it right. i will not show th person(s) aib (sp?) to other people. if he/she gives me an amanah, i will jolly well do it. that is if it's a sensible one. killing, hurting, stealing or any negative doings aren't amanah. so is saying vulgarities. from now on i'm going to fill my mouth with a lot of Allah's name (: when i'm angry or having an uneasy heart, saying His name many times and really believing in Him will, Insya'Allah, calm me down. when i'm facing an obstacle, seeking help from Him, praying for Him to guide me well, Insya'Allah, He will show me th light to th problem.

and right now, i'm going to do my prayers.

ticky tocky,

sitting on th bed, facing th comp, doing CPPB experiment 4 graph, w a rolled tissue in my right nostril and wondering why i embarrassed myself today in school ><

i shall never use high heels to school anymore. and if i do, i'll make sure i'm in skirt or straight cut jeans or any jeans/pants that doesn't need to be folded. note to self. shit. sin ning, i want straight cut jean. lol.

presentation was alright. screwed up when trying to remember th suction filtration equipments. shit. there goes my A *fly fly fly flying away* it's okay rau. it's okay. written report, must do well (:

not sure what is thr to update alr. except that th next batch of DPA students are coming in next wednesday. *screams fr joy* idk why i'm happy but yea. wish i could relive the days all over again. w "you look so sian" as my first sentence to my first friend in poly ;) oh gawd. i so want to relive it on that coming wednesday. please please let me say it to your face! haha (:

i think i'm going to study alr. as in really study th study. engineering math is like a killer alr. *sob sob* chemistry is starting to get on my nerves. cppb is uhhhh alien? microbio is on th fence. omg. save me! tutor tutor.

okay, i'm done.

slowly picking up things.

& here i am sitting on my bed early morning. not knowing why i suddenly woke up though i'm still tired. close people should know why. 7hrs is still isn't enough.

i guess i should go back to sleep. been getting too many dreams in one night. way too many.

good morning. bye.

who? you?

before anytg,

like, what's your problem.

anyway, 3rd day of school. and i'm feeling happy. gotten back all of my results except excel. shit. i did fairly well. i got a shocked fr my intro to microbio. my one and only AD fr MST. hear me cry and complain more about how much i hate it. lol. chem was below expectation. come on, 0.5 more marks to A and you can't find it to give me? *cry cry* lol. oh wells. will be working extra hard fr EST. don't want to repeat any modules since my course is no longer thr. though it's thr. haha.

tomorrow's SP Open House. i didn't get my thursday duty w ee lin ): nvm. me and crazaye(s) will be a darl and drop by at her booth and wait fr her till 1pm. i know, you love us, thank you -_-" haha. heard from suff that th sec4s & 5s will be going fr all th poly open houses tomorrow. wonder which class/classes will be at SP. nvm. and tomorrow, rre will be going to TP open house ): awww can't meet her and shab. i miss you two ♥♥

oh! met aishah MI ystd. after so long. missed her so much! glad to have met her ystd. also, met alyah ystd. HAHA, highlight of th day, INCEST-or oiii! hahahaha. inside story. but i was glad to have met both. ♥ and jerry too (;

london bridge might fall down.
th cradle might drop from th tree.
gravity makes everyth fall back down.
but you can't bring me down.

hah!
okay, i want to do maths.
bye!

th big 10, ey?

finally, back home, in singapore (: even dad agrees that 4days 3nights is a lil too long.

so i ushered in 2010 at holiday inn, malacca. family was so hyped up last night (: and now i know how malaysian people celebrate new year. everywhere, literally, everywhere, thr are fireworks. near th eye on malaysia, at mahkota hotel which is next to holiday inn, at dataran pahlawan, somewhere in a few kampung areas and many more. crazy i tell you. after which my family randomly watched different channels on th tv. and off to bedddd.

on th last day, heading to sentral melaka, market area. got to know some shocking news. it's indeed a sad piece of news. but oh wells.

i know resolutions are to be made on 31st dec? but yea, just list down a few of mine now.

fr 2010,

to be closer to HIM
to not neglect my prayers
to study smart and hard fr EST year 1 and fr yr 2 (omg, im becoming a yr 2 student)
to be a better and nicer person (:
to always push myself to th best
to have strong bonds w my lovely friends, always (:
to try and fix any loose friendship

i think that should do it. i can't really post every single thing here right? nvm. and i can't believe it's 010110 today. it just feels weird to start right back at 01. not sure why. maybe because too many things happened in 2009, it feels like it is on going.

but then again, i have to realise, th years will keep increasing. days will keep moving as time keeps ticking.