Friday, June 30, 2006

i've been tagged. very nice...

Rules:-
#1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint.
#2. Choose 5 person to do this after you completed yours.
#3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged
#4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

- 10 Favorites
Favorite Color:BLUE, red, green.
Favorite Food:wan ton noodle.
Favorite Song:unfaithful, raihanna.
Favorite Movie:white chicks.
Favourite Sports: basketball.
Favorite Season:kak ayn, s'pore got shopping season perr, nyeh2.
Favourite Day Of the Week:friday.
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor:yam & cookies and cream.

- 9 Current
Current Mood:dead.
Current Taste:meaning??.
Current Clothes:''iloves'pore'' shirt and orange pants.
Current Desktop:meaning??.
Current Toenail Color:i don't paint my nails.
Current Time:2051hrs
Current Surroundings:what the hell?!
Current Annoyance(s):people lecturing friends when they themselves ARE the one need to be lectured.
Current Thought:want him by my side badly.

- 8 Firsts
First Best Friend: halena hafiz tan[miss her, lost contact].
First Crush:muhd hazwan.
First Movie:titanic, with halena's family
.
First Piercing:i don't even have any.
First Lie:since young.
First Music:nursery ryhmes
First Car:the pram[it was a car to me when i small]
.

- 7 Lasts
Last Drink:plain water.
Last Car Ride:want me dead ah?
Last Crush:adventures of tin2[now already lain cerita :P].
Last Movie Seen:chicken little[with that urgh!]
Last Phone Call:my ''daddy'', using nizam phone.
Last CD Played:that's so the long ago, i don't remember.

- 6 Have You Evers
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends:none that i remember.
Have You Ever Broken the Law:um, did i or didn't i?
Have You Ever Been Arrested:by my ''personal'' love police, yes :P
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped:what the hell??!!.
Have You Ever Been on TV:nah.
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know:yes, who? i don't know.

- 5 things you're wearing.
1.''iloves'pore'' shirt.
2. orange pants.
3.umms...
4.undergarment, duh!.
5.nothing more.

- 4 things you've done today.
1. go school.
2.go band.
3.stare into blank space.
4.blogging-y.

- 3 things you can hear right now.
1.the television.
2. mum & dad talking.
3.me, breathing.

- 2 things you can't live without.
1.internet.
2.handphone.

-1 thing you do when you're bored.
SLEEP...

And for the 5 people:-
farreha, kak zanna, abg lutfi, kak aisyah & kak hidayah :)

Thursday, June 29, 2006

today is the fourth day of school since it reopen on the 260606. haiis, i guess it's ok ah i guess. i kind of getting back on track i guess. everyone seem to have their own friends. i shan't talk about it. haiis...


gawd! so, many things did happen i guess. thanks nadrah girl. i owe you alot okies? :)


matin, i really your new cut! so cute!!! nyeh2. haiis...


sorry faqiha and the people in the 80's group. it's not that i don't want to attend the practice just now. but... i just had to like pull myself back about something that has to do with someone. i hope i really can make it up by giving ya'll the CD. sorry. and namira, i love the dance step i saw just now. and to eng liang, kuan yong and ESPECIALLY haikal, you boys, do cooperate. and i'm happy you boys made it. sorry that i didn't. haiis...


sheera girl, hope the talk tadi was good. hope you well alrights. smile2 ok. and you very jambu ok! you are not ugly! you are pretty as who you are :)


what's wrong with me??!! why can't i get my life on the right road? people YOU TELL ME! PLEASE TAG ABOUT IT! it's becoming a trauma you know. it's not easy leaving like this. you all might think i be like this just to get ya'lls attention. but no! i just need friends! which part of that you all can't accept?! am i abnormal?!all i do also wrong. this wrong, that wrong. now i ask you in return! WHY IS IT THAT YOU PEOPLE HAVE TO FIND FAULT IN ME THOUGH I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING WRONG?! WHY IS IT THAT PEOPLE'S FAULT, I ALSO GOT BLAME ON IT?! and by the way, it's YOU who should be shouted, lectured and scolded at. NOT you lecture, shout and scold people. but you can't accept the fact that you needed one huh?! you can POISON people's mind so easily and you are so loud! i'm grealy pissed off ok! not only you have the right to rule people around as friends. urgh! i HATE to have grudges on people!

PLEASE TAG ABOUT THIS... NO '' WE DON'T HATE YOU LA'', '' I'M STILL YOUR FRIEND WHAT''! I JUST WANT A TRUE ANSWER! LIES OF THIS MAKE ME CRY MORE THAN KNOWING THE RIGHTFUL TRUTH! GOT THAT?! haiis...

Sunday, June 25, 2006

troots troots troots...
tomorrow school reopen. i want school but don't want school. haiis... bored seys...


what i doing also i don't know. haiis....

miss him so much. oh shit! tomorrow must return library book. haiis....

tonight is HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL!!! ala, cannot go rumah my aunt to watch. sorry nadrah. thanks for the invite to go watch at your house. but cannot ah. nanti abg anjas, and all my abgs coming pula. dang! haiis, ok ah, nak gi pack and get ready for tomorrow. gaah...

bila nak tukar to broadband ni???

Saturday, June 24, 2006

MILK RUN rehersal just now was fun. gawd! i thought ZOUK was big or hip or something. sekali just a small place. behind GRAND COPTHORNE. we didn't get to enter, obviously. but there was a closed pub. we enter to go toilet. it was so nice! nyeh2. hahas...


we reheresed like so tired seys. i look funny when i march at the same time carry the ''baby''. hehe. i look like pregnant girl sesat. so i conclude i won't march on the real event. haiis, the guys in percussion created trouble again. especially, haiis, can't say much. the cheerleaders were so rocking cool!!! and the mass dance was nice. hey, i join mass dance lagi bagus ah. i know all the steps. hehe.


freaky z also came. so did the other rappers, his friends. i love their snickers! converse i think. freaky z was green, his friends were brown and black respectively. i love them. especially freaky z one. the green is so wow! then i ask him, i want his shoes and cap. he asked if i really want. i say ya. then he took off his cap and put on my head!! hehe. then he say, ok. come to his show then he'll give me his shoe and cap. hahas. cute.he really funny one. serious i want his shoes. so the damn nice seys. haiis...


the rehersal came to end around 1300 plus hrs. tired nak mampus. haiis. then went to central after band all ended. ate myojo noodles and chicken pau. me, iqa, kak dayah, izzat and nizam. the mutated family still there? hehe. then went to 7eleven. nizam bought july's LIME. gawd! the tote bag is nice seys the design. we thought the LIME belum keluar then already keluar. me and iqa rebut the tote bag like what. hehe. then me and iqa buy our own LIME mag. it also comes with an exclusive CD seys. rectangular shape. neat. nizam never see one before. rightttt. gawd! i love the design on the tote bag seys. haiis, ok ah. nak go rest.


gawd! this monday school reopen already. hope i'm able to adapt to it. nyeh2. and...

tomorrow is HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL on disney channel!! gawd! troots.... (:

Friday, June 23, 2006

hua3. today had band. haiis, didn't end up that well also. but i didn't do anything. haiis...


no offence, you slow log in, i already got to log off. haiis, i hate life.


oh ya today abg helmi birthday. happy birthday :)


damn! i have to go offline soon. so fast seys. where got fair. the comp lag like shit playing that isketch game. lag soo slow like what. then he log in. then i already have to log off. crap. ok ah bye.

Thursday, June 22, 2006

very bored seys. so i blog jerr ah. today seems so dead. dang! yesterday i miss the 11july meeting. nevermind. but i went ngaji. gawd! haiis, sorry to tempting urhs. haiis.


now then bro wake up. he now bathing. perempuan pun kalah seys. he mandi, can't say ah. lama sangat. haiis. just haiis...


oh ya, now i remember what i wanted to type about. aisyah, my prps friend, say that mr bernard ng is leaving for HONG KONG! migrate or what? what seys. miss him. the best and funniest teacher. but not in a sense. but he's the best guy teacher, besides cikgu ridz and razak :P


i think i've made up my mind about something. i think i want to... go... for... nevermind. i shan't post it. it's too like i don't know. haiis..


i don't know what to blog about already. i'm starting to hate life back...

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

hell. today got meeting for the 11july thingy. sorry can't go. got ngaji later. also parents don't allow. i went out to often already. so now me must sit at home.


heard that ridhuan, band, called matin to ask about me. sorry ah wan. it's not i emo ke pe. but then i really annoyed ah. i tell you why on friday okies?


hmmms,... i forgot what to blog about....


anyways, school is going to start soon. *groans*. but ok urhs. dapat keluar dari rumah juga perr. hehe. what only raudhah. good news: almost all homework done. yayness. bad: most i leave blanks. hehe.


so, i'm forced to go band. ok. but it were to repeat again, i'm off from it and forever will. geez.


eyh you matin. lend drumstick kamu again boleh? yang mana2 boleh ah. and in return i lend you my cam. macam one on one trade eyhs. hahas.


i need haro bike badly. why? i also don't know. haiis... ooppss. sheesh.


i think i put on weight seys. i like feel very heavy. must start training. but... when? i want to strengthen my stamina. yer2 jer eyhs raudhah. but seriously, i want to train. so when i run like orang kena kejar anjing, when i stop to rest, i won't feel dizzy or what. i hate it seys. attract too much attention. later people ask if i ok or not and so on and so forth. and something horrible will happen. my friends, you know ah.


so it's another 1 month and 28 days more to go. then i'll go through it and i'm done. nyeh2. eyh, tak ya stage or whatever ah yang ader kat pasir ris park itu.


hmmms, i'm wondering now, how is it like i'm going to do when school starts again. hmmms...


gawd! f la that guy! sejak bila he my abg angkt seys?! that rahmat sofian ah. just because i have a saying ''ihatemeilovehim'', he nak me change my nick. eh, i mean, come one. it's just a saying. and what, if i hate myself, you going to what? slash your bloody wrist again?! come on! you got kak siti nabilla already. aper lagi awak nak? a saying IS a saying, for me. unless otherwise ah. gawd!

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

haiis, zikir is so the eeeeewwww!!! suddenly ask me to marry him. hello. i underage and for whatever reason i marry you?! sick pervet. azri, what only ok. haiis...


wah?! jester kick him out and brought him in?! nice. funny eyh. hahas. ariff masuk. neat. so he is singing? clueless raudhah. rre, nice ah. hahas. wait. ni ariff 4/3 ke 4/6?? nvm.. so many ariff. haiis...


i don't know what to post uhs. haiis... ciao...

Monday, June 19, 2006

ever wonder why dogs, when walking, suddenly stops, stands straight and look far, as though jiwang [emo]??? for the first time i saw why they did that. they wanted to poop. now i know. it's very funny. the dog stops, stand still, look far and out comes it from the ends and it walks again. to me it's hilarious. but cool. macam paham jerr ehk raudhah. hahas.

went to library just now. look for the book badai semalam by khadijah hashim. mom told me to look for it. and i found it. also borrowed some books on teenage crisis and about anxiety disorder. i shan't elaborate on it. it's kind of pain when i found out i suffered from one. sorry.

i didn't go ngaji. i felt asleep from just now. and i woke up a few moments ago, had my prayers and here i am, blogging. i shan't and i'll try to not to say the word haiis again. people thought i'm bored or having problems. it's just common of me to say that. hai... shhh... shut up raudhah!

gawd! i SURVIVED walking all the way from sun plaza park back to pasir ris! quite long. but i managed it. nyeh2. i told you i could. but what did you say? no i couldn't. hahks. i did it. nyeh nyeh. hahas. raudhah shut up.

dad is still cranky at me. i'm suppose to eat now. but no one calls. so i shall just stay put facing the computer. just becasue of one word i say it in my mono tone all day voice, he thought i was showing aggresiveness to him. by the way, the word is ya. gaah. gawd! no offence, he's getting deaf or something? and it was on daddy's day some more. urgh! forget about it. that's why i grew up being like you! nevermind. i shan't elaborate more.

hmmms, two months.? hahas. shhh... i know i lose already la! so ya i shall wait for that 2 more months to come and i'm off from it. nyeh2.

i just lecture by my mom. fuck la! ya la go on saying bad things about me and let my dad hear. thinking i anak tak guna. you know what, you regret kan having me. you jealous kan, that my dad ingin kan sangat anak perempuan. sometimes i hate you more than anything. urgh! my pasal if i want to go online ok. gaah. i know la my bro is the loved one more than me. what's the phrase call? apple of their eyes, something like that. puii ah. so be it ok. i know i'm unwanted. nevermind. haiis...

Saturday, June 17, 2006

just now went to ngee ann poly to have rehersal for the MILK RUN. fun urhs. hahas. reached there at about 0900hrs. then we set up. then we started to reherse. fun ah. but very the paiseh. i don't know why i feel like that. Freaky Z was there too. he love to hit the note A on the glockenspeil, bells. then at around 1030hrs or so, we had break. went down to canteen with syafiqah. the canteen was so the BOMB! i love it soooo much! serious! hahas. then went back up to the what they call the examination hall. then the cheerleaders came. we reherse it all through. then we packed up and went back to school. the busdriver was a bit maniac. hahas. but it was fun. went back with iqa. the busdriver tompang us on his bus to central. thanks dude. hehe. then bought bubbletea and went home.

at home, i called TT guy. he was busy and i had to call him back 5 minutes later. at 1507hrs, i called him again. then he did had some time to talk. i told him the truth. i was so pissed off by that cycle. haiis, i was kind of hard on him. he pleading seys to be forgiven. as usual, i did. but he'll get forfeit no matter what. nyeh2. then we ended the conversation and i went to sleep. so nice. hahas.

awwwhh. my poor little bf-cum-enemy-cum-friend. gf kamu jealous ya? kamu nggak risau ya. muka kamu itu, sudah aku delete dari friendster aku. aku nggak kisah muka kamu itu di-delete, dibakar atau apa. dan, sejak bila kamu jiwang? nggak macam kamu. muahahas. my indo sux! must learn. hehe. anyways, ayu is like me. wah, so that's how girls same age when stead with guys the same age. raudhah understood. hua3. ok ah gtg. later malam online lagi. baru half hour main.

Friday, June 16, 2006

AM I IDOL-LIKE?


Age: 4teen
Occupation: what do you take me as?
Star Sign: pices

Favourite Singers: hadi mirza, the click five, rahimah rahim, me;hehe

When did you first start to sing?
[when i got hooked onto barney

Why do you like singing?
[how do i know.

If you couldn't sing, which talent would you most like to have?
[be a bed tester.

Do you have any rituals or things you must do each time you perform?
[get all nervous.

How do you maintain your voice?
[like that ah.

If you were to describe yourself with one song, what would it be and why?
[i don't because i don't know, seriously.

List some things you are good at doing.
[sleep
[eat
[cause trouble.

Use three words to describe yourself.
[crazy
[crazy
[crazy

Describe your bedroom.
[dirty;not in a sense
[messy
[clean

Which is the most memorable thing you've ever done for your dad/mum?
[i kiss them for the first time in my 14yrs of life
What is your fondest recent memory?
[too many, all lovely

What is your worst recent memory?
[when he repeats his bloody cycle

What inspires you?
[um, myself?

Have you experienced failure before?
[i don't have too. i'm an example of one

If you can be anyone in the world, who would you choose to be? Why?
[um, nothing. because i am nothing.

If you were granted three wishes, what would you wish for? Why?
[be normal
[smiling always
[have never ending wishes.

If you win the competition, whom would you thank first?
[god
[people
[basically peopel lorz.

Who is your idol?[my marshmallow bear.

People u want to see doing this.
shamaine, farreha, sis lya, alicia


** copy and paste.SO AM I IDOL LIKE?? haha. tell me ur opinion on my tagboard. LOL.
im so frust and fucked up you knows. why? urgh!!! why did i ever went to the BBQ in the first place? nevermind. here's what happen till it made me FRUST GILERRR!!!

i went to a band gathering at pasir ris beach ah. pit no. 27. i went with sayyid, from cornet section. he looked smart. that's a compliment. noting more alright. ken said it was at carpark A there. we went there. the bbq pit was from no.29 to 38. then i called ken. then we had to cross the bridge then we saw pit 27. helmi was there. because i wanted to hand him his birthday present. i walked past him. hahas. didn't know it was him. but he called and i say ya i know. at the pit, kak dayah, kak huda, nizam, and the chinese were there. then helmi waited near the dumpster there. i asked sayyid, kak dayah, kak huda and nizam to teman. then i went to helmi. thought of talking to him for a while urhs. i saw his friend smoke. i was like, gawd! then this was what made me lose my mood the first time... ABG HELMI HIMSLEF SMOKE!!! urgh!! when i saw him holding the cigeratte bud from far, i was so hilang mood. i just gave him the present and walk away. wanted to cry. how can he do this to me?! then he kept calling ''adq'' but i buat bodoh. then his kawan cakap, '' marah nampak''. eh F off larz. then helmi just walk away. how can he do this?! smoke?! in front of me some more!!! gaah. forget it. do whatever you want ok. i don't care.

then i got ok. the bbq didn't start till like 1700hrs. gawd! kak aisyah came. the ex-seniors and ex-ex-seniors came. then kak dayah all ask if TT guy coming ke tak. i had to ask him so many time. waste my time only. then we all filled up plastic with sea water, for water bomb. me, sayyid, wei liang, nizam were throwing water at each other. basah habis seys. and i had a cu on my leg. ter-hit batu in the sea. hahas. me and sayyid went toilet and dried ourselves up! hahas, we were dry in no time. then at around 1800hrs plus many went home. then me, sayyid and shah, went kedai buy air. then i saw lutfi and radhi[is it him or who?]. then i saw someone wore black. and it was... TT guy. too bad he can't see me. i think already buta habis. then me and friends walked till pit 15 there. on the way saw areen and irdayu and cladyl[don't know spelling]. gawd! i love areen's hair! she dye it seys. so cantik giler. ayu looked pretty as usual. so is areen. hahas. they got maid. hahas.

then me and friends patah balik to pit 27. we ate ayam macam tak pernah makan ayam gitu. hahas. we talked and laughed with the ex-ex-seniors and talk about their schools. what only salihin. tak salah kan i talk with kak aisyah's cousin. aper jerr. before that TT guy sms. then i had to call him. i skip most of the conversation aite. he said ah if i already nak balik, i call him. he owe me a night walk. then i say ok ah. i was dead happy. then my parents want me home by 2000hrs. then at 2000hrs i called TT guy and told him i nak balik. here was what made my mood lose for the second time. he said so fast. and he wanted like abit later. what seys. abit later him 2030hrs or 2100hrs! giler. i was so frust, i cleaned the pit area, took all the tupperwares[nizam and kak dayah told me to keep for them and give them tomorrow back] and left with sayyid and shah. i was all frust and fucked up taus. i almost cried. it's all the same cycle. first you said you can, then cannot, then can, then cannot. BUGGER F! waste my time taus. kalau tau you still like this, i already blah with kak rafidah, salihin, kak malina, basically the ex-ex seniors all. urgh!

pagi2 kata boleh pergi. then say you need to help your mum. understandable. then you say maybe you go. then you say you go. then you say so fast i nak balik. you know what?! forget about the bloody night walk! IT WON'T HAPPEN!

by the way, thanks sayyid for sending me home. as a friend. i owe you one ok? thanks. try the advice i gave. maybe it might work urhs. alright? hahas.

TT guy will get it. orang tengah sabar ni. oh yes, nizam, i love your mum's mee siam! so nice! kak dayah or kak huda yang bawa ayam or the hot stick thingys? ok either one or seperately, I LOVE THEM TOO! all the makanan were DELICIOUS! whee~ and i was fun knowing the ex-ex seniors and so on and so forth. haiis. nice bbq but it turned out shit in the end. ohs wells. nevermind. love it.

probably TT guy right now still at pit 14 having fun. while i'm here in a frust and fucked up mood. thanks a whole lot... NOT!

Thursday, June 15, 2006

my dear sis lya told me to do. okies.

list down the 3 names i go by:-
[rau
[adhah
[raudhah;obviously

name the 3 parts of ur heritage:-
[cina
[malayu
[i only know two

3 things that scares me e most:-
[dots;serious
[horrible blend colors
[losing my special someone

3 everyday essientals:-
[sleep
[eat
[slack

3 things that im wearing:-
[what we are suppose to wear
[my fav. necklace;by previous HIM
[my watch

3 fav bands/singers:-
[the click five
[p.c.d
[myself;just joking;hehe

3 things i want in a relationship:-
[trust
[laughter
[true self-commitment

2 truths n 1 lie:-
[i'm a girl
[i hate to have grudge on people
[i tell truths;not always

3 physical things abt e opp. sex that appeals to me:-
[deep voice
[non-gangster
[him to be himself

3 favourite hobbies:-
[kill time
[sleep
[eat

3 things tat i want badly nw:-
[haro bike
[money
[mr 62846;missing him badly

3 things i wanna try doing:-
[be myself
[help the needies;no kidding
[have fun with life

3 places i wana go 4 holidae:-
[paris
[rome
[my home

3 people i wana c doin wat i did above:-
[kak hidayah
[farreha
[shamaine
happy birthday to my beloved bro!!! hahas. in the morning when he still sleeping [due to watching exccesive amount of soccer] i left the present, a shirt, on his study table with a note. hehe. see what such good sister i am and how lucky he is to have a sister like me. raudhah, shut up(!) hehe. shhh.... but he loved it. yayness.

also today is ermm... 1 year 2 months with the previous HIM. hahas. yesterday is HIM and her. 4 months. haiis... safe and sound alright. shhh...

so after bro woke up, at 1400hrs went to pick haris, hafiz and achu up at masjid sultan there. they go nenek's house with mak cik and kak girl2, i think. i almost damage the car by slamming the car door like there's no tomorrow and by opening the back door without noticing there was a taxi. hehe. sorry ah. then we all were like asking where to go and eat. my bro keep asking me to decide. hello. your birthday kan. then achu thought about the RamenTen. we went to ang mo kio, jubliee there. there was Seoul Garden, Breeks, RamenTen and more. we went from SG to RT back to SG. bro then decided to eat at SG since there's a wide range of food. and we can all dig in as much as we want. hahas. buffet perr. then me, haris, hafiz and bro went to take the chicken. there was teriyaki, curry, char siew, black pepper, tom yam and more flavours. the weird, to me, is the coffee chicken. eeewww. hahas. then we all masak the food. then towards the end, we main2 with the food. we concentrated the soup to become like sambal tom yam sour2 the taste. hahas. had ice-cream and ice kacang. so full seys. got so many foos to choose from. hafiz, ate so many kerang, lala and mussle. crazy, no offence kid. haiis, but it was fun. we talk crap about the food we tak habis. shhh... then the moms talked with the orang that worked there. hahas. but overall it was the blast. then went home.

YESH!!! Hady Mirza and Joaquim Gomez got to the TOP 12!!! *melts* love their voices and their looks. who agree??!! i was jumping for joy like mad seys. hahas. so happy!!! the next group of gals i want charmaine and the mum-dress-me-up girl to go in. they have good voice. really. haiis. ok, i want to surf the net.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

just change my blogskin. i'm not prom queen or whatever crap shit. haiis...

By the Wayyyy...
ever heard of a name freaky Z?? well, that's what the rapper name, not name, more like glamour name, is. hahas. it also turn out that the guy is MALIQ'S[don't know spelling] cousin!!! out of all people, it was him. haiis, hahas. *whistle* sock chian, you blush2 for what. hahas. love my dead-cum-alive girl2. hahas, shhh...

nadrah, i'm SOOO happy for you!!! maintain taus. hehe, shhh...

so today i went out. setakat to Tampines Mall. met matin, at his blk. then went to TM. setakat help me with some presents. hahas. shhh. eh raudhah, shut up la. i love to talk using third person. hahas. crazy me.

tomorrow me bro's birthday. bought for him present already. a blue color shirt. hope he like it ah. haiis, shhh. he don't know anything. see, what a good sister i am. raudhah, don't talk big la. hehe. lame me. but no celebration. mum and i planned to celebrate my bro's birthday AND daddy's day at one go. lagi senang. ajak haris and family, syuhrah and family, kak girl2 and family. whee~ celebrate at me house house house. hahas.

eh zan, come on la ok. you lie, i lie. want to play like that, can. you do, i do double of it. hua3. haiis...

friday, got band gathering. kendrick, who some more going ahs? that ex-senior say he will feel paiseh coming. but can come right??? hmmms, also i have to go. nak kasi abang helmi his birthday present. bought at one go dengan baju my bro. hmms hhhmmms.... 2 mths and 5 more days. confirm i lose seys. what seys. hahas.

ehk, maryam, the song from westlife okies tak?? hmmms,... the other song what we doing ah? haiis. 2/2's performance is the first week tuesday. 4 july. Holy COWS!!! 4 JULY!!! hahas. razzan, your class should sing... wait i forgot the song title. nvm. salute to america taus. no joking. haiis.

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

sorry sis lya never update. hehe. so i guess so many event had past huh. i was slow enough to find out about some square stuffs. hehe. 11 july performance nothing is being carried out. haiis...

my parents are back like last friday. hehe. hmmm, i'm so excited about the MILK run event thingy. it will be held at the carpark of.... ZOUK!!! wheee~ hahas...

yesterday had meeting with feli, claud, nisah, engy, kuany, duaney, naeem, nadz about the 11 july thingy. so far.... nothing is being done. hehe. brain dead seys we. nak cari lagu yang SUIT zaidah's cravings is hard alright. heard the 80's one was suggested to sing heal the world song.''-.- hahas. haiis...

suddenly right, i have second thoughts about wearing selendang. hahas. will it be a good choice? hmmm, people help! hahas.

kak dayah, when can give the battery back urhs? hahas... haiis. i'm brain dead. ciaos.

Sunday, June 04, 2006

yesterday got back from Band Camp. it was SYIOK gilerrr.. hahas. on friday we had went to band camp at 1430hrs. then had pracrice till 1800hrs. then had dinner and went on praticing till 2030hrs.then we had treasure hunt. my group was group one. won third place. hahas. then we had night snack and we had shower then went to sleep. me, iqa, azmeera, liyana and sabrina slept at 2/5 classroom with kak dayah all. malays all ah. me and friends sleep around 0145hrs gitu.before that, we all walk2 around the school hahas. haiis...

then woke up around 0530hrs. kak dayah all wake up already. then mandi. then we jalan jalan till 0700hrs. the boys really sleep seys. hahas. then we had breakfast. nasi lemak. then we played games. BERUK FEDERATION!!! hahas. the girls played captain's ball. i defend so much. hahas. then pratice band again. kak liyana, cheryl, malina, daphne and more came. matin came at around 11.30am like that. hahas. then had lunch. then pratice again. then had sectionals. some kind of sectionals i had. hahas. shhh...

i sleep seys during badn practice before sectionals. then matin woke me up. what only. hahas. then matin went home after sectionals. haiis...

then we pack everything up. at 1800hrs sharp we all balik. phew! penat but fun! especially malam. jalan here jalan there. run here run there. hahas. it was fun overall.

still at my aunt's place. heard that my parents will come home slightly late. instead of wednesday, probably on friday next week. haiis...

ok, my brother need to use my cousin computer. want to go out seys.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

today went to OmniMax at Jurong. for CIP. watch T-Rex. it was fun. then we all took pics. OH MY GAWD!!! iqram and sofian so bloody CUTE!!! kiss them and vice versa. so many girls kiss them. hanisah, farah, shamaine, shabrina, farreha and the list goes on. hahas. the two brothers hug like so tight. hahas. nur amirah, my buddy, so sweet. haiis. the saddest part was parting away from them. we all cried seys. badly. nur amirah was very sweet to take the time to draw and write a letter to me. i love it so much. i'll keep it. we all cry rabak. the laughter and fun with iqram and sofian were so unforgettable. they were so sweet and haiis.. miss them all so much. bobo say maybe one day we all go visit them at our own time again. i love too. and so would the others...

so guess this was the BEST cip of all. i'll miss iqram, sofian, nur amirah and amirul. haiis. i cried seys. can't control the strong emotion. ok ah. gtg. haris nak use the computer. ciao.